To Be Or Not To Be : When Hurt Turns 2 Love: RUMYA,ISHKARA FF : Part 7[By Renima]

To Be Or Not To Be : When Hurt Turns 2 Love: RUMYA,ISHKARA FF : Part 7[By Renima]
Hello Ishqies, How are u all ? Thanks for reading and commenting…So posting of ff will depends on my schedule as my work load is annoying me…Pls have patience…I will try 2 update it @ earliest possible, but can’t make any promise and pls forgive me for giving short updates as lack of time certainly matters a lot ….. Links 4 previous one……

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Scene – 18 { @ Ishana’s House }
Paapa : Ishu beta……how long these things will go ? What they want from me now as I have lost all things…… Mona…..am feeling scared for her….I am bed ridden now and am not able 2 do anything……If I would have power in my hands, then I have beaten that blo*dy guy….. Already those people kidnapped my one daughter and now they are trying 2 ruin u …..I can’t bear these kind of things…..Beta…u might be feeling ur father as a looser only, won’t u ?
Ishana : Paapa…..pls don’t say like that…..U are not a looser…..Whatever happening with us, I will try 2 find a solution for these things…
Paapa : What are u trying 2 say ?
Ishana : I am thinking of searching a job……
Paapa : It sounds gud, but practically I don’t think u will get it, because u are a congirl and recently police arrested u for the same….Ur identity of a congirl will never allow u 2 get a decent job…..Wherever u go, those oberois are not going 2 leave u…..They have clutches every where and for u it’s really tough 2 get a job because they will not allow u 2 work peacefully. …..We are the victims and living corpses of their sins and that makes them 2 keep an eye on u every time….Just now only they threatened us …..
Ishana : Whatever it be paapa…..am going 2 try for it…..I think now u have 2 take ur medicines …..[ishana handovers tablet and a glass of water 2 him]
Paapa : These medicines are not capable of healing my inner pain….I will have it for ur sake, but my real medicine is my whisky only…..I need it….Pls….
Ishana : Paapa….pls….don’t tell me 2 bring that…..it will spoil ur health only….
Paapa : May be….but it brings me a calm sleep…..Other wise ….i will….[ishana’s paapa lost in thoughts and his eyes were filled in tears]
Ishana : Okay….i will bring it…..[ishana brings bottle of whisky and handovers it 2 paapa]
Within a few seconds, ishana’s paapa finishes the whole bottle and throws the bottle down…..He starts murmuring …..” I lost her……because of oberois…. “ and starts weeping in tears like a kid……
Ishana : Paapa… [ishana holds her paapa, he lie down on ishu’s lap and burst into tears…..ishana waved her hand through his forehead….slowly ishu’s paapa falls asleep]

Ishana’s view
“ I agree they have done lot of things…..Whatever happened with mom, I am not able 2 forget it …….Tej Singh Oberoi and Sakthi Singh Oberoi both spoiled our life, paapa….but omkara…..he is not like them…..In fact he is keen 2 know truth, when he was demanding answers from me today I was unable 2 stare his eyes for a while….I don’t know why but I find a kind of pain in his eyes ….Earlier that pain was visible like glass because he was true 2 his heart…..Now I find the same pain as throne because he is fighting with himself and trying 2 put a shield on his eyes as well as his heart 2 supress the pain in his own heart only…..I hurt him a lot and today when he said that situations made me 2 a congirl I was surprised…..Throughout his life, I think he has witnessed pain only and now he has a habit of bearing those pains…… Because he said me that world can see wound, but it is not able 2 see pain…..Now he is like a searcher who is in search of his own life’s struggles…. He is finding hard 2 get answers, and I am worried in this struggle whether he will not be rewarded with more betrayal…. It will break his heart…..and I don’t want that……”[ ishana gets emotional]

