To Be Or Not To Be : When Hurt Turns 2 Love: RUMYA,ISHKARA FF : Part 11 [By Renima]

To Be Or Not To Be : When Hurt Turns 2 Love: RUMYA,ISHKARA FF : Part 11 [By Renima]
Hello Ishqies, Bigggggg thankssss for reading my all ff’s even though I will not update on a regular basis…..Thanks for the lovely wishes and seriously I am really grateful 2 each and every one here…..And sorry for late updates….This is short one and pls guys u have 2 bear this as am not getting time 2 make longer one…… Ok…..So pls read this episode and tell ur views….If u had forgotten my ff then u can have a look on that…Here are links….
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Scene- 31 { @ College}
Sowmya gets a phone call…..
Sowmya : Hello……
Mom : I hope u have received the court order…..
Sowmya : Yeah….mom……
Mom : How many times I have 2 repeat the same line, am not ur mother……
Sowmya : But ……
Mom : [interrupts] Tmrw we are legally getting divorce….Ur father has arrived …… We will meet @ the court , tmrw….
Sowmya : Paapa!!! What ….paapa ….hello……hello [sumo finds that the call has cut]
Chubby : Hai sowmya……
Sowmya : Hai……
Chubby : What happened, u looks so gloomy ……
Sowmya : Chubby I am going home……
Chubby : Why ?
Sowmya : Pls chubby….Don’t ask me anything ,…..[sowmya leaves]
Chubby : I think she is in trouble…..I have 2 meet rudra……

Scene – 32 { @ Oberoi Mansion, Rudra’s room }
Sowmya’s view
I don’t know how I am going 2 face it. Finally that date…..April 26 has arrived …….Sowmya holds the court order with shivering hands. She recalls the way her mom throw her gifts and denied her from the right 2 stay as her daughter……
Sowmya leans back on the wall and closed her eyes. The bitter incidents were disturbing her mind throughout the day. Suddenly she felt the presence of some one’s touch and she opened her eyes and find her bade baal waale bhaiya omkara who was looking her with a genuine smile.
Sowmya : Bade baal waale bhaiya, aap !!! [sowmya makes a fake smile] Mm……Bhaiya….. wooh….
Omkara : I think I did absolutely wrong by entering here, Am I ? [smiles]
Sowmya : No bhaiya……Pls…..don’t think so……Actually I was thinking some thing and……bhaiya……why are u standing ? Pls sit here….[sumo pulls the chair besides omkara]
Omkara : [holds sumo’s hand] What are u trying 2 hide from your bade baal waale bhaiya ?
Sowmya : Nothing bhaiya……. It’s nothing….[sowmya turns her face against omkara]
Omkara : When some one tries 2 hide things eyes will be on down only…..Because eyes often convey rather than words……
Sowmya : Bhaiya….Then what should I do ? I can’t lie before you as lies hurts you…… Already you have issues and I think I should not share my prblm with you…….
Omkara : Rudra told me that u are upset………He felt that u can share it with me only……[omkara places his hand on sumo’s cheek]
Sowmya : What ??[surprised]
Omkara : Rudra……How long u will stand there …..Come inside……
Rudra enters and stares sowmya…..
Rudra : Actually chubby told me that u didn’t have ur lunch and returned home soon…. I tried ur phone also, but u didn’t picked my calls…..I felt there might be some thing big which is troubling u…..That’s why I called O…..
Omkara : Sowmya…….Ur bade baal waale bhaiya is always with you……Now tell me , what’s the matter ?
Sowmya : I don’t know…..Bade baal waale bhaiya….How 2 tell this ……..This envelope……It’s ……the court order…..Tmrw is april 26th……the most hard day of my life……Legally mom and paapa will be…….[emotional]

