Swasan – Saza (18)

Assalaaaaaam alikom

How are you alll

Finallly the saza came…. i know you eagrly waited…
But it wasn’t totally in my hand..

Sorry naaaaaaaaaa

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Swara drove her car to the goenka hotel, she entered her booked room and order no disturbance of any kind. She looked at herself in the mirror

Swara: all I ever wanted Sanskar, ever since we separate to make sure that you still love me, that you still want me and our life together, and for your bad or good luck you confirmed it last night. Now I am sure you still love me, and now I won’t hold back. You are mine Sanskar, and I will make you confess one more time, and this time it you will be in your senses. I won’t back off my Sanskar, and I will make you pay for remaining silent.

Swara finished her words in front of mirror, with a lot attitude and evil bold smirk.

Night casted its lights quickly but at goenka site it was as light as a sunny day. Lights everywhere, fireworks, press all over and flash of their cams thundering madly with each rich, famous business charter step in the great hall.

Celebration was full of dancers here and there, a stage of for special performances that now had sanaya irani and her husband performing a dance?.

“Will Maheshwary Company be merging goenka co.?

Another young media man shoot a question at our Sanskar who looked all dashing in his white suit and red silk tie, well comped hair and nice beard


He was looking odd among all the black tuxedos and sherwanis around the celebration, but an odd that make every woman lay her eyes on him drip her saliva down over him.

“Merging is a thinkable option, still not yet”

Sanskar spoke in his well fine English showing his light Indian ascent, standing beside shaurya goenka. But what really bothered him was the leech that was hanging in his arm, thinking she is anywhere s*xy in his mind, while she was only more unbearable.

Vidya whispered in low tune audible only to Sanskar: well other form of merging will take place right, also with the proof of your wife.

Sanskar knew what she exactly meant and whisper in frustration: in your dreams vidya.

Vidya: I always make my dreams come true, Sanskar.

Sanskar: Mr. maheshwary is what now your allowed to call me, and leave my damn arm.

But that only make her clang more to it. Sanskar couldn’t even huff in irritation, they are the center of event, but his mind went to this afternoon events….

FLASH BACK IN SANSAR POV

I have been in my office since morning but couldn’t make myself together yet, last night happenings don’t just weep of. Urrghh, I could still feel how wet her lips was, and how I dried them deeply and gladly, I was wrong about swara, she didn’t leave for ragini but for what I did, she is right I broke us first, no matter how I see it now, she is right and I just blame her for wrong. I felt so anger and disparate when she left me, did she have same feeling when I said those words too??

How life will be shaped now? I want her back, no deny in that, I want my wife back, my married life back, don’t I have that right just my brother do??!

“Sanskar sir, miss vidya is here” my secretary informed me snapping me out of my thoughts and behind her vidya just in another s*xy dress, but for unknown reason swara vision come to me in her suits, that make her so s*xy in every possible way.

“welcome miss vidya” I said in some smile and I expected her to take her seat but instead she just keep coming and sat in my lap.

I snapped “what the… vid…”

“shshshshs” she cut off my words shushing me in what I know a husky voice and flip her thumb over my lips “we need to talk”

“like this… you are on my lap.. get off please”

She smiled in a way I didn’t like “well this place pleasure meee”

Ok I pushed her up “what the hell vidya?”

“I want to marry you”

“excuse me??!”

“you heard me and keep it please. You are the great maheshwary son, your mind and smart equals tons of gold not to mention the hot look, baby you are the whole pack (she paused for a while then smirk in side smile) you are me, my match”

I was speechless to say anything, but now couldn’t hide my surprice “what??”

Vidya “yea, we are both alike, beauty and smart brains indeed, both of us together can go past running that grand hotel, we can role the business world, I assure you. Beside (she was closer to me than before, plastering her body over mine) I am very beautiful under this dress that I would amaze you, same as I am sure you are, just think how our children would be even more than us, and the journey to there isn’t that hard rather pleasurable baby”

“well I am sorry do put all your fantasy dreams down as I am a married man. And my wife is..”

“Swara Sanskar Maheshwery, right??”

“you knew??!!”

“well your looks at that meeting weren’t just normal you know, soooo I did my searches, and it told me you both are already separated, or as we say only named marry. So finish it and lets marry as simple as that”

“hoy you speak about my life here, what I do and what don’t is not something you decide now please leave me alone”

I was trying to push her waist that was plastering mine in uncomfortable way while she clangs her arms around my collar, hell I hate this…

“I am sorry if I am interrupting you” I heared swara speaking in a mocking tune and we finally we jerked. Damn swara why you came onlyyyy now… damn it.

