My life, my love .. A ragsan ff (Part-2)

Part2
I opened my eyes to see myself in an hospital. I tried to sit up but was unable to do so. I tried to remember what had happened to me . OMG!! I had met with an accident. I had a faint memory of getting hit by a truck and being taken to hospital by sanskar…yuck!!now everyone will think i had tried to suicide..great!! i never understands how i will always end up in such situations.. yes ,i was sad ..not sad heartbroken when laksh ditched me but i would never ever consider death as an option. I have other people in my life whom i can never ditch..dadima, dadu, papa, shone,shomi ma,nani , and most importantly bhai…how can i ever do this to him ….bhai, bhabi and my sweet nephew in her womb..they are my life..
If dadima ever finds out that i’m still in touch with him,oh!! God ,a worldwar 3 would occur here with poor me being the victim. The day when bhai was thrown out of the house, its still fresh in my mind. My chain of thoughts were broken by the sound of door being opened.

As soon as doctor told me her state was stable, i rushed to see her ignoring the dirty looks thrown at me by bade papa and her dadi. When i got in side i saw her deep in thought. She was trying to sit up..offf!! impossible woman!! I got inside and made her sit up and hugged her tight. She was blabbering something like she was fine etcetcect but i didn’t paid any heed to her and enjoyed the moment. Suddenly i felt furious at her for trying to die and asked her why she did so. She looked at me in rage and told she never tried to commit suicide and it was just an accident. Oh!!!okay….

I was angry at him for even to think that i tried to commit suicide and gave him an apt answer. Wait a sec!! How can he talk so normally almost like he is sane…OMG!!!! I gasped when the truth dawned into me.he was also cheating me like everyone..he never considered me his friend i was never his dupatte wali dosth..my vision started blurring realising another betrayal.

I watched her expressions as she realised the truth and tears started following down her cheeks. I apologised to her and explained to her my story and why i did like this and received a tight slap n my cheeks.ouch…it hurts…i never knew ragini can slap so tightly. Suddenly she shoved me furiously and asked me to get out . i wisely did so. I ‘ll mend our relationship later. I promised myself to do so and called lucky to inform him about the situation anf to apologize to him.