Scene shifts 2 oberoi mansion……[@ Omkara’s room]
Omkara’s view
“What I seen in ishana’s eyes today were nothing just pain and fear only……I felt her eyes were conveying much rather than her words….Her tears….am confused whether I have 2 trust it or not, as once she hurt me by putting a mask on her face and identity….But she taught me the biggest lesson that the world is not filled with colors, behind it ground reality exists and when necessity knocks the door, we can’t get the right way , and we find difficult 2 identify the real color of life…..The things which my life undergone now has changed me 2 kill my heart because I always get betrayal by believing in heart …….Mr. Oberoi’s eyes are hiding so many things from me and my heart tells that ishana’s tears are it’s answers….. But why she was not able 2 present the truth before me ? Now what is troubling her ? And why she said that earlier mr. oberoi played with her life and now am started playing with her emotions ?? I am unable 2 find any thing….But her tears …when I find her mom’s photo before my eyes , I felt myself 2 be a culprit only….. Her face, it reminds me what she once told me ….world is able 2 see face, but it is not able 2 see heart….. Ishana’s tears …..Am unable 2 see her eyes because it is telling me that am the reason for her tears…..I think whatever she is facing now, knowingly or unknowingly am responsible for it…..I can feel that now her eyes are not lying because her heart’s pain is visible in it….. but she is not able 2 heal pains…..[omkara gets emotional]

For ishkara life’s unexpected turns were their independent struggles only….they are hurt but still the same hurt has turned as concern for each other because they are able 2 witness pain in each other’s eyes….Their untold feelings were really bounding them together now in a bond of pain…..The hurt was almost gone because when we see some one who is close 2 our heart in pain, it literally hurts a lot and ishkara was facing it….
BGM……”Tere dard se dil aabad raha
Kuch bhul gaye kuch yaad raha, kuchyaad raha
Nasiba bhee kyaa rang laya, kaha laake ham ko milaaya
Apnee wafa ley gul khil naa paye
Milke bhee tujhse ham mil naa paye
Dard-e- dil hum kaise sahe, door bhee hum kaise rahe
Tera gam tere jane key bad raha
Kuchh bhul gaye kuchh yad raha, kuchh yad raha” [film-Deewana] plays…

Scene shifts 2 rudra’s room

Rudra : Sumo…..are u feeling fine ?

Sowmya : Am feeling better now….rudra…pls don’t tell bhaiya and bade baal waale bhaiya that I was in hospital…..They will get tensed…

Rudra : I can understand, sumo….don;t worry…..

Sowmya : Okay rudra…I think now u have 2 sleep…..I have 2 complete my assignment…

Rudra : Sowmya……u won’t change…..just look @ urself…u looks so tired…..so no ways for assignments and all….ok….just sleep…..

Sowmya : But rudra…..tmrw I will be full in office as today I didn’t go there ….And tmrw I have 2 submit assignment because today professor scolded me since for almost one month I didn’t went college as whatever occurred among us…..

Rudra : [interrupts] I can understand….sumo…..But ur health is more important…….for me…

If u have prblms with assignment, then relax…I will complete it for u…..

Sowmya : No rudra….How can it be possible ? Pls…..believe me….i need one hour only…. I will complete it and then I will sleep….

Rudra : One hour!!! Sowmya…are u crazy ? I am telling u 2 sleep because ur health is not well and u are talking about assignments…..I don’t want 2 hear anything…..

Sowmya : But rudra…

Rudra : Sh!!! [rudra placed his hand on her mouth and stared her] Just lie down on bed….. Come on be a gud girl…..

Sowmya slowly lie down on bed….rudra takes his hand from her mouth and rumya stare each other’s for a while…..Rudy covers sowmya with a blanket and smiles…..He moves beside the table and sits in the chair….He switch on the table lamp and stares sowmya …..

Rudra : U just sleep well….rudy is going 2 complete sumo’s assignment…. [sumo stares rudy and smiles, rudy signs her 2 close her eyes ….sumo slowly close her eyes and rudy starts his work]

Sowmya’s view
Sumo slowly opened her eyes and stares rudra…..” Rudra…..few days before we both were ignoring each other only……As u said am the biggest mistake I felt that u will always hate me only….But today when am totally feeling alone, and am deceived by my own mother since she told me that am not her blood I felt like am nothing ……I would have preferred death, rather than living in lonliness but baal waale bhaiya and u brought me again 2 this house and now I really want 2 live in this house forever….. U told me not 2 expect much, but the care which u are showing towards me is making me 2 expect much from u……When I was in ur arms I felt that am not alone, it made me 2 feel that really my presence matters a lot 4 u …..But I know these moments will not last longer, as I know our relationship has no meaning @ all……But … …I really want 2 tell u that u are very special 2 me……rudra…” [sowmya stares rudra and gets emotional….]

