FEEL OF PAINFUL LOVE [RIKARA OS BY RENIMA]

@ OBEROI MANSION {RIKARA ROOM}

Gauri : Omkaraji, No ways for any compromise…..you have to do it..

Omkara : Gauri, When you knows everything, why you are not telling me to stay here ?

Gauri : No ways!!! My lovely jatadhari patidev, you have to leave and it’s really important……

Omkara : Gauri !!! I know that those training class is important, but ….

Gauri : Omkaraji, Pls…….I know it’s not easy for you…….You are going Suzerland…

Omkara : It’s switzerland, gauri…

Gauri : Whatever land, your work is important……That class will give you much confidence and you will get a chance to learn new things……Omkaraji, your drawings, I want they should reach heights……That much height …..I mean……Upto himalaya mountain…….. Sankarji will be happy to see them…….

Om starts smiling …..

Gauri ; Omkaraji, you are laughing ? You are making fun of me ……

Omkara : Not at all, gauri……I am laughing because the way you have molded my art , even I never thought in dream that my passion can climb peak…….But now I really wants to dream that much because it’s my wife’s wish and I don’t want to disappoint her…….[Om holds gauri’s hands and they share an eyelock]

Gauri : I have always dreamed about this…..Omkaraji, whenever I finds you involved in artistic mood, I wish I could become those colors, pencils, sculptors who are so fortunate to stay forever in your arms……..They can sense your feelings, they turns beautiful when you touches them and I feels you are creating magic…….

Omkara : Magic has done by you, gauri…….May be my canvas can depict inner images but it’s plain until I pour colors in it……..Some times it turns best while some times it turns mere images which will stare me only, they can’t speak…..But gauri when you are with me, everything seems so lively , the day when I made your painting I started feeling that now I have become the real artist……Till now whatever I did , may be world can describe them as master piece , but trust me the essence, the soul, the commitment which I was thirsting for years , I started finding it only after your arrival……….I started feeling myself as Omkara again, not as the burning fire……..And I…….[Om gets emotional]

Gauri : Omkaraji…..pls…..[gauri hugs omkara]

Omkaraji, I can’t imagine a moment without you…….After finding you, I felt my life has become meaningful…….I want to make this life much colorful, Omkaraji…..That’s why I am saying again and again you should leave…….But I don’t know how will manage myself for the whole year without you ……….

Omkara : Gauri, you are my bold chirayya………And I don’t want to see these storm of tears in your eyes…..It is giving me much pain…….

Gauri : Omkaraji…….I have acted well before whole family, they all find me as much brave…..Even before shivaay bhaiya also I didn’t shattered a drop of tear, but I can’t act before my heart that is you…….I am sorry for giving this pain…….

[Om and gauri look each other’s eyes emotionally and they hug each other tightly]

Omkara : Gauri, Look at me…….[gauri slowly released her face from om’s chest, om wipes her tears] I am sorry …

Gauri : Why, Omkaraji ? Just because I cried, don’t think that I am worried……These are tears of joy, tears of happiness which conveys me that I am going to get the best wonder  from my husband……..Maa use to tell for gaining valuable things, some times we need to make a sacrifice…….And regarding this one year, it will end so quickly and we will be surprised how it ended so soon……And when you will finish training and re-launch your art hub, that will be the biggest miracle, and the journey of our new life will begin……..Is it ??

Omkara : Gauri, I am going to miss you seriously……..

Gauri : Omkaraji, I will also miss you……..But before you leaves, I have a desire……I hope you won’t deny it……

Omkara : Of course, gauri……Anything for you……..

Gauri : Then omkaraji, you need to love me this whole night……..You should shower that much love since I need to bear our separation……..That much love as your each and every touch will make this chirayya to fly more……….That much love as whenever I finds sindoor on my forehead, it will spread colors on our dreams……..

Omkara : Gauri, This will literally burn our hearts in pain and …..

Gauri : The same heart beats for love, Omkaraji………Pls…….

Omkara nods his head….He lifts gauri in his arms…..

Om gently makes gauri to lie down at the bed…….

He gently kisses on her fore head……..

Omkara : No, I can’t do it…….

Gauri ; Omkaraji…..

Omkara and Gauri look each other’s eyes……

Omkara : Mmh……My flight’s time is ……So I think we should sleep now……Om quickly turned his eyes from gauri’s intense eyes and pretends sleeping…..

Gauri holds Om’s face close to her body like a mother holding baby…….   Tears roll down from her cheeks and they starts felling on Omkara’s body……. 

