SHIVIKA love or self respect

everyone it’s kuhura!!! I am really a big fan of shivika and swasan
So I thought to write an os on our favourite shivika..
Do comment amd tell me ur views!!
Its a different story from show….
LOVE OR SELF RESPECT ############

A girl was roaming in a mall with many shopping bags with a tensed luk…….. Run anika run other wise marriage will happen and people will say wedding planner came too early with.. Bridal dress
Her talks were interrupted luking at someone her expressions changed a lone tear escaped without her knowledge and she ran away hurriedly!
Anika pov ##
Why it’s always Me!!? Why are you here in my city? I always try to forget everything but one thing or the other make me weak!!!
Her chain of thoughts were broken when someone called her.. She composed herself and pick up the phone and said MAHI!!! pls can you come and pick the dress from my house i am not feeling well and cut the call
Mahi ((her best friend)) come to pick up the dress and found her bestii in most pathetic state
She hurriedly ran towards her and asked worriedly
MAHI-worriedly)) what happen anu?? U and in this state what happened
ANIKA-((crying)) i saw him mahi i saw him he is here mahi whatif
MAHI -(angrily)) pls anu forget him move on look today is my marriage and i want my anu to be with me that bastard is not worth of ur tears he is..
ANIKA composed herself and said u r righr Mani i will never forgive him and come on after 3hours us ur wedding come on there is lot to do
Anika said trying to hide her emotions wheras mahi was in deep thought

Mahi pov ##
It don’t know anu why he did this?? U r so gud how can he play with ur emotions I know u will never forgive him but it is also a fact that u will never forget him i don’t know him but I know you anu may god give u all happiness
Pov ends..
Both friends hurriedly went toward the parlour for getting ready for the wedding unaware of the storm waiting for them….
As soon as they entered the parlour mahi went to get ready while anika was at reception talking to someone
Anika….. A voice came from behind
A shocked anika fears to turn as she knows the owner of the voice but still controlling her emotions she turned only to find priyanka and rudra…
Oo my god finally we found you!! Their voices were full of happiness but it faded away soon with anika rude reply!!
What u both want now?? Is anything left? Don’t tell me ur brother sent you here to destroy me AGAIN!! Pressurising her last word..
Anika pls listen to me once.. Bhai was..
Anika interuppted him ..saying she don’t want to listen anything related to him…shivay singh oberoi is no ones to me if you want to waste my time talking about him then I am sorry I don’t have time to waste…
Anika from when u started bahaving so rude… Pinku asked
When ur brother broked Me he just murdered that sweet anika now u be careful of this one and left..
Here both pinku and rudy were shocked but they know what she is doing is right they hurted her alot… …but were determined and called shivay and told him everything..

Shivay pov
I found her when I lost every hopw she is.. Oh god thank u now I will make her mine but how will I face her what have I done I just… No Shivay u can’t loose her again she is ur life i will beg her but Won’t let her go
Pov ends
MAHI WEDDING ##
all r present there anika unknown to the fact that shirupinku are also there.
Anika went to the garden feeling suffocated about her past which suddenly popped from somewhere after this many years…
Anika was lost but suddenly someone hugged her HER SHIVAY…. HUGGED HER but the question was is he her???
She know his touch and felt disgusted thinking about her past and pushed him with full force
How dare you touch me? She shouted at her loudest
Shivay went on his knee’s and begged…..
Pls anika pls forgive me!!! I know i did a sin I am sorry I missed you so much in these years i
Anika cut him off saying shut up just shut up shivay u want forgive nesthen return me everything which I losted because of u!! My respect my parents my house my city my dreams my smile my fun my dignity my virginity…
She broked at her last words both were teary eyed she somehow again got the courage and spoke.. …no SIVAY U CAN’T RETURN ME U WANT FORGIVE NESS U TELL ME WE BOTH WERE ENEMIES SINCE COLLEGE BUT WHAT BIG I DID THAT U DID THUS TO ME!! THAT CAMP DESTROY ME
ALL MISTAKE WAS URS!! U MISBEHAVED THAT Y I SLAPPED U!!!!!! UR ANGER UR FAULT!!!! UR DRINKING HABIT UR MISTAKES!!!!! U RAPED ME UR SIN!!!! she was not able to complete her words
But she knew if not today it will be never si she continued….
U KNOW HOW MUCH I BEGGED YOU HIW MUCH I RESISTED !!HIW MUCH I CRIED !!!U WAS PLAYING WITH MY BODY AND I WAS HELPLESS!!! THAT HELPLESSNESS KILLED ME MY SOUL WAS KILLED THAT DAY!!!
NOT THIS U POSTED MY HELPLESSNESS ON SOCIAL SITES OKK SORRY U SENT MY PICS TI UR FRIENDS THEY POSTED!! u know how it felt my parents committed suicide i was alone EVERYONE TAUNTED ME!!! SAYING ITS MY FAULT! CHEAP ONES TOLD ME TO SLEEP WITH THEM! U KNOW HOW IT WAS FOR A RAPED GIRL TO SURVIVE ALONE!!!!
shivay was just crying thinking about her each and every word but utterd sorry only he was not able to talk..
Anika pls give me a chance i was drunk that night I don’t remember anything pls i will keep you happ i LOVE YOU PLS MISSES U UR SILLY FIGHTS UR FUN UR TALKS…
anika said pls shivay i beg you leave me alone its my self respect which dont allow me to trust you Ican’t it’s not a story where a girl can fall in love with her rapist
Shivay closed hia eyes not able to hear that word he was suffering from many years he couldn’t sleep peacefully from many years his world revo arou anika and only anika
He opened his eyes only to find anika gone…… He was madly searching her but if no use

Anika pov
I can never forgive you shivay may be ur eyes were true u was really guilty but my self respect is the only thing left with me i cant trust yoi yes I loved you MAY I STILL BUT NO ITS NO MORE I WILL LWAVE FROM HERE GUD BY SHIVAY PLS LEAVE ME ALONE

the end

I know guys its sad ending but I really wnt it to be realistic rape is not a small thing love from rape luks gud in stories in real life girl suffers a lot
Thank you for reading and do drop ur suggestion and comments