EK NAYI SHURUVAATH…..ZINDAGIKA (an ISHQBAAZ fanfiction by phanikiran) #epi 86

Hi all,…your Phanikiran came with another episode which is purely KAALAGJNA’s episode…..after reading it plz don’t scold me….plz…don’t forget to comment…nd show the same love on it also….

But after every sadness there lays happiness…..so just wait one more episode….to fill ur hearts with joy ….if u want to know how….dont stop here nd continue ur reading journey….sorry no more words….

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Episode: 86

Next Day Morning:

Kaal wokeup nd after getting fresh ……she came out from her room…..reaching the dining she completed breakfast….Naancy , Ranga nd Mery silently stood….they know that Kaal leaving India …..she already informed that their journey confirmed for evening nd Rosy will stay there …any of them didn’t dare to talk with her about rethinking of her return journey…..after completing the breakfast she took her belongings nd moved…..

She sat in the car saying get ready for evening flight….Rosy sat inside….Ali started the car nd when it reached the main road…..

Kaal: Haveli jao….she said nd closing eyes leaned back….

Saying Yes few minutes later he entered in the Haveli road….Rosy silently msged about Kaal’s decision of visiting Haveli before going to airport……

After reaching Haveli….she got down …Chacha , Rehman nd Roopa came near her….she looked at them nd took their blessings…..they all reached the Lounge nd she stepped inside nd stood infront of the tomb…..she closed her eyes for few seconds ….later opening it…..

“Chacha ….plz”….she said…..starring at her parents……

He understood nd sighed others to leave from there…..they all left ….leaving her …..

She went near her parents pic nd touched their feet…..

“Maa….vaada dithina aapko…..farz poorakarke aapse milnekeliye aavoongi…..aayithi….aapse milnekeliye….”

Hearing Kaal’s voice which is resounding in the Mansion….Oberois felt that Kaal came nd they all came to hall…but seeing her on TV screen they didn’t understand wts going on…..

Dadi looked at the screen nd said….

Dadi: this is Haveli….where she stood is her parents memorial lounge….she said….

The boys nd girls looked at Dadi as did she knew it….why didn’t she tell about that lounge….

Dadi sat in the sofa….Tejvi also sat ….the boys nd girls turned their eyes to TV…..but Maahi was stayed in his room seeing her on his mobile screen…..

He know if he will sit in the hall he cant control himself….

Yes….he knew that she will go to Haveli to meet her parents…..issliye he asked Annika to fit the cameras in the lounge….he instructed Ali nd Rosy wt to do there…..

He connected that cameras to the TV…..

This is the help that he asked Annika. ….

Kaal didn’t know about Maahi’s move…..its out of her expectation…

In the Haveli:

Kaal: jaa rahihu maa…iss shehar se aur iss desh se ….dur jarahihu….jaanese phele aapse kuch kehna chahiti maa…itni dinom jis dard ko andar rakhke ghumrahihu mein wo dard appko bathana chahiti…..farz tho nibhayithi maa….aur challenge bhi jeetli….usski wajah se dil khush hona haina…lekin maa yaha itna dard kyom …..she asked showing her heart….

*%( I am leaving this country forever….before leaving I want to tell something to you…I completed my responsibility….even I won the challenge ….but instead of feeling happy….dont know why I am feeling pain here….)%*

Hearing it there in the Mansion…..all eyes became wet….

“do saalomse kiskeliye dundi mein unse mili aur unko unka parivarse bhi milvayithi…lekin mein nahi jaanthithi unke wajahse meri duniya palat jayegi…..meine yeh socha ki mein unki zindagimein gayi lekin mein yeh nahi jaanthi wo meri zindagi banjayega…..dil ko pattar banayi maa…..wo pattar aaj tutrahihai maa….mein nahi jaanthithi mein kab iss…iss pyaar ki jhalmein padi…..

*%( from two years for whom I searched finally I met him nd he reached his family….but I don’t know bcz of him my world will change….infact I myself entered in his life  but I don’t know when he entered in my life….i made my heart as stone…but today it started breaking….i don’t know when did I fall in love…)%*

Yaad haina maa….aapne ek baar kya kahathi….pyar kitna sundar feel hai….aap aur papa ek dusrese kitna pyaar karthethe…..mein aap donom ki pyaar ka nishana hai…..pyaar duniyase ladneka takat dethi hai…pyaar kaise ek dusre ki jeeneki wajah banthi hai…..pyar khushi deti hai…yehi kehdiyana aap……lekin aap ek aur baath bathana shayad bhulchuki maa…..pyaar sirf khushi nahi ….dard bhi dethi hai maa….aaj aapki gudiyaa uss raaste pe khadithi….mushkil ho rahi hai maa….

