SWASAN – MR MAHESHWARI AND I
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Swasan!! 🙂
CHAPTER 36
Swara (walking back to the car, thinking) : I am going to confess my love within the next 3 days… I cannot wait anymore…
Sanskaar ( thinking) : I have done all this. But I should perhaps reduce this. I cannot let Swara ever fall in love with me.. It would be a disaster…. But why will she fall in love with me? That is just my fancy… Till now, you’ve been able to charm any girl you wanted Sanskaar, But the day you actually want to charm a girl, You can’t…
They reached the car and got in, Sanskaar at the wheel. He revved the engine and set off for home. They were still thinking about each other.
Suddenly Swara’s voice disturbed Sanskaar’s thoughts.
Swara : Sanskaar!
Sanskaar (absent mindedly) : Hmmm..
Swara : Remember that day when you asked me what is love?
Sanskaar’s thoughts froze. What was she saying? Love? Why was she saying that?
He thought of that day, during their first date on the way to the beach where she had tried her level best to teach him what love was.
Swara (interrutping his thoughts again, impatient voice) : Sanskaar?
Sanskaar (turning towards Swara, a bit guardedly) : Yes Swara…. I remember. Why are you asking?
Swara : That day, you told me that you’ll think about what I told. I just want to know if you had or not.
Swara (thinking, in a hopeful voice) : And if there’s the slightest hope for me that you’ll love me back. Is there? I want, no need to know that as well….
Sanskaar (thinking) : What answer do I give her? Tell her that I love her so damn much that it hurts to imagine a life without her? Tell her that since she came into my life, I’ve not had a decent night’s sleep because I am tormented with thoughts of her? Tell her that I cannot live without her?
Sanskaar : Why Swara? So suddenly?
Swara ( hesitantly ) : Well… It just struck me suddenly. Do you believe in love now?
Sanskaar ( incredulously, but bitterly with a sad smile) : I have always believed in love, Swara!
Swara ( a bit surprised) : But, I thought you didn’t want love because you didn’t believe in it.
Sanskaar : When you grow up in a house with my mom and dad and Badi Ma and Bade Papa, then you have no choice but to believe in love. I do know there’s love in this world Swara! I always have and I always will. But….
Swara ( in a slightly hopeful tone ) : But? But what, Sanskaar?
Sanskaar (closing his eyes for a moment, in a defeated tone) : But… This love is not for me. I don’t have it… I don’t need it.
Swara (her hopes sinking quickly, heartbroken) : Why do you say that? Sanskaar… What happened that made you like this?
Sanskaar (thinking, heartbroken) : Stop Swara! Please stop… Stop asking these questions… For I know I have no proper answer and soon I won’t be able to stop myself. Please Swara! Please….
Swara : Sanskaar, Stop the car (seeing him not doing so ) Sanskaar… Please…
Sanskaar sensed the catch in her tone and stopped the car a street away from her house.
Sanskaar (not able to look at Swara for some reason) : Why did you ask me to stop Swara?
Swara (softly) : Look at me please!
He didn’t turn.
Swara cupped his cheeks and turned him towards her. He raised his eyes hesitantly and was shocked to see the emotion in her eyes.
Swara (gently) : I think you are hiding something from me.
Sanskaar looked at her, his heart thundering. Did Swara know that he….
Swara (continuing, oblivious to his pain) : But I don’t know what it is. All I know is that you are retreating into a shell, Sanskaar, And I don’t like it.
Sanskaar continued to stare at her. He didn’t know what to say. The moment of life or death was here and all he wanted to do was postpone the moment. He wasn’t ready for this conversation.
Sanskaar (removing Swara’s hands from his face and turning the other side) : Swara! What happened to you? You’ve been acting very emotional from the morning. I think you haven’t slept off the holi hangover yet. Go home and get some sleep.
Swara (smirking sadly) : People should learn to change subjects from you Sanskaar! Par I am the most stubborn and tenacious person you know. I don’t give up so easily. So, I’m asking you once more : What are you hiding from me?
Sanskaar ( putting on a fake cheerful tone) : Arre yaar! Nothing baba… Swara! I am not hiding anything from you. Pakka.. You are just being silly.
Swara (eyess flashing) : I am being silly? If I am being silly, then why are you avoiding my question Sanskaar? If I am being silly, then why are you not able to look at me and answer?
Sanskaar (thinking) ; I have let this go on for far too long. I have to put a stop to this. (looking at Swara) I am so sorry Swara!
Swara (continuing) : I asked a simple question. What do you think of love and you gave such a vague answer. Why Sanskaar? What happened….
Sanskaar (in a loud voice) : SWARA!
Swara shut her mouth shocked and waited.
Sanskaar (in a furious undertone) : That’s enough. Bahut ho gaya yeh bakwaas! Love.. Love… Love… Why are you going on and on about it? Remember, I told you on day 1 itself that there WON’T be love in our marriage. Did I tell you or not?
Swara turned away and flinched. She tried to stop the tears that were threatening to spill out of her eyes while Sanskaar continued, each word puncturing a hole in her heart.
Sanskaar ( thinking) : I am so sorry to shout at you Swara.. I know you haven’t done anything wrong. You are asking questions which are genuine and necessary. But I am a coward. I cannot tell you how much I love you. And if I tell you my biggest secret, I can’t bear to see the pity in your eyes. I just can’t. I’m so sorry Swara!
Sanskaar (loudly) : I told you the word love does not have a place in my heart. I cannot stand it. Do you understand Swara? And why are you so concerned about love anyways? And that too suddenly? (in a fake mocking tone, but his expression relaying a heartbroken hope ) Are you in love with me Swara?
Swara finally turned towards him. Sanskaar caught her by the shoulders and asked again.
Sanskaar (more gently this time) : Are you in love with me, Swara? Are you? Because…. (his voice caught, but he closed his eyes, drew courage and opened them, steeling his heart) Because I am not! I DON’T LOVE YOU…
Swara smiled bitterly. It was no less than what she had been expecting but it still hurt. She had lost and the demons had won. Maybe it was her fault. Maybe she had confronted him too soon. But today, This dark night, SWARA GADODIA HAD LOST AND THE DEMONS HAD WON.
Swara (thinking) : I cannot tell you how I feel now. You are angry and you are still hurting. I don’t expect you to love me ever, but I will help you get over this fear of love. But… After today…. I am scared Sanskaar! I am scared that I won’t ever get the courage to do so.
Swara finally wiped her unshed tears and looked at him, with absolutely no expression in her eyes.