Omkara : Sowmya…….I already told u that this will not bring any difference among us…… Sowmya : I know bhaiya……But the thing is …..How am going 2 face it, bhaiya ?? How??…… From the last 17 years of my life I called my mom as mom and now she is telling that she is not my mom because …….am not her beti…….It is hurting me a lot……
Omkara : Sowmya …….I can understand it……But for me u will always remain as my sweet sister……And no matter whether like your mom if other members of ur family will also do the same , I will never do that as u are my sister……..This is your bade baal waale bhaiya’s promise…….[omkara holds sumo’s hand]
Sowmya : Bhaiya…..this is your heart’s thought, but world believes in reality …….And I can’t be here always….bhaiya…….I can tie rakhee on your wrist, u can call me as sister, but the truth is I can’t be priyanka…….because she is your own sister…….and I can’t be prinku……..[emotional]
Omkara : I don’t care……what this world says…….If u are talking abt the relation in between me and prinku …….Then I tell u for me sowmya and prinku are equal…..U both are my own sisters…….and I will always stay as ur bhai……
Sowmya : But u and prinku share blood relation…….What abt me ??
Om removes hand from sumo’s hand and breaks the glass which was placed in the table with his palm and blood comes out from his hand……
Sowmya : Bhaiya…… [sowmya screams and gets panic]
Rudra : O…….[rudy holds om’s hand]
Omkara : It’s like this only…….In shivay, in omkara, in sowmya, in rudra……..U will find this same red blood only……..It is necessary for the human body’s existence……That’s all…..Apart from that this blood has no meaning……..[emotional]
Sowmya : I am sorry……bhaiya……[sowmya hugs omkara and gets emotional]
Rudra : O…..Blood is clotting…..Aap……
Omkara : Don’t worry…..Rudra……It’s nothing….few drops of blood, it will dry soon ….. isn’t it, sowmya ??
Rudra : Whatever it be, I can’t see this…..[rudra holds om’s wounded palm with his hand kerchief and cries]
Omkara : Rudra…..Iam ok……Don’t cry……
Rudra : Just shut up ……O……Sumo…. bring medicine…..
Omkara : No…it’s ok…. Now it’s not paining as my bhai has hold my hand…… It will heal soon…..I know…..
Rudra : O….[rudy and om hug each other] O….aap……Pls….Take care…….Pls…..O……
Sowmya : Rudra…..medicine….
Rudra : O…..u pls sit here……
Omkara : Rudra….i am fine….
Rudra : What fine ?? U won’t listen 2 ur chote bhai…..Sumo……u will stand and stare him only? Tell ur bade baal waale bhaiya 2 sit here….
Sowmya : Pls bade baal waale bhaiya…….
Omkara smiles with teary eyes and sits on chair…..rudy applied medicine on om’s wound……
Sowmya : Bade baal waale bhaiya…….I am really sorry, but what I told is nothing just my thought only……I am confused bhaiya….and I don’t know how am going 2 face this bitter day of my life??
Rudra : Sumo……I don’t know how u will face it…..But all I want 2 say that O and I will be there…….Is it, O ?
Sowmya : Rudra!!!!