*%( do you remember ….wt u said…love is a beautiful feel….how much love is there between u nd dad….i am the best gift to you both that your love gave u…love gives strength to fight with the world…it gives joy….how it becomes the reason to live for each other…but you forgot to tell one thing …that is love not only gives happiness …it gives pain also……)%*

Mein aaj tak jo kuch kiya unn sabke khushi keliye kiya….aaj mein jo kuch karrahihun wo bhi unko khushi dedegi maa…..ek baar aapne kahatha….”jo log tumko izzath detha hai…..tumhari samman kartha hai…tumse pyaar kartha hai….tumhari har kadam mein saath hota hai unkeliye kuch bhi karneko sochnabhimath….jaan dena yaa jaan lena…” Oberois keliye mein wahi karrahi hun maa…aur hamesha aisahi karungi….”

Hearing it from her they all understood why she will become so wild when any one go against them….

U*%(ntil dis day wtever I did ….its all meant for their happiness….today wt I going to do also gives them happiness….one day you told me that who respects you…who loves  you nd who always with u in ur each nd every step….for them never think a while to do anything….even to give ur life or to take any ones who will go against them…. Today I am doing the same for Oberois….nd I will forever…..”)%*

Lekin yeh dil haina maa bahut ajeeb cheese hai aur notankibhi hai…….kab aur kaise…kiskeliye dhadkana shurukartha hai aur kiskeliye tadpatha hai patha nahi chaltha… haa maa mein meri dil ke baare mein baath karrahi hun….inko kabse aur kaise pyaar se parchay hui patha nahi maa….yeh pyaar haina pure duniyako palat tha hai….pattar jaise ladki ko bhi badal dethi hai…..

*%( but the heart is an amazing one…don’t know when will it start beating for someone……I am saying about me…when did love introduced to it….this love changes the ones world….it changes even a stone hearted girl…..)%*

Mushkilomse ladna aur dard chupake gujarna jab aap donom mujeh chodke chalegayathe tab se meri aadath bani lakin aaj mein aise raaste par khadithi….nikalna bahut mushkil hai maa..phirbhi nikloongi maa….lekin sirf ek baar..nahi sirf aur  sirf aakhari baar OM jaana hai maa…aakhari bar sabko alvida kehne keliye aur unka roop hamesha keliye mere dil mein rakhnekeliye….mujeh himmath dedo maa waha se jaldi nikalneko…

Her words literally stabbed them….especially Maahi was unable to control himself….

*%( to fight with difficulties, hides pain inside the heart….i learned it after you both left me….but today on whichi path I stood …to move in this way is not a easy on….but its necessary to move…before leaving only once I want to meet Oberois to say final gud byeto all nd fill my heart with him…give me strength to leave from there after I will meet them…)%**

Mein jaanthi hu maa unka dil mein hai kya….mein ye bhi jaanthi hu unke aankhe kya kehna chaahthe hai…kyom ki jaise meri andar ki baath wo  samaj saktha hai waise mein bhi samajsakthi hu…..phirbhi mein unka dil ko thodna chahithi ….kyom ki meine wada di Naaniko….mere wajah se unki familyko koi takleef nahoyegi….sirf ye nahi maa….

They all looked at Dadi hearing it….Dadi understood why did she behave in such a way even she loves Maahi….

*%( I know about his heart….even I know about wt his eyes want to say….bcz how he always read my inner feelings ..in the same way I will also….still I want to go….bcz I promised Naani….her family never face problems bcz of me…not only that…)%*

mein meri kismath ki baare mein achhi tarah jaanthihu….wo hamesha mujhe harneko sochthi hai maa…mein kisko pyaar karthi hu unko mujse cheenlethi hai ya dur karthi hai …pehel aap aur papa….phir Naani….baad mein Oberois…aur ab Maa….she didn’t complete as a pain touched her heart…..

*%( I know about my fate…it always want to win over me….whom I love …it always took away them from me….first you both….then Naani….later Oberois ….now Maa…..)%*

yeh choddo maa…dekh …aapki Gudiyaako dekh…hamesha mein aise hi rahungi jaise sab bulathena Devil waise….aapki gudiyaa kabhi royegi nahi…meri hotompe yeh muskrahat hamesha aisehi rahegi…haarna meri aadath nahi….kismath ko harnekeliye mein khud jarahihu …sabse dur….”

