EK NAYI SHURUVAATH …..ZINDAGIKA (an ISHQBAAZ ff by phanikiran) Episode 34

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Episode: 34

When Kaal entered inside…… she saw Maahi who stood facing back…….she didn’t get any indication about his feelings…
For the sound that came when she closed the door…. cameout from his thoughts ……
Maahi: Miss. Kaalagjna……one of the top 10 business women in the world……..right…..he addressed her while turning back……
She understood him seeing his eyes…….
Kaal: mujeh patha hai mere baare mein patha chalchukatha……aur mein yeh bhi janatha hu kaise patha chala…
{ *I know that you know about me……nd I also know that how did you get my details….}.
He thought hearing her words as you r not an ordinay one….you r totally different from others…..
Kaal: Actually we both stood on the same line ……after knowing about me ….you didn’t ask me anything…..bcz u want to know that shall I open up myself or not……I became silent as to see your reaction after the truth revelation…….
Common don’t hide your angry ….show it on me……come on……she said…

Maahi: (in mind) angry …..tum par….nahi Gudiyaa……thum jo bhi ho aur jo kuch bhi karo…….tumhari upar gussa nikalna impossible for me……kyon ki tum sirf meri dimaag ya dil pe nahi…..with in 3 months you occupied my soul……
{*angry….on you….no Gudiyaa……whoever you are nd wtever you do……get angry on you is impossible for me……..bcz you…not only occupied my mind nd heart….but with in these three months you occupied my soul also..…*}

Coming from it……he looked into her eyes…….he continued…

Mahi: Hai koun thum?….Kyo aaya meri ghar?…..kyo aaya meri zindagime?……kyo pahuncha meri dil tak?……kyo kia yeh sab?….. tum yeh sab karneke peechhe jo wajah hai wo hai kya?…….he questioned her…..
{* who r you? ….why did you come to my house?…..why did you enter in my life?…..why did you touch my heart?…..why did you do all this?…..what is the reason behind your acts….*}
She observed a little anger nd a pain….nd also a different feel which she didn’t idenfied….in his voice….

Kaal: tumhaari pehli sawal ka jawab…..tumhaari well wisher….
{* answer for your first question……your well wisher….*}
Aur tumhari agla sawalon ka jawab to keep you happy nd make your life better…..
{* for your next questions…..to keep you happy nd make your life better….*}
Kyon kia?……kissiki dil ka dukh ko mitahne keliye….. …
{* to take away someones pain….*}
Wajah……tu manno ya naa maano….. jab mein yaha aayithi tab meri paas iss sawal ka jawab nahi…..lekin abb hai……yeh sab issliye kiya ki tumhara khoon jis Khandaan se judi hui uss Khandaan keliye kiya…..tum Oberoi Khandaan ki waris ho……wo haq tumko denekeliye kar rahihun……ab yeh meri zimmedaari bhi…..
{* reason….hhmmm…..if you accept or not….. until this day I don’t hv any answer to this question….but now I hv…..i did all these bcz to which Khandaan you are related …for it ….you r the heir of Oberoi Khandaan…..i have to prove it bcz its my responsibility now…..*}

Mahi: hai kya tumhara rista uss Khandan ke saath…..
{* how do you related to them….*}

Kaal: (in mind) aaj tak unse meri ristha Khoon aur dosti se judi hui…..lekin ab dil se bhi judi hui…par yeh baath mein tujko kabhi nahi kehpayega ….kyon ki mein jaanthi hu meri asliyath aur meri sthaan uss gharki kuch logom keliye kya hai…..
{* until this day …I am connected with them through blood nd friendship……but now it related to one’s heart……but I am helpless to say the same to you bcz I know ….for some people of that house who I am…*}

Mahi: I am asking you Miss.Kaalagjna……he raised his voice…..
Came out from thoughts……
Kaal: unse meri rista khoon se aur dosti se judi hai……
{* I am related with them through blood nd friendship….*}
Mahi: matlab…….{*means…*}