Swara : I don’t love you too.
Sanskaar’s despair grew. Even though he was awaiting this answer, His heart shrank with misery.
Swara : I didn’t ask you this question to make you think I love you. I asked this because I was curious. But I think I made a mistake. Sorry Sanskaar! I am really sorry. I didn’t mean to make you angry. Now… Will you start the car, Sanskaar? It is getting late and tomorrow is the mehendi… Chalo!
Sanskaar (now in a gentle tone) : Swa…
Swara (turning towards him) : No Sanskaar! It’s ok… Let’s just go please…
Sanskaar sighed but started the car. He stopped in front of her house and rested his hands on the steering wheel, unable to look at her departing. Swara turned and looked at him one last time, and then got out of the car. As she was going to close the car door,
Sanskaar : Swara!
Swara looked up at him.
Sanskaar : I am sorry! I didn’t mean to shout at you or hurt you. I just…. I don’t like the word love Swara! And I do care about you… a lot…. I do care about you Swara! I always will…
Swara smiled sadly and reached inside and tousled his hair.
Swara ( so softly that he might not have heard her) : I know you do. I know you do and that’s why it makes this all the more difficult.
She gave one last wave and then ran inside, into the sanctuary of her room waiting for the tears to fall..
But they never did. She went and changed her clothes, choosing a black salwar… Depicting how she felt right then. She was in a state of numbness. She had no idea what to do…
She folded her saree and kept it on the counter. Just then she spotted a note on her mirror. Puzzled, She went to look at it.
NOTE :
SWARA!!
KARAN AND I HAD GONE OUT AND I DIDN’T KNOW WHEN YOU’LL BE BACK. I CALLED YOU BUT IT WAS SWITCHED OFF. I WANT TO TALK TO YOU, MY BEHNA! IT’S BEEN TOO LONG SINCE WE GOSSIPED. AND I MISS YOU. SO ONCE YOU READ THIS NOTE, COME AND WE WILL TALK.
LOVE
YOU KNOW WHO 😛 😛
Swara read the note thrice before sinking down to her bed. Ragini!! Only then Swara realised just how much she had been ignoring Ragini and her mother. Her thoughts were always about Sanskaar! She was going to a new family, but it seemed like she had left her old one behind.
And finally, the tears came. Not tears of self pity, not of helplessness. But tears of guilt.
She imagined Ragini waiting for her in this room for a long time, all because she wanted to spend some time with her.
Swara (weeping silent tears) : Today I was so happy throughout the day and night. But in my happiness I forgot about the others’. Today I proved myself to be a selfish sister and daughter. Today, Swara, you failed and you failed badly… As a daughter, as a sister and as a lover, You failed.
She closed her eyes, wanting someone to take the truth away from her. Wanting to sleep peacefully, without any dreams. She took the note that was clutched in her hands and read it one last time.
Swara rose from the bed.
Swara : Ragini!!!
She ran from her room and entered the adjacent room where Ragini was sleeping peacefully. She tip toed inside and smiled seeing her beautiful sister sleeping so peacefully.
Swara (thinking) : I can’t wake her up now… I will talk to her tomorrow… pakka…
She sat by her and just stared at Ragini, thinking of all their childhood memories, the games they played, helping each other out during tests. She smiled nostalgically. Sometimes it felt like it was so nice to just go back to being Swara Gadodia again. Not Swara Gadodiam future Maheshwari. Not that she would have traded this life for anything else, But she needed some time away from Sanskaar. Just for her Ma and Ragini.
Swara finally realised that she had been sitting there for too long and decided that she had better go to bed as well. She got up, tucked Ragini in again and gently kissed her cheek. As she withdrew away, She noticed a piece of paper in Ragini’s hand.
Curious, Swara took the paper out. What she thought was a paper were actually two photos, crumpled. Swara looked at the photos.
One was a picture of Ragini and herself and the other, a picture of Ragini with Karan. On the backside of one photo, Ragini had written MY TWO FAVOURITE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. AND MA, OF COURSE!!
Swara’s eyes moistened up. What had she done to deserve a sister like her? Swara felt truly lucky that she had a sister like Ragini. She quietly crept out of the room to cry nicely when she heard a voice.
Sumi : Swara beta?
Swara turned to look at her Ma…. And then the teardropd fell, loud and wet as she ran over to her mother and hugged her tightly.
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Sanskaar entered his room feeling utterly like a heel. He was a miserable coward.
He entered the room, shrugged off his blazer and threw it on the bed. He needed to hurt himself for hurting Swara! He needed to physically hurt himself so that his mental pain wouldn’t consume him.
Sanskaar (in a heart broken voice) : Why… Why did this happen? Life was never supposed to be this complicated. I was supposed to lead a simple life. A dutiful wife, A loving family, A contented life… But now, I want more. I need more. But that is not possible.
He went to his cupboard and opened the drawer and took out a photo. He gazed outside the window clutching the picture. Finally he looked down at the picture to see Swara in a gorgeous salwar smiling whole heartedly.
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Sanskaar smiled.
Sanskaar : I would do anything to keep this smile on your face forever. But instead, I myself am hurting you. I’m so sorry Swara!
A single tear escaped from his eye as he closed them and clutched the picture to his chest.
Sujata : Beta Sanskaar!
Sanskaar opened his eyes.
Sanskaar : Mom!
He quickly wiped his tears, not wanting her to see them and turned towards her.
Sanskaar (walking towards her) : Mom! Why are you awake so late at night?
Sujata smiled.
Sujata : When my child is in pain, How can a mother sleep peacefully?
Sanskaar stood surprised.
Sanskaar : How do you… I mean, No mom! I’m not sad. See, I’m smiling.
And he smiled at her. A smile which seemed like a ghost of one. Not reaching his eyes at all. Sujata held his hand and led him to the bed. She made him lie down on her lap and gently massaged his head.
Sanskaar sighed relieved. He didn’t feel like being alone, And God had sent him a companion in the form of his mother.
Sujata (rubbing Sanskaar’s temples) : So are you going to tell me the truth?
Sanskaar (guardedly) : What truth? There’s nothing to tell, Mom!
Sujata : Beta! I’ve been your mother for 28 years now. And I had you in my womb for 9 months before that. These lies won’t work on me…
Sanskaar (sighing) : Mom…
Sujata : Nahi Sanskaar! It’s ok… I didn’t come here to ask you to spill all your secrets and worries to me. Though I really wish you would. Beta, It’s eating you alive. This tension and this worry.
