My possessive wife (Part-5)

Hi jaan is back with new update after a long time.
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Part-5

He came to me and said he wanted to talk something. I dint know what to say so I said “ji Sanskar ji”. Again that irritated him, so he said me to call him sanky but that sounded weird to me. And what he said next made my world to collapse the next second.
“I cant accept you as my wife”.

How could he say like that. No he just dint said that. Noooooo. I just wanted to scream it aloud but I couldn’t.
(A/N: guys if you think that she is overreacting then plz forgive me. But plz think about her situation too. She is a girl who was brought up in a typical indian family, who started dreaming about her husband and her future with him, even before knowing the meaning of husband and marriage. And today when she thought that her dream finally came true. her patience and wait was finally fruitful but the hard reality shattered her. she was broke down. She was feeling worse than hell. Even death would have been far better that this.)
Why? Does he love somebody else? Was he forced in this relation. He said he married me just coz his parents. Don’t he like me? He could have told me before the marriage. We could have convinced his parents. He just cant spoil my life like this. And I wont let him do that. Today I cant stay silent. He said lets be friends. how can I think him as just a friend. Never. A girl finds a best friend in her husband, but she never ever treats her husband as just a friend. Our relation is not just a friendship. For god’s sake he is MY HUSBAND and I am HIS WIFE. For any girl like me, her husband will be her soul after her marriage, coz I think marriage is relation which connects two souls for all their births. And now I am married to him. I belong to him in all by births and HE BELONGS TO ME in all his births. I just cant let it go. I need to fight back. I need to make him understand my situation. Maybe he is upset now, he will accept me with time. he has to accept me.
He said that he would divorce me. Does he think me as a toy. He just used me for his benefits. Married me coz of his parent’s happiness, and once he succeed convincing them he would divorce me. Dint my feelings had any value? Don’t he know that every decision of his is connected to my life also? Don’t he think its necessary to ask me?

Yes I married him without knowing anything about him. And its not my foolishness. Its my trust. My trust on my shiv ji. My trust on my parents. My trust on him, my husband. My respect towards our culture. My respect towards my upbringing. There are thousands of couples who have married without knowing each other, who have done arranged marriage and leading a happy life. my parents, his parents are the living examples. Also there are many people who are not happy with their lives, who have done love marriage. There are many who lost their first love but found their true love in their better half. Then why cant he give our relation a chance? Is he so stone hearted to crush my life even before it bloom?
No, I cant let him divorce me. Whether he wants or not he has to accept me. When people say that a girl has to accept her husband and support her husband in any circumstances, doesn’t that apply for a man to respect and accept his wife and her emotions, feelings. Isn’t it his responsibility to respect this sacred relation of marriage, those vows that we took around holy fire, this mangalsutra, this sindhur which is on my maang? Don’t these have any value? Thousands of questions and stupid thoughts but none had answer, and I don’t had him beside me to answer them. I felt so lonely in this entire world.

I cried all night. Cursed my fate. Cursed his parents, only if they would have known about his feelings and decision, then today I wouldn’t have to suffer. Today its only coz of these people even after getting married, my dream of my happy family, my husband’s love is still a dream. I acted to be bold and matured in front of him, I told him I wouldn’t divorce him but only I know it took all my strength and all my courage to even speak in front of him. god knows how I told all those to him.
Me being an introvert girl never speaks to anybody so soon, not even with my cousins. Not even with my friends unless they are close to my heart. I never dared to share my feelings with anybody, not even my parents and best friends. I thought maybe I can share all my feelings with my husband, but look at my fate. Its all coz of him and his parents. I don’t want to say this but I hate them. Why shiv ji? Why you did this to me? Why?

