GAURI BHADRAKALI CHAPTER 2

BEFORE YOU BEGIN READING THIS , THIS PASSAGE CONTAINS ABUSIVE LANGUAGE AND s*xUAL CONTENT, SO KIDS , YOU SHOULD STOP RIGHT THERE . (UNLESS YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT OF COURSE , WHO AM I TO STOP YOU) AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE A TINY TOLERANCE LEVEL , THIS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR YOU . I DO NOT MEAN TO OFFEND ANYBODY BUT THIS IS JUST MY OPINIONS THAT I’M STATING , BUT I’M SORRY IF IT DOES OFFEND YOU.

BUT BEFORE I BEGIN , THANK YOU FOR THOSE WONDERFUL COMMENTS , I HAD A FEW CLOUD 9 MOMENTS RIGHT THERE , MWAHS AND MWAHS :*

GAURI BHADRAKAALI CHAPTER 2

RECAP: Gauri’s life after 2 years , jhanvi and gaurs’s relationship , daaksha and gauri leave for work

OBEROI MANSION
2 YEARS POST:

the door opens and in comes a person who looked like he had lost everything , he had long hair , which dropped upto his shoulder . he had a half man bun tied , he looked like somebody has punched him black and blue , not physically but emotionally. he looked so drained . his once upon a time handsome face seemed to look like a f**king hot mess now , his dark circles were deep under the eye , his dark lips were shouting “save me” , his unsteadiness , his lips and his eyes made him look like a drunkard , a chain smoker , a drug addict and what not , which obviously seemed to be the case . he looked like the man whom our mothers would tell us to stay away from , a mixture of good looks and danger. he wasn’t in his senses . his features proved the fact that his body contained an amount of tobacco that a healthy person shouldn’t have. he was so dizzy and he stumbles on a paint brush and falls down . he bends to pick the brush and throw it , but right before he throws it , he looks at the brush and says

‘you wanted me to be miserable , this is all your mother f**king fault , the moment you entered my life , you ruined it . you f**king b*t*h , you should have never met me , you should have never come into my life . you think you won ? you mother f**king think you won ? you took my mother away from me , you killed my best friend , you broke my trust and you lied to me , and now here i am , i’ve lost everything , everything except my hatred for you , for you mr’s GAURI KUMARI SHARMA . OH I’M SORRY “SARMA” OOPS , I MADE A MISTAKE AGAIN , MRS. GAURI OMAKARA SINGH OBEROI , YOU SLAMMED THOSE f**kING DIVORCE PAPERS AT MY FACE , YOU THINK I’D LET YOU GO SO EASILY AFTER ALL YOU’VE DONE TO ME ? OH HELL NO , YOU DON’T KNOW ME , I’M OMKARA SINGH OBEROI . THIS IS NOT DONE .. THIS IS NOT DONE GAURI , YOU HAVE TO COME BACK TO ME , YOU HAVE TO f**kING BRING MY MOTHER BACK AND THEN YOU CAN GET THE f**k AWAY … I WILL NEVER …. I WILL NEVER …. I…

he mumbles and falls to the ground , right then a man comes in and picks him up and says

“omkara” please please pick yourself up , please control , i have had it , i tried to bring my om back , but he seems to be dead , you are a living corpse , i have given up my hope for you , i have nothing to say to you , and how long will you keep blaming somebody else for your mistakes ?
she did what you wanted her to do and she dint take badi ma with her , badi ma went in her own free will , how long will you keep doing this to yourself om ? please stop , put an end to this “

the drunkard could hear every single word , he put his head up to say something , but he suddenly turned his head to the other side , and out came everything he drank , he puked everything out , by then , shivaay had it , he picked him and took him to another room , when he was settling his brother to the bed , om caught his hand and said ,

“shivaay , i know its not her fault , i know mom left because of me , because of my f**king stupidity . i lost everything and the only person i can blame is myself” , all this he said while he was in his pool of tears , tears that flow out everyday , so much and so common that it had become hard for shivaay to take them seriously . this had become daily routine for omkara and shivaay for the past year and a half . all shivaay could do was to hold his brother and give him some love .

omkara spoke ,
“i’ve been trying to track them down for so long now , i think I’m going to give up . even though he said that , somewhere deep inside , he knew he was not ready to give up just yet , the old omkara kept shouting into his head , don’t give up , to a point upto where it had began becoming irritating for the new omkara. he continued speaking , “ my only place of solace is shivika and ansh now , i don’t know what i would do without them . if i could meet gauri ever again , the only thing i want to do is apologise to her , i don’t even know if she’ll want to look at my face after what i’ve done , but this guilt is killing me shivaay its killing me , its a slow death i’m dying now , i’m not living , and i want to live .

