‘Bay Khudi’ – A tale of Love, Hatred, Obsession & Forgiveness! TwiNj [Episode #5]

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Let’s start the episode with a smile..! ?

Episode 5 ~
Twinj were in car. Kunj was so angry at her.
K – ‘Twinkle mujhe ek baat batao? Me tumhe kidnap ker raha hun? To phir iss tarah hichkicha kyun rahi ho?’ (Twinkle tell me one thing. Am I kidnapping you? Then why are you behaving like this? ‘Me ne aesa kabhi nhi socha.’ (I never thought like that.)
K – (shouts) ‘To phir beth kyun nhi rahi thi saath?’ (Then why were you not sitting with me?) He was all red in anger.
T – ‘Uski wajah me apko nhi bata sakti!’ (I can’t tell you the reason of that.)
K – ‘Jaanta hun! Ke tum Maa ke behaviour ki wajah se ker rahi ho! (I know, that you are doing that because of Maa’s behaviour.)
T – ‘Logon ke chehron pe jo mere liye expressions hote hain, wo ba khoobi padh sakti hun!’ (I can read expressions on people’s faces that they holds for me.) She said being sad. He looked at her and then looked in front. (Arrey driving ker raha hai usko thodi dekhta rahega! ??)
K – ‘Tum logo ke chehre ke expressions padh sakti ho, per jo.. mere chehre pe likha hai wo nhi padh sakti!’ (You can read people’s face’s expression, but can’t read what’s written on my face!) He said a bit sad. She looked at him while he was looking in front. She didn’t replied anything just kept looking at him.
K – ‘Twinkle….! Twinkle me tumse..!’ She cuts him and didn’t let him complete his sentence. (Hamesha koi na koi interrupt kar deta hai jab bhi wo bolne jaa raha hota hai..! Bechara..! ?? sorry sorry I won’t disturb again.) He looked at her.
T – ‘Please! Kuch mat boliye! Mujhe kuch nhi sunna!’ She looked away. He stared at her. Sadness was clearly visible on his face. (Usy pata hai kya bolne wala hai per bolne nhi degi..! Idiot.. sorry.. kya karun… aj sb ko tang karne ka mann ker raha hai.)
K – ‘Lafzon me nhi to kam se kam mera lehja (way of talking) to samajh sakti ho!’
T – ‘Nhi…!’ She denied. He looked at her. (Yarr driving karle saamne dekh ker..! Usko shaadi ke baad dekh lena.., teri hi hai wo.. ???)
K – ‘Twinkle baat kya hai? Me tumhe pasand nhi hun kya?’ (Twinkle what’s the thing? Don’t you like me!)
T – ‘Nhi, ap mujhe bht pasand hain bas uss tarah nhi jesa aap chahte hain!’ (No, I like you very much, but not in that way like you want.) He looked sad after hearing her sentence.
K – ‘To phir, kya me tumhari soch ko meet nhi ker skta, baat kya hai?’
T – ‘Me apko bound nhi ker skti, na aj ke liye na kal ke liye!’
He looked away, sadness visible on his face. She looked back at him and noticed him sad. (Sad Music plays ??)

Next Scene ~
Twinkle and Mahi reached home. Leela came there. They both greeted her.
L – ‘Arrey Kunj kahan hai?’
M – ‘Wo chaly gaye..!’
L – ‘Kyun? Usne to kaha tha wo lunch yahan karega..!
M – ‘Mujhe kya pata mumma kyun chalay gaye.., acha mujhe bht bhook lag rahi hai ap khana lagayein..’
L – ‘Acha tum jao fresh hoker aao..’
Mahi went from there. Leela came towards Twinkle who was standing silently.
L – ‘Me to poochna hi bhul gayi, paper kesa hua?’
T – ‘Acha hua!’
L – ‘Sirf acha?’
T – ‘Bht acha..,’ twinkle faked a smile.
L – ‘Very good, fresh ho ker aajau..? Khana kha lo.’
T – ‘Mujhe bhook nhi lag rahi, mujhe neend aarahi hai me change ker ke so jaaungi!’
L – ‘Kuch hua hai kya?’
T – ‘Nhi! Bs thak gayi hun!’ She lied and went to her room. Leela looks on confused.
Next Scene ~
Rt was lying down on the couch. He was in deep thoughts.
Rt’s POV
Me ne kitni asaani se Leela se keh diya ke bhagwaan ne Twinkle ka jod zaroor banaya hoga! Apny waqt me kya ye bat bhul gaya tha mein? Kya ker diya tha me ne! Kya hogaya tha mujhe! Apna jod banane ki koshish mein har hadd (limits) ko paar ker diya tha me ne! Voh hadd bhi jo khuda ne muqarrar ki thi! Apni beti ke liye to me ye baatein ker raha hun, lekin Leela.. Leela bhi to kisi ki beti thi!
Pov ends