Sanskaar opened his eyes blankly. Everyone had decided to question him today or what? He just lay down quietly, not wanting to interrupt this inner determination.
Sujata : I must be a bad mother.
Sanskaar (shocked, getting up) : MOM!
Sujata (with tears in her eyes) : Yes beta! I am a bad mother…. Because what sort of mother sits by and watches her son suffer. Not for one day, not for two days, I’ve kept mum for 8 years thinking that it’s nothing. It is just a phase. Why didn’t I ever confront you in the first itself? Then at least, Maybe I would have my Sanskaar back right now.
Sanskaar : Mom! Your Sanskaar is right here….
But his words felt weak even to his ears. Mom was right! The day Bade Papa had left him, A piece of Sanskaar too had been ripped out. He was partly missing, wandering out somewhere lost. Sanskaar knew this well. But he never imagined that his mom too had noticed.
Sanskaar (gently, wiping her tears) : Mom! Khabardaar if you reproach yourself again. You were the best mother I could have asked for. I would want you as my mother for the next hundred lifetimes if I could. Mom… You’re my rock! Please don’t cry…
He hugged her tightly and held her close. She clutched him and smiled.
Sujata : You know beta, When your Papa and I heard we were expecting you, We were so joyful. We were so happy. And then once you came, Both your Papa and I went into panic mode. We didn’t know what to do with such a small prince. Jiji was also pregnant with Adarsh and couldn’t help much. But you…. you solved the problem yourself. You were such a calm and peaceful kid that you always managed to calm me down too.
Sanskaar smiled and took both her hands in his and kissed them.
Sanskaar : My pyaari mom! Mom! (she looked at him expectantly) Mom, Have I been a good son to you?
Sujata looked at him stunned, then laughed. She cupped his face.
Sujata : No beta!
Sanskaar stared at her shocked.
Sujata (continuing) : No Sanskaar! You haven’t been a good son. You’ve been a great son. You’ve made my life blessedly happy. You take care of your aged parents and your siblings. You take care of this household and this family name, Not to mention the company. Sanskaar beta, It is I who am truly blessed to have you as my son. And lastly, You are marrying Swara! You are bringing me another daughter. Sanskaar beta! You don’t know just how happy I am about this.
Sanskaar smiled, but again it didn’t reach his eyes. Swara’s name had brought back memories of everything that had happened. The heart break, the guilt, Everything. But one thing made him happy. Even though he wouldn’t live long, He would not have disappointed his mom. He had been a good son.
He rested on her lap again and closed his eyes, willing for a dreamless sleep in his mom’s lap.
Sujata ( softly) : Beta, Do you want me to stay tonight?
Sanskaar nodded, largely relieved. He wouldn’t have to be alone with his voice and thoughts echoing throughout the night. He had his Mumma! silent tears passed through his eyes.
She smiled and bent down and kissed him, wiping his tears away.
Sujata : No crying today… Sleep well, My baby!
And he felt like he was 12 years again. Thankful, Sanskaar fell into a dreamless sleep, taking solace and comfort from his mother.
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IN GADODIA NIVAS
Sumi ( anxiously ) : Swara! Why are you crying? What happened beta?
She slowly took her crying daughter into Swara’s room and made her sit down. Swara still clung onto her mother, unable to let go off her. Sumi just held her and decided to wait until Swara’s tears ran dry. She mumured soothing words as she worried for her daughter.
Finally, Swara quieted down and calmed her shaking self. She sat straight and Sumi got up and got a glass of water for her.
Sumi : Swara beta, Drink this! You will get dehydrated otherwise.
Swara quietly drank the water, looking downcast. After drinking, she again leaned on her mother and stared quietly at the wall in front of her.
Finally,
Swara (in a small pained voice) : Ma! I am not a good sister.
Sumi (confused ) : Swara! Beta, aise kyun keh rahi ho? You have been a good sister. Hamesha!
Swara Shook her head.
Swara : Nahi Ma! I have been a good sister. But now, Now not anymore. I am a bad sister. I was not there for Ragini at all… Even when she needed me. I am a bad sister Ma! And I am a bad daughter too.
Sumi (protestingly) : Swara! Nahi beta…
Swara (interrupting) : I AM a bad daughter Ma! I am not spending time with you at all. I haven’t done anything for you lately… I am a bad daughter Ma..
Sumi (firmly) : SWARA! That’s enough…
She hugged her daughter and comforted her.
Sumi (gently) : Swara! Just because you haven’t been around lately doesn’t mean that you’re a bad daughter. Your papa hasn’t been here in a long time, Does that make him a bad father? Nahi na? Then how can you tell like that?
Swara looked at her wonderingly. Sumi smiled reassuringly at her.
Sumi (nodding) : Swara! Relationships are not called so because of how much time you spend with them. They are special,
They hold a special place in our hearts because of what you think about the person. As long as you have good thoughts about the person and wish the best for them, You are a good person, be it your sister, mother, father or friend.
Swara : Par Ma…
Sumi : Nahi beta! These tears of yours did not have just self reproach or guilt. I sensed hopelessness as well. Swara, Kuch hua kya? What made my strong princess so weak today?
Swara closed her eyes.
Swara : Ishq….. Ishq Ma.. Ishq.. Love…
Sumi smiled.
Sumi : But this is good news na? (softly) You love him right?
Swara (nodding wistfully) : I do… More than my own life… But…. He doesn’t.
Sumi (her smile fading) : Aah! I see… Did he tell you that? (At Swara’s nod) Have you told him how you feel about him?
Swara : No Ma! I didn’t have the courage to do so… When I heard the rejection even before telling him anything, How could I summon the words? I didn’t have the courage Ma.. I didn’t….
Sumi (now tearing up a little) : My baby!!
She took Swara into her arms and comforted her heartbroken daughter.
Swara (in a small voice) : Ma!
Sumi : Hmm…
Swara : Remember when I was 16 and you used to call me Shona! (laughing slightly) And…
Sumi : And you used to never respond because you thought it made you sound very young. I remember!
Swara : I want to be that kid again Ma! Except this time, I want you to call me Shona! All the time… Or at least most of the time.. I want to be that young.. Oblivious to this pain. I want a dreamless sleep. I want courage to face my demons Ma! Because only if I face my demons, Can I face his… I need this Ma!
Sumi (tears streaming now) : My Shona! My poor Shona! You had to suffer through so much heartbreak today. I’m so sorry, My beti! I’m so sorry…
Swara (shocked, wiping Sumi’s tears) : No Ma! Don’t cry…. Papa would not like it if you cried. Look.. I’ll be alright Sacchi… I just need someone to hold me today.