Gauri : I know Omkaraji, why you did this ? You don’t want me to give any painful memory, won’t you ?? How much care you have taken for me ?? My desire was not right at this moment and doesn’t matter whether you can’t hold me whole night in your arms, I knows that I lives at your heart…….That is precious one and I am fortunate to have it…….Sankarji……Pls take care of my Omkaraji……..[Gauri kisses Omkara’s cheek and arranges pillows behind his head…….As soon as she makes him to lie on them, Om gently opens his eyes and stares gauri]

Omkara : Shall I sleep on your lap, gauri ??

Gauri nods her head…….Om lies on gauri’s lap…….Gauri waves her hand through om’s long hair…….

Omkara : I am sorry………Gauri…….

Gauri : It’s alright, Omkaraji……..I can understand you and I respect your decision…….

Omkara : Thanks……..[rikara share an emotional eyelock ]

BGM…...”Jo naa keha sake tum, jo naa keha sake hum, kehane lagi donon se woh khamoshiyaan…..oh saathiya……” plays…..

After a while slowly gauri falls asleep…….Om gently raise from her lap and makes her to lie down properly……He caresses her scattered hair and looked her face deeply…….

Omkara picked his brushes and makes a painting viewing gauri…….Beside the painting he pins a short note and again glares gauri……..He comes near her and covers blanket on her body and lies beside her…..

As the time passed, few hrs. later gauri wakes up and smiles with closed eyes………

Gauri : Omkaraji, Wake up fastly…….You need to go airport soon…..I will tell khanna bhaiya to make arrangements…….What should I make in break fast ? Parathe, Rumali roti……mmh….. I will make gol- gappas for you……Trust me you will lick your fingers after having…….Omkaraji, are you listening me ?? Omkaraji…..[gauri opens her eyes and finds omkara was not there] Strange, this chiraunta wake up before me……..So he has become responsible…….I see…..[Gauri smiles and gets up from bed…. ]

She finds omkara’s portrayal of Rikara image in canvas…..

Gauri : This is so magical, Omkaraji…….It’s beyond of beauty………She finds the short note……Oh!! So jatadhari has done this one also…….

Gauri takes the short note and starts reading it……

” Gauri,

YOON KHAMOSHI MEIN ISS DIL KO TERE KHATIR CHODKE DOOR JAA RAHE HUM

GUSTAKHI KE LIYE DIL SE MAAFI KEE TUMHEIN BATAYE BINA HUM GAYE

GULAB KEE PANKHUDIYON JAISE TERI PALKON MEIN AASUVON KE ANGAREY ABBH BARDASH NAHI HEIN

NANHI SEE TERI HATH NE JAB CHUWA MUJHE TAB JAAKE MEIN KHUD KO SAMHAL NAHI PAAYA

EK ALWIDAA TAK KAHE BAGAIR KAISE GAYE ?? YEH SAWAL LAAKHON KAANTON KEE TARAH TUMHEIN CHUBTE HONGE

UNN SAWALON KE JAWAB DENA ABBH INN AANKHON KEE BAS KI BAAT NAHI HEIN

JUDAAYI KE ISS MANZIL MEIN SHAYAD TUM MUJHE BAAGHE HUYE SHAKHS HE KYUN NAA MANUN, BURA MEIN NAHIN MAANUNGA

PAR TUMHARE AANKHON KE SAAMNE SHAYARANA TAREEKE SE WAPASI KE BAARE MEIN LAFZ NAHI NIKAL PAWUNGA

MERE SAPNON KEE CHIRAYYA KE PANKHON KEE AWAAZ DOOR WOH BAADAL LEKAR AAYENGE AUR MEIN CHANDNI RAATON MEIN YUN KHAMOSHI

KE HAWA BANKAR TERE AAGE AAYENGE, BAS ITNA HI WADA KAR SAKTE HEIN…..”

Gauri keeps that short note close to heart ……. ” Omkaraji, Why you give me these much pain ?? I asked love from you and what you have offered me is ……” gauri stares the short note…… Even if it’s pain, even if it’s separation , I am ready to bear anything as it’s given by you,……You know why, because……I love you Omkaraji…… I love you …….I love you ……..[Gauri screams in pain and break down in tears]

AN : FINALLY I MANAGED TO WRITE SOME THING FOR RIKARA, BUT THIS ONE WAS SO TOUGH TO WRITE……I DON’T KNOW WHETHER THIS IS GOOD OR BAD, BUT WROTE IT FOR RIKARA FANS…… HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT……THANKS FOR READING……..