MANNAT YA PHIR MOHABBAT ? part-30

MANNAT YA PHIR MOHABBAT? part-30
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It’s afternoon 3 pm Sanskar villa

Sanskar pH is vibrating continuously. She seen …contact.. DAD…

” uncle is calling why can’t you answer maybe he wanted to say something important, ” she said in soft tone

He laughed like a mad …
” Jaan he is calling for you, not for me .. If u wish u can talk with him .. ” he said while turning away

” Happy Bday sunny, ” she said while placing the food packet aside

He turned towards her in shock

” I know this ..I remembered this since childhood… Uncle is calling you for this only… I think once talk ..avoiding the ppl who loved us is painful” she said in soft tone

” Wahh Swara … U remembered my Bday… which even I forgot long back.. ” he said while moving away

yes.. I do remember every single thing btw us … ” she said while looking his eyes

“nothing left now… I forgot them… its all childishness now I’m mature enough to know ppl very well “he said in frustrated tone while moving away

“ok… but better now attend his call.. he is your dad, “she mumbles while gesturing his phone

“I’m not interested … it’s my wish you better stay away from this.. get back to ur room ..” he yelled from the top of his voice

she gulped in fear but she composed herself and answered the call of ram prasad which made him shock +angry

on ph {speaker }

“Hello uncle ”

” Swara ..where is ur ph and why Sanskar is not attending my calls..is he with you… “he asked in worried tone

“yes.. uncle he is with me, ” she said while staring him

” once give him phone I wanna talk with him,” he said

“ha sure uncle, ” she said and passed him pH and about to leave but he gripped her wrist tight ..while grabbing the pH …

While crushing her wrist mercilessly

Yeah dad ” he answered

Y ur not attending my call since mrg I’m dialing you… ” he said in worried tone

” Don’t worry I will not die soon’ he said recklessly which made Rp angry

” shut up sanskar..is it a word to speak ” he yelled

” I’m not interested in talking anything than this, ” he said

Sanskar .. I’m ur dad ..” He whispered helplessly

” Yes… Ur, my dad…only dad nothing more nor less than that but in my life this day … I realized so many things ..I don’t want anyone in my life especially on this day ” he yelled in frustration…

” OK, Sanskar how many years you will avoid me….what is my fault beta … Say me what I did… It’s hurting me ..ur dad Love’s you Sanskar… I have none in this World except you… I’m alive just for you … I wanna celebrate my son’s Bday with him… But why ur doing this.. ” he said with tears …

Swara can understand the pain hidden in his dad words… But Sanskar gave the least importance

I don’t want anyone to lv me..plz u stop loving me…I know u love ur daughter more …i.e Swara so love her only ..and this bday I will celebrate with her ..unlike other days… it’s really special after 16yrs..I’m celebrating with her ….. “he pressed each and every word
what say swara.. ” he mumbled while tightening his grip on her wrist

“Sanskar please listen …”

“I had work dad..never think to meet me on this day… it’s not possible for you… bcoz u gave birth to a bad boy… a very very bad boy and seriously I hate my Bday ” he ended the call and switched the ph off and pulled Swara towards him…

“ur using brain so much…I think you forgot ur limits… he yelled out loud in angry while crushing her on his hard chest …

“No… uncle is upset bcoz of u .. don’t you know how to behave with ppl who loved you …. “she whispered while struggling

you will teach me, oh to behave… it’s my life ..I will decide it ok ” he yelled

“that’s what I’m saying you’re hurting the ppl who loved you … ” she yelled while pushing him back

so, what… I don’t care … about anyone … ” he roared

” Why you will care.. bcoz ….you don’t know value of a smile nor a value of person..nor love, ” she said..her confessions raged his angry more

he dragged her to the bedroom and locked the door from behind

“What you’re doing.. just leave me .. ” she screamed in scared tone

you said ..happy … right make me happy then ..is ok but I’m not happy ..I wanna be happy now “he said and sneered at her. His eyes wandered over her body
“I don’t want… just stay away ” she yelled in disgust

but I want.. he yelled with a smirk by pinning her to the door …
she gasped due to the pressure she got ..his full weight is on her which made her numb … his arms wrapped around her, steadying her on her feet. His lips touched her neck and she squirmed in an attempt to get away. He held her close and stroked her face with his hand lightly. She flinched at his touch and turned her head away.

“why ur turning away look at me ..” he yelled while forcing her to look
she finally lost her patience ..she pushed him back with a force in disgust

“STOP it Sanskar !” she screamed.

“What type of human your…. animals are much better than you… ..u don’t even know value of any relation… in this world..what ur thinking ..forcing a girl nor harassing a girl is great…no it’s a disgusting thing… see Sujatha aunty is really lucky as she left this world before seeing this disgusting nature of yours… if she had seen you..she used to feel ashamed of you and ur character ..who don’t have value of his own dad..who don’t know how to respect girls…. …
you don’t deserve anyone’s love, especially a girls love bcoz ..you’re selfish..self centered …disgusting human being in this world ..I hate you … there will be a day you should pay for my every teardrop …” she yelled in tears

he just stared her in shock …does her words… has any effect nor value for this vamp …

a tear drop had dropped from his eyes.. he left the room all of sudden

Swara fell on the floor…cried out by hugging her knees …” what the sin I did.. why he is hurting me …”

Living room

Sanskar came to wards the wall which he painted mrg and grabbed the paint brush and paint board …
He made a painting … but he is unable to concentrate … he smashed it on the floor with a force

” He hugged the painting and cried out by falling on his knees

” Maaa… ” he yelled in tears vigorously…. why you left me maa… I’m very good so you left me… ” he yelled in tears

Swara come out from her room by hearing his voice

“Sanskar… She whispered in shock

He has seen her standing right in front of him…

“Woh… I’m sorry … I don’t mean it.. ” she said in soft tone to comfort him

His teary eyes are turned into… red by remembering her word’s….

