Swasan FF: Ae Dil Hai Mushkil Part 18 ( old name swasan ff: our angel)

Hey devil( alku) see finally i able to give surprise yr or else everytime i used to tell you that me writing it(??) . So this early part sepcially for my ??? .
Thanks for giving response on previous part, but me little sad seeing less response but never mind i started toh i also have to end it. Now tie your seats belts and be ready for reading it.
Prologue- part 13
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Part 14-17
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He: kk i forgave you, now tell me your name.
He held her hand and squeeze little but she not felt anything as she is involved in talks , it’s first time she getting that much liability.
Swara: swara , you can call me shona my Baba and some friends call me like it. You know i don’t have that much frnds vo na my dadi …
She stopped in middle as his hand was on her neck she step back.
Swara: what are you doing it’s tickling.
He: arre you don’t know it
She nodded in no.
He: ohh very bad, it’s kk let me tell you. Come here…
She go near him, he held and press her hands and pull her cheeks. She felt pain.
Swara: feeling sleepy, I’ll come later.
Saying it she run from there, He smiled widely and kiss his hand and inhale smell from it and again became busy in his mobile. While other side swara was little frightened but don’t knowing what was that just she not felt good that’s why she ran from there. She started to sob and slept there itself mumbling ma word. At other hand nidhi enjoying full attention and pampering. Again her oldie mother in law called priest and asked same question. Meanwhile nidhi feeling little restless but later ignored thinking her mood swings. All things went smoothly this time horoscope was perfect but little they knew something word called destiny which have power to destroy everything.

After some hour
Swara’s side
She was sleeping on floor and tears marks strained on her cheeks. In sleep she just muttering “ mumma end game na, i wanna live with you. I also wanna play with you ..plsss na” . Tears also coming out from her eyes. Her sleep broke by some sound, she opened her eyes and slightly rub it. She sees her surroundings and become frightened as she forgotten that she is not at her home.
Lady( janki) : arre swara what happened why are you sleeping there.
She sees her and run towards her.
Swara: I don’t know how i slept but please don’t beat me i promise from now onwards I’ll not sleep in day time. But please don’t beat it pain lot. Please na i know you’ll also punish me like my dadi used to do na, she makes me eat chilly. I don’t like that please don’t …
Saying it she started to cry.
Janki separate her from herself and put plate on maze which she bought for her.

She make her sit on bed and wipe her tears.
Janki: shona, can i call you shona na?
She nodded in yes.
Janki; Vo na shona i always wanted princess like you.
Swara: hehe me princess, can i also call you ma vo na my dadi don’t allow me go near my mumma. You’re too cute like my mumma.
Janki: At one condition, first you have to finish this food.
Swara sees towards plate and giggles seeing that much food.
Swara: this much, i have chotu stomach I can’t eat this much.
Janki: ok then you can’t call me ma I thought I’ll take my princess in park and tell her many fairy tale..
Swara: arre ma me just kidding , I’ll finish all this.
She started to feed swara and admiring her cute antics, from door one more person was seeing all these things. He came inside and sat beside swara.
He: Hey lady sometimes also show me your so called love to me.
Seeing him swara become frightened and come down from bed.
Swara; ma me going to play, I’ll finished it later.
She became confused and sees towards her son who is looking at swara. Seeing his gaze she understood his intentions. Without saying anything she went with swara, from behind he shout.
“ Bye shona”

Next day,
she just enjoying the new company with her new mom. It was first time she not frightened in sleep because in these 13 years whenever her sleep used to broke she used to become frightened as no one used to beside her. But yesterday night her ma was beside her.

