Swasan: Maine dekha ek khwaab (Part 19)

Hi guys…I am back with my ff, I am so glad that you all loved my OS…I will try to think about new concept for new OS.

Episode starts with…

Swara: kunwarsa, if you don’t mind then can I ask you a question
Sanskar: ask
Swara: why…why you don’t sh..share your feelings…I mean after your mum’s demise, why you stopped sharing you…your feelings..like what you feel…and what..what you want.

Sanskar looked towards her with shocked face as he didn’t expect this question from her.

Swara: Kunwarsa, you miss your ma…
Sanskar: Um…Uh…princess, what are you talking about?
Swara (innocently): Kunwarsa, I got to know from ragini that when Ap aunty left then you did not even shed any tears. Till when will you hide your pain… the more you hide your emotions the more it will hurt your heart.

Sanskar looked in her eyes….his heart was getting really emotional…finally swara broke those walls that sanskar built it since Ap left the world. He couldn’t hold it any more and a drop of tear came from his eyes. He bowed his head down.

Swara also got little emotional and said, “kunwarsa, when a person cries, that person doesn’t becomes small. By sharing pain and emotions with someone, can lighten your heart. I know that you have made your heart hard as stone but kunwarsa, no one in this world can have stone heart, no matter how much that person tries. And you are not the one you show to the world…

Sanskar closed his eyes tightly as she was saying the truth, he could hold it anymore and hugged swara tightly and hided his face in the crook of her neck and started crying like a child. Swara was shocked at first but then composed herself and reciprocated to the hug.

Sanskar: Why she left me? I asked her this everyday and also from the god. She was very kind and helpful but she went away. Ma promised me that she will never leave but she broke her promise and I hate her for that but still I can’t spend my day without talking to her. I miss her princess, I miss her so much, I miss her warmth, I miss her lori, I just miss her shona…

Swara slowly starts to rub her hand on her back.

Sanskar: First you were kidnapped…I was shattered as you were my first best friend who understood me well then ma…she also left me…which shattered completely. I couldn’t bear this pain…I was in trauma…I didn’t believe….that she left me, i didn’t cry at hall because of shock. But when I wanted to cry my heart out, I remembered my papa’s word that my heart should be like stone so I suppressed my feelings. I had to take care…(coughed)…take care of uttu, lucky and then devgarh. You know many times I felt alone as I wanted my ma’s warmth. I sometimes feel incomplete shona. I sometimes think that why was I even born as prince and live like a normal person who can share his emotions?

Tears started to brim in swara’s eyes as she could feel what sanskar went through. She herself experience those when she lived Urvashi and raj.

Swara: Kunwarsa, first of all, your ma never left you. She just left her body that’s it. She still lives in your heart, in dp uncle’s heart, in lucky bhai and uttara’s heart. She still lives in your memories. She is still seeing you, blessing you. She must be really proud of her son as he fulfilling his responsibilities really well. And why you said, that you are alone…you have so many people around you who take care of you; specially laksh bhai and uttara. I know that they take care of you and love you but if you would share your emotions and pain with them then definitely they will take care of you as your ma did. If you will not pour your heart out, then they will never know about your heart. You were born as prince because god knew that you are capable of handling everything. You have that potential to become a yuvraj and take care of devgarh.

There was a silence except sobbing of sanskar. They were in that position for few minutes, then sanskar slowly went into sleep as he was tired of crying, he cried after so many years. Swara felt that weight, she shaked sanskar a little.

Swara: kunwarsa!
Sanskar: hmm

Swara was relieved that he was sleeping only, she slowly laid him on her lap. She could see his tears marks and some tears left. She wiped those tears with her hand and unknowingly she bent down and kissed on sanskar’s forhead.

Swara (monologue): There is an innocent boy behind this arrongant, flirty and strict man. Kunwarsa, you are so innocent and the way you hided your pain since so many years, no one would able to do that. You are really brave kunwarsa. Hey kanhaji, please be always with him and give him strength.

Swara smiled…after about half an hour, someone opened the door of the basement. It was raglakutt who doubted that they were in basement.

Ragini: jiji
Swara: Shhh, speak slowly ragu

Raglakutt ran towards the corner where swasan were.

Uttara (worriedly): Shona, what happened to bhai, is he alright
Swara: don’t worry uttara, nothing happened to your bhai, he is just asleep.
Laksh: what! And how you guys were here

Swara thought few minutes.

Swara: can you please close the door of the basement first.

Laksh went and locked the door.

Laksh: now tell shona, what happened?
Swara: actually (and she told everything to raglakutt about how they were locked and how sanskar shared his pain.)
Uttara (teary eyes): bhai…why he didn’t shared with us. I thought that… (she couldn’t say anything)
Laksh was sitting quietly with moist eyes. He then smiled, “uttu, he didn’t want us to be in pain and worry for him that’s why.
Ragini: Sanky is so innocent
Swara smiled and looked towards sanskar who was sleeping like a child in her lap and said, “He is ragu, he got immersed in his responsibilities so much that this innocence was suppressed.”