Mean while rudy starts coughing…….Sumo rushed near rudy and places her hand on rudra..

Sowmya : Rudra…..

Rudra : Sumo……water….[rudy finds hard 2 talk, as still he was coughing ]

Sowmya : Haa….rudra…..[sumo takes the mug and finds that it was empty]Rudra am sorry, this mug is empty…..Don’t worry I will bring water for u within few seconds, ok??

Rudra : I guess…some one remember….[rudy again continues coughing only]

Sowmya : Rudra….i will be back …..

[rudy nods his head and sumo leaves the room and goes 2 kitchen]

Scene shifts 2 oberoi kitchen……

Sowmya starts filling water in the mug, she was lost in rudra’s words…..“ I guess some one remember “ and doesn’t notices the fact that water was over flowing from the mug……

“Sowmya !!”……[all of a sudden sumo regains her lost mind and finds that her name was taken by none other than bade baal waale bhaiya omkara]

Omkara ; Sowmya….that mug……

Sowmya : Haa…actually….[omkara places the mug properly and stares her]

Omkara : What happened , sowmya ? Where u lost urself ?

Sowmya : Nothing bhaiya……I was just…..nothing important……

Omkara : Are u okay ?

Sowmya : Mmm….yeah…..[pretends a fake smile] am okay……

Omkara ; Sowmya, pls don’t lie before ur bhaiya……lies hurt me….I mean it…..

Sowmya gets surprised with statement and she stares omkara’s eyes….She literally cries and hugs omkara…..

Omkara : Enough….pls don’t cry….[omkara waves his hand through her head, sumo slowly releases herself from hug…..]

[Scene shifts 2 rudy’s room……” Why sumo has not arrived yet, I think I should go and see there…..]

[Scene again changes 2 kitchen…..Rudy comes near the kitchen and finds sumo in teary eyes hugging omie….Rudy hides himself @ a corner and over hears their conversation]

Sowmya : Bade baal waale bhaiya…..I don’t know how 2 explain what am facing now….. The reality which I heard from mom, it has really put me in a dilemma….

Omkara : I didn’t get u…..sowmya….

Sowmya : Actually am not my mom’s daughter….am….some one else…..[sowmya explains everything briefly 2 omie] Bade bhaiya always use 2 talk about blood-relationship…Now literally am getting the fact that it is true…..
[Rudy’s eyes are filled with tears ….he really feels sad for sowmya….]

Omkara : I can’t agree with this completely……Sowmya…For shivaay, blood relationships are matters a lot…..But I believe that relationships are made on the base of heart…….U find me as the brother 2 share ur prblm, why ?

Sowmya : Because u are my bade baal waale bhaiya….

Omkara : Exactly…..am ur brother, and our relationship is not made on the base of blood, lineage and all…..In fact now see shivaay itself, he always use 2 support blood , lineage and surname , but anika bhabhi is independent, bold and who has not a surname but she stands in her own name and that’s make her special….Shivay has hold her hand now and he will never leave it…..Because now @ least for anika bhabhi he has started thinking from heart , not from brain…..

Sowmya : Anika bhabhi is lucky 2 have a partner like that…..But what about me, bhaiya ?

Omkara : U are telling about rudra, right ? Sowmya …..if u had feelings for rudra, then I think u must tell him ……

[Rudra stares omie and sumo anxiously 2 know what’s sowmya feels for him]

Sowmya : It’s not so easy, our relationship is like a puzzle only and now my life’s bitter truth ….it has made me more complicated …..And am scared whether this truth will steal everything from me…..already my family has separated me from them…..Bhaiya u told that relationships are made on the base of heart, then why mom hates me ? Why she stated me that am the symbol of betrayal in her life ? Why…..bhaiya ……?