After some days,
In these days that boy lot of time tried touch her or going close to her. But every time janki used to save her. His behaviour on his mother was worse than even anyone can imagine he used to taunt her upon on her character and sometimes used to abuse her. But as per her husband strict order that she’ll not say anything to his beloved son or consequence will be bad. But still trying to save swara as she used to think her as her daughter most importantly after knowing her mother and dadi behaviour she felt disgusting how can be someone so blind that for a stupid belief they are giving punishment to 13 years old girl. She thought she will try to give that love for which swara is carving from many years. But little did she knew swara way is not full of rose it’s full of thorns. On that thorn swara have to walk alone.
One fine day janky’s son went for some party, she thought to visit her sister house. As her sister condition is bad. Also swara have little fever so she sleeping due to medicine effect. She thought till swara will wake she will return back + her son and husband are also not at home so no threat for little girl. She gave some instructions to servants and left mansion.

After 45 minutes, her son back home he was in full in drunk condition. He was walking here there and singing ‘tumma tumma’. Listening it swara wake and began to cry as no one was beside her she got habit that whenever she used to wake janki used to beside her and again used to make her sleep by reciting Lori or some stories. She rubbed her eyes and come down and Started to find janki.
Swara: ma where are you, you also playing hide and seek like my mumma.
He heard her voice and went near her.
He: shona, what happened?
Swara: where is ma, i finding her. Have you seen her?
She step back as his mouth smelling + janki told her not to go near him.
He: ohh you’re finding that lady.
Swara confusingly looked at him.
He: i mean your ma,she is in mine room. Will you wanna meet her? She is also finding you.
She nodded in yes.

He sat on knees
He: but I’ll not allow you in enter inside mine room.
Swara: why, i not trouble you na. So why you not allowing me. Instead of you i should be angry. You always give me pain , you always hold mine hand tight. ( She is 13 years old only so she not understand much , as she never allowed to go outside much so she doesn’t know outside world)
He: ohh so you’re angry at me. Okay i should say sry to you na. So sorry shona. Will you forgive me?
Swara: okk but i wanna go to ma. Should i go now?
He nodded in yes and took her inside his room.
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he started to find janki but not finding her she became sad and turn to go.
He: ohh what happened?
He tightly held his hand and started to squeeze it. And pull her cheeks.
He: so cute
She became irritated and started to cry as already she had fever now this.
Swara: where is ma? I want her, you’re bad. I’ll not forgive you, katti you again hurting me. You lair… I’ll beat you with racket…
He: ohh baby is katti .
He started to pull her cheeks more tightly, she tried to escape but he tightly held her. She began to cry more and tried biting his hand. He became angry and slap her.
She started to shout.
Swara: ma , mummy, Baba where are you ? Pls come na he is hurting me….

Before she could speak more he started to Beat her.
He: Shh you little girl, i know all things about you. Just keep quiet or else I’ll kill you.
Swara: you bad boy go, i wanna go to ma…
He; so you’ll not stop, wait let me show you your punishment.
He about to come over her but someone come from behind and pull him.
He stumbled and fall on floor.
Swara started to cry more.
That person come near her.
Person: swara, shh not cry my strong baby na.

She opened her eyes and become happy seeing that person. Nidhi standing with little baby bump and guilty look. ( 5 month pregnant)
Swara: mummy, you come. He beating me and also touching me, he very bad I’ll never talk to him. I katti …
Nidhi: Shh come we’ll go back.
Nidhi: I’ll see you later because at this moment my daughter needs me.
With difficulty she picked her in arms. She angrily sees boys and left from there.
Swara: ma, our game end.
She nodded in yes and kiss at her forehead. They sat in car and make her sleep in her lap.
Nidhi closed her eyes and remember how janki called her and pleaded her to see swara once.
Janki: see nidhi i know you don’t love her but please once see swara as i don’t know why but feeling like she is in danger. Please just check once na …
Nidhi: listen i don’t care , if you are feeling so bad then check yourself. For me she is just my daughter ki…
Janki: if i could toh i must check her, i am in hospital with my sister. Please nidhi na…
Nidhi: …

Janki: just think about those 9 months those moments in which swara was in your womb, that time when you get to know about her news of arrival , that moment when you first time feel her kick.
Nidhi started to melt and sob little reminiscing all that.
Janki; you know i am literally jealous of you as why i not get chance of feeling child in womb. I wish instead of you i gave birth to her. So i could treat her like princess. You know one more thing Shona make me feel like it i am her mother.
Nidhi: but your son?
Janki: he is my step son, i tried lot but never able to become his mother. He always consider as step mom. But when shona came then first time i feel like i can be mother. I know you are still hurt due to loosing your first daughter but just once think about shona. What was her fault ? Don’t her innocent look melt you, don’t you wanna take her in your lap, you know she loves you most. Whenever she wake in middle night then whom she started to find?
Nidhi: whom?