Flashback shows Leela getting engaged to her lover, who was her class mate and proposed her, she agreed for that and the two families fixed their alliance. Rt was the one who was not at all happy with this cause he loved Leela, but never confessed. Flashback ends.
Rt was in tears remembering that.
One more flashback shows a man entering into Leela’s room when she was asleep and no one was at home. He entered her room and raped her. Flahback ends.
Next Scene ~
Leela and Twinkle were sitting on the couch in the lounge.
L – ‘Dekho Twinkle, mohabbat se nazre churana itna asaan nhi hai or khaas ker k aesi mohabbat jis ke baare me apko pata ho ke wo bht khaalis or suchhi hai!’ (See Twinkle, avoiding eye contact with love is not easy and specially for that love about which you know is true.) Twinkle looked sad. Leela held her hand.
L – ‘Tumhe lagta hai ke tumne jo faisla liya hai wo sahi hai?’ (You think that its right decision?)
T – ‘Meri zindagi me na in baaton ki gunjaish (place) hai na ye waqt mere liye munasib (suitable) hai!’ (There is no place for these things in my life and its not the right time for me.)
L – ‘Gunjaish na ho to bhi nikal hi jaati hai agr dil raazi ho toh.’
T – ‘To ap kya chahti hain me Kunj ki iss khwahish ko qubool ker lun?’
L – ‘Nhi Twinkle me kuch nhi chahti, me to bs dekhna chahti thi tumhare dil me kya hai.’ (No twinkle I don’t want anything, I just wanted to see what’s in your heart.)
T – ‘Ap ne kya dekha mere dil mein mumma?’ (What did you saw in my heart mumma?)
L – ‘Tum Usha di ki wajah se avoid ker rahi ho.’ (You are avoiding coz of Usha di.)
T – ‘Me khud hi iss maamle ko aagy nhi badhana chahti.’ (I don’t want this to drag further.)
L – ‘Phir to bht achi baat hai! Waisy bhi tumhare baba kehty hain jo kismat me likha hota hai wo khud hi khada hojata aake saamne!’ (That’s good! Well, your baba says it will stand infront of us whoever is in our fate.)
T – ‘Apne ye baat baba ko bhi bata di.’ She looks on shocked.
L – ‘Arrey nhi me kyun bataungi, tumhare baba ki khud ki aankhein nhi hain kya?’
T – ‘Ab mein baba se kesy nazrein milaun gi?’ She said being worried.
L – ‘Iss me tumhari kya galti hai? Jab saamne wala khud hi tumhare peechy pada ho to!’ Leela after saying this get lost somewhere.
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Mein kitny tukdon mein tooti
Koi jaany na
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T – ‘Mumma ap kuch soch rahi hain?’
L – ‘Nhi.. wo mein ye soch rahi thi tumhare baba aaty hongay, chaaye bhi dekhni hai.. me dekh ker aati hun!’ (Nothing, i was thinkimg your baba is about to come, i have to check tea. Let me check.) She lied and went from there.
Next Scene ~
Leela was guiding the servant to take care of everything and make tea.
Servant – ‘Itna arsaa hogaya lekin bharosa abhi tak nhi gaya.’ Leela smiled.
L – ‘Bharose ki baat nhi hai, aadat hogayi hai na kaam dekhne ki to bs.’
Servant – ‘Wo bhi kya waqt tha jab ap kaam se itna bhaagti thi, padhai padhai sirf padhai.’ Leela faked a smile.
L – ‘Wo waqt bhi to nhi raha na! Uss waqt mujhe jis cheez se sabse zyada mohabbat thi usy hi chodna pada!’ Leela was sad thinking about something.
Servant – ‘Chalein ap jaayen me kaam dekh leti hun!’ She nodded and left from there.
Next Scene ~
Twinkle was lying on the bed in her room. She was trying to sleep but all in vain. She kept on changing her positions. She was thinking about the time she was with Kunj.
T – ‘Mujhe neend kyun nhi aarahi? Kyun itni beychaini horahi hai?’ (Why am I not able to sleep.)
Other side Kunj was standing in the garden.
K – (in mind) ‘Me jaanta hun ke tum bhi meri tarah beychain hogi! Mere jazbe (emotions) itne hi bemol nhi hain ke tum usko itni asaani se nazar andaaz (ignore) ker do!’ He dialled Twinkle’s number.
Twinkle’s room ~
Her phone started ringing. She received the call after much time.
Phone conversation ~
T – ‘Hello!’
K – ‘Tum phone kyun nhi utha rahi thi?’ (Why were you not picking up the call?) He asked with some concern and anger in his voice.