Swara slowly put his hand in her hair and caressed it. Raglakutt looked towards each other by seeing swara’s care towards sanskar.

Swara: but please, don’t let him know that you trio know about it and don’t tell this anyone, not even Dp uncle.

Raglakutt nodded.

Laksh wanted to change the mood and said, “thank god you guys didn’t come, you know swara, ragini and uttara take lots of time in shopping. They could have made you like them and bhai…he could have become bored like I and Nikhil became.”
Ragutt: What!
Swara: Shhh

Sanskar turned his face towards swara’s belly and hided his face more into her belly. Swara was feeling butterflies in her stomach and unknowingly blushed. Raglakutt smiled.

Uttara: shona, till when will you stay like this
Swara: till kunwarsa wakes up
Ragini: jiji, you will get tired,
Swara: no ragu, I won’t…he sleeping peacefully so let him sleep. I can do this atleast for my best friend.
Laksh: ohh. Promotion from friend to best friend.
Swara: bhai, he was best friend in my childhood but I don’t remember anything…so what he is still my best friend
Ragini: jiji, we will also stay here
Swara: but
Uttara: no but vuts shona, we won’t leave you two alone and don’t worry I have already messaged shomi aunty.
Swara: ok.

Ragutt sat with swara and talking but slowly. Laksh also sat down and was busy in his phone. Slowly swara also went into deep sleep because of tiredness and masti she did with sanskar. Swasan were holding hands together. Raglakutt smiled seeing swasan together.

Ragini: Uttu, lucky..don’t they look like perfect heavenly couple…just made for each other
Uttara: very true… both support each other, specially bhai he won’t leave swara even in his dreams.
Laksh: obviously as he loves her so much and I even swara started to love him but she hasn’t realised it yet
Ragini: she will and that too very soon. I am so happy for jiji.

Uttara: me too, very happy for bhai and he got a girl who would love him because he is sanskar, not yuvraj sanskar Maheshwari, the most eligible bachelor of this city.
Laksh took a photo of them. Trio talked with each other went into sleep. Laksh was sleeping by leaning on the wall, beside him was uttara and then ragini. After about 1 hour, sanskar slowly moved his head. He could feel soft hand holding his hand. He slowly opened his eyes, he looked up and saw swara who was sleeping by leaning on the wall. He remembered their masti and then him getting emotional. He smiled.

Sanskar (monologue): What are you doing to me princess? You broke those walls which I built but I am indebted to you. I feel so light now, you are truly an angel who made my life more colourful. Thanks for the support that you gave me.

Sanskar slowly got up from swara’s lap and sat on the floor. He saw her hand which was holding his hand tightly.

Sanskar: never leave my hand princess and I love you so much

He kissed her forehead lovingly which disturbed swara’s sleep. She slowly opened her beautiful eyes and saw sanskar.

Swara: kunwarsa
Sanskar: S..sorry princess
Swara: why are you saying sorry?

Sanskar was relieved as swara’s didn’t know that he kissed on her forehead.

Sanskar: umm. Because of me you slept in this position.
Swara smiled and said, “kunwarsa, I can take this much trouble for my friend.”

Sanskar smiled

Sanskar: thank you….for everything
Swara: kunwarsa, you are again breaking the rule…
Sanskar smiled, “ok ok, I take my thank you back…happy
Swara: very happy
Raglakutt who woke up because of the conversation said, “we too are very happy”

Sanskar turned and smiled. Raglakutt hugged him tighltly which shocked sanskar.

Sanskar: hey guys what happened?

The trio broke the hug

Uttara: nothing bhai, just like that.
Sanskar: ok…..so should we proceed towards the hall as we are staying since so many hours
Laksh: yeah..lets go

Everyone stood up but as swara stood up, she hissed in pain

Everyone said worriedly, “What happene shona/jiji/princess
Swara: nothing
Sanskar: don’t dare to lie.
Swara: actually because of sleeping in sitting position for so many hours, I am getting a little pain in my back but don’t worry it will be..

Before should say anything, sanskar lifter her in his arms and started to walk. Swara widened her eye while raglakutt chuckled.

Swara: ku..kunwar..sa what are you doing? Leave me and it’s just a little pain
Sanskar: princess, you got pain because of me so it’s my responsibility to take care of you. And you are getting shy as if I have kissed you
Uttara: ho, bhai have some shame
Swara: kunwarsa, please put me down.
Sanskar (whispered): princess, is you will keep saying me to put you down then I will tell everyone that you were thinking dirty things
Swara (innocently): What things?
Sanskar (whispered): don’t you remember, before tickling you, I was folding my sleeves and coming closer to you….and you thought that I was going toooo… (then sanskar smiled naughtily)

Swara again widened her eyes and she shut her mouth immediately.

