I don’t believe in LOVE…..swaragini part 13

hey guyss god i am messing with your brains a lot na.okay let me explain whole things.i am again posting this part with correct name okay.i had already posted this part with wrong name in hurry.actually i was leaving for another city i wanted to update a big part before leaving and wanted to inform u all that i will not be able to update for few days but mistakenly that part was posted with name of my previous fanfic LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL EMOTION.soooo sory for that.now i am posting this again.this part right after when swara and sanskar came from beach.i hope your confusion will get cleared and plzzz this is last mistake so plz frgive me.

NIGHT
sanskar turned to his left side and closes his eyes firmly to get sleep but instead of sleep swara’s laughing face came in front of him he jerked the side and turned to his right side but this time swara’s angry face came in front of him.sanskar chuckled at his imagination.
narrowed eyes,red nose and persuaded lips.

sanskar:damm this little girl messing with my mind again and again.he closes his fist angrily and gets up from bad and looked for water.he sighed after looking at empty jug.he shook his head and goes to kitchen.but he frozed at the door of kitchen looking at the scene.
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swara frustratedly put her book on her bad what’s wronge with u swara can’t u just read peacefully.
swara irritated:i am feeling so hungry……okay fine lets do one thing eat something and get back to reading.yeah good good.
swara gets up and moves toward kitchen and open the refrigerator.her eyes popped out seeing the empty spaces.she cried out loudly at this.
she opened the upper part and her eyes sparkle looking at the ice creams.she shrugged and take out a full chocolate ice cream bucket and sit on the chair and start eating it.
swara giggling:yummy.soon its get empty.swara looked at the bottom bemusingly.
swara blibking:so soon…i am still hungry.she bite her lower lip and looked at the refrigerator.
swara:if i will eat one more a little one promise nothing will goes wrong right?

she again take out a bucket of ice cream this time again chocolate.
swara smiles:dadu u are great thank u.and she again start eating it.obliovious of her sarroundings.
but her hands stopped in mid when it was going toward her mouth.her gaze fall on a pair of shoes.her gaze slowly shifted toward the amusing face of sanskar,her mouth was still open.she quickly put spoon in her mouth and looked at him who was leaning against the door watching her as it is the only work which is left in world.
she blinked at him her mouth full of ice cream which turned into round shaped.
swara:what? (mouth filled with ice cream)

she followed his gaze on the table where an empty bucket of large size was placed.she swolled the ice cream and smiled at him meekly.
swara:i…i..i was just a little bit hungry.sanskar chuckled.
sanskar mosking:a little bit? he moved toward her and looked at bucket which was also going to be empty.swara also looked inside the bucket.
swara embarrased:woooo….
sanskar looked at her red face and chuckled and moved toward frige to get water bottle.
swara again start eating her ice cream slowly.
swara in mind:what he think of me.a little dianasour? who eates two large buckets in one go.and if he tell dadu i eat so much ice cream.he will kill me.swara stiffened when he feel his warmness at her back.
sanskar whispers in husky tone near her ear:don’t worry i will not tell dadu.and i will not think u as little dianasour.
swara turned her face toward him.
swara blinking innocently:how do u know what am i thinking? sanskar chuckled and leaned toward her face swara bend back to make atleast inch distance between their faces.
sanskar chuckling darkly:i can still tell u what is going on in your little head now.but don’t worry i will not do any thing till the right time.
swara blushed crimson red.sanskar smiled looking at her blushing.he slowly wipes the ice cream from corner of her lips with his thumb and taste it looking into her big crystal brown eyes. goosebumps raised on her body.sanskar stepped and leaves from there.swara placed her finger tips on her corner of lips.she blushed hard.
swara:shameless monkey.she stepped down from chair and leaves from their hurriedly.
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swara pleading:dadu plz give permission na what is difference if i will start driving or after 15 days?
dadu pulls her cheak:difference is u will turned 18 after 15 days.
swara pecked on his cheok and said with puppy dog eyes:plz dadu plzzz plz pinky promise i will not get excited and will learn silently how to drive plz dadu.
dadu shook his head and said:after 15 days.i don’t want to see my granddaughter behind the bars.
swara sulkingly:i am not talking to u. i hate u.she stamped her foot on ground and leaves from there angrily.
dadu worried:oh boy!!!

