swasan ff : InComplete Journey by kaynat khan episode 10

Episode 9 : I STILL MISS YOU SANSKAAR……

Ok as promised am back with incomplete journey…..
And dont worry raabta fans…. raabta will also posted soon like this……

And many readers are requesting of more swasan scenes in present…..
Guys i have plenty of awesome scenes in mind but let i want to finish past scenes too……

Will try to upload more swasan scenes in present. …. but if its less then its story demand…….

But dont worry the small scenes will also be worth it i promise…..

So lets start……..

Both swasan departs panting heavily…..

And both dont dare to look at eachother….

Both muttered “shit”…. .

Well it was a kiss just by chance but both cannt deny thatt they really enjoyed to be in eachother’s embrace…..
To be kissed by those lips again…..
To feel eachother’s soft hands on their body…..

Both swasan thought to apologise but at that moment the lights started to go and off……..

Making swara more scared…. first toh she was scared of this stupid lift and now this light????

She thought this day is extrememly bad for her…..

But who knows that this day will make best memory for both of them…..

There swara was already scared and was little embrassed and then this light came which made her hell scared….
And sanskaar was little feeling awkward to face swara so he started banging door fusriously…….

Sanskaar : security security……….

But none came and the lights were too gone…..

With only a single ray that only swasan faces are visible…..

Sanskaar thought to look at swara for once behind and he was shocked when he saw her panting……
Yes he cant forget this are all the things which she is hsll afraid of…….

He immdeiately went towards her and grabbed her waist…..

Sanskaar : swara stop thinking about this…..just forget that we are in lift…….

Swara just breathed heavily and holds his neck……

Swara : sanskaar i dont think i will be able to live…..please save me sanskaar….. am feeling like will die……

Sanskaar felt much pain in his heart….. al though he doesn’t love her or hate her but he really dont wanna hear death word from her…….

Sanskaar jerked her….

Sanskaar : what nonsense swara am here only see……

He made her close to him…..

Sanskaar just looked into her eyes…..

Sanskaar : just more minutes i promise will be out…….

Swara : sanskaaarrrr ii cannott brreeaartttthee……..

She started suffocating……
Although there was suffiecient air but swara started suffocating because she always was scared of closed places and she has phobia too…..

She hold into him and was just giving upon knees…..

When sanskaar sat down and took her in his lap……

Sanskaar : swara just breathe we will be out in sometime…….

Swara does as he says……

He was rubbing her palms and was time to time hugging her to calm her…..
While his heart was showing something different and his eyes were telling something…..
The tears in his eyes were showing some different story……

Swara palmed his face in her hands…..

Swara : sanskaar…….

She said with much love in her voice…..

Sanskaar nodded still rubbing them….

Her body was turning cold by each second……

Swara : take care of urself….. i hope you lead a good life……

She said with her uneven breaths…..

Sanskaar let out heavy tears from her eyes and just hugged her tightly as he can keeping her near his heart…..

Sanskaar : swara please stop saying all this you are panicking me…… SOMEONE PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR…..

Swara was just breathing…..
Sanskaar was a doctor but his mind was going blank by seeing her in this state his heart was beating fast…….

To remove her body’s coldness…..
He thought for a second than he f**k dude she is still his ex wife he fan do that………..

He removed his shirt buttons quickly while swara was not in need much state of mind that she can think what he was actually doing…..

He was half naked infront of her…..

Then he made her close to him and she touched his bare body which was literally hot…..

She snuggled more to seek his warm……

After how many years she’s been in his arms like this……
She is seeing him like this almost after 4 or 5 years…….
The warm of his body was the thing which she carved everynight…..

She just digged her nails in his back and hugged more………

Sanskaar kissed her head.. ….

Sanskaar : just sometime SHONA Then you will be fine……

Swara just control her breaths……
But still by seeing again the lift she is getting scared and again her breathing got heavy……..

Swara : sanskaarrrr….. promise me you will come to my funeral and for a time being remember me once……because i always carved for your missings….for you…….. so my soul will rest if you miss me……

Swara said with little smile and her breathing almost reaching to end…..

Sanskaar brought her face close……

Sanskaar : swara you know how much i hate this words…… please be with me for more minutes please…..

Swara smiled : i still miss you sanskaar…….

She said half words and her eyes got closed and dropped her hand……

Sanskaar eyes widened with shock and more tears flowing from his eyes…….

