Swasan – Saza (24)

In Swasan’s room

Swara entered the room followed by Sanskar then he closed the door silently and stood still. Swara felt him, felt his pain, felt his agony, somehow swara knew how much they are alike now, her family and his never trust in them, a part their moms. It hurts like hell and she knows it, so she simply hugged him and Sanskar just dropped his head to her shoulder, seconds past and swara felt wet drops on her neck going down her nape. Sanskar is crying. And as much as this tore her heart she let him, she let him free his pain… then soft sobs was heard, now she couldn’t stop herself.

Swara pulled Sanskar head with bit strong and palmed his face, Sanskar was taller than her and sure wider, her palms were so small on his face but due to tears his face looked so fragile between her fingers. Their eyes spoke, no words needed, just their eyes contacting and speaking

His eyes spoke “see our families, how they treat us in hard times, how much trust they have for us? This family I am willing to die for and you would fight the world for? Why? Why they always broke only us?”

Swara eyes reply him shaking her head strong “no, they won’t break us, not anymore. We stood and face them, we want cry for them ok, never”

She was weeping his tears while hers streaming from her eyes

Sanskar weeping her tears too: stop crying

Swara: you stop first…

But he couldn’t and hugged her tight, as tight as both can hold each other then he broke the hug having weird sensation on his cheek, he weep his cheek to see blood there, he looked at swara’s hand and it was bleeding.

Sanskar: swara, this… how you…

Swara inner palm had four curved cuts, seemed that she dig her nails in her palm so hard that she bleed it.

Swara: its ok Sanskar, I am fine…

Sanskar: oh swara…

Swara: well it was this or breaking all their bones and I would have been sued and would spend our life in jail and we would make a prison dons couple.

Sanskar laughed a bit then seated swara to bed and treat her wounds

Sanskar: how you knew I faked this drama?

Swara; I didn’t…

Sanskar gazed her in surprise perhaps a small gasp; the.. then??!

Swara smiled: I trust my husband, as simple as that, and I regret blaming you for anything.

Sanskar smiled wide then kept treating her: but what if it was true and I was some sort of a don.

Swara; well it would have been bad, like really bad, because the world would lose an amazing party planner like me and I would give myself to be a worth queen for the don.

Sanskar laughed, he just couldn’t hold it, in most time their hearts is wounded by their own family swara still managed to make him laugh

Swara: Sanskar!!

Sanskar: hmm

Swara: Let’s leave from here… let’s leave this house that cause only pain… let’s find small corner for us.

Sanskar went silent for a mint then with stern voice: not yet princess, not yet…

They were disturbed by a knock on door,

“sanskar beta”

Both heard sujata voice with concern but Sanskar didn’t want to face anyone, he just want his swara, so he simply ignored his mom’s knocks and laid on the bed stretching his arm to swara to join him. Swara did quietly and laid in his hug not caring all the calls for them.

At raglak room laksh felt little bad for again doubting his brother but again put blame on him and why would he test his family that way, as for ragini she was angry due to swara slapping her laksh and no one spoke a word, she was furious that swara was getting stronger and no one would stop her to be normal ordinary girl just like her.

DP and AP didn’t even think the bit about it, actually DP thought of give punishment to Sanskar for playing his family this way.

Sujata returned back to her husband whining as Sanskar never reply her knocks and Ram try to calm her down but his mind was elsewhere. His life passed as a film in front of his eyes, not even once he went against his brother, never crossed him, never disobey him, worked under his command, even when he pushed his son away from him he didn’t object, and today he asked a simple thing, a trust, but how can he ask for something isn’t there already.

Next morning came and for weird Ram, sujata, utrra, nikil or swasan didn’t pray as usual and didn’t replay any knocks and didn’t breakfast and Dp went to company with his son but didn’t know he will find shocking news.

After laksh came back he merged his company with his father as Sanskar did long ago, but the shocking news today is that Sanskar sent papers of separating his company from Maheshwary co. which will lead losing great loss and also that his brother has separated his share in the company to be led by him only but as partner to DP, i.e DP is no longer the absolute ruler.

DP called Sanskar and ram many times but none would reply his calls, laksh also tried but useless, he tried to make up the loss of Sanskar company with his, but couldn’t as Sanskar company was further stronger.

Both went back at time of lunch and got new shock… separated tables, separated living sofas, it’s like house is divided in two.

DP: Annapurna, what is this all?

AP had little tears as she was alone with ragini: DP ji, it’s sujata and swara, they separate us like this and say they don’t wish to eat with us or live with us.

DP: by whose order?

“ME bhai” said by Ram descending the stairs with Sanskar on his right in his pink shirt and white jacket.

DP: you Ram?? What all this mean?

Ram: means I had followed you enough brother, no more, I asked your trust and you gently decline now don’t ask me in return to stay the follow shadow of yours.

DP: you can’t do that! This is my house.

Sanskar: actually he can durga ji, this house isn’t in your name, but grandpa name and my brother gently made rule everything, but no more, dad gained his shares in the house and the company and he can do all he wish in them even burning them.

Laksh: if you want to leave Sanskar, here is the door, go out, but don’t live with us like this.

Sanskar: why move while we have our own house, we are not going anywhere laksh so we can have first seats looking at your faces losing everything without us.

DP: now you are standing against me Ram, you will fight me hm?

Ram: no I won’t fight you brother, I am simply leading my own life and will watch you losing yours, you thought of me as a shade now you will see how much you will miss that shade.

Sujata: RAM ji, food is ready, come na

Sanskar and his father moved there and would start eating…

Sanskar: where is uttra and nikil?

Sujata: ya chori swara call them to the work..

Sanskar: uff ma, swara stood by my side and still you treat her like that?