swara was going in library when she strike with lucky sanskar was also with him.they had come after their outing.
lucky:watch out woman.
swara shouted:lucky u idiot.can’t u watch before walking? lucky’s eyes widened he looked at sanskar who was staring at swara amusingly.
swara looked at lucky with narrowed eyes and goes from there mumbling curses at him.
lucky:i think she gone mad after giving exams.
sanskar smiling:lets go
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LIBRARY
swara again turns page in anger and again turns.she closes the book and throws it.but sanskar catches it and laugh.
sanskar:what’s wrong?
swara angry:nothing.sanskar shook his head and sit beside her on sofa.
sanskar:why are u angry?
swara turns toward him and goes closes to him without noticing and said:tell me one thing what’s wrong if i will drive today? what is the difference if i will drive now? i am totally free.exams are finished.ragini is going australia today.i just asked to give me permission for driving.but dadu…he is not giving me permission.i hate him.
she angrily moves back and fold her arms around her chest and make pout face.
sanskar sighed and said:u are still not turned 18.swara looked at him with narrowed eyes.
swara:only 15 days.for god sake.nothing will change after 15 days.and i know dadu will not give me permission even after i will turn 18.i know him.

sanskar chuckles and said:don’t make sad face when will u turn 18 i myself will teach u driving okay?
swara eyes widened she looked at him and said:really?oh thank u.she jumped and hug him tightly.sanskar stiffened he put hand on her waist.and pull her closer to him.
swara still hugging:but but don’t tell dadu.okay.
sanskar:hmmm…swara breaks hug and smiles at him and goes from there.
sanskar was still at that position thinking about their hug.he comes into his senses.
sanskar:why i feel happy when she is near to me? i am going mad leaving with her.he gets up and goes out.
but halted looking at swara he stand beside her but seems like she was lost some where.he follows her gaze and his eyes narrowed.
ragini was leaving for australia.and sumi and shrekhar saying her good bye.
sumi worried:ragini take care of yourself.call me everyday okay and return soon.sumi hugs ragini.
ragini uncaring tone:mom i am not a kid so chill.
shekhar hug ragini and said:take care.

swara sighed and turns to go.they looked perfect family mom and dad never show such affection for her.her eyes get filled with tears.its not like that she is jealouse of ragini no never she is her sister but she is also their daughter.swara turned to leave but stiffened looking at sanskar so near to her.he was looking at her deeply seems like he was reading all her thoughts she avoided eye contact and leaves from their hurriedly.sanskar again looks toward the sight which make her hurt.his jaw get settled in a tick.he turns around to go after her.
swara goes to dadu’s room.dadu was sitting on his arm chair reading a book.his back was toward door.swara back hug him.dadu smiles.
dadu in teasing tone:someone was angry from me.
swara still sad:how could i dadu? u are only who loves me. dadu looked at her sad face and make her sit infront of him
dadu:why is my bacha sad?

swara trying to control her tears:me?….sad?…what are u talking about?
dadu:swaraaa u know u can’t hide anything.
swara hug dadu and start sobing.dadu get tensed and caressed her hairs.
dadu worried:swara bacha what happened?why are u crying? did lucky said u something? tell me but plz stop crying.
swara still sobing:dadu sometimes i feel like i am outsider in this house.no one loves me.dadu’s face turned pale.
dadu stammering:what…what are u saying? are u saying i don’t love u?
swara:no dadu i am not saying like this.
dadu break hug and make pout face.
dadu:i am angry on u swara.don’t talk to me.u think i never loved u.
swara blinks innocently and scratches her head and said:when did i said that?
swara hold her dadu’s hands and said:i am sory dadu i didn’t mean that u know me.i talk rubbish plz i am sory and holds her ears and make pout face.

dadu chuckled and kissed her forehead swara put her head in his lap dadu caressed her her hairs.
dadu in deep voice:swara always remember that me and your dadi loves u alot okay.
swara:g dadu
dadu in teasing tone:lucky also cares for u alot.swara’s eyes get wild open.oh no no they are getting wrong meaning of their friendship.she quickly raised her head.
swara:dadu let me clear one thing lucky and me are only friends and he has a girlfriend name,kavya.she is sweatheart.don’t make me gubbar in their love story.
dadu surprised:really he has a girlfriend.i want to meet her.
swara:why?
dadu hit her head and said:arra i wanted to see her.is she mentally stable or not.why she fall for that lucky idiot.swara face turned red and she burst out laughing.
dadu smiles looking at her laugh.
swara still laughing:dadu i am also shocked why girl like kavya fall in love with him.she is so sweet.i feel sory for her.poor soul.
swara suddenly remembers something.

swara:oh dadu i just forgot that idiot called me witch a week before.i will tell him what a witch can do.
dadu happily:hit him from my side too.
swara shows him thumbs up and said:done.she quickly goes from their.sanskar hides quickly behind the wall.
sanskar in mind:thank u dadu for making her laugh.he goes from their silently thinking about swara.
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dadu’s room

dadu was laying on bad his back was attached with bad.dadi looked at him
dadi:what are u thinking so deeply?
dadu looked at her:i was thinking about swara
dadi:swara?

