HER PAIN….. Part 3 DEAD!!!!!!

Hellllllllloooooooooooooooooo my dear SWASANIANS I know I am quite late but what to do I am at my mama [uncle’s] home so I rarely get time to write due to my cousins but from now on I will try to update regularly.

Guys I was little disheartened in the last epi because some people who earlier commented did not comment in the last epi please please give me your response and views whether they are negative or positive I love to read your views about the story. I hope you people will like this epi so now enough of my bak-bak and lets proceed to the episode…

Driving through the busy roads of mumbai swara bose went towards her favorite place in the entire city. Walking on the soft sand of the beach bare foot and letting the sand slip through her fingers she was all lost in the thoughts, thoughts of the person whom she loves the most, thoughts of the person whom she adores the most, thoughts of the person for whom she cares the most, thoughts of the person she misses the most, thoughts of the person whom she needs the most, thoughts of the person who needs her the most. How much long ever be the separation between them their hearts were connected, connected forever in a relationship which is the most pious in this world which stands above all the relations in this world,oh! Looking back to those days, to the past which is nothing less than a nightmare for her, which separated her love from her, which snatched her life’s most sacred and most important relation from her, she now realizes how wrong she was, she thought of giving him every HAPPINESS in this world but giving that she forgot that SHE WAS HIS BIGGEST AND THE ONLY HAPPINESS, if he had to chose between all the relations in this world and her than he will chose HER how wrong she was to neglect all these things and tried to reunite him with HIS FAMILY for HIS HAPPINESS. Her trance of thoughts was broken when she heard someone calling her..

Ahemdabad :
Sanskaar maheshwari reached ahemdabad this evening after catching the earliest flight from kolkata to ahemdabad as soon as his agent called him, he told his family that he was coming there due to some deal which was obviously a lie but he had to lie because if he tells them that he is going to find his swara back then her home would have possibly taken the whole world on her head he doesn’t understand why his mom hates swara so much or is she not able to see her golden heart thinking all this he looks around finding akshay his detective whom he ordered to find swara. He spots akshay at some distance and approaches him.

Mumbai :
Vraj shah : the dream boy of many girls, a life partner every girl would want to have, he is a calm person, very choosy does not get angry easily. He was a really happy go lucky type person till his 12th grade. In his 12th grade his all time happy family was killed by his father’s business rivals which included his loving parents, grandparents and his bubbly chubby elder sister anjali, life has never been easy for him he had been so much depressed by the cruel death of his family members that he forgot himself, he forgot his own self not able to bear the shear pain arising in his heart due to this painful separation, he was even thinking to end his own life if it was not for SWARA, his lovely best friend, they had been together since kindergarden and had always been together throughtout the thick and the thin, he knows that swara was a girl who seemed to be very happy when looked by the outside world but only a few people close to her heart would know the pain she has been suffering through out her life.

To others it may seem really easy to say or to hear that she is a FATHERLESS CHILD but only she knew the pain she felt when every time people blamed her ruthlessly for being a fatherless child or called her illegal child only she knew the pain she felt seeing her mother blamed so harshly for a crime she has never committed, for a thing that little girl even failed to understand. During the parents teacher’s meeting at the school or at the ice cream parlor or at the park whenever she would see all the other kids enjoying with both their parents, whenever she would see the father-kid duo teasing the mother, whenever she would see how daughters are the princess of their fathers, whenever she would see the father supporting the kid for buying the costly toy while the mother would argue with them loosing at last and the way the father and kid would give each other a hi-fi for winning the arguement she would feel immensepain, even though she didn’t want it but unknowingly tears would brim her big big eyes but she would wipe them off before her mother or dida would see it but there was always one person who could see her tears but that little one didn’t know how to stop them but he would do all the crazy antics till his best friend would smile and now when the need came for her to support him she did that with all her heart and filled the empty spaces caused by the absence of his dear family members.

Coming out of all these thoughts he called her:
Vraj : shona [swara turned towards him] hmm so my bestiee is still thinking of him and shedding this ganga- yamuna standing at the sea shore.
Swara : vraj stop your useless talks and tell me what are you doing here.
Vraj : oh hello of course I will be here only naa, I knew what pain my bestiee will be going through and where she will be present so obviously I will come naa.
He sighs heavily before continuing

Vraj : shona if you are missing him so much why don’t you go back to him, if you are worrying so much for him why don’t you yourself go to take care of him when you know that there is no one there who takes care of him like you do instead of making me take his all day reports.
Swara : no I will never ever return back to him. I I don’t deserve him I being his wife his soulmate was not able to understand his pain his feelings how could I I don’t even know how to face him then how do I return back to him. [speaking was now becoming difficult for her as her voice was choking due to tears, she was trying her best to hide her tears from him as she didn’t want to bother him more than he already is but the pain was evident in her voice]
Vraj knew that swara’s thinking was wrong but he also knew that the only person who could bring his old bestiee back was sanskaar but he was bound by the promise he gave to swara when she asked his help that he will never disclose his location to anyone and that includes sanskaar too.