Kaal: Naani, jisko aap Dadi bulathana…..wo meri Naaniki bade Behan……issliye rista khoon se judi hui…….Shivaay aur Om se meri rista judi hui dosti se……..Rudra aur Prinku mereliye bachhe hai……….she explained……
{* Naani…whom you all are calling Dadi……is the elder sister of my Grandmaa….so its become blood relation…..Shivaay, Om nd me….we r best friends….Rudra nd Prinku ..they both r just like kids for me…*}

Mahi: well ……as per u ….if I am an Oberoi ….then wt is the base of the relation between you nd me…….he questioned observing her……….

Hearing it her eyes became widen with shock………she looked at him…..

Kaal: (in mind) I know wt’s the answer that u r expecting from me……but I am sorry…..
Looking at him …..she said……
“You are the eldest heir of Oberoi Khandaan………Shivaay ka Bhai….so mere aur Shivaay ki beech jo rista jaise judi hui waise wahi rista hamare beech mein bhi hotha hai…..”

Mahi: (with a hurting tone)….sirf Dosti……{* you mean friendship..*} asked looking into her eyes……
Noticing the feel of hurt in his voice…..she understood the inner meaning…..
Kaal: haa…..haan…..dos…..dosti…….said..
He was hurted but without showing it …..

Mahi: aap jaasakthe…..aapki marjise mein kuch bhi nahi karoonga…..said….
{* now you can leave plz….i never do anything as per your wish….*}

From starting she noticed one thing…..that is….. he is respecting her…….she understood……
She smiled….

Kaal: meri marzi se nahi….farz nibhanekeliye karenge aap……jis farz keliye khudki jaan khatre mein dalkar bhai ko bachayathana…….ussi farz nibhanekeliye karenge……tumko mauth se bachanekeliye bina poochke blood diyathana …..unkeliye karenge……..jiski zindagiko barbad honese bachanekeliye …..iss duniyase hamesha keliye jaaneko sochatha….uss bhai keliye karenge…….
{* to complete your responsibility you can do……bcz of this responsibility you saved your brother putting yourself in danger…..for that u can do it…..without asking any question to save you..he gave his blood….for him you can do it…..you never want your brothers downfall nd think to spoil his name nd fame…to stop all these things may be that r going to happen in future..you yourself want to leave this world forever…….for him you can do it…..*}

He was really surprised for hearing Shivaay gave him blood…..

Mahi: I have no responsibility to fulfil….bcz I don’t hv any relation with anybody…..so you may go now….please…..said…..showing her the entrance door……. turned back to hid his feelings……
Kaal smiled for his words nd turned to leave……

Mahi: (in mind)….Gudiyaa…ek baar …sirf ek baar kehado….hamare beech mein jo rista hai wo sirf dosti nahi….dil se judi hai….bus bina sochke aur bina poochke tumhaare saath aavoonga…….
{* Gudiyaa….once only once tell me…..the relation between us is not only friendship but also related to hearts…..enough for me…..without asking nd thinking anything I will come with you ….*}

Kaal: (in mind) …… I know Mahi…tum kis jawab mere moohse sunneko intezaar kar raha hai wo baath mere mooh se kabhi nahi baahar niklega….i am sorry Maahi……..
{* I know Mahi……for which you are waiting to know from me that will never comeout….i am sorry Maahi…..*}

A pain touched her heart…..
She slowly moved nd reached the door….opened the door nd before stepping out without turning back……

Kaal: ek din jaroor aayega aap mere paas…..mereliye nahi….aapke bhai Shivaay keliye aur unki bhalayi keliye……intezaar karoongi mein uss din keliye…..tab tak alivda……
{@#* you will come to me one day…..not for me….but for your brother Shivaay nd his wellness…..i will wait for that day…..until then bye**#@}
Said she went out with a heavy heart…..