dadu:what will happen if something happen to me.i have no hope from shekhar and sharmista.they still didn’t give her daughter’s right.i am faraid if something happen to me.my swara will be pushed aside completely.
dadi worried:why such thoughts suddenly?
dadu rubbing his forefingers on his forehead:today swara cried in front of me.u know what she said?
dadi:what.
dadu angry:sometimes she feels herself outsider in this house.dadi covered her mouth with her hands.tears fall from her eyes.
dadi put hands on dadu’s shoulder and said:don’t worry everything will be fine.dadu remain silent.many lines were present on his forehead.

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lucky tnsed:swara…swara wake up.
swra pull cover on her face and said:lucky let me sleep plz.
lucky shook her firmly and said:swara wake up we have to go hospital.swara eyes get open fully..hospital?
swara looked at him and said:hospital? what happened?
lucky avoiding eyes contact:i will tell u later first lets go.swara just nodded.her heart was beating very fast.she gets up and went after lucky.
swara afraid:lucky i am farid plz tell me is everything fine.lucky didn’t said anything.they entered the hall.sanskar was present there with grim face.swara get more tensed.she hold lucky
swara firmly:lucky tell me what is wrong?
lucky sighed and holds her from shoulders:swara…vo…vo

swara shout:lucky tell me.u are scaring me.
sanskar came forward and pull swara from lucky and said:dadu got heart attack.swara felt someone slapped her hardly.
swara slowly in whisper:u are joking.right? both just looked at her shattered figure.
swara tried to free herself but sanskar was holding her firmly.
swara crying:leave me.u are lying.dadu is fine.i know him.
swara shouted:leave me and fall down crying badly.sanskar kneelt down infront of her.
sanskar firmly:swara look at me.swara shook her head.
sanskar:look at me.he cupped her face and make her look at him.
sanskar:dadu is in hospital.u are his brave girl.we have to go hospital right now.be brave.nothing will happen to him.have faith on god.okay.swara places her hands on his and nodded.
sanskar:good now lets go..
trio went hospital there was pin drop silence between them.tears were continiously falling down from swara’s eyes and she was continiously wiping them.

swara in mind:nothing will happen to dadu.he will be fine.
they reached hospital.and went inside.all were present there.sumi,shekhar.ap,dp and dadi.swara silently goes and sit beside dadi.dadi looked at her and hug her and cries.
swara closes her eyes firmly and two tears fall down from them.
swara:everything will be fine dadi.nothing will happen to him.swara looked at sanskar.who assured her from eyes.
they all spent about 2 hours in hospital loby with complete silence.after 2 hours doc came out. all rushed toward him.swara just clutches her dress firmly.
dp:how is he?
doc with smile:he is out of danger now but don’t give him stress it is dangerous for his health.all sighed in relief.

shekhar:can we meet him?
doc:yeah sure but remember no stress.okay. all nodded and moves inside.sanskar halted in his walk and looked back at swara who was still siting in that position.
he moved toward her and sit beside her.
sanskar:u will not meet him?she didn’t said anything.
sanskar places his hand on her shoulder and said softly:swara?. swara quickly turned and hug him tightly.and cries.
sanskar:he is out of danger now.i told u ne eveything will be fine.swara break thier hug and wipes her tears.
swara:thank u.
sanskar confused:for what?
swara:for giving me strength.
sanskar in teasing tone:i will take thanks in my way.but not now.go.swara nodded confusingly and went to meet dadu.
dadu smiled and sign her to sit with him.swara slowly goes and sit with him and hold his hand.
dadu:swara we have decided something.will u fulfill my last wish.
swara:anything dadu.
dadu:i want u to marry with sanskar.today. swara get huge shock she loked back at sanskar who was also hell shocked and was looking at ap and dp.
swara slowly:dadu but why so suddenly.
swara in mind:and why him?
dadu:i don’t know how much time i have i wanted to see u married in front of my eyes.plz fullfill my last wish.

swara :dadu don’t said like this.
dadu:u didn’t answer?swara just nodded slowly.
swara in mind:i know he will say NO.he hates me.he himself said that.he will not marry me.
dadu to sanskar:sanskar there is no pressure on u.think and tell me.
sanskar in calm tone:i have no problem with this. swara looked at him with extreme shock.all sighed in relief.dadi kissed on swara’s head.
dadu:dp make arragements marriage will happen today.i can’t take risk.
dp worried:but your health?
dadu happily:i am totally fine.ask doc to give me leave.
dp:okay as you wish.

