swasan… dont hate me chap 29

Hey frnds.. Actually i am not well today and not able to study… So i thought to write this ff…

Recap
Sanskar critical condition… Swara donates blood to save raj malik’s son..

Chap
Raglak turned to see swara who was looking at raj with lots of hatred in her eyes… Raj too was looking at her with amazement… The girl whose life he destroyed was the saviour of his son’s life…
Raj: swara…u donated blood..
Ignoring him swara looked at ragini…
Ragini: swara…
Swara: didi… M so sry but my revenge was not complete…
Laksh: revenge… Saving once life is not a revenge swara…how can you be so good…so good even to your enemy…
Raj was staring at her…he with great difficulty convinced himself that swara saved his son…
Raj: u did this…
Swara looked at him with great hatred… Fire was coming out of her eyes…
Raj sat on her feet…
Raj: swara… Thanku so much…u saved my son…i had done this much to u and u forgave me…u are great swara….
But suddenly everyone became shock at swara’s gesture…Swara kicked raj right in his chest… Raj fell down… Raj looked at swara…indebted by her deeds he was not able to meet her gaze…
Swara: forgave… Who said i forgave u raj malik…haaa…
Swara held his collar… Laksh tried to interfere but swara stopped him
Swara: no jiju.. Today is the day of revenge… Today i ve to take revenge from him…
Swara slapped him hard…tears were rolling down raj’s eyes…
Swara: forgiveness…that too for u…mr raj malik..after what u ve done to my life i would just like to shoot you right in your head but i will not….i will not because i just want to see you suffer….see u suffer everyday for your deeds…

Raj was shocked to see this form of swara…
Swara: shocked na… Let me explain how…whenever you will see your son from now my face will come to your mind…my face will remind you of your deeds…you snatched my dignity…you snatched my baba…you snatched my sanskar… You have made me a zombie…

Raj was about to say something but swara cut him
Swara: my talk isn’t over yet… Mr malik( helds his collar more tightly) .. U want to ask forgiveness from me na…first go and ask forgiveness from didi…my Rragini didi… U killed her father na…
Swara dragged him and threw him on ragini’s feet…
Raj foldded his hands…
Ragini: tell me mr malik.. Whether by folding your hands can papa cone back…tell me…
Raj looked down… Swara again made him stand by his collar…
Swara: now ask for forgiveness from those two eyes of a mother who dies daily to see his son in such condition..
Raj looked at ap
Ap: swara..Don’t take him near to me otherwise i will kill him…
Raj turned towards swara…
Swara: forgiveness haa…ask for forgiveness from my sanskar… You forced ananya to suicide…can you give back those two years back to him in which he mourned for his love…
Raj fell on her feet…
Raj: bas swara…bas…plz..i am not able to meet my own gaze now… Plz stop it now…
Swara: stop it…how can i…when u was pleading you not to beat my sanskar where was this feeling… When i was pleadingly you not to kill him whete were your tears….haaa…
Raj was crying miserably… All the staff was looking at him…
Swara: see mr malik… What did you think.. Because you ve money you can purchase everything… No…Now give me my fees for donating blood…
Raj: just ask swara…ask…
Swara: give my baba back to me and make my sanskar fine…bas itni si cheez chahiye…
Raj looked at her with pleading eyes…
Swara: dekh kya rahe hain…give my family back to me…give my dignity back to me..
Raj touched her feet…
Swara: are are..kya hua…u can’t give…kisi ki jaan toh bohot asani se le li thi na…ab wapas bhi karo…haa…
Tears of raj were ffalling on swara’s feet..
Swara: tears haa…great…Look everyone… Great raj malik is not able to give such a little things to me… You all will be thinking how great i am…but i am not… I am a human…i too have emotions… I just wanted revenge… And i took it today.. Mr raj malik has fallen down in his own eyes and this is better than giving death to him..

Ragini came by swara’s side
Ragini: mr malik…hope so you will never be able to even meet your own gaze…come swara…our revenge is over…

Raj was staring at them…with a heavy burden of guilt he stood up and turned to go back…
On the other hand whole hospital staff was watching him with hatred and swara with respect… Swara was not able to tolerate any more…she sat on floor and kept her head in ap’s lap…she cried… She cried hard…
@ evening
Ragini came to hospital with tea… Suddenly doctors went inside icu…
Swara: oh god please… Please sanskar you can’t leave me…plz come back…
They looked inside from a small glass window.. Doctors were injecting something into sanskar’s chest with a smile… Doctor came out
Doctor: finally… Mr maheshwari is out of danger…he will gain consciousness tomorrow morning may be…

This news was like a shower after a long summer month…
Laksh: doctor… Really….
Doctor: yes..but he will be very weak… But will become completely fin within a month or two…
Swara ran towards the temple nearby… Thorns and pebbles were scratchings her bare feet but she didn’t care…her happiness was immense… She got her love back….finally…
Swara reached the temple… Without saying anything she sat… Folding her hands she closed her eyes… Her heart was saying immense thanku tok god…
Laksh came inside ward…his heart pained to see his bro like this…but was happy as this ordeal was over now… Bad days ended…good days came…he caressed sanskar’s hairs…
Laksh: bhai…just get well soon fast…everyone is incomplete without you…