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I don’t know when I slept thing all those things. My beautiful dream got broken by maa’s voice. She came to woke me up, when I was busy dreaming about him. stupid me, even in such situation I keep dreaming. I searched him as soon as I opened my eyes, but he was nowhere found. Only then the reality hit me. And tears automatically rolled down my eyes. “ragu! What happened? Why are you crying?” maa asked me. I turned to look at her. I don’t know what happened to me? The hatred which I had for her just few hours back, vanished as soon as I saw her. I don’t know how and why but I told her everything that happened. I don’t even share my feelings with my mother but today I shared everything with her. she considered herself responsible for the mess. I could not see her in such state. I felt my heart crying seeing her state. I consoled her and told her that I would bring her son back. By listening to what she said, I felt like she was nowhere at fault. When I can think selfish for my life and my happiness, there is nothing wrong for her to think about her son’s happiness. If she is wrong, then every mother on this earth will be at fault to think about their child’s happiness. Every person on this earth will be at fault to think about their and their loved ones happiness.

I somehow convinced her and convinced myself that everything happens for a reason. And everything will fall back to its place. She left the room saying she will be waiting, I got up and wiped my tears which were not stopping. Yes I have to make this hell as heaven as I told to Sanskar. Everything is in my hands now. I should make everything fine. Now its not only about my life and sanskar’s life but the whole family. Now I no more a normal girl, who just think of her future. Now I am Mrs. Ragini Sanskar Maheshwari. DIL of Maheshwari family. Its now my responsibility to bring my husband on the right track, which he has lost coz of some stupid revenge games. Just wait and watch Mr. Maheshwari, I will make you dance on my tunes.
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Sanskar came back home and saw everybody waiting for him at dining table. But he could not read their expression. Suji and ram forced a smile while ragini was not even looking at him. after all what happened last night how can he expect her to be normal. His eyes had that guilt of spoiling her life but he had no option now.
Rag(in mind): oh shiv ji!! After all those things I told him last night, how can I face him now… shiv ji plz help me…. Ragini, you cant fall week. You should change yourself. If you want to bring him on track then you should change your track. Enough of being abala nari all these years. If you want your husband for yourself then at least you should act like you are brave enough. Om namah shivay.
Thinking all this she took a deep breath and faced him.
San(in mind): I know I feel pity for her. whenever I look at eyes, I hate myself for hurting her. she is as innocent as small child. Ahh what am I thinking. Sanky don’t think too much, you can think about all these later. As of now I need to find Diya and complete my revenge. But what about ragini? What’s her fault in all these. Sanskar cut the crap and just go from here before you fall week.
Suji: Sanskar go and fresh, we are waiting for you
Ram: beta plz get freshen and come fast before I die coz of hunger.
Sanskar went to his room without uttering a word and ragini followed him
Suji: do you think he will change ram?
Ram: he will. He will have to. At least for her.
Suji: hmmm

@ragsan room
Ragini was about to take his cloths
San: no need to do all these things.
Rag: why?
San: coz I don’t like anybody touching my things.
Rag: Sanskar…….
San: its sanky
Rag: oh hello!! Keep this sanky wanky outside the house. I will call you whatever I want, and its my right call my husband however I wish.
San: friend, I have already told you. We can just be friends and nothing more than that.
Rag: done. You consider me as friend and I consider you as my husband. Lets see who will win, your stubbornness or my love.
By this time she took his clothes and goes to him
Rag: here, get changed and come fast. Or else you wont get anything until night.
Saying this she went out of the room
San: is she the same innocent girl, who used to think thousand times before uttering a word???!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahh where is all this going? She is threatening me???? She is threatening sanskar Maheshwari. and I didn’t even uttered a word? Whats happening to me?
Ragini went out of the room and stood near the stairs
Rag: ufff….. thank you shiv ji. You saved me this time. keep it up ragini.

I am late again but sorry. First I was not well, then I got busy with shivratri preps, then after that loads of assignment. So finally after everything I am back here again. From now on I will try giving at least one update per week. And special sorry for the people who write ffs of raglak and ragsan which i read, I was so busy that I was not able to read and comment for your ff. so a big wala soooooorrrrryyyyyy for all. I know today’s part is little boring but plz do read it, and plz do comment. I know many of you are having exams and will not be able to read. No problem read once you come back. Do all your exams well and all the best from my side. Till then bye. TC