Ans in next 6 hours swara and sanskar got married to each other.only family members and close relatives were present there.(i know guys u all will curse for such wedding but plz i am sorry).and swara was shiffted to sanskar’s room.

NEXT EPISODE:swara questions sanskar?…and sanskar give her round and round answers.

PART 13

Swara was sitting in the mid of bad wearing red heavy wedding dress in sanskar’s room.she looked around in the room.nothing was changed no roses no dacorations.because he refused to do any changing in his room.he don’t like changes.
swara in mind: what am i doing here.dadu what have u done.u made me burden on him.he hates me with unknown reason and he accepted just because of your health.her eyes get filled with tears.
swara:why am i sitting here and waiting for him so that he can come and taunt me.i will always be burden on him.
she slowly stepped down from bad and walked toward wardrobe nd pick white shalwar kameez.
swara in mind:now i can’t even wear jeans and tshirt. she pouts and goes to change the dress.

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sanskar entered the room and frowned seeing the empty bad.he goes and sit on the bad just then wara come out and stand in front of mirror and start combing her long shiny hairs..sanskar looked at her and get freeze.
she was not looking hot she was looking cute in that white dress just like angel.his angel.at that time swara looked at sanskar’s reflection.her hands stopped in mid.
they remain in that position for more than 1 min.it was so unpredictable.swara turned and lay down on bad without saying anything.sanskar glares at her and also lay down and put hand on his eyes.
swara suddenly without looking at him:why did u said yes?
sanskar looked at her and said:for what?
swara gets up and said:for marriage…
sanskar in caring tone:why should i have said NO?
swara gets angry and said:because u said u hate me and we should never married to person whom i hate.
sanskar with close eyes:i never said i hate u.i said i hate your type of girls.
swara blinked at him several times.isn’t it the same thing.you or your type of girl.swara wanted to kill him with her bare hands.she huffed and throw pilow at his face and lay down facing opposite direction and closes her yes firmly to control her anger.
sanskar jerked up when pillow hit his face.he looked at pillow then at her back but for surpize he instead of getting angry chuckled at her childish behaviour and lat down again keeping pilow under his head.a wide smile was present on his lips.
after sometime swara open her eyes,turned and looked at the ceiling after sometime she turned toward sanskar.he was sleeping peacefully.
swara in mind:he is sleeping so peacefully.it is his room na.if this will continue i will turn into insomnia patient my teady bear is also not here.she again turned and looked at the roof.after half an hour she get tierd from turning from one side to another so she tried to get up but for her surprise sanskar hold her arm and pull.swara went flying on his chest.
sanskar looking at her:where are u going at this time?
swara pouting:i am not getting sleep.
sanskar:why?
swara irritated:what do u mean by why this is not my room or my teady bear is also not here.i don’t get sleep without hugging him.i am going to get it from my room.
sanskar hold her from waist and pull her more closer to his chest.swara heart start beating fast.
sanskar:close youe eyes and sleep and now its our room.
swara felt immense happines when he said ‘our room’.she put her head on his chest and his warmth sarrounded her from everywhere.
swara in sleepy tone:sanskar u should have said NO for marriage.u did wrong.and her eyes dropped down fully.
sanskar in deep tone:i didn’t do wrong.he kissed her on head and hugged her tightly.swara smiled in sleep.
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MORNING
swara open her eyes because of sun rays falling on her face.she looked around to recognise the place.she hugged her teady bear tightly.
swara:why is my softy so hard today.she looked at sanskar and her eyes got wild open.
ans she screamed with full force.
swara:aaaaaaaaa!!!!

sanskar jerked up from his deep sleep due to her yell.he quickly put his hand on her mouth and looked at her wild open eyes.
sanskar irritaed:what the hell swara? why are yelling in morning.swara quickly remove his hand.
swara angry:what are u doing in my room?and get off me.she started hitting him.
sanskar hold her arm and placed them on bad looking her completely.
sanskar with narrowed eyes:do u have short term memoryloss.if u have then let me tell u.we got married yesterday.we slept together on this bad.and if u are going to yell like this every morning then i will again think about my marriage with u.
everything get registered in swara’s mind and she cursed herself for yelling like this.she smiled at him.
swara:sory for a second i forget about our marriage.sanskar shook his head and get up from bad.
swara giggling:but u don’t worry i will buy cotton plug for u
sanskar looked at her with questioning eyes.
swara:u can put them in your ears before sleep na.so that your sleep should not be disterb at morning.swara laughed loudly looking at sanskar’s expressions.
sanskar goes to take shower smiling.
sanskar mumbles:pagal…..