Swasan….. Give me your hand to hold episode 17 part 3

Hi guys i am really very upset…..i want to talk to my friend but i am scared…… I can’t understand what should I tell him…. Is there any word in this world to console him in this situation…. Believe me I dialed 100th time his no. From morning but in a fraction of second I cut the call….. Write now I am sitting in my room…. Thinking about his situation…. Seeing me upset my parents tried a lot to cheer me up…. But I can’t divert my mind…. I am writing this ff is only known to my sister…. So my sister told me to write this to divert my mind…. So I am trying to divert my mind by writing further….. I don’t know what I am writing….

Here is the next part……
Swara : you all know na that I never celebrate my birthday…….
A child named rithwik…. He is a cancer patient….
Rithwik : but if you celebrate your birthday then I also enjoy some moments…. I don’t know next year whether I can celebrate my birthday or not…. But I can enjoy the flavor of the delicious birthday cake from your birthday today…. Please doctor didi cut the cake na…..
Another patient : we want to celebrate that person’s birthday who gives us life….
Ashwi : mamoni please na…. Please….

Sanskar comes near her and stand beside her….
Sanskar (murmur) : is your sorrow much bigger than this people’s happiness??? Shona I don’t know why you don’t want this…. But if the reason is your mother than I can bet you give your mother’s soul a lot pain….
Swara looks at him….
Sanskar : what?? Why are you starring me…. I only told the truth…. Whose mother want that her child never celebrate her birthday….. What did you think your mother will be happy???no she is not happy…. She is….
Swara : bas…. Bas…. Enough… I can’t listen more…. Please spare me…. (saying this she starts crying)….
Ragini comes and hugs her tightly….
Ragini : it’s OK swara…. If you don’t want then we never force you….
Sanskar : i am sorry shona…. I never thought that I will be failed…. I am sorry….
Saying this he starts to go…. Suddenly he heard all are singing happy birthday song…. He turns and see swara is cutting cake…. Sanskar closes his eyes and prays God…..
Swara feeds cake ashwi Arab avni and raglak by her own hand… And tells Ragini to distribute the cake….. Swara goes her cabin to wash her hand…..
Sanskar comes there….
Swara : you here???
Sanskar : so madam where is my cake….
Swara : go to Ragini she will give u….

Sanskar : but I want eat by your softy softy hand my love….
Swara : yes of course…. But in your dreams….
Sanskar pulls her and caged her by his arms….. Swara struggles to get free….
Sanskar (chuckle) : madam I am stronger than you…. You never win…. So why are you trying….
Swara : leave me Mr. Maheshwary….
Sanskar : what?? Mr. Maheshwary??? Call me by my name….
Swara : why are you doing all this,???
Sanskar : don’t you know???
Swara : no….
Sanskar : really???
Swara : hmm….

Still struggling….
Sanskar : (teary eyes) I love you swara please…..
Swara : but I don’t…. How many times I have to tell you this….
Sanskar : i know you also love me…
Swara : have you gone nuts??? I don’t love you….
Sanskar : you…..
He cuts by ashwi…. Ashwi Arab and avni suddenly entered in the cabin without knocking….
Ashwi : hoooo…. Sanskar bhaiya why you holding my mamoni like this….. She will get breathing problems….
Arab : yes….
Swara and sanskar widen their eyes and departed…. They compose themselves….
Sanskar : wo your mamoni was about to fall…. So I saved her by holding her….
Ashwi : oh…. Sanskar bhaiya you are really soo sweet and cute….
Sanskar : 1st of all I am not your bhaiya I am your mamoni’s husband…. So how can I be your bhaiya??? And 2nd I am not sweet and cute…. Never ever call me like that….
Avni : then what should we call you???

Sanskar : you only think…. Now common let’s go….i have to drop you near your school gate or else your fathers will get to know about your outing….
Arab : what so soon???
Swara : yes beta…. I don’t want that they will scold you…. Now go…
Saying this she hugged them…. They also hugged her…..
They all go towards car suddenly sanskar feels dizzy…. Sanskar faints…. Swara runs to him…. Take his head on her lap….
Swara : sanskar (pats his cheeks) what happened??? Sanskar….
Raglak come there… Laksh was eating Cake….
Laksh : oh god his suger level is again fell….

Swara : what???
Laksh : yes… We were friends na that’s why I know…
Ragini (snatch the cake piece from laksh) : swara make him eat this…. He will be alright…
Laksh : hey that was mine…
Ragini : shut up you monkey…
Swara feeds him the cake….
Sanskar slowly open his eyes… He smiles…. Swara help him to get up….
Swara (with concern) : are you OK now!??
Sanskar : yes I am on cloud nine now….