Omkara : I don’t know ……sowmya…..Some questions in life are incapable for us 2 understand and some times we can’t imagine in our dream that the person whom we believed as our beloved ones can hurt us…..I have undergone through this and I can understand your pain……[omkara holds sumo’s hand] Sowmya….Trust me…. This truth will not change any thing among us… I assure u that u will always stay as my sweet sister only……..Like prinku @ every raksha bandhan u can tie raakhee on my wrist…..This is ur bade baal waale bhaiya’s promise……

Sowmya : Bhaiya!!!!….[sowmya hugs omkara and both of them gets emotional]

[Rudra watches them and feels extremely sad for sowmya….His eyes are drenched in tears only….Before sumo could reach the room, rudy rushed 2 his room and sits again in the chair….]

Omkara : Sowmya…..pls stop crying……I can’t see tears in ur eyes……[omie and sumo release themselves from hug…..] Always remember we are ….

Sowmya : All for one and one for all….. [sowmya smiles with wet eyes]

Omkara : That’s my sister….[omkara holds sumo’s hand] Don’t worry…..nothing will happen….
Sowmya : I think now we have 2 go and sleep…..By the way bhaiya….why u came in the kitchen ?

Omkara : Woh…actually…….[omkara gets a phone call from unknown number] sowmya….i have 2 pick the call…..Ok….gud night…

Sowmya ;Gud night….bade baal waale bhaiya…[sowmya leaves the kitchen with a smile]

Scene shifts 2 rudra’s room…..

[sowmya arrives there and places mug near rudra]

Sowmya : Rudra….

Rudra : Sowmya……go and sleep…..it’s late night now….pls…..I will complete these assignment soon [rudy holds her hand and makes her 2 lie down on bed…..]

Sowmya : Rudra….will u pls sit near me for some time ?

Rudra : Haa…..but why ?

Sowmya : Nothing….Just I feel gud when u are with me…..

Rudra : [smiles] Sleep well, sumo…..[rudy sits near her and waves his hand through her forehead]

[They share an eyelock……BGM….” Meri nazar ka safar….. Tujhpe hi aake ruke
Kehne ko baaki hai kya………….. Kehna thaa jo keh chhuke……..
Meri nigahein hain teri nigahon ki …….Tujhe khabar kya bekabar…….Main tujhse hi chup chup kar……….. Teri aankhein padhti hoon……………Kaun tujhe yun pyar karega….. Jaise
main karti hoon…Meri nazar ka safar…..Dete Tuhje Har Khabar…..” [film- MS Dhoni]plays…..
Staring on rudy’s eyes for a while, slowly sowmya falls asleep…..rudy holds her hand in his hand and stares her with wet eyes…..Rudra’s view….”Sowmya…. I will never leave u alone……May be am not able 2 find solution for ur problem, but always I will stay with u and I will never let you down……It’s my promise…..” [rudy kisses on her palm and stares her for a while]

Next day…mrng……

Scene – 19 {@ Oberoi Guest House}
Swethlana and Tej are sitting in the hall….tej handovers a file 2 her…
Swethlana : Tej…..U did a big thing….I mean it was not so easy 2 get that land…
Tej : Oh, Come on….swethlana….U are going 2 become mrs.oberoi and how can I deny ur wish ? Ur wish is like a command and am always ready 2 do it…..
Swethlana : Oh Tej….U are really sweet…..[swethlana and tej hug each other]
Swethlana’s view
“Tej…..U just follow my each command like these always…..Soon u are going 2 become a puppet in my hands and I know very well that how should I utilize this puppet…..” [swethlana gives a crooked smile]
In the midst Jhanvi arrives there and stares them in anger……
Jhanvi : Tej…….
Tej and swethlana release themselves from hug and stare jhanvi in confusion
Tej : What’s wrong with you , jhanvi ? Why are u shouting ?
Jhanvi : How can u register my land in the name of swethlana without my permission ?
Tej : I didn’t get u, jhanvi….will u explain it clearly ?
Jhanvi stares tej sharply…….

PRECAP : WHY CIRCUMSTANCES FORCE TO KEEP SILENCE ONLY ??