T – ‘Me so rahi thi!’ (I was sleeping!) She replied being calm. (Hehehe, dekho to kitna jhoot bolti hai… uske baare me soch rahi thi or usse jhoot! ??)
K – ‘Dosron ko beychain ker ke tum araam se so rahi ho..!’ (Exactly…???)
T – ‘Me ne aesa kuch nhi kiya!’ (I didn’t do anything!) She was nervous and her finger were playing with the blanket. After knowing what’s in his heart, she must be nervous.. ?(Sab jaan ker bhi aesy anjaan banta hai koi bhala..?? wait wait wait guys… me kuch zyada disturb ker rahi hun…??? Kuch zyada bol rahi hun??? Wo actually na Aamu ka asar aagaya hai..! Ryt??)
K – ‘Tum itni anjaan nhi ho!’
T – ‘Mujhe neend aarahi hai, please!’
K – ‘Acha! Listen baat suno..!’ He sighed.
K – ‘Tum … tum sunn rahi ho na?’ (Are you listening?)
T – ‘Kahiye!’ (Say it.) He took a deep breath then spoke.
K – ‘Twinkle me tumhe… me tumhe apnana chahta hun! Zindagi bhar ke liye..!’ (Finally, bol diya aakhir ko!!! Thank god…. kisi ne interrupt nhi kiya..?? per ab mein ker rahi hun.. sorry sorry..?) Twinkle’s eyes widened in shock.
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So guys.. how was it…???? Wait wait…
I m thinking to write more….
Aisy jagah end nhi kerti… warns sb sochne lag jaaogay.. okk i m writing more…
But then I want comment more…? the length of episode is directly proprotinal to the number of comments..! The comments increases so that the length of the epi increases..????
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K – ‘Me tumhare saamne ek khuli kitaab ki tarah hun, jis ka ek ek lafz tum padh sakti ho! Twinkle, me jaanta hun tum mere baare me aesa kuch nhi sochti, per pata nhi kab se or kese me tumhare baare me sochne laga hun!’
T – ‘Me apke liye iss tarah nhi sochti or soch bhi nhi sakti!’
K – ‘Kyun?’
T – ‘Kyun ke ye namumkin hai!’ (Because this is impossible.)
K – ‘Kyun mumkin nhi hai?’ Leela came in her room but she didn’t noticed her.
T – ‘Me ne bachpan se sabki nazron me apne liye na pasandeedgi dekhi hai, pata nhi kyun me nhi jaanti! Lekin me nhi chahti ke me jis ghar me jaaun wahan mera istaqbaal na pasandeedgi or majboori se kiya jaaye! Is liye ap apne jazbaat or sochon pe band baan lijiye! Kyun ke mera jawaab hamesha naa hoga!’ She hanged the call. Leela was seeing her with sad face. Her words echoed in his ears. He was tensed. She noticed Leela at the doorstep. She got up from the bed and nervously looked at her. Leela left the room.
Next Scene ~
Rt was sitting on the couch lost in thoughts. Leela’s words were echoing in his ears. ‘Pata nhi kabse ek lambi andheri surang me hun jis se nikalne ka bahar raasta hi nhi nazar aata! Andhera dekhte dekhte aesa lagne laga hai jesy merei aankhon ki roshni chhin gayi ho or ab meri bachhi ki baari..’ ‘Apne to mera hath thaam liya tha mujhe andhere se takrane se bacha liya tha lekin meri bacchi uska haath kon thaamega?’ He was in tears.
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Ye kesa jurm hua
Ki tera hi mujrim hua
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Next Scene ~
Twinkle was sitting in the hall on the sofa reading a book. No one was there. Kunj came there. He looked here and there and then noticed Twinkle sitting there. He went towards her. She looked at him and got up. He was somewhat angry.
T – ‘Ap?’ (Humesha jab bhi usy dekhti hai yehi bolti hai..’ap.’ ??)
K – ‘Haan mein.’ She was nervous.
K – ‘Apne sawaal ka jawaab lene aaya hun.’ (I came here for seeking the answer of my question.)
T – ‘Me apko apki baat ka jawaab dechuki hun!’ (I had already give the answer.) He smiled sarcastically.