Sanskaar : no no you cant leave me swara…..I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU SHONA PLEASE COME BACK……… YOUR SANSKAAR NEEDS YOU…….

Sanskaar who was famous for his record of saving all his patients is now crying that he cannot save his swara…….

Sanskaar just brought her lips to his……

Sanskaar : you have to wake up swara…..for me…….

He just opened her lips and blew air in her mouth…….

After doing this she after 1 min started coughing…….

And at that moment lights came and lift started going down……..

Swara slowly opened her eyes……..

Sanskaar sighed as if HE GOT HIS BREATH BACK……..

He immediately hugged her tightly……
While her mind was still coming out of trauma…..
She slowly hugged him back……..

Sanskaar : oh god swara you scared me to death…..Thank God you are safe…….

Swara smiled : thanks to you for saving me…..

Both just stayed at the moment for some few minutes hugging……

When reality hits them hard…….

They both just got to know what blunders they have done a while ago……

Both just departed from the hug…..

Sanskaar made swara stand and started to wore his shirt while swara looked here and there to avoid the situation……

The lift finally stopped at ground floor……

Swara made her own way to parking very much fast……..

Sanskaar too wasn’t getting anything now he too went to parking area…….

Arjun who was in his car waiting for them to finally come……

His eyes was getting close coz of sleep but he jerks himself and wakes up everytime?????bichara…….

At that moment his eyes fell on swara who was going into her car……

He pouted sadly……

Arjun : yr they havent done anything!!!!!!!
He cried fakely….. (but he wasn’t knowing what actually happened ???)

Sanskaar saw her going to her car when he offered her a ride incase if someting happens to her again……

Sanskaar : swara can i drop you off??????

Swara : umm no its ok i have my car I’ll drive….thank you……

Sanskaar thought to argue but many things happeneed few minutes ago so he let go the situation……..

Swara went into her car and drive to her home while sanskaar too left to his house…….

And arjun after getting no good answer he too left from there sadly???……..

In car……

The flashbacks scene werr just reversing around his mind…….

How he lost his control when she was in his arms…..
He still remember when she said she will die he gripped the wheel……
How easily he loosed his control which he was controlling since years……

Swara was having a little headache because of recent incidents……

She was just driving fastly so that she reached home……

Swara reached home after 15 mins…….

She sighed when she didn’t find shekhar and sharmishta waiting for her…….

She went into her room kept her belingings and just threw herself on bed……..

Now flashes came infront of her……

How she said him all the things that still she misses him…….

She kept her one hand on her mouth……

Swara : shit what i did????? I cant believe i just told him i miss him……..

She just hide her face in pillow……

Swara : no no this cant happen…… we both can’t love eachother……we cant be together again……

No matter how much she try to hate him but always she falls for him at the end……

Swara : i cant love him because i hate him and the ones we hate can’t be loved right….. now i have to work hard on my emotions next time i wont get carry with my feelings…….

She thought and a tear escapes from her eye when she remembered his lines……

“I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU SHONA……COME BACK TO YOUR SANSKAAR”…..

She just made this her sweet memory of theirs and went into sleep….

There sanskaar just reached his home kept his things on their places and went into washroom to change……..

He came and lay down on bed…..
The flashes of night just came by his sight when he closed his eyes….
Her closing her her arms when she fell into him….
He can still feel her presence…..
The words of hers ring his ears again and again…..
“I STIL MISS YOU SANSKAAR”….

Bit he jerked himself to divert the thoughts and looked beside in to his phone…..

He checked his phone it was having sidhaant’s two missed calls…..

He frowned….
Sanskaar : sidhaant???? But why at this hour???? Is everything ok at home……..

He thought to call but the call came two hours back when he was in lift and he cannot call now as he must be sleeping so thought to call tomorrow…….

He just closed his eyes and after 2 mins he was in deep sleep….. he was hell tired….
Maybe sleep can make his some dreams true……..

Next day…….

Sanskaar just reached the hospital when he contacted sidhaant’s number……

Sid : hello????

Sanskaar : hey sid you called yesterday????

Sid : oh yeah bhai heard that dad met you yesterday…..so what happened?????

Sanskaar : what will happen sid…. he came to just admit his client and we talked for some minutes still he dont have answer to my some questions….. well its ok because i dont need too now……

Sid : bhai can’t you just come back home forgetting everything……

Sanskaar : sid by knowing everything yoh are saying this unbelievable…..just leave this topic and hows mom????