Laksh: bhai, do you have intention to stay like this till night time..i mean do you need any muhurat for moving.
Sanskar: Shut up Lucky….let’s go

All of them reached the hall (basement was near the hall) while swara was just looking down and sanskar was just smiling. Shomi, nikhil, sujata naf Kavita were present in the hall, sitting on the sofa. They saw swara in sanskar’s arm.

Shomi, sujata and Nikhil ran towards sanskar while Kavita was just fuming in anger.
Shomi: sanskar beta, what happened to shona…why are you picking her up.
Sanskar: don’t worry aunty, she just got little back pain
Sujata: but how
Swara: umm..actually
Sanskar: My dear aunties, we were locked in the basement so me and princess were sitting on the floor by leaning on the wall for so many hours so she got a little back pain (guys, it’s just my imagination, I know such backpains don’t happens specially in young age).
Kavita: it doesn’t mean that you will pick her up
Sanskar ignored her and said, “shomi aunty, sujata aunty, I am taking princess to her room”
Shomi: ok beta, you go, i will bring hot water bag for her
Swara: ma, it’s just small pain..it will vanish
Sujata: no doll, you just got recovered from your weakness few days ago and now this pain….(shomi has already told sujata about how they found swara and how she got unwell)
Sanskar: aunty, you just bring it.

Sanskar took swara towards the bedroom followed by raglakutthil and Kavita stamped her foot and went into her room. Sanskar reached the bedroom and slowly pit swara down on the bed. As he moved back, some of the swara’s hair got tangled in sanskar’s shirt button (hehe…even I don’t how), because of which their face were really close to each other, they could fell their breaths. Their eyes met and were lost in each other’s eyes. Everyone smiled seeing them.

Laksh (slowly): bhai, swara

But swasan were still lost.

Laksh: oh my god, loveria ka asar is too strong.

Everyone giggled

Laksh (loudly): bhai

Swasan’ eyelock was broken, slowly swara started to untangle her hair but because of closeness between swasan, swara was getting more nervous and her hairs were getting more tangled. Sanskar sighed and held her hand, “I will do it”

Sanskar untangled her hair till then shomi came with hot water bag. Sanskar went away from the room.

Kavita’s room

Kavita: Oh my god, I tried to teach a lesson to that swara but in return her and sanskar got more close. I have to do something.
Sanskar: what will you do Kavita?

Kavita turned around and saw sanskar who getting really angry. Kavita composed her self, she went towards sanskar and hugged him.

Kavita: sanky, why you didn’t call me, I would have came and opened the door.
Sansakr pushed Kavita and said, “of course you had to Kavita because you were the one who closed the door.”
Kavita: what are you saying
Sanskar: truth, i know that you only closed the door so that shona cannot come out and I cannot go close to her but I pity on you as I was also inside the basement. And guess what because of that me and princess came more closer than before. So thank you so much for that. And (he pointed his finger towards Kavita and said with stern voice), don’t dare to harm her, she is my life, I can die for her and is someone tries to harm her then I can also kill that person for her. If something happens to her because of you, I will not leave you. And this is my last warning.

Saying this he went away. Kavita got little scared and thought to stop doing until sanskar is in this house. She thought to do something big. Sanskar went back to swaragini’s room where everyone were present, including Parvati and shekhar.

Swara: please, don’t ignore your work for me…I am alright and it’s just a little pain which will vanish.
Shekhar: but beta
Swara put a cute angry face and says, “papa, dadisa you both have biiig responsibilities so please don’t ignore your work for me…otherwise I will not talk to you

Sanskar who was standing by leaning on the wall smiled seeing swara’s cute angry. Everyone also smiled.

Dadisa: ok but one condition, you will take rest for whole day today.
Swara: done
Shekhar: beta, take care
Shekhar and Parvati went to the office.
Ragini: jiji, we bought a dress for you to wear in the party
Swara: what but what was the need
Sujata: there was need, you are special person so we bought you a dress and you should wear.

Ragini showed her the dress and then uttara and ragini started to show other dresses and accessories that they bought. Sanskar was just admiring swara. Nkhil and laksh noticed this and went towards him.

Laksh: She looks beautiful
Sanskar: yes
Nikhil: she looks cut
Sanskar: yes
Nikhil: oye majnu stop staring my sister….had hai, oh god, what will happen after marriage
Sanskar came to sense and he blushed a little by hearing the word marriage.
Laksh: OMG!!! The great yuvraj sanskar Maheshwari is blushing.
Sanskar: shut up lucky.
Laksh: What shut tup, bhai please control yourself otherwise swara will have a doubt. Apki love story shuru hone se pehele hi khatam ho jayegi (your love story will finigh before it even starts)

Sanskar glared at laksh and laksh put his fingers on his lips

Like this whole day passed, and then the week passed. In this week, the youngsters except Kavita, taught swara almost everything and swara also learned everything really fast. Swasan started to come more closer.

Recap: party….dance….cute romance…swara falling in love

So that’s it for today guys. I will soon post the next part till then keep commenting and keep smiling.