K – ‘Theek hai! Agr aesa hi hai to, yehi jawaab meri aankhon me aankhein daal ke de do!’ She kept quiet and keep on staring the floor. He smiled.
K – ‘Nhi theher sakti na meri mohabbat ke aagy! Chaaho bhi to daaman nhi chuda sakti!’ She looked at him being tensed.
T – ‘Kunj, aag se mat khailein or naa hi mujhe us mein dhakelien’ (Don’t play with fire and don’t drag me into that.)
K – ‘Meri mohabbat tumhare liye aag hai?’ He asked with sad face cum angry face.
T – ‘Ji! Or abhi tak me ne uss mein qadam nhi rakha hai! Lekin uski tapish mujhe door se mehsoos horahi hai.’ (Yes, and I haven’t stepped into it till now! But I can feel its warmth.)
K – ‘Or jis aag se me jal raha hun uska kya?’ He said being angry.
T – ‘Usko bhujana bhi ap hi ke haath mein.’ Saying this she started to go but he held her dupatta. Rt came there but they didn’t noticed him.
T – ‘Chodien mera dupatta.!’
Rt – ‘Ye kya horaha hai?’ (What’s going on.) He asked in anger. Twinkle turned and saw him. He left her dupatta quickly, she was surprised and quickly left from there. Kunj bowed his head. Rt looked at him being angry.
Rt – ‘Iss ghar ki izzat tumhari bhi izzat hainjisy tumhe khuke aam ruswa ker rahy ho,’
K – ‘Nhi mamoo me aesa soch bhi nhi..’ rt cuts him.
Rt – ‘Aesa soch nhi sakty lekin meri beti ka aanchal pakad sakty ho!’ He was all red in anger and was shouting at him.
K – ‘Mera aesa koi irada nhi tha!’ (It wasn’t my intentions)
Rt – ‘to phir kya irada tha tumhara Kunj.’ (Then what was your intentions?)
K – ‘There must be some misunderstanding.. its not like that.
Next Scene ~
Kunj and Rt were sitting in study room.
K – ‘Me Twinkle se shaadi kerna chahta hun!’ He spoke. (I wanna marry Twinkle)
Rt – ‘Tumhe nhi lagta k tum bht jaldi ker rahy ho. Abhi tumhari studies bhi complete mhi hui hain koi naukri bhi nhi hai tumhare pass uper se Twinkle bhi padh rahi hai!’ Rt was calm by now. (Don’t u think u r doing early! Your studies are incomplete. You don’t have any job nd Twinkle is also studying.)
K – ‘Me jaanta hun mamoo magar atleast engagement to ho sakti hai na?’ (I know mamoo but atleast we can do engagement.)
Rt – ‘Tumhe jaldi kis baat ki hai Kunj.’ (What’s the hurry.)
K – ‘Agr me iss tarah waqt ka intezaar kerta raha to, bht dair hojaye gi! Or agr isi darmiyaan mere or Twinkle ke beech koi aur aagaya to?’ (If I wait then it will be too late, and what if someone come im between us.) Rt was again lost in thoughts. He reminisces Leela’s engagement with her boy friend whom she loved but…
K – ‘Me Twinkle ko khona nhi chahta! Me apki baat samajhta hun lekin, me maanta hun ke agr hum kisi ke liye kuch feel kertay hain to mamoo humein ussi waqt us shakhs (person) ko bata dena chahiye!’ Rt again went into his past. Not confessing his feeling for Leela and doing that mistake are the biggest regret of his life, which completely destroyed everything and which is ruining his daughter’s present nd future.
Screen freezes on his thinking face.

Precap: THE PAST REVEALS….!!!! Twinkle’s condition worsens! Kunj worried for her! Leela shocked! Every family member shocked except Rt! Leela’s cries, Usha’s cries. Twinkle’s cries. Rt’s cries.! What’s gonna happppen????

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Huhh finally finished.. sorry for being late..
I know after reading falshbacks u guys must be hell confused..! But ur confusion would be finished in next epi….. think .. think.. think… guess… after reading flashback what u guys think must have happened in the past….???? Do tell me… ur thinkings….?????? I m waiting…. nd finally kunj confessed……….!!!! Zyada comments dena warna next epi late mily gi…..!
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