Sumi: I’ll do that anytime, My baby! My Shona…. Aa Jao!
She made Swara get into bed and tucked her in, then came to the other side and began tapping Swara’s forehead gently to soothe her innocent daughter to sleep.
Swara (thankfully and sleepily) : Ma! Will you please sing that lori you used to sing to Ragini and me?
Sumi : Haan Shona!
Chandaniya chhup jaana re
Chhan bhar ko luk jaana re (Luk: hide)
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
Bitiya meri so jaaye
hmm mm…
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
bitiyaa meri so jaaye
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Ho main lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Gardhaniyaan chhun chhun baje
Palkan mein sapna saje
Dheeme-dheeme haule-haule
Pawan basanti dole
hmm hmm…
Dheeme dheeme haule haule
Pawan basanti dole
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaaon raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Oh oh ho main lori lori
Meri Muniya Rani bane
Mehlon ka Raja miley
Dekhe khushiyon ke mele
Dard kabhi na jhele
Oh ho..
Dekhe khushiyon ke mele
Dard kabhi na jhele
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
hmm hmm main lori lori
Lori lori lori… [x8]
Sumi finshed singing and saw that Swara was sleeping peacefully.
Sumi : Thank God! Bechari… She cried herself to sleep today. But tomorrow, Tomorrow what will happen? Mehendi function is there. The wedding celebrations will start. Will my strong Swara be able to manage this heart break? Will she manage to free her love from his captors? Oh Lord Rama! Please guide my daughter. She needs you.
Sumi put her head down next to Swara and hugging her went to sleep giving her strength and optimism to Swara.
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Swara and Sanskaar slept peacefully that day, willing to let go of their thoughts and desires for just some time with their moms. Their families. And their own selves.
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PRECAP : MEHENDI MASTIIII!!!
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Sooo…. Yeah…
I was in a very nostalgic and upset mood today.. So didn’t feel like writing happy stuff…. Was way too upset to even think about that… Just converted my feelings into words and wrote it down…
Didn’t proof read it..
So it may be bad.. It may be too emotional or completely devoid of emotion.. I don’t know… But this chapter gave a new dimension to the story.. something I wasn’t expecting… So I hope you like it…
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Uk, the other day I received my first hate comment… And tbh, I wasn’t upset… Sure When some ppl got them, I told them chill… It doesn’t matter and all that,,, But I was actually apprehensive that if I ever get one, Will I be able to let go of it..
But it didn’t bother me at all… And you know why? It’s because of all you others.. You have always given me support and love… I could start naming the people… But the is frankly too long.. And I have an exam tomorrow.. 😛 😛
So thank you guys for giving me so much love…
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And now for Anu, Bisha, Dhara di and neha’s answer…
It’s a bit sad though…
My parents were the wolf and the moon for about 2 months when I was 8.. That is 10 years ago. They got into this huge row, fought about it for weeks until they decided to seperate…
So my dad moved into this other house we had and I used to go like a nomad between the two houses.. But my parents loved each other a lot.. Though theirs was an arranged marriage, they decided to get back together..
Like Sanskaar, I’ve always known what it meant to have your parents in love… And just like Sanskaar… I understand the pain of losing one of them…
I’m not saying this because I want your sympathies… I’m just saying this because I needed someone to talk to and I can’t go to my family for this…
My mom passed away when I was 10.. That is 8 years ago… Ironic isn’t it?
Lol… Anyways… My dad is still so much in love with her… It’s really heart touching but it also makes me feel sad… That’s why I was thinking about the wolf and the moon story today…
My mumma was soo awesome… She was the one who introduced me to books and expanded my vocab… She was the one who taught me proper speech patterns.. If my English is good today, It’s only because of her…
Anyways.. That’s all… Will try to post new chapter soon…
Love you guys…
I have bio exam tomorrow 🙁 🙁
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269 Comments
Hawwe…. telly updates didn’t put the pic I sent…. pls change it…??
Awesome as always …no words
Thnxxx Dolly!!! 😀 😀
All d best for ur exams anjali. I wish all ur wish may come true may god give u all d happiness ib ur life
Thnxxx Pranitha!!!
Your wishes and blessings mean a lot to me… 🙂 😀
Yaar u made me cry today. I loved it soo much . Our story also matches bt instead my dad is nt wid me . I never got courage to accept the fact bt after reading today i am nt able to stop myself…
Sryvi i make u guys bore or smthng…
Sorry to make you cry Ridhima!!!
And I’m soooo happy you loved it….
Thnxx…..
As for ur dad, I wont tell sorry bcos it never feels genuine but I’m really glad that you shared this with me…. I hope it lessened ur burden and I will pray for you to gain strength and remember you can come here and talk to me anytime.. Don’t worry!!!
Please…. Make them confess their feelings.. At least let Swara know about sanskar’s fear…… And let her set the things… Can’t see sanskar and swara broken … I was literally crying while reading today’s post and pls try to post next one asap
Sorry kriya to make you cry!!! 🙁 🙁
Their feelings… Well it all depends on Sanskaar… Will he ever be able to let down his guarrd and tell her??
Don’t worry Kriya! I will unite them asap 😀 🙂
Idk what to say. Never in my life I have seen as strong girl as you. And truly ur mom and dad are really lucky to have you as their daughter. As for the haters I pity them as they cant see the pure soul inside you.
And now the chapter. It was pretty emotional in th beginning. But the way Sujata consoled Sanky was just awesome. And Sumi singing Lori for Swara. How sweet! Reminds me of my childhood.
Lovely memories. Ty for writing this beautiful chapter. I simply loved it ♥
Love ya sis! Take care and have a good night ??
Anu ur pic is so cute I think it’s your sissy no… Wanna see it not coming have u uploaded it on insta….
will check both are looking so cute ?
You know you really don’t have to say anything… I know what a friend you are and my little sis 😀 😀 😀
Well , its the haters opinion….I really couldn’t care less about that….
Pure soul?? Not at all…. Im a very naughty girl at heart… 😛 😛 😛
Thnxxx Anu!!! Glad it brought back old memories!!!
🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!
And as neha said, ur sis is sooo cute…
well now she’s my sis as well so yeah 😉 😉
and this pic is there on insta Neha!! Go check there 🙂 🙂
Wow…u r a very strong girl…well..after reading i wanna tell u dat..love marriages suck..coz..my parents did nd now dey hate each other..dey r not seperating for me n my bro’s sake.. Its world war 3 everyday at home.and now its lyk me n my bro against d world…..