*%(leave it….look at your Gudiya….she never try to cry….never give up….to defeat the fate I am going far…”)%*

She suddenly fell down on her knees with tears…all who r watching her in live….their hearts cried with pain….their eyes are shedding tears…

Maahi very difficulty controling himself….

Lifting her head…she looked at her maa….tears rolling down from her eyes…..

“haar gayi maa…aapki Gudiyaa pehli baar zindagiki khel mein haargayi…jiske saath challenge keethi…wo challenge jeeth ke khud hargayi maa….khudko khogayi….patha hai maa….mein bhi ek ladki hu …yeh baath mujhko tab patha chalgayi jab wo mere paas aatha hai….sirf unke saamne mein kyom aisa feel karthi hu mein nahi jaanthi maa…..mere andar kya hothi hai nahi patha…

Shall I say one thing ….for the first time when I met him ….that day two persons were tried to misbehave with me…..at that moment he stood for me…. You know maa…..wht he said….she is mine….at that moment for the first time in my life I remembered that I am a girl……after that one day he got angry for the words of the people who tried to question my character……he fought with them….that day i felt I felt….dont know maa …how to express that feel…..not only that ….one day he gifted me a waist chain….at that moment his smile woke up my inner girly feelings……but I didn’t show it maa….until this day in my life I didn’t feel like this….but he is the one who effected me nd woke up my girly feelings…..only in his presence i always feel it….whenever he comes infront of me…not only that even in my thoughts …you don’t know maa….how much difficult to me to escape from him….only God knows….his smile always  scares me as due to it where I loose myself…..infact leaving the shy I am saying it Maa…bcz I cant share this with any one….you know… his touch every time creates havoc inside me….that time its more difficult to me to comeout from it….bcz of this reason even I avoid myself to go infront him…but my fate always against me…

.mere saamne jab jab wo aayega tab mere dil mere baath sunthi nahi….unko kuch hoyenge tho….yeh soch keliye bhi mere saas rukhjaathi hai maa….kahi baar wo mujhse kahatha unka dil mein hai kya …lekin mein hamesh unke dil ko thodna chahithi….wada ditina maa…kabhi wapas nahi aavungi….wo nibhana padegina…. kya karu …Aapne mujko zindagise ladna sikhaya….bhaagna nahin….tho ladungi

*&( ..for the first time I was defeated by life….to whom I challenged ….after I won it …I lost everything…even I lost myself….whenever he comes infront of me….at that moment I felt I am also a girl….only I felt it in his presence…….dont know why…..you know mom….so manytimes he told me about his heart …but wt I did just tried to break it….bcz I promised as I never come back….hv to stand on it….wt to do….i learned how  to fight with the life from you but not how to escape….so I will fight….)&**

Issliye aapse aur papa se aakhari baar milneko aayithi….agle saalomse nahi avungi maa….tho lelo meri aakhari alvida…bye forever”…saying she wiped her tears nd before turning to leave luking at her parents

*&( so I came here to say my final gud bye to u both ….from next year onwards I never come here to meet u….bye forever…)&*8

“ek baath tho aapse kehna hai maa…..mereliye wo meri zindagi…..if I live for any one ….he is the one… haa maa….mein unse pyaar karthi hun….shayad yeh chotisi shabd hoga….mein jahabhi ho yeh zindagi sirf unhikeliye jeeyengi…meri aakhari saas tak……yeh baath mein unsebhi nahi kahithi…aur kabhi kehpaavungi jaarahihu…mujhse naraz math ho jao…ek dil ko thodneke baaremein jo dil mereliye dhadktha hai….aapki Gudiyaa ke baare mein aap jaanthi hai na maa.” ….said she left from there wiping her tears. With a smile….

*&(one thing I want to tell you ….he is my life…..yes mom….i love him….may this word love is a small one….whereever I live …I live for him only….until this day even I didn’t tell this to him….still I want to go…don’t get angry on me for going far …breaking a heart that beats for me …you know about ur Gudiyaa….)&*

Seeing her Ali nd Rosy wiped their tears who sat inside the car…Ali opened the door for her …she came nd sat inside the car…leaned back nd closed her eys saying “Ali OM chalo”…

The live video ended there in OM….no one didn’t say a single word ….hearing her confession…girls didn’t control themselves …they left from there….even boys also for the first time felt her painnd understood the reason that always lays behind her behavior….elders sat in silence….

After one hour when they heard  Kaal’s car horn….they cameout from that state nd decided to behave normal….girls also came to hall hearing the car’s horn…

Hi…how is it…don’t show angry …plz just wait for happy nd romantic moments…to know how….state tuned to read …will meet with next …until then bye bye take care….