LONELY WITHOUT YOU (A SHIVIKA FF) Part 5

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Chapter-5

(ANNIKA POV)

“We both are fine dad!…..you tell..Are you taking your medicines on time???”I asked him…

“Ofcourse I’m taking it…I know both of my girls need me…”He said little warmly…

We both know he was right….Without him I wouldn’t have been able to do anything…

I looked towards my car where Aarya was sitting in the front passenger seat…playing with her favourite soft toy “Dodo”

“There was absolutely no need for you to go back to Mumbai darling…”I listened to my father while still staring towards my blue eyed angel

“Yes there was dad!…You know I’m an independent woman”I whimpered

“What if you met him here?”He asked…

“He is nothing to me now dad…He is just one of the millions of people living here…”I said in a defeating tone…

“But he is still Aarya’s father…no one can deny that…”he said…

“No one is denying it dad…I never denied the fact…that’s why I told Aarya about him…And she knows it perfectly well I’m the only parent she has got…”I said to him…

“I don’t know anything…I just don’t want my girls to be hurted…I still haven’t forgotten the haunted look on your face on that day…It still chills me at nighttime…I feels I failed as a father that’s why I wanted yo try hard to being a good grandfather atleast…I wasn’t able to protect you but I don’t want to fail in protecting my grand daughter….I will never forgive that man…ever in my life…”He spoked while I could hear his little sobbing….

It tears me up….

“Hey dad you trust me na?”I asked…

“Yes”

“Then trust me everything is fine and would further be finer….now tell me when are you visiting us???”I asked wiping my own tears swiftly as I don’t want Aarya to see my tears who has now popped her head out from the window looking at me…

“Very soon…Give the phone to Aarya…”He said…I hmmed and called upon to her…she came running and took the phone from me…

She kept on giggling and laughing while rolling her eyes cutely while I locked the door securely and moved towards the car…Aarya hopped on her seat while keeping the phone on dashboard…while I bucked her seat belt and myself moved towards driver seat but still thinking about ‘that day’…And I involuntarily fidgeted with my blue emerald stoned ring…

‘That day’ was supposed to be the most happiest day of my life but that day became one of the scariest of all…The person whom I loved more than anything or anyone in this world betrayed me…and left me ….

FLASHBACK….

Almost a fortnight have passed since He left for Singapore…We were still in Delhi at that time…Though he used to go on such long duration business trips but he always used to contact me regularly… But this time it was real wierd…He just called me once or twice that also only in the initial days…Since last one week there’s no call ,no mail… nothing….

Sitting on the couch , I was fidgeting with my engagement ring… softly stroking my right hand’s index finger through the letter ‘A’ and ‘S’ inscribed surrounding blue emerald stone in between on the beautiful ring on my left hand’s ring finger…I was in love with his blue eyes more than anything and he knew that that’s why choosen a blue emerald ring…Thinking about this …instatly brought smile on my face while I tried to call him for the umpteenth time…

Lately I wasn’t feeling well too so I needed to visit hospital to collect my reports…His phone was heard upon as not reachable so I tried To call his brother…

“Hello Om! Where is Shivaay?”I asked him…

“Umm Hello Annika…He is in Singapore..you must be knowing…”He said while I don’t why I didn’t want to believe him….

“Yeah I know…Will you please tell him to contact me as soon as possible if you got to hear something from him…”I told him…

“Yeah I will do that…Hey take care of you always..”He said a little sadly…e I don’t know why?…

“Yeah sure …Give my love to Rudy…well I’m running a little late…I need to go…Bie…talk to you later”

“Bie!” With that he hanged up…

I moved towards the hospital to collect my reports…and I needed to go for little shopping too as marriage was not faraway…

After getting the reports and talking to the doctor…I was crying…I was crying due to extreme happiness…Oh my god!….We are both gonna be parents…I wanted to dance…I was feeling like I was on top of this world….I wanted to share this news with Shivaay as soon as possible…Though it was little sooner but still It’s the symbol of our pure love…I so much wanted him to beside me at this moment…

I just left the doctor’s cabin and moving towards the exit when I thought to message him…maybe Om have already contacted him…so I texted him….

Me: Hey!

Shivaay:what?

Me:You there…Omg…Then why are you not contacting me…

Shivaay:Been busy…Look I don’t want you to contact me from now on…

What???What did he say…Colour from my face drained…

Me:What are you saying???We need to talk…

Shivaay:There is nothing to talk about anymore…I’m getting engaged to the girl I love…and then going to marry her…Don’t you dare to contact me anymore…

Tears almost started brimming up in my eyes …

Me:Are you stressed? Has something happened?? Please tell me…We would surely find some solution ….But don’t talk like that…

Shivaay:Look we are done…Don’t ever text me or try to contact me ever…

I was full blown crying now…with hospital staff looking towards me…

Me:We are not done…No…You can’t do this with me…. tell me the reason…Is something bothering you?

Shivaay:Why can’t you just get over it for god’s sake…

Me: Me get over…are you serious???…You are gonna be father soon for god’s sake…You can’t do this with me…with us …

I typed while crying a lot…My vision started to blur….

Shivaay:What?

Me:yes…
I got a little hope…

Shivaay:Well It’s not a big problem…I don’t care…get rid of it…..

I read the exact words..and then I lost it…everything seemed to blur and darkness engulfed me…

Flashback over…

“Mom Are we about to reach?”Aarya asked all bouncing up and down on her seat…

“Almost there Aru baby”I replied to her…

I pointed my finger towards a big board…while approaching…there…”The Dreams Land”
Her whole face got brightened up while she started bouncing up and down with glitters in her eyes…while I moved my car further for parking…and promised myself to make this one of the most memorable one for my daughter..my life…my reason to live….

Precap-“Daddy!!!” I got flabbergasted

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