“Definition: Love? Life?” TEI (Chapter 2) ~By Tamanna

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Sorry for the late post and thanks for commenting. Author’s note at the end.

Aapko tho patha chal chuka hai ki mai kon hun. Hehe! Kuch logon se mujhe sahi guess kiya! Unn ke naam;
1. Ayesha51: u know I was shocked that how did you recognize me but… Love you yaar.. I m happy that you remember me…hehe
2. Nrk: I was literally shocked yaar… I was thinking that Nrk remember’s me! Maine socha tha sab mujhe bhool gaye ho!
3. Sohi: tere par mujhe vishwas tha… I love you yaar.. There something special for you. Do read it after this name session.
4. Ramya: I knew it ke tu mujhe guess kar legi… U know I was so happy reading ur comment.
5. Purvi: mujhe pakka vishwas tha ke tu mujhe guess kar legi… Heart to heart connection you know!
6. Baby: mujhe kuch nahi kehna yaar. Tujhe… Tune tho mujhe emotional kar diya!

IMPORTANT (SOHI do read it): Actually this ff is specially written for a cute girl that is Sohi. Yeah SOHI I wrote this ff just for you. Remember u once asked me to right one sided love on kunj par tab mere paas idea Nahi tha lekin jab aaya tho likh diya ONLY for you!
SAM AKA SAMEERA, MERI CQ AKA PRIYA AND MY CUTE SI NISHA DI. This Epi is dedicated for you three. Aap ka b.day tha par I wished you but couldn’t post anything due to my busy schedule. So hope you would like this epi. (Yaar SAM abhi se warn kar rahi hun Tissue lelo haath me!)

“Love: Defination?” TEI (Chapter 2)

Disclaimer: This article is not meant to hurt anyone’s sentiment and if unknowingly I do so. I sincerely apologize. No proof reading- ignore mistakes.

(Note: guys if u have the “love theme of Ashique 2, then plz plug in for better effects. Keep it on repeating mode.)

Chapter 2 ~ Forever.

Let’s Begin,

Kunj’s POV:

Its been one month since that incident. They both didn’t even talked to me. I felt so bad but it’s okay… I can see both of them happy with Each other. I m happy too. I tried to smile looking at the mirror but failed miserably. After seeing them together I wasn’t able to smile. This tears.. I want a shoulder to cry my heart out. I lost my best friend too. I had seen a boy crying hugging his mom? I guess. What if I had a mom, so that I can share my every pain with he. But my life is so miserable na. I quickly wore my clothes and left to my part time job. Are… Its necessary na… Then how will I pay fees for my college so that’s why I work in a shop after college hours. I locked the main door behind me. I was about to leave my small apartment but stopped as I saw Yuvi. Was it Yuvi? I can’t believe my eyes. I rubbed my eyes and again he was there. My happiness new no bounds. I ran to him and was about to hug him but stopped as I came back to reality. He is angry with me na… Tears again filled my eyes. He hugged me… Wowww… My old Yuvi is back. I hugged him but couldn’t control my tears. I felt, was he crying too? Yes I was right. He is crying too. We broke the hug. There was silence between us. Slowly I began, ” Yuvi I m sorry for what I did! Plz forg…..”

“Shh… Kunj! Don’t talk abt that… In fact I should be sorry, I should not have ignored you.”

“No Yuvi!.don’t be! Its okay! I m happy that you are back!” Saying this I again hugged him.

“Kunj now its time for me too leave! Take care of urself and don’t forget I love you as much as I love Twinkle!”

“Yuvi why are you saying like that, we are going to meet na…”

“No… Yeah Kunj! Bye for now!” He again hugged me and I hugged back. I felt so peaceful now. Today I would get the required sleep. (This is not only a love triangle but also contains friendship!)

He left and I too left to my work place.
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I was arranging the boxes when I saw her. Yes I saw Twinkle. I m getting so many surprises today. God why does she needs to look so Cute everyday. My heart is with her and she is unknown to that. I kept staring at her like a love struck teenager. But later came back to sences. I quickly hid behind one of the rack. She won’t feel nice seeing me there. She is smiling, after seeing me her smile may fade away, which I clearly don’t want. I wanted to be her reason to smile but it’s all upside down. Now I m the reason for her sadness. My dreams are only dreams. The shop owner attended her.
“Uncle do you know where is Kunj?” She asked to the owner uncle. Did she just.ask about me? one of the bottles fell down the rack bcuz of my hand movements. So now her all attention was on me including owner uncle. I was caught. So without having any excuse left, I came in front of her. And to be surprised her smile didn’t fade seeing me.
“Can you come to the nearby park with me?” She asked and I looked at her shocked. I shifted my gase from Twinkle to owner uncle. He nodded his head in affirmation. I love owner uncle. He is such a sweet heart. I left to the park with Twinkle.

