“Definition: Love? Life?” TEI (Chapter 3) ~By Tamanna

Hi friends!

“Love: Defination?” TEI (Chapter 3) [last chapter! Next would be Epilogue*]

Disclaimer: This article is not meant to hurt anyone’s sentiment and if unknowingly I do so. I sincerely apologize. No proof reading- ignore mistakes.

Chapter 3 ~ Because of Me!

Let’s Begin,

Kunj’s POV:

“Dear Kunj,

Don’t be upset with me, after reading this!

I m sorry but I will have to leave! Yes, I m leaving to london, not forever, but after seven to eight months of me there!

On the serious note Kunj, I never knew you loved me so much! Sorry, no sorry, I read your diary when you had left it in my home before three weeks or more. How can you do that, huh? Sacrifice? Like seriously? Just for me?

I m sorry dude, just because of me you are away from Twinkle! Yes, I agree I love Twinkle but not in the cost of your sacrifice. That’s it, I have said what I wanted to day, okay… Not all but some…

I’m leaving for london, leaving you and Twinkle behind, so that you both can complete your story without me in between. Plz forgive me for my deeds.

I m leaving my beloved, Twinkle, to you. Promise me that you would take care of her and urself. Tell her that I was just joking around her, so that, she won’t feel guilty.

I wish that you would Make her your’s forever.

Yours,
Yuvraj”

Reading his last letter again, I kept it back in my dairy. I still feel guilty for my mistake. The biggest regret of my life, leaving my dairy in his room. Today, he would have been here if I hadn’t committed the mistake I actually did.

Just because of me, Yuvraj left us, because of me, Twinkle is in pain.
I m reason behind Mr. and Mrs. Luthra’s grief. I m just too bad.

Rubbing the back of my hair, I closed my eyes and looked outside my window. The sky feels so calm, with birds chirping sounds ringing in my ears. Looking at my watch, it was still 8:30 a.m. , I got dressed up in a white T’s and blue buttoned up shirt with Dark blue jeans.

I looked at mirror and the whole one Omonth replayed in my mind.

After Yuvraj left the world, Twinkle was in depression. I was in too much shock to respond about her health until I found the letter in Yuvraj’s Room. It was written on the day of his Accident. According to the letter, he got to know about my feelings towards Twinkle, he was going to leave us alone, which I seriously didn’t like. But the plan turned out wrong, instead he left the world.

What could be more worst than this?

I keep reading the letter every morning because it makes me feel that Yuvraj is beside me, it gives me hope.

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I arrived at Taneja Mansion. I knocked the door and Leela Aunty opened the door. We had some basic talks before I asked her about Twinkle. She said me to go to Twinkle.

I climbed the stairs, moving towards her room I opened the door, only to find her sitting on the chair beside the window, staring at something interesting outside the window, I guess.

I went to her and simply stated a “Hii!”, which caused her to jump out in surprise, this simple antics of her make me fall for her all over again. I sat in the chair, infront of her.

“Hey!” She whispered, turned her head again to the same position which she was in, before I disturbed her. I kept staring at her. Although her face looks so pale, but she still looks so Gorgeously beautiful. She turned towards me and for one or two second we held eyes.

I ever so slowly took her hand in mine, which caused her to look at me. Now, I m not able to control myself, I m going to confess her.that I love her.

“Twinkle, I….” I had been interrupted by my phone ringing. I cursed under my breath. I answered the call, the call was not at all important.

Shall I drop my plan?

That seems better.

“Twinkle, would you mind meeting me in the park, near the horizon Beach?”

“Okay!” She said, “I would be there on sharp 4 p.m”

“Yeah okay…”

“Good Bye,” I said before leaving.

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I read the letter again,

Yuvraj, even if twinkle rejects me, I would still take care of her. You asked me to, and I would surely do that.

I stuffed the letter in my pant’s pocket and left to the park near the horizon Beach, where I was going to meet Twinkle.

Kunj’s P.O.V ends^

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Twinkle’s P.O.V:

I arrived at the park to find Kunj waiting, near a tree. He was wearing a white T-shirt with blue jeans jacket and blue pants.

No wonder, why I used to crush on him.

He looked so handsome but my heart already belonged to someone else.

He looked at me and flashed a nervous smile, rubbing the back of his hair. He looked so adorable while doing so.

I don’t know what this boy is up to! Hmmm…

I went towards him and smiled back.

“Twinkle, I… You… I mean… I… Us… Twink… Urg…”, he stuttered and rubbed the back of his hair, frustrated.

I squeezed his hand and asked him to go ahead without any hesitation. He suddenly turned energized.

“Twinkle, I love you!”

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WHAT!!

“Kunj, I guess I heard something wrong!” I said, definitely…

“Twinkle, you heard right, I really love…” before he could complete,

Wait, what did I just do? I slapped him? Oh no…

But he deserved it!

He looked at me devoid of any expression.

“Kunj, are you serious? Do you know, what you just told? You know I love Yuvraj but still?” Tears started flowing through my eyes, it poured all my anger.

I was about to run from there, when my eyes fell on a piece of paper, neatly folded fallen on the ground. I bend to pick it up. I took the paper, and was about to Stand when a drop of water landed on my cheek.

Was it going to rain? But It doesn’t seem like it was going to rain. The sun was shining bright.

I stood up and faced Kunj.

Oh God…

The water droplet was not rain but Kunj’s Tear. He roughly wiped the tear so that I won’t notice but he failed.

I felt bad for him. But…

I left from there with the letter. I guess he hadn’t noticed me taking that. I was about to return it back to him but stopped when I read yuvraj’s name in it. So, I silently clutched the paper and left from there, he is totally unaware of it.

Twinkle’s P.O.V ends¡

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Kunj’s P.O.V:

I returned back to my apartment. I wanted to cry out loud. I feel really down. I so love her.

I searched for the letter inside the pocket of my pant but was unable to find it.

Kunj, you lost it? No… Oh shit…

I was about to go out so that I can find it somewhere, because it was really important for me.

Knock!

I heard a knock on my door. I opened the door to find Twinkle. I was surprised to see her here, after what happened in the park.

“Twinkle, you?” I asked, still surprised.

She forwarded a paper.

My god it was the same letter. I hope she haven’t read it.

She gave it to me but eventually tears started flowing through her eyes. She hugged me.

Ohh goddd!!! She read the letter! How careless am I?

She broke the hug and said with teary eyes, “I won’t let Yuvraj’s sacrifice go waste!”

“Twinkle you mean…” I asked surprised.

She nodded and smiled.

Ohh My God!

I just hugged her tight. She reciprocated my hug.
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After one month… I miss you all so much! I have stopped reading ffs here. I don’t get enough time… I m so sorry for not commenting! And sorry for posting too late… I even thought about quitting TU but didn’t! I wanna talk so much to you all but I m tired of writing this chapter. I have seriously lost interest in writing. Patha nahi maine ise kaise likha hai! I m so sorry it was not upto the mark and I guess you have forgotten the story! I m really sorry I am not providing link. I need some sleep. Night pe 11:30 ko sothi hun aur morning 5:00 ko utthi hun… I m tired… Bye bye!

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With Love,
Urs Tamanna