Her voice was wet and she was feeling so guilty leaving her daughter like it.
Janki: you, in sleep also she just says ma plz end game. She only take your name. She craving for your love only you can give that love which she wanted.
Nidhi: really my daughter call me?
Janki: yeah, but please don’t waste time check her once and please after it call me. And thanks for listening me . Now go fast..
Nidhi : okk, I’ll call you later. And thanks for making me understand how much i was wrong.
Later she remembered how she reach there and listened her painful voice.
Later She called janki and thanks her.
Nidhi: shona wake up, see we reached home.
She wake up and hug her tightly and started to cry.
Shona: no , i don’t wanna go there dadi beat me. And i know you’ll again start your game. I know everything you and dadi don’t love me.
Nidhi: sorry bacha but i promise I’ll never leave you. Now stop crying na.
She wiped her tears.
Fb end

She doesn’t able to continue more and started to cry hugging sanskar. His eyes were moist thinking what she gone through but little happy that she saved that day. Also happy that she finally got her mother love for which she was craving.
He warped his hand around her.
Sanskar: swara don’t cry, you’re my strong swara na. It’s kk see na that due to that incident you get your mother love na.
She even started to sob more.
Swara: no sanskar i not get i lost her i lost her….
Sanskar: means?
Her condition becoming worse she started feeling like fainting but wanna tell him everything. First time she is opening her heart in front of anyone. Sensing her condition he thought first let her make sleep as she is weak and her temperature is also raising.
Sanskar: it’s kk tell further story other time, now you need rest.
She nodded in no.
Swara: i wanna tell you everything today itself please listen na.
Sanskar: but swara your…
Swara: please i just want some peace.
He nodded in yes and take her head in his lap and started to caresses her hair.
Sanskar: what was name of that boy?
Swara: i don’t remember, you know sanskar that time i didn’t knew what happened with me. But with passing time i got to know. I used to curse myself how can be i so foolish.
Sanskar: that time you were small na that’s why you didn’t knew anything. Forget about him tell me what happened next.
Swara: hmm

Fb began
Swara: but dadi, she’ll beat me na. And if that boy also come he’ll also beat me. Ma please take me at park janki ma used to take me there and you know she also used to give chocolates..
She started to tell about janki, nidhi was feeling jealous. But she knew it’s all her fault that she ignored her daughter for 13 years.
Her chain of thought broken by shona’s voice.
Swara: you know ma janki ma is very good but where is she? I wanna talk to her. And I’ll also tell that my ma ended game.
Nidhi: tmrw we’ll meet her. And we will talk lot of things to her. And you know your janki ma only send me there to take my princess with me.
Swara: hehe me princess me not witch. I love janki ma, she is best.
Nidhi: yeah my princess but me sad.
Swara: why mumma?
Nidhi: you told you love janki ma. You don’t love me na.
Swara: no
Nidhi became sad , a tear fall from her eyes. Swara sees it and immediately wipe it.
Swara: sry mumma, i love you too. Vo toh i kidding na.
Nidhi: you naughty girl, I’ll complain to your Baba.
Swara: I’ll also complain about you.