We were walking with an awkward silence between us. I looked at her. Her hairs flowing along the air kissing her cheeks. I wish I was her hair. I wanted the time to stop then and there. Kunj stop staring. She may feel uncomfortable with ur gase. But I just can’t take my eyes of her. Finally after what felt like an eternity our walk-to-the-park journey ended. We stood near one of the tree. I looked at her indicating her to speak. But what she did left me shocked, surprised and what not. I was having mixed feelings. Her warm touch, my God, I would die for this. [Zyada math socho ganda dimak] Okay so she hugged me. I stood idle. I didn’t know if I should be responding or not. She broke the hug but her fragrance was still hugging me.

“Kunj…” she began, “I cam here to say you that! Thank you, Thank you for not accepting me! It wasn’t Love, it was just a mere attraction from my side! Yuvraj gave me the definition of Love! Yes Kunj, I love him, I love Yuvraj! And today I came here to solve every matter with you so I can start my life all new without any regret. Today I m going to confess my love to him. I m going to tell that I reciprocate his feelings from now on! He used to make me feel so special.” She said Happily but did she knew that she was breaking my heart into zillion pieces with her every word. Tears were about to make its way down my cheeks but I can’t let her know that I m sad. What to do… I m not able to control my tears. Idea!!!

I hugged her so that she won’t see me crying. Hugging her, I let my stubborn to tears to move down with ease, without letting her know. I quickly wiped those tears and hugged her tighter. I was showering all the love I wanted to convey or show her for her entire lifetime. But it was not possible now, she is going to be someone else’s soon. So its better. I m still hugging her.
“Kunj? Are you okay?” She asked
“Hmm..” I replied. I didn’t wanted to leave her.
“Kunj?” She asked. Oh Fish! What excuse should I give her for hugging her. Yeah idea!
“Ohh I m happy for both of You!” I said trying to sound happy but my heart was crying.
“Hmmm…” she replied. I still kept hugging her. Suddenly my phone started ringing. I just wanna throw my mobile. It disturbed our moment. But I m also the great Kunj. I saw my mobile, still hugging her. I m smart na. “Yuvi bro!” It flashed. Ohh wait. What I was doing. She belongs to Yuvi not me. These hormones… I quickly broke the hug and received the call.

What caller said made me shock. I quickly rushed from there. I quickly hired the cab. I was about to close the door when I heard, “kunj…” it was her again. I felt so bad for her. From her face expression, I could clearly say that she was scared. I should take her too. So I asked her to come inside. She came and sat beside me. “Kunj? What happened! Is everything all right?” She asked with fear dripping from her face. She has right to know the truth. I know.it would shock her to the core. So I cupped her face. Looking into her teary eyes, I forgot everything. I just got lost in her eyes. “Kunj!” She said slowly bringing me back to senses. “Twinkle see… Don’t be hyper… Just listen to me carefully!” I said softly.

“Kunj You are scaring me!”

“Okay… Listen to me.” She nodded.
I continued, “Yuvi met with an acci..dent.” I choked in between. I could see her getting tensed and eventually tears started flowing through her eyes. I felt as if someone stabbed my heart. I quickly cupped her face and wiped of the tears. “Shhh… Shhh… Twinkle don’t cry!” I said consoling her but even I was scared.

Soon we reached hospital. I quickly paid the cab and entered the hospital. We went to receptionist and asked where Yuvi was. Receptionist pointed towards one room. We went there. What we saw made us numb.

After 3/4 minutes. (Are kunj was in shock for these many minutes)
I came to my senses when I saw Twinkle falling on her knees. My knees also went weak but I stood strong for Twinkle. I held her arms and helped her to go to Yuvi. There was Yuvi covered in a white cloth, eyes closed and two cotton buds stuffed inside his nose. He left. He went to a long sleep forever. He left me, left Twinkle, left Us, left the world forever.

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AUTHOR’S NOTE:

I m sorry friends. Mai gayab hi hogayi thi na… Kitne din hogaye, A deal & believe me, post hi nahi kiya… And also kisi ke bhi post par comment nahi kar rahi par kya karun yaar… Sab messed up hai… Pehle yeh tenth syllabus and then projects. Uss ke baad apni friend aur uske BF ke jhagde ke wajah se I was depressed (bohot badi problem). Fathima I now got to know how you must be feeling, Like Yuvi aur Mahi ke jhagde ke wajah se u were depressed. I m sorry friends.
Let me come to the point now;
I wanna ask you that, You want me to continue writing or stop it. Actually I m not able to give u all regular updates na… I feel so guilty. Aap ke paas 5 option hai aap ko jo theek lage wo choose karna.

Opt 1: I would stop writing and only read ur ffs.
Opt 2: I would first complete Definition: love?, than A deal and last Believe me.
Opt 3: I would only complete Definition: love? As only 1 chapter and prologue is remaining.
Opt 4: you would bear my irregular updates.
Opt 5: Your suggestions on what should I be doing. (Help me pls)

I prefer 1 or 2 or 5 option. Do tell me ur opinion.

Again,
I participated in off air serials OS competition and Ur comments there made me happy. I m sorry again to make you all cry. Thanks for voting me. I know I m not going to win but I m still happy b’cause Of the no. Of comments I have received. Pretty and Jaan guessed me Right. Love you all. My OS was: “I will love for you, My Love!” Twinj os!
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With Love,
Urs Tamanna