“swara… its not as …” I try to reason but she cut my words “how are you miss vidya?” her voice still carry mocking tune even when its hidden

“ohh I am sorry madam swara… I know how it looks like to be in your husband arms but…” vidya was explaining but from her evil smirk I can say she isn’t regretting at all…. f**k.

“so now you know I am his wife” swara stated in serious tune this time

“yes, the meeting in restaurant wasn’t normal so I did some searches” calmly vidya replied, doesn’t she have any shame?

“why you are here swara??!” I questioned swara, I don’t know why but perhaps to ease my fast breathes.

“family matter” that is all what she said calmly and expressionlessly

“for a woman found another in her husband arm, you look extremely calm madam swara” said vidya hooking more to my arm while I gave swara a blank expression, what should I explain, that this b*t*h was trying to propose me.

“well miss vidya if my husband have no problem with it, why would i?”

Ok that shocked me, now she doesn’t care if I am with another woman, didn’t she just say she love me last night, didn’t she kiss me??

“actually I was here proposing mr.sanskar” vidya just spit the words and I am sure my mouth hanged in an O.

“really??!” Swara mocked in a way she never did.

“swara… listen first…” I try to reason again, but I was again interrupted

“YES” vidya snapped “I heard you two are already separated, soo…”

“hmm…”

Swara simply nodded with humming and finally our eyes locked, I try to figure out behind her expressionless face but I couldn’t and I was hell tensioned about it.

“so you don’t mind it miss swara, aren’t you jealous???”

Vidya throw the bomb question, it played hell in my mind, yes… she must be jealous right, she love me and jealous is love proof.

“hahhaahahhaah oh vidya sure I am not”

Swara just shout the laugh and I was hell shock, what she did say just now, she came closer and put her hand over vidya shoulder

“you see miss vidya, jealous required love… and love (she looked at me reading my clear shock and pain) …. Love is no longer an item between us.”

Her words killed me in the spot, how could she say that? I was really angry right now, so when she is drunk she loves me and when she is awake she doesn’t.

“So you don’t mind my relationship with your husband?!”

God this vidya don’t simply shut up, but swara seemed to be pushing me over the edge more and more.

Swara f**king smiled and said “if he have no problem, why would i… we had good times and I still treasure them, so I wish his happiness, and if it’s with you… then enjoy (really swara??!! Sure I have hell problem with it…. But she just tapped my shoulder) see at the party pati dev, bye vidya”

She turned around to leave and no emotions about couldn’t be named, I felt every emotion god has written on humans to feel.

“you see Sanskar, she…”

“vidya just get the f**k out of her now…. I don’t want to do any wrong” I wondered how my voice sound so calm but I was sure it was deadly as I marched again to my desk and vidya left.

FLASH BACK OVER

I couldn’t reach swara after that cause I actually didn’t call or sms, I was hell frustrated and confused about her actions in my office and for some reason my heart was aching… I felt hand on my shoulder so I turned to see…

“laksh” yes he was here

Laksh: bhai, don’t be that surprised, remember I am business on my own too.

I simply hummed

“Sanskar ji” that was ragini, I don’t know why but her sound irrates me.

Ragini: Sanskar ji, I wanted to talk to you…

“about??!”

Ragini: about you and swara… Sanskar I don’t know if what swara said was true or no, but I wanna help you to get you both back together…

“hu..huh.. haha.. hahahah… really ragini??!”

Laksh: Sanskar why you are laughing?

“cause your wife just put a joke ok. If she still gets no point from swara early talks, if she doesn’t feel wither swara said was true or false then there is no point talking to her… and that make me laugh laksh just as much I wanna laugh at you for believing those words but I have better work to do”

I moved away from the two of them, last thing I want is the most stupid two of my family try to unit me and swara, I am sure they will just end it more worst.

After a while I was caught again with shaurya and vidya and other business man when whole hall went in silent and a song played all of sudden and change in hall order begin….