Sujata: she took you from last night, huh.. can’t allow that, but I no longer have something against her.

Sanskar sighted while ram was little in thought, today he is no longer on side chair, he was on the head of the table of his own family, he is leading his own life, and that felt great. Now he understand why always durga liked that place and no one allowed there but him

They start eating, laughing and talking while other family is silent and agony. DP and AP were angry, they led the house for so long that now can’t accept anyone else.

Days passing and it has been 2 months now since both families separation and durga was barely holding his postion, many projects were taken from him and went to his brother as Sanskar who lead the company (only his father’s part) adding to his own, and laksh wasn’t good enough to compete with Sanskar skills, in the end Sanskar was more experienced than him. Swara always asked Sanskar why they didn’t move to another house if they would live like separated, and he gave her evil smirk “so I can see them suffer when their own family hurts them, when their own blood don’t care about them anymore, that type of pain I want to be in the first raw to see”.

Sanskar went to meeting in goa for few days, swara was working and never cared to those dizzy attacks that keep coming to her as the thought it as due to leak of sleep.

It was one night where swasan taking on the phone…

Sanskar: ohh I miss you too much baby….

Swara: me too yaaar…

Sanskar: really, had you miss me in the way I missed you….

Swara had faded pink blush: no

Sanskar: No? are you sure you didn’t miss me peeling your dress away? Kissing you with hunger? My fingers lingering on your soft skin under your…

“BBBAAAAAs, you privet”

Swara shouted as her cheeks heated with fire shy red

“I can imagine you blush hard now princess, plus. Other. Things.” He spoke his last words huskily making swara in another world..

“please na Sanskar stop it, when you coming back?”

“I think you know the answer”

Ohh Sanskar I can’t believe its already a year since we married. Can’t believe that tomorrow is our second karvata chota”

“yea, hard for me too, our life was full of accidents na”

“hmm”

“remember what happen last karvata chota”

“you mean you lying to me”

“me?? When did I lyed”

“when you said that you will eat all this food teasing me while you know I will eat nothing”

“well I didn’t do it na”

“nahi… and it cause you to faint”

“what a memories princess”

“Sanskar you won’t do that again right, you won’t fast na please”

“swara don’t treat me like baby! I do this for what I believe for you”

“but you can’t hold fasting”

“and you do”

“yes, somehow god make us do, complain to him after this life, but now as long as you live specially tomorrow, don’t fast. Please”

“hmmm on one condition… tomorrow you also wont fast”

“what??? Forget it!! It’s my duty and my pleasure”

“and you are tired and my mom isn’t there to give you serge”

“mom prepared serge before she go and I will wake only to eat before sun rise, and I am fine”

“swara you are not, listen to me na”

“I am not, bye…”

Swara hanged the call, he calls and calls but never reply him, so he send her an sms “I can’t come by the night, and I need to be there to break your fast, please for me do this, if you love me”

His words moved the best of her but how can she not fast for her lovely husband, but then though ‘how he will know?’. She send sms back “ok then, just this time for you” but that wasn’t her attention at all

Swasan resume the call

“so we are on deal”

“yes, but when you are coming back?”

“after tomorrow, at afternoon”

“hmm”

Both talked and talked, normal and naughty till they dozed off sleeping on the voices of their breaths. Bad for swara she woke up late, just 30 mints before sun rise, she went hurry to the kitchen for her serge but didn’t find it. She looked again and again still nothing. She panicked, where would the serge go, she kept searching and found nothing, she can’t eat anything else. Sun rose and swara didn’t have a bite since yesterday lunch and wasn’t even a lot and now she is left with one option.

Pair of eyes watched her with hate, pair of eyes watched her with animosity, eyes that looked so similar to hers, “haan swara, no serge for you, and I know that you love Sanskar so much that you will fast for him even when you ate nothing”.

Ragini thoughts filled her dark heart suddenly, her obsession with laksh back to the surface one more time, she idea of swara slapping Sanskar didn’t leave her in peace, and the jealousy of swara being a very successful woman and famous while she started to bore her life as she is pregnant and laksh isn’t giving her much time.

Ragini left from there not caring the health of her own sister, and she didn’t know what danger she had put upon her. Swara worked like nothing happen… sujata called her (she was out of house and won’t come back until night) if she ate the serge and she said yes, it was uttra first fast and she was so happy for it.

Day passing slowly and swara not feeling well at all, she had to lock herself in the room for sometimes as she can’t see anything and get very blurry vision and feel hell dizzy, but then gain control and move to help her family.

As sepration wasn’t known to the world, the MM held the party together, but nor uttra or swara spoke to AP and sure as ragini is pregnant she can’t fast, but she was glowing knowing how weak swara is.

Night came and final preparation was being done, swara hated the fact that she will have to break her own fast by her hands and not by Sanskar hands like last time. Same time Sanskar was mints away MM, he would never miss karvata shota day with his wife, he wouldn’t miss fastinf this day for his princess but he tricked her about his coming date so she wouldn’t fast. He noticed how pale and sleepless she is and don’t want to risk this anymore.

At MM swara was in the kitchen, women were about to go out for moon, sujata came back and was happy with preparations. Swara came out of kitchen with her plate same time Sanskar enter the house and stood at stairs head, both swasan gaze fall on eather.

Both knew that they lied to each other, both knew that they love each other much far of breaking the fast of this day, both knew that their love can push them to any extent, but both didn’t knew something, something that would shake their world, something they weren’t aware of until a tear skipped swara eyes watching her prince and his pale face or until Sanskar saw how weak his wife is with a smile on her face and then ……

BLACK

For both of them

Both sawasan fell unconscious.

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