ISHKARA FF : MY HEART’S DESIRE { PART 12 BY RENIMA }

Hello ishqies…how are you all ? …… Am so grateful to each and every person who motivates and supports me through comments……Really when you guys will tell am writing from heart…..which means a lot…..so big thanks guys…..And I am posting 12th part…And here are the links for previous parts…….
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Scene – 30 { @ Art Hub}
{ Its early morning…….And Omkara was all set to make a statue …..He reaches art hub and starts invoving in his work……Almost the statue was over he just put the brush to colour it’s eyes….Suddenly he was surprised as he felt that the eyes of the statue as alive…..He holded his brush in his hand for a while and he was unable to take his eyes from it as he felt it as ishana’s eyes…….He closed his eyes and placed his another hand on the statue’s eyes…..He felt he was touching on Ishana’s eyes……Slowly his hands were moving and almost when it reached near the lips …..Ishana bite his finger ……”aah!!!”…omkara removed the hand and opened his eyes…..He realized that it was just his dream…….only……He starts thinking about Ishana….” What’s happening with me ? My statue……which always depicts what I feels from my heart……why I felt it as Ishana……”He was lost in Ishana’s thoughts and so many questions was revolving in his mind and he felt that he should meet Ishana since she is able to give answers for him…… He leaves the spot…… }

Scene – 31 { @ Ishana’s House}
{Mehta was eagerly waiting for Omkara’s entry……Though he was lying down on the bed his eye- sight was focused @ the door……Ishana was unable to tell any thing to her paapa since she had never seen her paapa as so much excited and happy…….}
Paapa : Why omkara is not coming ?
Ishana : Paapa….he might be busy…he is an artist…..so there may be some important work……
Paapa : He will come or not ?? From the past two hours am waiting for my daamad……..
Ishana : Paapa…please…..he is omkara…..not daamad…….and please call by his name only…..
Paapa : Why ? Its my wish……and what’s your problem….Ishana ?
Ishana : Paapa…..I think you are thinking too fast….I mean….all of a sudden if you will ……
Paapa : {Interrupts} I got it beta…..You both need some time….isn’t it ?
Ishana : Yes…..
Paapa : Agreed….and you people are youngsters…..while am old…..so I don’t know how much time you want…..trust me….I don’t have any objection for it…..but always I demand one thing….that you both should stay together……that’s all……
{Mean while some one knocks the door and ishana opens it . She was unable to believe her own eyes……as it was none other than Omkara…..They share an eyelock…..}
Paapa : Ishu…beta……who is that ?
Omkara : Its me….uncle…..omkara……{he goes inside and sits beside Mehta}
Paapa: Omkara….beta…….[touches his hands]
Omkara : Uncle….how are you ?
Paapa : Am feeling better……omkara…..and now am feeling extremely fine as you are here….
Omkara : Uncle……Only 4 days are left for sidharth and ridhima’s wedding….trust me…..you will get up and dance better than your daughter…….{smiles}
Paapa : Yes…..{laughs} Omkara….just wait and watch……
[Mean while ishana arrives there with three cups of coffee]

Ishana : Why not ? Dance…….as much as you want….paapa….but now it’s time to have your coffee…….Be a good boy and have it…….
Paapa : I prefer to have my coffee from my daa….
Ishana : {Interrupts} Paapa……
Paapa : I mean…from omkara…..
Omkara : Me…..but….
Ishana : Please…omkara…..you know….from last night onwards…paapa is just asking when you are coming…..he want you to feed him….and……
Omkara : It’s ok…..{he takes the cup from Ishana’s hand and smiles……They share an eyelock…..omkara makes Mehta to drink coffee from his hands}
{In the midst….ishana gets a phone call …..after attending the call……she goes inside and finds that omkara and her paapa were talking and laughing……Seeing them both in happiness a pretty smile spreads on her face…….}
Omkara : Ok..Ok……I think…..tonight……I will suffer stomachache…..{laughs}
Paapa : Stomachache??
Omkara : Because of jokes….which you said now…uncle……you are amazing…….and I think apart from jokes…..you should take care of your health also….so it’s time to take rest…….
Ishana ; Yes…omkara is right….paapa…..its time for you to take medicine and rest……{she comes closer to her paapa }
Paapa : Ok…..am ready to do anything when you both are with me……I just want to see you both together forever…….omkara……I have a wish …..will you complete it ?
Omkara : Of course…uncle…..{he hold paapa’s hand}
Paapa : Take that box…..Ishana…..{he points out his finger to the table…..Ishana takes the box and handovers it to her paapa…..Paapa opens the box and smiles……} Now its your turn to keep your promise……Take the ring from this box and wear it on my daughter’s finger…..{Ishana and Omkara are shocked……}
Omkara : I think …..this is not the right time…..
Ishana : Exactly….paapa…..and when he is telling that he is ready to keep promise why are you asking him to wear ring on my finger?
Paapa : Ishana……Omkara….what happened ? You have promised me….. omkara….beta…..and I know its too early for you both to do it…..But beta…..i really want to see this moment…..because you will stay here for some time only…..after that you will go home….you will be busy in your work……I don’t know why am so adamant…..but it’s a wish of old man…wish of a drunken father……who lose everything….but can’t let her daughter to suffer…….and if you will not complete my heart’s small wish…..then I will think that you have break my trust……you have played with my emotions……and I will not look back……again I will consume drinks…… {emotional}
Ishana : Paapa…….{emotional}
Paapa : Omkara….beta…..it’s my heart’s desire……please don’t break it……Hold my ishana’s hand and wear the ring…….please …..{he fold his two hands}
Omkara : Uncle……{he touches paapa’s folded hands}…..please……you are elder than me….and please don’t do this……
Paapa : Hold her hands…..beta…….{he is unable to control his breath…..}
Omkara : Uncle…..
Ishana : Paapa……I will bring the medicine……soon….without that medicine….paapa…. will not be alright……
{Ishana and Omkara are tensed…….Paapa stops Ishua and manages to hold ishkara hand…..Ishana and paapa share an emotional eyelock…..paapa’s eyes went to omkara }
Paapa : Ring……omkara…..