Ahemdabad airport :
Akshay asked sanskaar to wait for him as he had some important job to do and so he decided to sit in the canteen and have some coffee as he wanted to fresh as he was tired due to continous office work, trying to trace his love’s location and on top of that his family’s completely non-chalant behaviour. As he sat on the table located in the corner it was a bit isolated one, whenever he went on a dinner, lunch or coffee with swara he preferred to sit on a table as he wanted to do some secret romance with her. He smiled thinking of all his memories with her, he is not able to bear her absence now each and every second of his life is like a poisonous needle piercing his skin and he so much wants to die without her but no how can he loose her, how can he let their love lose and so he is fighting each and every second of his life and he has full trust on his love that he will find her someday.

Sitting on his table he sees a couple romancing with each other and he gets transferred in the long past lane of memories where he was happy with his princess.
Flashback :
Swara is dragging sanskaar somewhere while sanskaar is constantly firing questions on her and on which topic they are fighting let us see:

Sanskaar : swara I don’t understand one thing why are you taking me to food basket we will go to citrus cafe yaar its food is awesome and also it is a 5 star hotel yaar.
Swara : offo sanskaar why are you chanting the same thing from the past 20 minutes how many times should I tell you that we are going to eat the food and not the hotel so it doesn’t matter wherever we eat and you know what last time we went to citrus cafe it was so costly you know the price of 1 plate paneer clilly was 500 rs can you believe it is sooooooooooooo costly while in food basket it is just 180 rs so why to waste money unnecessarily yaar.

Swara spoke all this in a single breath while swara was just looking at them with his mouth wide open in a perfect O shape this girl was such a foodie that she knew the prices of all the food items in all the restaurants in kolkata and secondly the wife of the best business tycoon in the country was worried about the bills of their food he sighed as unbelievable this girl has never failed to surprise him every time he thought that he knew her well she would do something which would make him believe that he still hadn’t seen all her shades.

While he was busy thinking about all this he was already dragged to the restaurant by his wife he sited themselves on the corner table thinking that he would get a chance to do some romance with her but there his wife was busy thinking what to order looking at the menu card and no sooner did he find the waiter standing right beside their table while his jaan was busy pacing the order.
Swara : bhaiya one manchow soup extra spicy, hmm for starters bring one plate dry paneer tikka, and haa in main corse 3 cheese naan. 1 plate khoya kaju and 1 plate paneer toofani and in dessert….

Sanskaar : [interrupting her] arre nai nai shona this much is enough if I need dessert I will order it afterwards.
While swara was shocked and then looked at him smiling sheepishy with a puppy face.
Swara : umm umm sanskaar this all is for me only whatever you want you can order it yourself.
To say that sanskaar was shocked would be an understatement this little slim girl how can she eat this much and still remain in her perfect figure but the next second the thought of her health came in her mind and the possessiveness he had for her rose in him.
Sanskaar : [sternly] no swara in no way I am allowing you to eat so much junk food you know that your health comes first and still you are ordering this much food.

Swara : [sadly] but sans……
Sanskaar : [strictly] swara I said no right now stop behaving like kids.
And swara became sad and made a cute sad puppy face, even a stranger could not refuse seeing her this cute face then how can her hubby for him she was his kiddo and jaan can refuse her.
Sanskaar: [sighing] fine but only for today and then no junk food atleast for the next one month ok.

Swara was sad listening this but then thought of completing the entire month’s quota today only and so she gave him her most cutest smile which made his heart flutter in happiness.
Yes swara had missed a lot of things in her life a siblings care, fathers love but all these things sanskaar was providing her, she was really a very pure and innocent soul just like a kid he thought yeah my kid whom I can pamper and spoil till I wish.
He was busy thinking all this while swara was busy in her own world having her delicacies and even feeding sanskaar from time to time.

She was having her food licking her fingers, praising the food, and humming when she loved the taste so much while her lips were surrounded by the gravy of the food and she was busy eating her cheese naan with paneer toofani and khoya kaju and licking some lemon pickle in between.
She was just looking like a small kid while sanskaar was busy admiring his kiddo wife. While going from the restaurant swara wanted to have ice cream but sanskaar strongly denied her saying that it could affect her health. But promising her that he will make her eat ice cream some other day.

Flash back ends……
While sanskaar was smiling thinking all this akshay reachec there which made him to come out of his thoughts.
Akshay without telling him anything took him to the hospital while sanskaar was utterly confused with some fear gripping his heart.
They straightly went to the doctor’s cabin while the doctor said something by listening it sanskaar went numb, unable to react anything..
Doctor : mr maheshwari your wife is DEAD!!!!!!

Precap : swasan meet maybe!!!!!!

Huff so guys here I end the epi now here is my question bank:
Was this update too long and boring?? was it worth reading?? do you all think that I am providing justice to this story? Am I able to explain their pain clearly? Am I providing justice to swara’s character?
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