Mahi turned back nd went near the window to see her…..
Seeing Kaal…..Kamala nd Chotu went near her…….she looked them nd smiled…….Kamala nd Chotu were trying to hide their tears…..
Holding Kamala’s hands…..
Kaal: Bhabhi….plz take care of Mahi….if you have any problem don’t forget me……
Kamala nodded nd pressed her hands gently…..
Kaal turned towads Chotu …..burshing his hair…..
Kaal: Chotu…..manage your Mahi bhaiyya….uniki baare mein har ek khabar har roj tum mujko bathana hai……karegana yeh……
{* Chotu …manage your bhaiyya…..will you give me the details of him everyday…will you do it…..*}
He nodded nd asked her….
Chotu: (with cying tone) Di….do you never come back…….

Kaal: (in mind) yeha se jaana mereliye mushkil kaam bani ab….mein kabhi nahi socha ek din mein aise raaste pe khadoongi…..uss raaste pe jaayenge tho itna takleef detha hai…..
{* leaving this place is now become a difficult task to me…I never think that one day I will stand in such a way …to go in that way will give pain….*}

Chotu shaked her calling Di……
Coming out from her thoughts….with a smile….said…
Kaal: tum chahetho mujeh ek call karo….mein Ali ko bhejdoongi….wo tumko leke aayenge mere paas…okay…

He nodded with teary eyes….
She said final bye to them and moved towards the centre where her car was……
Her heart is crying with pain……her feet are not able to move….she…. very difficultly reached her car….
She knew if she will turn back she couldn’t control herself…..

“itna kamjor kab bani tu….math karo aisa…aur tum kamjore padegi….you never reach your goal ….dont forget it throughout your journey until u will reach your goal”……..warned her brain……..
{* when did you become weak…….if you become like this you never reach your goal…….dont forget….*}

Literally she is fighting with her heart to win over it……

She composed herself nd before sitting in the car…she turned nd waved her hand to Chotu….Chotu also did the same…..but her heart searched for Maahi…..but she didn’t nd sat in the car……
Ali….started the car after Rosy nd Nandan sat inside….
She silently leaned back nd closed her eyes…..Rosy looked her with a little surprise as never see her before like this …….she is witnessing a new shade of Kaal……..she silently prayed the God…

In Mahi’s House:

Mahi who stood at the window to see his Gudiyaa……

“aise kaise karsakthi ho tum…..itna pattar kaise bani….nahi..nahi….tum jo karraheho wo alag hai….lekin jo mein tumhaari aankhom mein dekha wo alag thi….kaise samjhao tumko mein” ……….thinking he saw her…but when she turned to see him for the last time…he moved aside from the window…..
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“”mein bhi inteaar karoonga….aaj tak meri life mein jo kuch huva unkeliye mein jeeneko nahi socha…..par ab mein mere zindagi jeeneko wajah milchukatha…..well I live for you….nd to get back you……”
{* I will wait…..till this day I never want to live my life bcz I didn’t find any reason to live….but now I live my life to get you nd your love…..*}

He was disturbed by Kamala……
Kamala: Mahi…I will bring food for you……
Mahi: I don’t need anything….plz leave me now……..he requested her…..
She understood his condition nd before leaving she said ‘if you need anything plz call me’ ……..he nodded…
She left from there praying the god to bring his love back…..
Chotu who stood there…..seeing Mahi…..he also thought to left…..when he cameout from the house his focus laid on the chain which had fallen on the ground……
He went near it nd took it into his hands…..before he could say…..Mahi who came out nd noticed the chain in Chotu’s hands…..he went near Chotu nd took it from him….
Chotu: shayad giri hui….may be Di didn’t notice it…..i will give it to….
Before he completes it…..
Mahi: unki jaroorath nahi hai Chotu…..tu jao…said went inside holding it…..
{* there is no need of it….you can go….*}
Chotu looked him nd left…..
Mahi went inside closing the door and laid in the sofa….
He caressed the chain ……his mind started remembering the incidents from Kaal’s entry to her exit…..
Doesn’t know when his eyes were closed….
When Chotu came to him…….he saw Mahi through the window…..he is sleeping in the sofa keeping the chain in his hand near his heart…..Chotu understood nd without disturbing he left……..

