A new bonding (swasan) – Episode 7 (good bye)

hi frnds im back…..
thank u so much frnds,,,
kumu,neha,anu,sri,ritu,veena,kat,sneha,a,niya,soujanya,rizna,stg,seebu_s…u make me so happy..thank u once agn
and to SUS..u r correct i too think she is born to be unhappy,,but life may will change,,thnk u dear for ur support…

to SIMI..sanskar is little wrong in his side,,but its situation ..thank u dear
to ARSHAANYA-thank u dear for ursupport..abt swara,,her pov i have included in todays episode…
to VYSHU10-swasan will be together,,if not now thn later…thnk u so much…
i didnt got time to msg u individualy..thts why included my replies hr,,sorry for tht

recap:Episode 6

story continues….

sanskar’s pov…………

“let her go sanskar.let her go,,,she will have a bright future,” my mom told,,i dont know wht to say,,i just hugged her tight nd cried,,i know this is not going to happen,,i cant leave her,,,but somewhr in mind i have a fear tht,,”whtr it will cm true?”””no god pls dont make it true,,let it be a dream,,but no…. its reality,,my tears are proving it,,my cheeks r wet by it,,its not a dream,,,someone is saying to me”u dont deserve her!!””is it so??no i cant…

still im in moms lap..still silent tears r flowing,,i dont know how much time we sit like tht..she let me to calmdown..”sanskar”she broke the silence..no words r coming frm my mouth,,,”no mom,,dont say anything,,”my mind cried,,but my lips didnt coperate,,,i just nod my head to let her know tht im listening..”why im not speaking??””i scolded myself..but she continued,,,

“sanskar..i knew its difficult for u,,i know how much u love her,,but,,”mom stopped..i sit sraight frm her lap to next her,,nd stared at her,,tht i have no idea wht she meant to say..still im silent,,”sanskar..we cant give her wht all she have now,,why to make her sacrifice her life for us beta…”tears flows down frm my cheeks,,i was abt to oppose her,,but she cutt me..”let me say “i closed my eyes nd lean towards the bed,,”by marrying u,,she is not only bcming ur wife or partner,,she need to bcm a daughter… a elder sister,,nd she will need to take some responsibilties,,,this is not a fairytale..whr after marriage lovers will live happily,,,in ur life somany struggles u will have”

“but..”i tried to speak..”u dont know whts life sanskar..u r just starting it..”she agn make me silent…”this decision u need to take,,free her frm this,,we dont deserve a relation with her,,we cant think abt it,…she will have a bright nd colorful FUTURE …u need to spoil it????,,,its destiny sanskar,,she is not destinated for u,,if she is meant for u,,she will cm to u ,,,let her go for now,,for me beta,,,promise on me,,””

i widened my eyes,,,whts going on with me,,,”mom how can i???”…”do u need her happiness??”mom asked bck ,,,i nodded my head..”i only need her happiness..”i answered..”u inform her to move on..tommorow we r going to delhi,,,we all will start a new life thr,,forgetting all..i will handle ur dad nd laksh…”

“mom”..”sanskar..change ur sim,,we will get new sim to use thr..we all r moving on,,u got it?(silence) ,,i think so,,,”i looked down..she left frm the room..leaving me hr alone,,,i need my shona’s happiness,,with me she will suffer a lot,,i cant give all wht she need,,i dont want tht,,she told tht after watching her dance sahil proposal came,,tht means he love her,,he may can give her love too which is the only thing i can give,,,with sahil she will get everything,,i took my phone searched abt sahil,,,im sure he will treat her as princess,,a tear dropped frm my eyes,,”take care of her sahil”i said by looking at sahil s pic,,,

sanskar’s pov ends………………

swara’s pov……………

dont know why im feeling so restless..its true tht i missed him so uch,,he talk less nowadays,,but his exam preparation nd all going,,moreover his dadi is thr,,so he too helpless ..but wht happen to him,,he was so silent whn we met last day,,something is wrong..may be exam tension,,,but im missing him badly..moreover this sahil,,he is just disturbing me,,,phonecalls,,msgs,,nd all,,nd im waiting for my maddo to call…or atleast msg,,,evn mom is not talking to me,,,may be im wrong…but tht stupid ask me why i reject tht sahil..hm..i was shocked,,but he didnt noticed any of my reaction…how he can ask tht whn he knw the answers,,such a idiot he is,,but i love my idiot soo much,,,

i sighed,,just thn my phone beep…i smiled,,my maddo msged me,,i hurridly took my phone,,,,”ufff,,this devil,,wont leave me””i throw my phone on bed after reading msg without replying..”wht my girl doing??”tht was the msg…”my girl””my foot,,”sahil i swear i will kill u if u do it more,,,im only for my sanskar..””i was so angry..i dont know how to express it…”beep”…agn msg,,i took my phone with anger ..bt i got a smile whn i saw whose msg is thr,,

sanskar…he msged,,im smiling,,,hahha,,infact so happy,,””oh u stupid open the msg”..my consious scolded,,i slapped myself,,how mad im?.i read the msg…no no no,,this is a dream,!!!!!a bad dream!!!nighmare…wake up ,,wake up,,i cant take it more,,,im crying,,no im dying,,,…this is a dream damn it,,why im not walking up…i just need to woke up with sweating ,breathing heavily,,but why not happening,,,,i agn looked bck at the screen,, “”is it not a dream?”

“swara,,im sorry to say this,,i didnt expect this time will come to our life,,but its reality,,im not suit for u ,,u see sahil will make u wht u need nd wht u want,,he will give everything which evn i cant give,,,u wil have a bright future,,im not going to give all tht,,infact u will suffer a lot,,,dont waste ur life for love,,we may be not meant for each other,,its ok,,u will get the best,,accept sahils proposal,,,its my wish,,fullfill it,,,im saying good bye to u,,not evn me or my family wont contact u…u need to forgot all this days,,take care,,,have a nice future,,bye shona,,””

a huge misunderstanding,,,,,,,,,i tried to call his number,,is he out of his mind,,switched off,,,evn papas moms luckys phone r switched off,,everything is bcming blur,,darkness is covering me,,its the END…

swara’s pov endss

precap:”teddy & bears dance show”

hey hows it….dont worry guys,,,my story will have a happy ending…thr new life will start frm next episode.,,a differnt one..so wait for it na,,