yes shivaay and anika have two kids now , shivika who was 2 years old (link here – https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/66/0d/20/660d2070b3e292237bd406e7156e38f8.jpg ) and ansh who is just three months old ( link here – https://thumbs.dreamstime.com/z/baby-girl-nature-park-outdoor-cute-little-big-blue-eyes-long-eyelashes-sitting-green-grass-73166239.jpg )

all shivaay could do was nod along and give om some mental support , this was the most helpless SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI HAD EVER FELT
om continued “rudra doesn’t even speak to me anymore after he knew why mom left , he just took off to australia to saumya and handles the business there , i’m really happy that rudra and saumya are expecting now , but if only i could share my happiness with my baby brother who is going to have a baby . om let out a sad smile and he went back to brooding .

shivaay said , yes , so much has changed , its hard to fathom how time has changed our lives so much in these two years , dad is in new york taking care of the business there and taking care of bade papa , he really is broken , if only he knew what he lost back then .
omkara , laughed at the statement , and laughed at how fate had written the same for him as the father he hated so much . the irony though .
mom and mahi are off at bora bora , taking care of the resort there , and the business there , and ranvyanka shared her birthday with ansh . and dadi only lives for her grandchildren now along with her sons.

( yes ravnveer and priyanka have a happy family now and are in shimla with their daughter and they are a small happy family .ranveer has a posting there ) ( THIS IS RANVYANKA – https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/f5/d3/75/f5d3752700d7ccf98469d75eb18c5295.jpg )

om slowly drifts off to sleep on shivaay’s lap and he tucks him into bed once he was asleep , anika was watching all this from he door , shivaay turns back and slowly and carefully walks up to her and hugs her , not before closing the door , nobody except anika had seen this vulnerable side of shivaay except his darling wife . even though shivaay had taught himself to live with it , it hurt him so much to see om like this , the same om who once was the support system of the oberoi’s who has now end up like this , and the worst part was shivaay had tried everything , everything that he could and nothing worked .

anika- shivaay you know you have done everything that you could , you have really tried , and you know that a part of him left when gauri left and he was so broken when badi ma left too , and nobody could help him except them and om knows this deep inside too . don’t give up shivaay , not just yet .

shivaay- but its been two years anika , i’m really beginning to fall weak
anika – ok , if i tell you something , will you listen ?
shivaay- of course anika
anika- Everyone deserves their time to heal, no matter how long it takes, no matter how “small” a deal it is
You gave this source of pain a part of your soul, why can’t you mourn its loss?
Hurting soon changes to learning. Forgetting what happened isn’t always prudent. Learn from it, remember it
Your experiences are your own. No two people feel the same about the same thing. No one gets to decide for you.
Hurting is not a sign of weakness, it is strength, it is freedom to feel. It is accepting defeat.
You weren’t just emotionally invested; you have memories, clear as day of when things were better. You’re no robot, and are not expected to forget everything.
People will tell you there’s more to life, but its not the easiest thing to believe them. Yes, there might be, but its okay to mourn your gold standard.
Forcing yourself to be happy, ignoring your sadness within, is the worst thing to do. Never suppress your emotions. Let them out.
You’re human. Not a robot you can reboot. Fall as graciously as you can, and remember there’s no shame in a stunt.
Finally, you home your heart. No society, no friends, no family, no one knows the truest desires of your heart. So why listen to them and not yourself?
Everyone deserves their time to heal, no matter how long it takes, no matter how “small” a deal it is.
Hurting soon changes to learning. Forgetting what happened isn’t always prudent. Learn from it, remember it.
and this is what i want om to understand too , just give him time , he has lost the most important person and the guilt adds so much to it shivaay he needs time to get over it

shivaay- i don’t want to process all this right now anika , where are the kids ?
anika- they are both sleeping in the room , i had a hard time putting shivika to sleep without having om to feed her today and ansh , oh my god shivaay , that boy was so adamant he wasn’t drinking his milk and finally i had to bottle feed him .
shivaay came close to anika and rubbed his palms together and looked towards anika’s you know what and said “ oh , so what if ansh doesn’t want milk , ansh’s papa is still here , and he is really hungry “ saying so he winks at his wife
she takes a moment to process what her naughty husband just said and she blushes and her cheeks turn to the brightest shade of red and she says , “ cheese shivaay , kaise 2 rupees walon baath kar rahe hain aap , ek number ke cheapde ho “ she pushes him and runs .
shivaay runs behind her and they play chop police for a while XP until shivaay catches her from behind and begins kissing her on the neck .
in between moans anika says “ shivaay . abhi ke liye do bacche kaafi hain , mujhe theesra abhi nahi chaahiye “ and they both laugh .

END OF CHAPTER 2

sorry if there were some grammatical errors and typo’s
hope you guys liked it , please comment down below if you guys did and if you want me to take this forward .
also sorry if that got too s*xual :3

MUCH LOVE
APARNA .