At Farm House:

After reaching the farm house Rosy informed Kaal as we reached Maam…..she opened her eyes and got down the car…..before went inside….
Kaal: Mr.Nandan…will meet you tomorrow in the office…….said she left…..
He nodded nd left from there……Rosy followed her….
When she went inside …….seeing her attire all are shocked…..she silently left to her room….
Before entering inside her room…stopped nd without turning back……
Kaal: Rosy…..inform Mr.Khadir…..take over the security charge of the Chawl and its surrounding area….nd don’t disturb me until I will call you ……..said she went inside nd closed the door…..
She moved towards the mirror nd stood infront of it…..looking at her reflection……

“”kya huva tumko…..kaise kismath hai tumhari……aaj tak jobhi tumko pasand aathi hai wo sab bhagwaan tumse cheeniliya…..aaj kismath tumko kuch deneko socha… lekin tum khud unse door jaaneko koshish karrahiho….kyo….wo itna poochke baad bhi tum pattar jaise kaisi khadi thi….tumhaari ander dil naam ka koi cheese hai ya nahi……tune dukh deneko nahi……. dukh ko mitaneko gayithina unke paas….lekin kya karke nikilithi tune…..”””
{* wt happened…….wt a fate that you hv…….from your childhood wtever you love most God always make you to loose it…..but now he wants give something to you….wt you r doing ……..you yourself trying to run away from it….why…..he indirectly asked you…you..you stood like a statue…..you went to him to remove his pain but wt did you do ….you added more pain……….*}
while thinking it when she is observing herself then she noticed the absence of her waist chain….
She searched the way that she came inside but she didn’t get…..she opened the door in hurry and wentout to search it……when she reached the hall searching for it Rosy was surprised seeing her…..Rosy asked her but she didn’t reply her….infact in searching the chain she didn’t hear her question…..
Kaal went outside the house……she looked for the car in the parking lot….when she found it she went near it and opened the back door and checked inside….
Both Ali nd Rosy didn’t understand her act as for wt she is searching……..
When she didn’t find it she stood in shock like a statue as she didn’t understand where nd when she was lost it….
Seeing her condition….Rosy went near her and adjusting herself she slowly put her hand on Kaal’s shoulder….called her “Maam”
Came into sense she looked at Rosy….
Rosy: wt happened Maam …for wt you r searching…..tell us we will help you ….seeing at Ali she said…..Ali nodded in agree……
Kaal: na…nothing…nothing………..said she went inside in losting herself……
She went inside her room nd closed the door……she laid on the bed and closed her eyes ……..after a long time her eyes…her heart…..nd her soul shedded tears for herself……..
Her mind is remembering the moments with Maahi and the moment of gifting the chain to her…….
Doesn’t know when she was slept….
THE JOURNEY BEGAN….IN WHICH MAAHI WANT TO GET BACK HIS GUDIYAA……KAAL TRY TO COMEOUT FROM HIS INFLUENCE ND WANT TO REACH HER GOAL AT ANY COST …..
LETS SEE WHO WINS WHOM…..BCZ THE GOD BEGAN HIS GAME IN WHICH HE MADE KAAL-MAAHI AS THE PLAYERS….
WILL MAAHI MEET HER AGAIN …IF YES THEN IS HE SUCCEED IN GETTING HER BACK???…….
WILL SHE MEET HIM …..IF YES IS SHE SUCCEED IN REACHING HER GOAL????…..
WHAT HAPPENED IN THEIR LIVES……HOW SHE WILL FACE THE TROUBLES ND SOLVE THEM IN REACHING HER GOAL……HOW WILL MAAHI CONFRONT KAALAGJNA ND WILL HE SUCCEED IN WAKING UP HER INNER FEELINGS OF LOVE…..
TO KNOW……LETS JOIN WITH THEM…… ND KEEP READING……

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