Laksh came out of ward and saw ragini… Without wasting a second he hugged her tightly
LaKsh: ragu….thanks for being my support…
Ragini kissed his forehead… Eyes were talking then why lips will interfere…

@ night
Laksh: ragu.. You go back…smriti needs u..
Ragini nodded…
Swara: jiju..can i stay here plz..
Laksh: but swara..u are too weak… You take rest…
Swara: but…
Ap: no but…see yourself.. How pale and thin you have become… Dark circles… Swara because of your care only now sanskar is back…but this time you must take care of yourself…
Ragini: see..now come with me…

Swaragini along with ap and dp reached house… Everyone had their dinner with satisfaction after a long time….they all slept…
Swara was sleeping with smriti and ragini.. But still sleep was miles away from her eyes… She was waiting for the morning to come…

@ morning…
Laksh was half asleep when he heard moaning… He opened his eyes with a jerk…and on seeing the scenario this morning became the happiest morning of his life…sanskar was moaning.. Although his eyes were still closed but he was trying to say something…
At the right moment swara and ragini entered the ward…without wasting a second swara rushed towards sanskar…
She sat near his hand… Laksh took his another hand in his palm n began to rub it…
A feeble moan was escaping from sanskar’s mouth SWA..SWARA…LE…LEAVE HER…SWARA…
Swara was beyond happy to listen her name from sanskar’s mouth after this much long wait…
Swara: sanskar… I am here…. Open your eyes… Your swara is here…
Laksh was continuously rubbing his palm…
Ragini: sanskar bhai…open your eyes… Plz…enough of this torture now…
Swara caressed his hair…sanskar’s eyeballs moved and slowly slowly he opened his eyes… First a blur and then a clear vision was in front of his eyes.. Swara holding his right arm…laksh holding the other…ragini sitting near his legs…
Sanskar wanted to say lots of things to then…but all he could do was just smile at them…a faint smile… Sanskar was feeling as if he has done a lot of work…it was cleae from the scenario that he was very ill… Swara’s sobbing… Lucky’s eyes… Ragini’s tears…all were clearly telling how much they missed him…
Laksh: bhai….
He tightly gripped sanskar’s palm…sanskar too tried to grip his palm and he succeeded…
Sanskar: u…u lo..look like monkey… While crying…
Sanskar said this with a lot of difficulty. . Usually on saying this lucky used to beat him but this time he cried…sanskar looked at ragini..
Sanskar: ra..ragini… Am i… Right..
Ragini nodded and tears fell down her eyes…
Ragini: you are always right bhai…
Suddenly sanskar felt something warm on his other hand…he turned and saw swara hiding her face in his palm..she was continuously kissing his palm as if she got GOD…
Suddenly sanskar remembered all the things that happened in the godown.. Swara’s beating… Her rape…tears fell down his eyes…
Sanskar: wo..won’t you sh…show me your face today swara…
Swara looked at him…their gaze met…tears of joy were flowing out of her eyes… But she stopped seeing tears in sanskar’s eyes… She wiped tears…
Swara: shhh…don’t talk for long…first take rest and get well soon…
Sanskar: but..what happened to… Me…
Laksh: bhai….u were in coma since last one year…
Sanskar was shocked to hear this…he looked at swara…then laksh….
Swara: nah..don’t be stressed… You are fine…ok…
Doctor came…
Swara: sanskar… U take rest ok…i am outside… Just a little more pain and then everything will be fine…haa…
She kissed his forehead… She begins to go when she found a gentle pull on her hand… She turned and saw sanskar holding her hand… Swara looked at him…but slowly he took her hand near his lips…and kissed.. Swara felt electrified by his touch… She was longing for this touch since one year and her desire has been fulfilled now…
Swara: take care…
Sanskar closed his eyes and dozed off due to medicines effect…

@ afternoon..
Sanskar opened his eyes only to find swara smiling by his side…
Swara: good Afternoon mr maheshwari…
Sanskar smiled…
Sanskar: swa…
Swara: keep quitw mr kumbhkaran… You broke records of sleep u know… 1 sal k liye b koi sota h bhala…
Sanskar smiled at her…
Swara: weakness hai…koi nhi…why fear when your miss pressure cooker is there..haa
Sanskar laughed a little…
Swara: i knw i am ekta kapoor… Queen if emotions…
Sanskar: thank…thank you so much…
Swara: kyu thanku haa…
Sanskar: for waiting for me one year…
Tears streamed down her face…she touched his cheek with utmost care…her eyes were clearly saying her pain…sanskar wiped her tears…swara took his hand and intermingled her fingers with him
Swara: u know sanskar… I was waiting for this moment… I cried everytime with a hope that you will wipe my tears one day…and see…the day has come…
Sanskar: i will never leave you…
Swara caressed his hair…finally everything was fine…

Precap
Sanskar getting better… A great family time…