I only told all dis coz ur ff made me emotional..abt d whole family bonds.. Just take care…and
all d best 4 ur exams..and i hate bio since dey started us teaching human body parts in KG…LOL..
Thnxx hope… 🙂 🙂
I am really sad to hear about ur family’s state… Wish it could be better…. I will pray for u to have a better tomorrow 🙂 🙂
If I’m a strong girl today, that credit too goes to Mumma! She has taught me everything in life…. And her mother, that is my nani took care of me after she left, And my nani too showed me the path to live , to enjoy life… She too has undergone soo much and she sat and taught me the real values to life…
Bio… I used to like it till 10th.. then after losing touch with it, doing it now in coll is really annoying.. 🙁 🙁 🙁 . .
anyways, As ur name usggests… Hope for a better tomorrow… Who knows u might end up falling in love yourself …. 😉 😉
Hey Anjali..i saw an episodic analysis..it had your ff too…plz do read it..its name is ‘writers swaragini ff analysis’ u were appreciated there…so plz read that..
And yeah all the best for your exam…
Thnxxx mugdha!!
Yeah I saw that analysis… And I replied there as wel…
And thnxx for the luck!! came in useful today!!
Man I made me cry today. Lovely chapter. Every son/daughter or mother will see a bit of themselves in it.
Sorry to make you cry sunkar 🙁 🙁 🙁
I just wrote this because i was really upset yesterday… But i didnt cry so didnt know it was this emotional… 🙁 🙁
Uk this comment touched my heart… I swear to God!!!
THANK U SOO MUCH <3 <3 <3
When I started reading this part I had a feeling that where it will go and I was right. It was way to emotional. And in the end the W and M. I never knew that ur mom is no more. I can’t even say sorry for that. I just hope that u get all d happiness in ur life and a perfect life partner 🙂
Thnxx Dhara di!!!
Sorry if it was too emo…. Didn’t really think of what I was typing…..
You don’t need to tell sorry for this… It’s happened.. And I’m even on terms with it.. 🙂 🙂
Just ur wishes and support is enough for me 🙂 🙂
Really an emotional Chap anjali. But I really liked it?. This Chap brought tears in my eyes nd coming to the story of wolf nd moon, I’ve also seen it nd have felt nd it is not tht nice? loving someone knowing tht he/she can never be yours is something tht no one can explain but it is only felt. Once again wanna say that it was really very good nd an emotional one too?
Thnxxx Kavya!!! Sorry to make u cry 🙁
Ohh… I feel really bad that you had to go through that feeling… I’ve seen and am still seeing secondhand that it’s awful… I wish you didn’t have to feel it 🙁 🙁
Thnxxx Once again 🙂 🙂
Wow emotional tum ne to rulla hi diya aj
Thnxxx Rosey… And sorry 🙁 🙁
Didnt mean to make you cry….
U again rocked the whole episode…..
It was very emotional I guess coz I have tears in my eyes (u know am a strong-hearted person but it does not mean that am devoid of emotions though)….
Just love you loads for this update…..u changed me from excited ? to emotional ?. ….it’seems alright ?
And when u said YOU KNOW WHO (ragini letter)….I just went into the most mysterious and of course wonderful world created by J.K.Rowling…..???
U know am a die-heart fan of Harry Potter (I will just go into the magic world if I start speaking about it….so it’s better to leave here)….I guess u r a fan of hp ???
Am very sad yet again knowing about W_M story of ur parents…..
And am not saying this out of sympathy or pity and all……but it is true that ?true love never dies?….. Love becomes immortal ( and I understand all these now coz of ur parents w_m story )
And All the very Best fa ur exams … rock it
Aww…. Thnxx Dharsha!!!
Sorry to make you cry though 🙁 🙁
I’m really happy you loved the chapter….. <3 <3 <3
AND HARRY POTTER!!!! OB IM A HUGE FAN OF THE BOOKS AND MOVIES…
I make the toughest hp crosswords and quizzes…. So if you ever wanna take part… ALL THE BEST… READ WELL AND COME COMPLETELY PREPARED…. <3 <3
I can talk about hp for hrs as well… but in person… not like this!! So come to chennai and we'll gappe maarify a lot!! 😉 😉
Don't be sad Dharsha!!! It happens to everyone… I'm not sad it happened to me… But it hurts a lot to see my dad….. 8 years later and still it hasn't reduced…
Will definitely love to meet u and talk a lot……specially about hp???
Will be happy sooooooooooooooooo much to talk with a great writer like u????
Ya….some things can never be healed but don’t worry I will pray ? to God that u will be happy forever and ever????
Aajao Chennai!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂
Where do you stay???
I stay in kanchipuram…..will love to meet u….but in which clg r u studying????…
I have just completed my 10th std.(cbse) And waiting for my results….
Also if u don’t mind….shall I ask u a suggestion….am really confused about the board which I should choose for my 11 and 12…whether cbse or state board of tamilnadu…. which would be better according to ur opinion???reply me if u can
And also is that u in the photo….
U look so cute and bubbly???
Thank you sooo much Dharsha!!!
I never knew you live so close by…. I come that way…. At least i think it’s that way only… I come via GST road everyday for college… SRM UNIVERSITY!!
For ur question, I would prefer cbse… The exam is tough the portion is harder but if u want a good college Cbse is what u need…
U can get into any anna uni colll easily with state board… but a private uni is far better and to stay top over there CBSE is the best… state is too ugghh…
but it depends completely on ur financial situation also…
anyways i would prefer cbse over state any day…
Well thank u so much for the suggestion…. even I feel cbse is better… ?oh!!!u study in SRM….that’s superb….u r studying which course…which year…u do stay in Chennai or….sorry if I asked more?(coz my skool seniors r in ur clg)
It first year…. and no telling sorry…
oh god missed u so much.. anjali.. all d best for exam 🙂
n dear u r strong girl 🙂 abut ur mumma i have 1 feeling wt if they die but they r still in our heart in our memories.. ur father has huge heart that he still love ur mom n todays episode is totally heart touching n convo b/w sumi n swara n sanskar n sujhata is too emotional n swara n saksar’s convo little emotional n little heat of moment type he want to hide his pain n supress the feelings for her
Awww…. Missed you too Falguni!!! <3 <3 <3
Exam ugghhh… Don't ask…. :/ :/
My dad's awesome man!!! I'm his princess… He doesn't let me do anything.. I still don't know how to wash clothes in the washing machine and all because he always does it.. I do have to learn though….