Rudra : I know everything, sumo…….That day when u was talking with O, I was there…….. That time onwards I decided that I will never hurt you as u …..[rudy gets emotional]
Sowmya : Rudra…..My life itself has hurt me much rudra, now it’s not paining as am adapted 2 this hurt…….[sowmya smiles with wet eyes]
Omkara : Sowmya ……Hurt, Pain, Sorrows,Happiness ……These all things are given by our own life and we are supposed 2 bear all these……The thing is we should be ready 2 face it……
Rudra : Exactly…..Whatever it be, we will face it together……I will come with u tmrw…..Not only I, O will also come…..
Omkara : Haa sowmya……We will go together…..
Sowmya : No rudra……bade baal waale bhaiya……Pls why u both have 2 bear my prblm ?
Omkara : Because I am ur bhai…..
Rudra : And am……am……your……
Sowmya : Hero…….[rumya stare each other’s eyes for a while…..omkara stares them with a smile and leaves]
Rudra : [turns his eyes form sumo] Mmm….O…..where is O ?
Sowmya : Haa…..bade baal waale bhaiya…….when he left ?
Rudra : I don’t know…….
Rumya : Sumo…rudra……[Both of them stare each other’e eyes again with a smile]
Rudra : Sumo……Are u feeling bad for their separation ?
Sowmya : I don’t know …..Rudra…….What will happen…..But I know that life is like that…… As bade baal waale bhaiya said, U will find so many things here…….Some incidents will be shocking, some truths will be heart breaking and some times rarely u will get glimpse of happiness also……Life has planned so many things for us…….
Rudra : U know what…..sowmya……, once my mom told that if any one can bring smile on every one’s face in this house, then it ‘s me only…..I don’t know whether it is right or wrong as I never thinks about what life has planned for me and I don’t have much life experience also……But ……What I knows is if all are happy then rudra is also happy…..If all are sad then rudra will also become sad…….For rudra, this is life……
Sowmya : Rudra……U told a big thing very sweetly, which is actually giving me an unknown strength……Thanks….[sowmya’s eyes are filled in tears]
Rudra : Sumo……Why are u saying thanks and all ? [rudy holds sumo’s face in his two hands] u should not cry like me as u are a brave girl yaar……[rudy holds sumo’s hand and smiles with wet eyes]
Sowmya : Rudra…..Today u again became hero ….No…..Rudra….. U are always the real hero…….Rudra…….I mean it…….[sowmya places her hand on rudy’s chest]
Rudra : Sowmya!!! [ Sowmya literally cries and when rudy placed his hand on her shoulder….Without thinking much sowmya leaned on rudy’s shoulder and hold his hand tightly. Rudra placed his hand on her face and leaned back on the wall as his eyes were also filled with tears only] Life’s biggest realities will make to feel much confused and it makes everything as dark. But if a person is ready 2 show light then certainly biggest sorrow will also won’t pain much as light is showing the path. For sowmya, rudra’s care was the spark of light from hero and for rudra sowmya’s happiness was really special as for him she was his love angel and he was ready 2 do anything for her without any priorities and demands….
BGM …………..”Abhi mujh mein kahin
Baaki thodi si hai zindagi
Jagi dhadkan nayi
Jaana zinda hoon main toh abhi
Kuch aisi lagan iss lamhe mein hai
Yeh lamha kahaan tha mera
Ab hai saamne
Ishe chhuu loon zara
Marr jaaun ya jee loon zaraaa
Khushiyaan choom loon
Yaa ro loon zara
Marr jaaun ya jee loon zaraa” [film-agneepath]

Scene – 33 { @ Jhanvi’s room}
Jhanvi : Ramdeen, Take that one also……It’s behind the shelf….
Pinky : Jethaniji…..are u planning 2 paint this room ?
Jhanvi : No pinky, Am going 2 bring new color for this room…….
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!! Now u will also starts talking like Omkara…..I don’t understand philosophys……Jethaniji….
Jhanvi : Pinky…..rudra and om asked me a promise and am trying 2 keep my promise……
Pinky : Promise!! What’s that ?
Jhanvi : They told me that from now onwards I should not consume alcohol…..If these bottles will remain before my eyes then I will not be able 2 stop myself from drinking them… That’s why I told ramdeen 2 take all of them from this room so that I could fullfil their wish, because for the first time my children had asked me some thing and if I will deny that promise also, then I could never be a good mother….[emotional]
Pinky : Jethaniji…….Today u have done a great thing……I am sure when omkara and rudra will get 2 know this they will feel proud on you……..
Jhanvi : Pinky……U know what, u are so straight forward…..I mean whatever u feels u will frankly tell it whether it is good or bad…..In fact when u tells me 2 remain strong I always have witnessed a kind of courage in your eyes……The way you use 2 convince me always is really adorable……As maa, choti maa, bahu, patni….You are successful in all your roles and I am…….[jhanvi gets emotional]
Pinky : No jethaniji…….U are a bold woman and I have respects on you…….Regarding roles…. I do it without fails……But thing is my own son shivaay has didn’t time 2 talk with me……I know he is busy….and now anika is also a part of his life……I won’t go and will trouble my beta with regrets….but some times it hurts……jethaniji…… .Like you use 2 guide me in things, never my pati sakthi ji has guided me…….As far as bahu, I am not gud may be my english troubles …..maaji will give responsibilities 2 u …..when rudra, om and prinku were kids, they used 2 run behind me calling me choti maa come, we can play….. But now they have grown up……They are living in their own worlds and no one enquires what’s happening with choti maa…..except you…..[pinky literally cries]
Jhanvi : Pinky, calm down……Pls don’t cry……Some times we will get every thing , but still we feel we are nothing……Pinky…….[jahnvi and pinky hug each other and gets emotional]
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!! [pinky release herself from hug and rubs her tears] Jethaniji….. U know my tongue slips…….Ramdeen…… U continues work…….Jethaniji…what I tells is until this gets finished we will go for marketing, what u says ?
Jhanvi : It’s shopping…….Not marketing……Pinky…..
Pinky : Sorry, my tongue again slipped……He will do it…..Come fast….I am going downs…..
Jhanvi : Sure……Just 2 minutes……[jhanvi smiles]