{Omkara felt the situation is getting critical……without thinking much he pushed Ishana’s hands to himself and wear the ring on her mid finger……Ishu and Omkara stare each other with confusing wet eyes……A pleasant smile comes across Mehta’s face…..Ishana released her hand from omkara’s hold and takes the medicine from the table’s drawyer…..and Mehta takes the medicine and falls asleep…..Ishkara share an eyelock…..Ishana was unable to face omkara’s eyes…..Tears were rolling through her eyes…..She runs outside the room as she has lost her control over emotions….Omkara feels sad for her…..He closed his eyes and leans on the wall……After some time he goes outside and finds that Ishana was wearing anklet on her feet …..Omkara came closer to her and touches her shoulder…..They share an emotional eyelock….}
Ishana :Omkara….I think…you …….you….should leave now… its time for me to practice my dance……
Omkara : Ishana….whatever happened……it’s just…..
Ishana : It’s just ….happened because….you can’t break my paapa’s trust….my paapa’s desire…….and this ring……{omkara and ishana stare the ring}I really don’t know when and how paapa buy this ring…….for me……because I always witnessed the glass of peg in his hands…. And whatever I know…..he just love to spent money for consuming drinks…….and he never bothered how am managing household….how am saving single penny for each month……he never tried to understand it……but today….am surprised……omkara……because he has bought this ring for me…..omkara……and……am feeling so much happy that I have completed my paapa’ s desire…..not……I…..it’s you…..omkara….you have completed my paapa’s desire…….Omkara….. emotional}
Omkara : Ishana…..I am sorry……I asked you to break your heart…..and today by doing this again I give you pain…….
Ishana : I love this pain…..Omkara……I love this pain…because this pain…this moment…….will stay in my heart……omkara…….this ring…..it is the symbol of pain……{she holds the finger and kisses on the ring]…..I love it…..omkara……I love it……..{burst into tears}
Omkara : Ishana……This is like a throne which I placed in your finger…..and whenever am seeing it…..I can only see your tears…..and am unable to witness tears in your eyes…..
Ishana : Let me cry….omkara…..please allow me to cry in my lonliness…….this pain….these tears…….Am just loving it….and a request….please don’t tell me to throw this ring from my hand…..just like you said me to break my heart……please…….{she bent down her own knees and stares omkara with wet eyes}
Omkara : Am not that much rude…..Ishana….because I have a heart……and from the depth of my heart….am unable to judge myself whether am right or wrong……. when it comes to your paapa’s desire…..trust…..am glad that I have kept my promise…..and I feel am right….and when it comes to you…….I think am not right….but am not wrong also……
Ishana : You once promised me……I think you have to remember that promise …because it will tell you what you feel…….
Omkara : May be……
Ishana : Omkara……{stares ring} Thank you……{emotional}
{Omkara ‘s eyes are full- fledged with tears…..He is unable to stare Ishana’s eyes…..He leaves the spot in rush……}
{Ishana literally cries…..She dances on “tadap tadap ke” and in the midst she was unable to balance her steps…..she lies on the floor and burst into tears…..}

Scene – 32 [ @ Art Hub]
{Omkara again reaches art hub and stares the statue which he left as incomplete @ morning……He holds the statue in his arms and hugs it…..Tears of Ishana was revolving his mind again and again…..He recollected the moment of wearing ring……Ishana’a words …. “I love this pain”………was awakening his mind again and again….He closed his eyes and closed his ears with his two hands…..Nothing except the pain was disturbing omkara’s mind……With much desperation……He stares his hand and he felt that…..”This hand…I will break this hand…because with this hand I put ring on Ishana’s finger……I give her the biggest pain……and I don’t want this hand….I will break this hand…..” He starts punishing himself by beating his own hand on the wall……Mean while some one comes there and calls him “omkara”…..Omkara turns back…..and burst into tears……He rushes to that person and hugs….It was his choti maa….pinky…….}
Pinky : Oh My Maata !!! What ‘s wrong with you omkara ?{she releases herself from the hug….she holds his hand and ties the wound with a piece of cloth from her dupatta}
Omkara : Choti maa…….

PRECAP : JUST AM WRITING WHAT I AM FEELING….