Sid : she’s fine but misses her elder son…… she loves you very much and infact much more than me……

Sanskaar : i know that…..but i love you….. ok now have to go as i am having an emergency I’ll call u later bye……

Sidhaant cutted the call and sat on his office chair thinking……

Sidhaant : i should find out what’s hidden behind this mystery……. what is the real reason why dad was against of this marraige…….

There in hospital…….

Sanskaar and rohan just bumped into eachother. …..

Rohan : hey watch out man……

Sanskaar : you should keep your eye on floor neither on girls…..

Rohan : excuse me….. what do you mean by that i am a clean doctor and i dont eye any girl……

Sanskaar thinks : except one……

Rohan : are you hinting to Ms. Swara banerjee?????

Sanskaar : hints are enough for the smarter person…….

Rohan : so let me tell you Dr. Sanskaar well its my personal choice whether i should eye anyone or talk with anyone you are no one to interfare……..

Sanskaar : yes you are right its all urs matter but unless that matter affects me……

Rohan : well technically as i heard you both were married but got divorced soon so logically she is nothing to you and if i look after her hit her or marry her it doesn’t affect you right???????

Sanskaar just fisted his hands….. if not in hospital or he was a doctor he must have smash his head to the table and beat him until it gets on correct place…….

At that moment arjun came and took sanskaar…..

Arjun : hey Dr. Rohan the dean has been looking after you…..

Rohan : yeah i am going and you sanskaar better stay away from me and basically from swara ….. i dont know what kavya has seen in you……

He goes while sanskaar just looking angrily at him….

Arjun : are sanskaar where were you yesterday i waited for so long but went when i didnt find you…….

Sanskaar : oh am sorry arjun woh actually yesterday…..

He narrated yesterday’s incident because he dont hide anything from him…….

Sanskaar : so all this happened i am thinking that i should talk to her for 2 mins what say…….

Arjun : yeah ofcourse……

Arjun thinks : oh god swara was close to death next time i wont perform this kind of stunts….. what if someting happens to them no no arjun stop all your pranks bas……

Sanskaar was passing by when he saw rohan coming again to swara he just sighed in impossible……

Sanskaar : he will not leave us so easily………

He came and stand facing his back so he can hear their voices…….

Rohan : hey swara actually today i am doing an operation but its late night will you accompany me??? Actually dean asked to have one nurse so i thought of you…….

Swara thinks : well i dont want to be with him but this is the only way to avoid sanskaar and forget him

Sanskaar thought that she wont approve.. ..

Swara : sure rohan why not I’ll accompany you……

Sanskaar and rohan both got surprised….. that she accepts so easiy…..

Whike sanskaar understood little little why she approved…..

Rohan : ok then here is the case paper read it carefully……

Swara nodded and headed towards her cabin……

When someone grabbed her wrist and pinned her to her cabin’s wall…….

Swara : aahh sanskaar…….

Sanakaar : what???? Why did you agree for his approval…….

Swara : dont you think its bad manners o hear others talk……

Sanskaar : come to point swara didn’t i told you not to stay at after 7……..

Swara : Dr. Sanskaar you are nothing to me except my senior…… so kindly dont interfare in my matters……

Sanskaar lossened the grip…..

Sanskaar : swara i am not blind to see why are you accepting his approval to stay away from me…..but swara this both siblings are not good….. so stay away……. you dont know their nature…..

Swara : i was knowing yours nature na but what you did acted oppsite na so please a man who did mistakes by himself should not point to others……

Sanskaar : swara you dont know what are you speaking…… see let me talk of yesterday….

Swara : yesterday it was just heat of the moment the only thing came into my mind is hatred when i think of you….. so please we are not in any kind of realtionship so better stay away from me……. and one more thing if you are about to say something related about yesterday then forget it……. i have forgot it from when…..

Sanskaar smirks : even i did ms. Banerjee… i just came to ask about your health…. my intention wasn’t to be with you or ask sorry….. i hate you very much……

Swara : even i do sanskaar more than you…….

The end…..

Precap :
Past : same as previous….
No present…..

This was full of present so no present in next maybe some lines thats it……
Ok it was short but my eyes are paining so bear with this i hope my speed increases and you get numerous episodes till then bye tc