And thnxxx 😀 😀
Glad you liked it!!!
Hei Anju…..2mhre mom..mene ye xpct nhi kiya tha..so sry dr..jab mene swara aur ubki mom ki cnvrstn pdhi thi tabhi aisa kuch lga tha..n u know Meri Dad bol nhi skti n chal v nhi skti..jab me 1year ki thi tabhi uski prssre stck huyi thi..u know jab scl ne ya phir kahi aur mere frndz apni apnu dad ki saath aati thi n msti krti thi mujhe humesha bura lga tha..ghr me aake chup chup ke roti thi..kisi ko nhi pata tha iske baare me..mere dono bhai n mom me kbhi v mujhe sad hone nhi diya..n chote bhaya aur mere liye humari bade bhaya ek father jaisi thi..wo mujhse 8saal bade he n choote bhaiya wo 3saal bade h..bade bhai toh bhai se jyada ek achhi father h n my best frnd evr..n chote bhai?☺,wo toh meri sistr jaise h..n u know humse jyada tklif bade bhaya ne paya par wo mumma,papa n hum dono ko kbhi mehsus hone nhi diya..n me bbht he inncnt typ thi phle..jab v koi kuch khti thi me humesha roti thi..kitni v chhoti baat q na ho hunesha roti thi..bt now i m strong??..haha par kitna strong hu yey mjhe v nhi pta.
N now don’t be sad ok..keep smile (like diz?????????????????????
N epi ki baat kare toh bht he hrt tchng thi ..2mhre epi n 2m dono ne mjhe rula diya
Heyy Rups!!! I’m still deciding what to call you…
Rups or sikha or mickey 😛 😛
Anyways for now, Teeno hi samajh lo!!
On to serious notes…
I don’t know what to say Rups!!! My dad too is speech and hearing impaired but to not be able to walk 😮 😮
And I totally get the feeling about school… I know how much it hurts… But while I had to feel it for only 8 years, You’ve had to your entire life… I can’t imagine the pain you’ve been through.. 🙁 🙁 🙁
I’m soo glad you had such wonderful brothers… It was really nice to learn about them….
And ur bday is in july na? That means i am about 2-3 weeks older to you… 🙂 🙂 🙂
Don’t worry… I’ll keep smiling 😀 😀
See??
And sorry to make you cry… 🙁 I didnt meaan too!!!
Hey i am New but I must tell you i am reading from starting but I think never comentented i dont know why but I have to say you are truly Amazing writter……. I love your ff
But today you make me write coment on your ff IT was perfekt you Made me cry plzzzzz sanky ko itna senti matt karo i love Him
You are very good plzzzzz try next Part soon as you can bec. I CANT WAIT 😉
Oh woww!!!! A new namee…
Hii Sanya!! I get very excited whenever i see a new name.. bcos it’s another friend for mee 🙂 🙂 🙂
Thnxxx sooo much!!!
Sanky ko senti nhi…. Insaan banana chahta hoon…
In all the books that I’ve read, the guy controls his emotions and they burst out one day… Idk what will happen here.. But Sanskaar deserves his share of pampering.. 🙂 🙂
Sorry to make you cry though!!!
🙁 🙁
Awwww… Anjali too loves Sanskaar soo don’t worry!!! Zyada nahi hoga :* :*
I’ll upload asap
a very emotional one Dr ..just like streams my tears are flowing down ..I doesn’t know today the most ff I read made me emotional …anjali here it’s not about sympathies but your mother blessed you with a precious talent and habit of being close to books ..this is awesome and even more than that 🙂
love you loAds. all the best for your exams …I wish you come out with flying colours 😀
your writing always mAde me feel refreshed but this one made me feel a little responsible to my family whom I don’t spend much time with 🙂
Thank you so much Dr …love you loads :-*
HARANI!!!!
I didn’t mean to make you cry!!1 🙁 🙁 Sorry!!!
But thnxxx….. Books are like my life… Whether they are ebooks or normal books.. I prefer books to tv anyday….. MOST OF THE TIME THAT IS.. 😛 😛
Family, Even I don’t spend much time.. Even at home, I sit in front of the laptop half the time doing nothing… So don’t worry…
LOVE YOU TOO!!!! And thank you for supporting me for sooo long!!!
You r superb anjali i loved this part and i feel u as my frnd so i wanted to tell u one thing ur parents are very lucky to have u as their daughter and u too are very lucky to have such a loving parents. Sry if i said anything wrong but i really like u
Yaayyy!!! Another new name.. 😀 😀 😀
Heyy Sam!!! Ofc you are a friend so pls don’t tell sorry and all!!! 🙂 🙂
and ur comment is sooo sweet!!!
Thnxxxx sooo much!!! I am truly lucky to have awesome parents… 🙂 🙂
Aww… I like u too….
And am glad u liked this part!!!!
Oh God anjali,i cried after reading this chapter.Each and every words of swasan was awsm,their emotions,love towards each other,sanskar guilt.Each and every world touched the bottom of my heart.
LOVE U DEAR.
ALL THE BEST FOR UR XAM
PLZZ COME BACK SOON,EAGERLY WAITING TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NXT.
And ya i want ur help.Actually i have 3 months holiday can u suggest some good books or novels(romantic,love stories)
And plzz tell how can i contact u easily if i need ur help.
Ohh… Sorry Sakshi!!! 🙁 🙁
Didn’t mean to make u cry….
Thnxx :* :* Am soo glad you loved it…. 🙂 🙂
Love you too!!!1 <3 <3 <3
Exam ke baare me mat pooch… Ugghh… 🙁
Will upload asap.. 🙂
Suree.. Will help you… I have many books… But only some romances.. Say about 20 or so… Ebooks…
Soo if u want just tell me.. I can send them to you if u give me ur mail id…. 🙂 🙂 🙂
3 months hols?? 😮 😮
I'M OFFICIALLY JEALOUS OF YOU RIGHT NOW.. 🙁
hi guys…kindly add me to ur friends group plz??
hi anjali….i am new to ur ff….i had read all teh previous parts in a day only and i love ur ff….i was sad as u made swara less pretty though i like her more but as its said person’s hearts reflects beauty not face or complexion….love it…plz post asap and all the best for ur exam….???
Woahhh…. All 35 chapters in a day?? That’s commitment… And it makes me sooo happy!!! 😀 😀 😀 😀
Suree… You can be a part of this grp Angel!!! And thnxxx a lot!!!