Sanskar POV over

(as the song started a spot light went to the hall main door which was closed but u can easily figure that some on is standing over there)

Dil da sitaara
She is jogini pitaara
Rob ihna saara
She is june di bahaara

She’s the star of the heart
She is a box of a saint
She has so much pride
She is the spring-like weather of June

(hall door is opned wide by two waiters and the figure turned around to be our s*xy hot swara)

Dil da sitaara
She is jogini pitaara
Rob ihna saara
She is june di bahaara

She’s the star of the heart
She is a box of a saint
She has so much pride
She is the spring-like weather of June

(swara gave a killer look smile and wiggle her fingers just as song says, then give bold gaze to shocked Sanskar sending chills right to his core)

Akh naal akh daal gal kardi
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl

She gazes into Your eyes and makes it talk
She’ll make You dance on her little finger
She is a small town girl
She’ll make You dance on her little finger
She is a small town girl
She’ll make You dance on her little finger
She is a small town girl

(swara was taking bold and strong pauses to the press who were taking her pictures madly like a Bollywood star… still giving some glances to shocked Sanskar)

Iski toh shorsha hai tauba
Ho gayi mitraan di tauba
Iski toh shorsha hai tauba
Ho gayi mitraan di tauba

Her splendour is crazy
It makes guys go crazy
Her splendour is crazy
It makes guys go crazy

(swara walked confidently to the stage with much strong attitude surrounded by boys performing a dance just about her, swara didn’t dance past the couple hips swing and hands moves, but she made herself desirable in all hall men eyes, leaving her husband in utter anger and her sister in utter shock)

Baadalan vich sar rakhdi hai
Vilaayati dance kardi hai
Udadi gubbara hai faturi iktaara
Dhaabe da kinaara hai
Maalyi di hai dhaara

She has her head in the clouds
She dances in a western way
She is like a flying balloon and a mad Iktaara
She’s the corner of a highway restaurant
She is like the flowing cream

Akh naal akh daal gal kardi
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl

She gazes into Your eyes and makes it talk
She’ll make You dance on her little finger
She is a small town girl
She’ll make You dance on her little finger
She is a small town girl
She’ll make You dance on her little finger
She is a small town girl

Kardi jo bhi kardi kamaal
Kardi baat yeh bemisaal
Kardi sabda hai bura haal
Oh nachdi mele me sabke naal
Nachadi khul ke o Giddha daal
Ho nachdi dhol bajada je naal
Kaanch ki kalaayi kare sabki dhulaayi
Khasmanukhaayi dendi koyi na safaayi

Whatever she does, it’s wonderful
Whatever she talks, its unique
She makes everybody’s condition bad
She dances in a fair with everyone
She dances Giddha openly
She dances on the beats of the drum
With the glass bangles, she beats everyone
She’s merciless and doesn’t wait for any explanations

Akh naal akh daal gal kardi
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungli pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
She is a small town girl
She is a small town girl

As the song fades away all hall was clapping hands madly at the wonderful show. Swara descended the stage in much attitude and step closer to her hires with bold devil smirk to her Sanskar whose eyes were blooding shoot with anger. Shivam came from nowhere walking by her side bowing head while she handed him her purse.

Shaurya: such an entrance swara ma’am.

Swara: hahah well, it fit such an event don’t you think mr. goenka.

Shaurya: please (he pick her hand in his printing a fly kiss) today just keep shaurya…

Ok now Sanskar was ready to murder him, specially that swara full gaze was on Sanskar watching every action of his angry bird face. Waiter came with glasses of champain

Shaurya: to our success…

Swara: bring me juice please…

Shaurya: why?? You want wine?!

Swara: no, but you see I promised someone that I won’t drink anymore, and unlike some people I keep my promises.

Sanskar: that can be under question too swara.

Swara so calmly as hell: look at the past days Sanskar, and you will know…

Tension couldn’t be ever higher….

Shaurya: I trust swara in this matter, she can definitely bring her words true, I feel bad for your husband.

Swara saw shaurya by the corner of her eyes: and why is that … shaurya?? (swara said his name in bit softness)

Shaurya: hmmm first time my name sound that good… well I will admit that you are indeed a piece of diamond art …swara… if I was your husband I wouldn’t ever let you slip from my hands and kept you in high tower only for me.

Sanskar fist his palms imagining shaurya head squeezed between and his eyes will pop out of his skull, the buster as Sanskar like to call him was coming on swara just openly and that what he can’t hold, before he reply…

Swara: then thank god you are not my husband shaurya… such life don’t suit me… and..