Swara confused…
Sanskar : don’t Stress your little mind so much…. Bye my love….
Saying this he went with bachcha party….
Swara returns home at lunch time…..
Swara : mom…. I am so hungry….
Ap : you go and fresh…. Today I make your all favorite dishes….
Swara gets happy…. She goes to her room and freshen up
She comes to the dining hall…..
Ap dp and swara sits on the chair… Swara sits middle and Ap dp both sit either sides of her…. Swara looks at them with confusion….
Ap : today we all feed each other….
Suddenly they heard a voice….

“Is there any place for me??? ”
All turn it’s my sanskar….
Swara : you???
Ap : there always a place for you beta…. But you only left that…. (with pain)….
Sanskar : but I want that place again mom…..
Tia was not at home…..
Sanskar : mom I know I did a big mistake…. But now I want to atone…. Please mom give me a chance….

Ap: if my swara forgive you then you will get forgive from me…. But okay today is my beti’s
birthday…. So you can join us…. (wink at him) (oh god meri ff mein Ap kitna dramebaz hai na???)
Sanskar about to sit beside Ap but someone pulls his chair and what happens next??? You all know very well everyone found him on the floor…. Swara laughs out loud….
Sanskar :?????who the hale is this…. I wanna….
He turns and found laksh with smirking face….
Sanskar : laksh ke bachche you are gone…..

Laksh : Ap maaaaaa….
Ap : sanskar leave him….. (to laksh) aja mera bachcha….
Sanskar face is like ????????????
Sanskar : mom…. Are you really my mom….. Oh god…. Iss tia ki bachchi ne ek a66a kam kia tha… Tera or mera dosti tod k…. Kamse kam mujhe apne ghar mein paraya jaisa behavior milna band hua tha…..
Laksh takes it seriously…. His face turns pale…. Ap notice this…
Ap : sanskar what is this??? How can you tell like this…..
Sanskar realize what he said… He looks at laksh whose eyes already fills with tears…. Sanskar immediately hugs him…

Sanskar : sorry buddy…. Please forgive me…. I was just kidding…..
Laksh : sanky you don’t know how much it pains….. I never consider u as my friend….
Sanskar looks at him with widen eyes….
Sanskar : i have doubts on you from the first…. It’s mean you are really a…..
Laksh : yes sanskar… I always consider you….
Sanskar : oh my god you…. You… You are a gay…… Stay away from me….
Laksh : han sanky… (then realize what he says) what???

Lucky : you are gone today sanky….
Sanskar laughed then in serious tone : no laksh I am not that type of guy….
Everyone including swara was wondering their bond…. But swara was looking at them with a pout face…
She goes to them and tap on laksh’s shoulder….
Laksh and sanskar stop fighting and look at her…. They both see her pout face…. Sanskar mesmerized to see her….
Laksh : what???

Swara : what is today???
Laksh : a devil’s birthday….
Swara : mom…..
Ap : you both stop fighting….
Swara : mom I told you na I am hungry…. But you don’t care about me…. It’s my birthday….
(now swara totally forgot her sorrow…. She is behaving like most pampered and cute girl in the world)

All gets happy to see her like this….
Ap: oh… Ah yes come I will feed you…. This two Devils na….
Sanskar and laksh widen their eyes….
Laksh : Ap ma now swara is important than me for you??? (with a pout face)
Swara : yes…. She is my mom…. (hugs ap by waist as Ap standing beside her)
Voice ” someone is forgetting me”
Swara : raguuuu…. My sweetheart… Come here….
Ap : arey Ragini beta come sit here…. I am so happy that you came here… Swara is so happy na….
Swara : wait…. Wait…. Wait…. Mom are you thinking she came here for me????
Ap : han to???
Swara : mom you don’t know Anything????
Ap : what???

Swara goes to lucky….
Swara (whisper) : Ap ma k bachche… Tell your truth…. Or I will tell with extra spice…..
Sanskar is listening to them…. He surprised to see swara in new shades….
Laksh : no no meri ma…. Main khud kahti hu….
Clear his throat… Ragini understood everything she is tensed…..
Laksh : Ap ma wo….. I….. I…. I love Ragini….
Ap is shocked….
Ap (serious tone) : what??? Are you serious…. You choice this type of girl…. Oh god… How???
Ragini start to cry….. Laksh bent down his head…..
Swasan is also shocked…..