For some time both talk with each other, some way nidhi make her agree to come home. She agreed as her dadi was on holiday.
Nidhi happily entered with swara , shekhar was little surprised seeing it. But seeing marks on swara body he became angry. He asked nidhi about it she told him everything. He cursed himself as he easily gave up when his mom asked him to drop her somewhere. He thought to punish that boy. But nidhi told him leave all this and start fresh.
They started to live happily, swara was enjoying her parents company and too much excited for new baby. But uff one storm was on the way only that could again snatch little soul happiness.
After one month, nidhi was pampering swara well more than pampering she was making her drink milk which she was denying and making faces. Swara started to run , nidhi also started to run behind her. She about to slip but at main moment oldie came and saved her. She didn’t notice swara. She started to scold nidhi for her carelessness.
Swara came there seeing her dadi is scolding her mom became angry at her .
Swara: why you always behave like it, first you used to scold me then Baba now mumma. Huhh bad lady you are like TV serial vamp she also do same.

Her mouth become open and shockingly seeing her. First toh She was shocked seeing her + now she speaking like it.
Swara thought she not get who is vamp that’s why she is silent .
Swara: arre budhu i mean those who trouble people, mumma was seeing tv show so i come to know about it. Huhh Baba says correct you became old.
Nidhi giggle but later became alert as she felt oldie gaze.
Nidhi: shona bad manners say sry.
Shona: huhh nope, she is also bad na .
Anger already was there as she seen her + seeing nidhi and her together it reached at peak level+ seeing that she is insulting her it crossed all levels. She angrily lift her hand for slapping her but this time one hand stop her.
Nidhi: not today ma, you can’t do it again. She already undergone through lots of think. Please at least for now leave her.

Oldie: what are you saying, she is killer of our daughters…
Nidhi: enough , i can’t listen anything against her. Once you already brainwashed me now no more words against my daughter or else I’ll forget you’re his mother.
Oldie tried to free her hand but in this practice she pushed nidhi as results she roll down from stairs.
Sekhar also reached there and become horrified seeing scenario. Nidhi head was bleeding, she holding her stomach and crying in pain. At some distance his mother standing with shock face and Swara standing with plain face don’t able to understand what happened till now she playing with her mom but now she laying on ground.
Shekhar: ma how happened it?
She became afraid thinking what if he come to know truth.
Shekhar: swara you tell how it happened?
Swara: dadi…

Before she could complete old lady slapped her.
Oldie: why you tried to kill my daughter? If you don’t wanna finish milk then why you push her.
Swara: i didn’t you di..
She again slapped her.
Shekhar: swara is it true, you don’t wanna drink milk that’s why you pushed your mother.
Swara: Baba i didn’t dadi..
She didn’t able to speak more as her voice started to betray her.
Old lady take advantage and told that see now she is trying to defaming me.
He sat down and took nidhi head.
Nidhi only taking swara name. He misunderstood her and thought his mom is right.
Nidhi: shekhar swara..

Saying it she left this world for forever, sometimes half information can be more dangerous, same happened here also. Oldie saved herself and also became success in proofing swara as criminal. Without thinking anything he threw swara, he even not care what will happen to her. She pleaded and tried to say truth but every time oldie used to slap her or pull her hair. Shekhar also not thought to give her one more chance.
That day silently passed , night also came. But shekhar not even thought to give any glance to her he even not think check once she is alive or not. Uff again she is killer first she was killer for her mother now for her father. Again she blamed for that Crime which she didn’t.
Whole night she was shivering outside and slept there itself. Again she was alone, no one is beside her for caring her, for wiping her tears, for telling her fairy tales. Uff again she alone…
Next day, shekhar left with his mother for some new place as this place become haunted for him. She tried to run behind him but failed as they were in car.
Swara: mumma where are you? Please don’t play new game na i don’t liking it.. pls na i need you ma i promise ma I’ll not trouble and always finish milk… Please mumma come na
Saying it she faint at road itself.

Precap: new journey+ new trouble+ new pain

Haww me became tired that’s y i can’t able to finish past but promise I’ll warp past in next part itself. Only some little struggle but important and most typical also is left for her.
Hope you like it, again remember she met kabir at age of 20. So more 7 years of her life is mysterious.
Cmnts are complusely or else you better know