Vidya also interrupt and spoke: and I if I were you shaurya I would be carful cause her husband is here

Shaurya: what?? Really!! Where??

Swara pointed at Sanskar with her hand like theater introduce: standing right here.

Shaurya was in complete shock and shiver sent deep down his skin as he felt killing aura coming from Sanskar towards him…

Shaurya: seriously?

Sanskar had put great effort to control himself: hard to believe??

Shaurya: not like that but, well, you both don’t… do .. you.. still…

“swara ma’am do you mind few words for our channel please?” a press woman called politely for swara and swift around dramatically giving a wink to Sanskar and made sure that its meaning reached deep his heart (if you snapped your head away from me, I will be snapped by another just as fast) and to that idea itself Sanskar was ready to blow the whole hotel and shaurya in the center of it.

Sanskar POV

An hour or so passed and swara was moving from business group to another, like a beautiful betterfly.



Her hips moving in that wide off white gown pant she had in perfection madding me in ways I didn’t thought its possible after all this time we were actually married, her hairs were tied in loosen ponytail and the hair trails sliding over her exposed shoulder, but leaving the back half glowing with golden glitter. Her earrings and simple accessory, I was pushed to very far edge more and more, she is mine to look, to admire, to praise, to shout, to love, only mine.

Couples were called to a circle of dance where partners will be constantly changed with each other. I didn’t care number of couples and head to get my wife in my own hands… but I hell cursed myself when she was already in shaurya arms moving to circle. A felt that leech again on me arm, well that’s better and I moved there too.

Classical song was played and I felt my heart bursting as shaurya put his hand over swara’s waist but didn’t get much close, his smiles to her, his smirks, son of b*t*h. I stepped on vidya toes and she hissed in pain as she danced with me, while that’s because I wasn’t looking at her totally, all my gaze was on MY swara.

Vidya: Sanskar, carful where you step.

Sanskar: leave if you can’t bear it huh.

“whisteling” new song started and swara was in my arms finally.

I wasn’t shaurya for sure, sure no, hell no, I am her husband, so I plaster her body to mine not keeping a space making her sure of my body kissing hers. My grip over her waist and hand was tight telling her that she is damn f**king mine, not to any else. Her eyes were on me with such glowing fire matching mine, that small smile of satisfaction playing over her lips and in the next moment I forget about hall, hotel, people, celebration and everything around and all what matters to me was her, MY SWARA.

We slowly moved to the song ryhem… then I start putting tango steps to our dance

( imagine swasan dances slow tango to this song…. sorry guys couldnt write the dance as i imagined … if i did later i ll surly update it… and if someone can help in that sms me naaaa)

After dance was over, we were both back again by people claps, like we were in our fairy island, and we were, me and swara, I felt her there just as I was.

Couples were no longer around us, it seem our dance was so good that all stopped to watch us. I could hear shaurya from close distance “she is an amazing woman indeed, I will propose her hand for sure, she was made for shaurya goenka only” then he gaze in my way and swara. I couldn’t hold anything, my earth wasn’t steady, my mind was in a mess and the only working organ in my body was my heart that took the lead of my body, I hold swara palm in mine tightly (aww Sanskar) she protested but I didn’t listen and drag her almost, very almost gently so we don’t get people’s attention, soon I take her off the hall to a wide terrace where I couldn’t hold my control anymore, I pushed her behind a pillar and sealed her lips with mine.

Sanskar POV over

Swara POV

All the time I was pushing him over jealousy edge, it was dangerous game to play, but for my Sanskar I will take my chances and somehow I did won. Feeling his lips on mine while he is awake is my victory. He sucked my lips and nip*le it, he did that wildly and fast even for me to keep up. Hmmmm it was very painfull but blessfull…

“you are mine swara, damn mine, no man has right on you.

NO MAN BUT ME”

He said his last words having a fist on my hairs, forcing me to look deep in his eyes

“and you are willing to show me you rights by force Sanskar”

“not by force swara… BY LOVE”

His voice was deadly and huskily like I have never heard me, again my lips was sealed by him, it was hard and passionate and longing like we haven’t kissed just last night. I felt pain in my lower lip as he bited me and it make me back to my world, my senses, my husband, myself, ourself and I kissed him back.

With all my power

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Yaaaaaaaahhhooooooo ooo ooooo

How was that ah…..

I was in an aweeeee while writing it

Waiting to know urs

Alllah hafiz