Ap come to Ragini….
Ap: Ragini…..
Ragini : i am sorry aunty…. Breaks down….
Dp : Ap enough of your drama…. Look she is crying….
Swara hugs her….
Ap : no Ji I am telling truth….. Ragini is sweet innocent and good girl…. How can she choose this devil…..
Ragini cried out loud…. But after few seconds she understood what she said…. She widen her eyes and hugs ap…..
All laughed….

Swara (shouts) : enough…. I am hungry…. None care about me….
All laugh and all sit on the dinning table…. All feeds each other except sanskar…. My poor sanky is eating by his own hand….. But he is happy….. Happy to see swara like this…. He also want to feed her…. He goes to her and take the niwala in front of her mouth and make a puppy face….. All are starring them…..
Swara (teary eyes) : mom I am full…. I am going…
Saying this she left….
Sanskar looks down…. Ap and laksh console him….
Ap : it will take time…. Don’t loose hope….
Laksh : yes sanky…
Sanskar : i am OK…. I know….I will gain her trust at any cost….
At evening….

Sanskar (in phone call) : okay baby…. No problem…. Yaa love you baby….
Sanskar cuts the call and jumps with happiness….. All gets happy…. Swara was not there… She was in her room with Ragini….
Sanskar : so next execute plan 3….
Laksh : okay….
Ap and dp go to their room and get ready to go somewhere….
Ap : swara beta….
Swara comes there….
Swara : yes mom….
Ap : wo beta I and your dad is going to a business party….
Swara : ok mom no problem… Go and enjoy….
Ap : are you feeling sad???
Swara : no ma not at all …
Ap : okay.. Bye beta….
Ap and dp leave….

Sanskar : laksh I am going to office…. ( with serious face)….
Laksh : what happened dude… Is everything alright….
Sanskar : i don’t know… I have to leave….
Sanskar left tensedly…. Seeing him tensed swara also little bit tensed….
Laksh : wo swara…. I want to go candle light dinner with Ragini…. Can I???
Swara : yes of course….
Ragini and laksh also left….
Swara is alone now….
Swara is feeling that something bad gonna happen….
Suddenly she gets a call….
Person : if you want your husband’s safety then follow the instructions….. Now start your car fast….
And cuts the call….

Swara is soo much scared…. She hurriedly left with car….. And follow the instructions in her way…. And finally she came to a cliff…. It’s the same cliff where her mother died…. She gets some flashes of Her mother…. And she starts to sweat and gets nervous….. But she forcefully keep them aside and search sanskar….
Swara (crying) : sanskar… Sanskar where are you please come….
She is now totally out of control….
Suddenly she sees so much lighting and decorations…. Sanskar standing there with a broad smile…..
Sanskar : once again happy birthday my love….
Swara hugs him tightly and starts to cry …….
Swara (continuously) : take me away from here….. They will come…. They will kill all of us….. Please take me away…. They will come….
She began to behave like a mad person…..
Sanskar is shocked to see her situation…..
Sanskar : relax swara…. No one will come… That was my prank only to bring you here…..
Swara : no no…. They will come…. They will kill us… As they killed ma….. They will also push me from there….

Sanskar is double shocked…. Swara still speaking that things… She is cold like a dead body….
Sanskar cups her face… : swara tell me who will come….
But swara was listening nothing…. She keeps on telling those words…. She is out of control now….
Sanskar hugs her tightly and kisses her head but she doesn’t effected…. She keeps talking…. Sanskar couldn’t control and place his lips on her to make her calm…. Swara wince for sometime in his arm then calm down…. It’s a gentle kiss…. He only cares her lips with her….. As soon as she calm down sanskar departs…. He looks in to her eyes…. It’s Totally blank…. She blink her eyes….. Just starring him…. Sanskar picks her up on bridal style…. Swara is totally blank so she doesn’t protest… Sanskar make her sit in the car and back to mm……

End…..
Precap don’t know

Hi guys…. I am writing this episode from yesterday so I wrote the 1st part was written yesterday…. Today morning I went to my friend’s house…. He is quite well…. Behave normally…. Or I can say he was just pretending….. I was so upset…. Even he cracked jokes…. For making understand me and other friends that he is okay…. Ok I am quite relaxed after seeing his behavior….. But now also I am little bit upset…. You know what I saw a very bad dream yesterday night….. So to lighten my mood I make this part….. I don’t know what I have written…. Mere man me jo aya wo likh dia…. So please forgive me…. I am sorry…. If u not satisfied….. You also told me about their 1st kiss…. But my didi my friends and also my boyfriend always tell me that I am a unromantic person…. I am sorry for that…. Ok thanks for reading….