“Sanskar … ” she murmured he got up from the floor with a jerk…

“I’m bad only .. I don’t deserve anyone’s love ..so I don’t want anyone to love me…
I don’t want anyone in my life …
I know how to be alone…
I’m back of you… just for my satisfaction…
I can’t love you ..you may not like me but I don’t care … I don’t care ” he yelled out loud from the top of his voice…

she starred him blankly

” I will marry you… I will take what I want… But listen be in ur limit…
Next time if u use my mom in BTW… U will see my worst … I’m a very very bad boy…
Hate me as much as u want … Even I hate you..u deserve this ….today I’m bad or worst its all bcoz of you … U spoiled me so I will spoil you … Tit for tact…
You should be in my life even you like or not…
What, you should do… I will say … ” he mumbled in raging tone while greeting teeth … Which shivered her ..she cried out in pain

He left his grip… By seeing her tears…
he grabbed her into the room and threw her on the bed…

“don’t you dare to come-out … “he warned in dangerous voice and closed the door

He left to the bathroom …
He stood under the shower … while remembering Swara
Unlike other time..she had not said a word… She is showing consent for him..she is caring him…
She is so innocent.. She had not even questioned him anything… He is unable to see her tears…

He washed out himself..his thoughts… His pain..everything. He calmed himself…
after 3hrs of shower
He got changed and … Left to the kitchen… He grabbed a vodka bottle and got back he sat in corner of room …while starring Swara painting … …
night 9 pm,
it’s raining

He had not drunk… He lost on the painting… He watched that for an hour… Then he got up and moved towards the wall … He saw it from the edge then he understood what she is drawing… It’s a baby girl… Sitting alone… while taking with a bird ”

in his thoughts

“I want that… ” a little girl yelled while running in a garden

“ok run fast Jaan… it’s flying high, ” he said while gesturing a balloon which is flying high in the sky…

her little feet got skipped in the wet grass she feel down

the boy came running towards her and lifted her up and made her stand on her feet…
‘did it hurted” he asked with soft voice while cupping her cheeks

she nodded yes.. while sobbing

he held her hand and made her sit on the bench near by ..it’s really high to occupied by a 3yrs old little girl ..he lifted her up.. and placed her on a bench …

“I want my balloon “she sobbed while seeing the balloon soon it got vanished …
he is mature enough to know fact that it cant be brought back..but he wants his Jaan to be happy .\

“ok I will get you..sit here don’t get down ok, ” he said while kissing her cheeks.

she nodded yes…
he left inside a mansion… towards his room… he opened a box of toys and grabbed a toy..( robotic bird )

he came back and gave her this bird…

“noo I want that only she said while throwing away the bird…

” ok I will get you that but..look up on the tree,” he said while gesturing a real bird on tree

she starred it with her blinking eyes

” see bird will fly higher than a balloon … if u want to look up at the sky.. ‘he said while staring the flying birds in rows

“ok u want balloon only..its ok I will give this to rags I will give that balloon only, ” he said while moving away with that robotic bird

“Nooo… I want bird only “she yelled while crawling down from the bench

he gave her the bird toy.. she forget about ballon.. after that day..24/7 she is playing with that toy only by ignoring all

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his memories got vanised by a sudden thunder

He disturbed her ..he realized his mistake… she still remembered her childhood

He had not even given chance to understand her …
He is damn confused .. With what, he is doing… Is it a wrong or right… Do she really deserve this pain … All the questions are turning around in his brain…
It’s mid night … It’s raining heavily… He wake-up by thunder sounds…

And suddenly power gone… It’s under construction still so the will don’t have an inventor nor a generator…

He stared at Swara painting blankly on the light of the Lightning’s fallen on the wall are reflecting the painting…
He saw his surrounding and realized something…

He got up with a jerk and ran to swara room …

It’s all dark… He did not find her …

He came back and searched his pH in the darkness… Finally, he caught it and ran back to her room …in hurry
He switched on the torch in his pH …

” Swara… Swara… He mumbled while tracing the room

Finally, his ears heard a sobbing sound from a corner…
He found swara… Cuddled herself into the wall in fear of darkness… ??

“( yes… She has a phobia of darkness scientifically its called as Nyctophobia. She can’t live without lights… Even while sleeping the lights should be on… You may have doubt that … If ppl close eyes they will see darkness only… But actually, ppl suffering from the phobia of darkness use their brain while sleeping to overcome fear… They close eyes… But their brain will be thinking some good issues which they had in life… Some times bad things too soo.. They sleep while watching the flashes of their past memories or future dreams… As per their mood support s… Then they will doze off… It’s a perfect detailed view… And remember this point… It helps you in story ?
And kindly don’t play pranks on ppl suffering from phobia .. Bcoz it’s dangerous for them their brain will get confused on that time it may leads to sudden shock… )

…as sanskar know swara since childhood he remembered every single habit of her ..her fears too

He moved towards her

” Swara… Swara open ur eye’s.. ” he whispered while tabbing her arms

She is completely sweated… In fear … She is sobbing while shutting her eyes tight

He cupped her face … ” look at me plz see we had light… Open ur eyes baby see… It’s not dark see ” he said

” she opened eyes fadely…she saw the torch light from his pH she fell on his shoulder

He took her in arms and placed her on the bed… He made her drink some water…

She is OK some far… But still, she is shivering

” Jaan… It’s nothing ur a strong girl ..see look at me ” he said in consent

She saw him and light blankly…

Suddenly the light started getting dim …

He saw his mobile it’s 3℅ charges…

***********to be continued************************

precap; romance …wt if …swara compromises with his desires …

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