Lol… Yeah…. Ik some ppl were upset bout that…. But Swara is swara…. I wanted to write this story and for it, I needed swara to be considered less pretty..
Glad you loved it though… And will try to post asap
Love u dear? …. BTW I m a bio student….mjhe tau jhakkas lgti hai
I just dunno what to say…….
I just want to tell you that……. I’m so glad I met a person like u….. So young yet so strong….n such a joyous soul?
There’s sm 1 our der watching u at a distance feeling really proud looking at u!!!!
Now coming to episode this was probably most emotional u ve ever written….
Extremely touching …… Each n every aspect I really liked Sujata n sankys part…. N ragini note part very heartly…..
Ok so come on now Whacho!!! Show us some fun in the next one can’t handle too many emotions…. Hahha…
I was actually about to sleep just thought to visit this page…. Found myself to be lucky ?
Gnnyt tc love u…..
uk this morning when i saw ur name itself i knew that whatever you say, it’ll end up with a smile on my face…. 🙂
And i was right!!!!
UR comment was soo sweet and meaningful yet with the right amount of light heartedness that i needed..
I’m glad to have met you too Shraddha!! I’m going to think of a nick name for you… ;P 😛
Aww.. So sweet of you…
And am glad you liked the chapter… 😀 😀
Oops… sleeping se pehle itna emo chapter… Lol… I couldn’t have slept after that… Lucky?? 😮 😮
Sureee…. Will have mehendi Mastiii in next!!!
LOVE YOU TOO!!! :* :*
You know when ever I see these lines that I make you smile….?u ve no idea
It makes me sooo happy? ……
So nick name for me??aaha????
U better not keep any hanky panky name ??
Hahaha…..
Even I can’t handle any emo overflow so I refresh my mind with smthing else n den sleep?
M lucky why because yest night I checked now tonight I’m checking so if I hadn’t yest night I wud ve probably missed it silly???gotit?
See… Even now I am smiling….
lol… This is also an art Shraddha!! The ability to make others smile and laugh!!!!
I will think a lot about ur name… And will choose the best one ok??
Good girl!!!
Haww… Me silly ?? 😛 😛
Shall i tell u a good nick name to shraddha di….its secret haa don’t tell to her dat i told?????….the name is ‘monkey’ ….it suits her well no…isn’t it????……
Bechari shraddha ko monkey bologe??
Haww Vaishu!!1 😛 😛
Vaise naam acchi h… Let me think about it!!!
I bet shraddhaa will start with Vaishu ki bacchi and go on and on…
Am gonna wait for her reply 🙂 🙂
Shraddha kyun naam rakh doon???
Anjali…first hater comment? Ignore it..u saw my situation right? Not one but I guess minimum 100 haters comments were there for me…but u told me to ignore it didn’t u?
And about your ma…she is always there with u in your heart…u r an ideal daughter…and your parents must be proud of u….now let me talk about your personality…u have an awesome personality..u r kind and helpful…and also very supportive…and about your vocabulary..its outstanding…and as your mom made your vocabulary…then i can say that she is alive in your words….everyone says that I’m a strong girl but after seeing u I feel that I’m nothing in front of u…if I’m strong then u r the strongest…i was disconnected from the server for a week I guess…and just now read your ff…..ur an excellent writer as well as an excellent human being..love u dear…
EVAA!!! Finally….
Yaar… I missed u sooo much!!! And <3 the pic!!!
I dont agree with you…
It takes one type of strength to know that ur mom is never gonna come back… An entirely different type of strength to stand up to ppl and not bend over just because they are being mean to u… You can't compare the two….
So don't ever tell me that you're not the strongest.. K??
And ur not nothing.. If in 8th i had received these messages, I would have quit writing the ff and quit tu.. But u havent… So no berating urself.. 😀 😀
And thnxx…. Am glad u loved it…. <3 <3
Aww…. Mumma in my words… So sweet of you… 🙂 🙂
Eva..your pic….u r pretty…and thank u for coming back.
Anju if Its so that ur mom was behind ur awsome vocabular! Then i love her too. Because i love u 1 na??
Anyways i love u! All d best fr ur exms & pls wish me luck to i hv pmt tmmrw…
Gd ni8
And ya i literally cried reading the part! Evrything was so sweet. Their sleep, I mean dreamless sleep! Atlast thnk u fr this emotional epi
Oopss Sorry Jaf!! I forgot to wish you…
SORRY 🙁
How was the exam?? Hope it went well!!
*fingers crossed*
You’ll def love my mom then… Bcos it is bcos of her that i even started reading books and learning new words.. 🙂 🙂
LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! :* :*
Sorry to make u cry… That too before ur exam!! 🙁 🙁
But am glad u liked it!! 😀
Hey Anjali,
I really don’t know u have gone through such a rough phase in ur life. I don’t know what to say but yes u r a strong girl who had successfully fought with her demons. I know the pain of losing loved ones but remember one thing i’m always with u and will be, so no matter whatever u feel u may share with me.
coming to today’s chap it was so emotional and i couldn’t stop crying. I loved the way u have shown motherly love.
Please for me take care of urself i can’t see u in pain, i just feel sisterly bond with u.
Love u loads Anjali and keep smiling.
Awww…. Rupa!!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
It may not have been easy but I do have a wonderful family and amazing friends who got me through it…
And Ik that I can tell anything which is y i decided to share this with you ppl….. .
Sorry to make u cry!!! 🙁
And am glad u liked it….. <3 <3
Aww… Don't worry… Am not in pain now…. Am happy as can be 😀 😀 SEE???
And as my sister u need to tell me how old u r… So that I know what to call u 🙂 🙂
Love u too Anjali <3 <3
I'm relieved to see u happy and yes always keep smiling.
That's so sweet u to consider me as ur sister and as u have asked me about my age then let me tell u i'm going to be sweet 16 on this may 15.
U can call me with whichever name u want and i don't mind, infact it was the sweetest gesture u have ever given me.
Ur ypunger than me 😮 😮 😮
What maturity for ur age rupa!!!!
I never would have guessed it!!!
*STILL SURPRISED*
Awww :* :*
That means my sis’s bday is coming??? What gift does she want??
Now i think i should start calling u Anjali di .Oh that’s so sweet of u to think about my b’day , well what could be the greatest gift than getting u as my sissy. But as u r asking then would love to have double update on my b’day but only if u r free.