Scene – 34 {@ City Hospital }
Ishkara met each other in hospital and gets surprised.
Omkara : Ishana!!! Is everything Ok?
Ishana : I came for getting my paapa’s medicalreports……
Omkara : I see…..
Ishana : Mmm…..What about, u ?
Omkara : I had an appointment with Dr. Malhotra……So I just came from his cabin now……
Ishana : Omkara, have u read that file ?
Omkara : Not fully…..As I didn’t get time….I will soon go through it……
Ishana : Fine…..I have 2 leave……By the way, what happened 2 ur hand ?
Omkara : Oh, it’s just a small wound only…..It has went dry…..
Omkara : Any ways, leave it……[ omkara stares ishana with a smile and finds that ishana has lost herself in her thoughts]
Omkara : Ishana…..Ishana…..
Ishana : [regains conscious mind] Yeah….omkara….what was u telling ?
Omkara : Ishana…..Are you okay ?
Ishana : Wooh actually, I am trying for job, but thing is am not getting it…..Some times my past troubles me while some times, ……
Omkara : What ?? [omkara place his hands on ishana’s shoulders] Did Mr.Oberoi tried 2 harm you ??
Ishana : Omkara……Wooh….
Omkara : I am asking you, Ishana…..I want an answer from you….[omkara press her shoulder tightly]
Ishana : Wooh…….[ishana’s eyes are filled with tears] Omkara….it’s paining…..Pls leave my hands…..
Omkara : I am sorry…….[om takes his hands from her shoulders]
Ishana : Omkara……I am not scared of him…..But the thing is I can’t see my family in trouble…..Already we lost much and now I think it’s better we should stop meeting each other……
Omkara : I didn’t get you…..Ishana…..
Ishana : I told you that I am ready 2 stand with you in struggle…..But now things are out of my hand…..If I continue 2 help you, then they have threatened me that like my mom, they will kill either paapa or mona…..I am…..
Omkara : Ishana……U are coming with me, right now…..
Ishana : What ?? [shocked]
Omkara : We are going 2 ask that man directly what he want ??
Ishana : But…..Omkara…..[gets panic]
Omkara : Today, he has 2 answer me and you, Ishana……And I am not going 2 leave him without getting answers……[ om extended her hand 2wards ishana and stared her] Ishana, do u trust me ?
Ishana : Yes…..
Omkara : Then hold my hand……[ishana gets surprised with that statement]
Ishana : I didn’t get you…..Omkara…..
Omkara : If u trust me, then just hold my hand and come with me……Else u can leave….But I can’t stop this struggle until I will get my answers…..[om stares ishana]
Ishana witnessed a kind of fire in omkara’s eyes which was like a flame and behind that flame she find some tears which were actually like the countless waves of ocean and were flowing down from his eyes representing his inner pain and anger.
Ishana : I am with you……Omkara…..[ishana placed her hand on om’s hand, om holds her hand more tightly …..They stared each others’ eyes for a while….]
Omkara : Come…..Let’s fight together…..[ishkara leaves]
BGM …..” Zindagi Bewafa Hai Yeh Maana Magar
Chod Kar Raah Mein Jaouge Tum Agar
Cheen Launga Main Aasman Se Tumhein
Soona Hoga Na Yeh, Do Dilon Ka Nagar
Raunke Hain Dil Ke Dar Pe, Raunke Hain Dil Ke Dar Pe
Dhadkane Hain Surmayi
Meri Kismat Bhi Tumhari, Saath Ban Gayi
Hoo Tum Jo Aaye Zindagi Mein Baat Ban Gayi
Ishq Mazhab, Ishq Meri Saath Ban Gayi….Tum Joh Aaye Zindagi mein…..”
[film- Once upon a time in Mumbai] plays…

PRECAP : SOME REALITIES WILL TEAR UR EYES AND STAB UR SOUL INTO PIECES, BUT U HAVE 2 GO FAR AS LIFE WILL NOT GET TIRED TESTING U AND IT CONTINUES TILL U DIE…….