Good night Anjali di <3 <3
Hey anju didn’t read but still commented I’m so happy seeing ur ff I’m gonna read it after this comment ……wait for my next one ?
Neha plz im waiting for your ff fdtl n tlnd both on fb n here plz cum back with bang dude
awesome anjali ji..even though it was a long wait but it was worth it…and as usual u nailed it …!
Thnxxx Stoneheart…
I find u very cuteeee… .Adding ji after every name….. And ur comments too always make me feel good!!! <3 <3
Hy my beautiful TE,My beautiful Anjali………. Love u lyk universe……….?
U knw I can nvr imagine my lyf widout my mom……. It jus kills me…….. Bt I knw d feel of losing a parent n d love of thm……. Nt thn my baby gal…… U R vry brave n strong gal……. U hv to b lyk mountain I.e; strong, fr ur Dad………
I really feel tht whoevr gave u negative feedback dn knw abt d talent u hv in u…….
I nvr evr felt in my lyf so connectd to someone I hvnt evn met o knw much abt……. I jus lov u so much??
Abt d epi it ws jus blast……. Dhamaka…… Wid each line of sanky n swara….. I felt lyk I ws in d situation…… I hd such affect…… U writing s beyond words…… N ya, try to becme a writer i mean an author of a book…….. I’m sure it vl b worlds best selling list……. I’m so proud tht I knw u n I read it ff????
I knw d pain of love too…….??
Anyway waiting extremely fr ur nxt epi……?
Ummmmmmaaahhhhh…………??????
MY Sueno!!!!! <3 <3 <3
I saw ur comment in Anu's ff about how u told this was one of ur fave ff's and i was sooo touched…
But then, Me the being the foolish the upset… 😛 😛 So didnt comment…. <3 <3
I will pray that you never have to live a life without ur mom… Bcos i cant let u die… 😮 😮
Who will call me TE then??
And yep, I will surely remain strong for my appa!!! 😀 😀
Lol… Negative comment ko chhod… I was acting pretty weird and stupid that day and they saw it in the wrong swnse.. Main kya karoon 😛 😛
Pagal toh hoon m 😛 😛
I love you too !!!!
Ever since the first day that you commented… I've waited sooo eagerly for ur comment…
And I'm really sad to hear the you've had the pain of losing a love… I hope you are ok now… 🙁 🙁
And am sooo glad u loved the epi!!!! Woww… Dhamaka? 😮 😮 😀 😀
Lol.. Will think about being a writer… Def will consider it….
And from mon no exam for about 2 days… THANKFULLY
And then uni pracs 🙁 :((
Ohhh……. Thts soo cute of u…….. May God bless u wid d Happiness n joy n make u bit crancky too….. As v wnt u to b crancky so tht v can enjoy reading it in ur ff….. Lol???
N ya…… I thnk I vl b fyn anyway it’s been 7 yrs……. So I thnk I vl b completely fyn soon?
Love u TE????????????
Hy forgot to wish u TE…… Al D BEST….. Do well??
Take care?
Hey dear it’s too emotional child n mother such a relationship can’t be compared to anyone mothers keep their child in their womb bear pain more than what one can feel if his all bones are broken but alas all their pain subsides when they take their child in their hands….. Can’t say more otherwise I will cry …….coming to you can’t give sympathy as for me it will be a insult for u and brave ones don’t need that too… I can’t say I understand what u felt at 10 such a young age u lost the most important person u know anju just like u my mom has only taught me to study she was the one who was responsible for my studies …..my father never gave a look…. N I can understand ur parents separation part …long back I was in same situation that time I was in 6 or 7 my parents used to fight a lot but by god’s grace or due to my mom’s weaknesses they are still together but yeah now things got solved but yeah I have seen these many a times my parents only then some of my close relatives…. That’s what why sometimes I don’t trust marriages and all… Love I trust but M.. can’t say but anyways leaving all that tumne bahut rulaya aaj… Padhne ke pehle I was so happy seeing ur ff name but now sad and emotional wanna hug my mom… well dear I don’t have sis always wanted one don’t know their relation… Can we be?? Leaving everything back to point I want compensation…. Rulaya h toh bukhto ??? don’t make faces I’m very fond of compensations ??????
Aww itna lamba hogaya Pata nahi chala… Edit kardoon….. Oops par aata nahi… have to read. …chorry ?
First of all… I’m ur sister ok….. No more asking can we be and all that…
Main hoon tumhari behen!! 😀 😀
And coming to compensation, batao meri behna ko kya chahiye?? Kuch bhi lake doongi… VK doon kya?? 😛 😛
On a serious not…
I’m so happy to hear about ur mom…. Sounds like u r her jaan!!! I’m soo happy for u…. And I am also happy that ur parents didn’t seperate…
Just take care of them both Neha!!! They need you as much as you need them…..
Coming to marriage… It’s a very fickle thing…
May sound very cheesy and filmy, But it’s true what they say over there…
Dono taraf se koshish karna padtha h marriage ko rakhne ke liye….. It’s not as easy as ppl think it is… Whether a love marriage or arranged marriage…
As far as i’m concerned… The only thing u need in a marriage is trust and understanding…
Even more than love… 😀 😀
Haww… I made my Neha sad…. Sorry sweetie!!! Jao.. Mom ko ek bada sa hug de do!!! A hugeee one ok!!!
I badly wanna meet ur mom after what u told about her… She sound soo sweet….
And rulane ke liye bhi maaf karna…
EK BADA SA CHOCO SILK MERI TARAF SE TUMHE!!! :* :* :*
Aur haan… Compensation me kya doon?? Soch kar bata do…
And don’t you dare edit this…Boo…. Loved the comment a lot…!!1
Firstly, anjali u r really a wonderful writer I must say……and plz dear don’t consider any hate comments yaar….coz ur awesome and I’m sure u will be…..don’t be sad for those who can’t appreciate one’s good works and determination…… Ur really awesome girl…..secondly, I literally cried reading this episode yaar……too good yaar,the way u expressed the pain they both were going through was just fabulous…… I really loved this episode……
And all the best for ur exam dear…….may god bless u with happiness and success……
Be strong and stay strong…….and never be sad dear…….always be happy my friend…..
Aww…. Thanks Sweety!!!!
Def I won’t consider any hate comments… Pakka promise.. 😀 😀
Sorry to make u cry 🙁 🙁
Thnxxx… 🙂 Am really glad you loved this episode… 🙂 🙂
Will surely stay strong and happy sweety.. And u too …..
:* :*