I wanna heart to die but not soul to live – episode 22

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So let’s take a start

Devi g- slapped Shivay i knew it u was behind this. Tum nay meri poti ka Kya halat kar de ?

Shivay- I’m sorry Dadi.

Devi g- tell me what u did with her that Anika is  pushing herself in hell.

Chanda- Dadi please this is not the time for all this

Gauri- was too crying Dadi let chanda say what’s the matter

Chanda- Anika roz jeeti aur maarti thi. She even forget herself which make her ” Anika” just Anika and she became Anika Sing. no cheer always had fear I tried to ask her that what happened but she never said a word.

She used to love to see moon  and rain but then she start hating it. She closed all the doors

Anika start taking sleeping pills
I don’t know but in sleep she used to pov ” u r gold digger” and call her ” mother”

But this was not end of this day by day her anger was rising it’s peak  that’s why i requested Gauri don’t make her angry nor let her shouted because after that her head aches badly.  Sometimes she use to harm herself but never feel the pain.

Dr precise some medicines but she use to throw them even injection have no effect on her.

All were crying listening too this

Anika- was getting restless how come  I went to that room and how uff why I’m not remembering anything. Anika was getting angry ….. where to get the clue

Chanda- Dr Shanaya called me and pov that Anika is suffering from severe depression that’s why because  that she’s suffering from …….

Anika broke the vase in anger

All got shocked to hear the sound

Chanda- Anikaa

Shivay- ran towards Anika room and asked her to open the door damm it.

Om- Shivay door can’t be open workout passward and we can’t even break it

Devi g- there might be some way na. Anika please open the door I’m ur Dadi beta

Gauri- Bhavay go and try to enter from window

Bhavay- g di

Rudy- Bhavay I’m coming too.

Shivay- was crying

Bhavay and Rudy were trying to open the window

Anika- in this cold weather Anika closed her eyes and  was laying in bathtub,water was oozing from tab and instead of tears Anika was having flashback of her maa and  Shivavy calling her gold digger and shameless

Bhavay- jumped in the room Anika di

Rudy- unlocked the door for rest to enter

Bhavay- Anika di

Omru- bhabi

Gauri- checked the bathroom and shouted Anikaaa di

All ran towards bathroom

Dadi heart pricked  to see her poti like this

Shivay- while crying took Anika in arms and place her on bed. Hey Anika wake up and he checked Anika pulse which was decreasing

Chanda- let me bring her injection

Gauri- Bhavay take Dadi with u. Dadi please go with Bhavay u will get unwell

Devi g- I’m not going anywhere

Dadi and jhanvi to step in Anika room

Dadi what happened and she got shocked to see Anika in this state

Chanda- give injection to Anika and ask Gauri to help me in changing her clothes

Anika- how I step in to that room? Why u did that Shi……

Bhavay- come with me dadi’s

Omru- were crying

Gauri- please go out i’hv change di clothes she will get cold

Shivay- holding Anika hand I’m not going anywhere

Gauri- bhaiya plz Omkara g take him

Omru- bhaiya come

Chanda and Gauri changed Anika clothes

Chanda- Gauri I think u should stay back with Anika she get restless in sleep too so she needs u.

Gauri- crying and nodded yes

Shivay- was standing outside anika’s crying and waiting for chanda. Chanda how she’s now can I go in plz i want to stay with her

Chanda- Shivay come with me

Shivay- why u r looking so worried chanda

Gauri- Anika di is getting restless

Devi g- tell me the truth what happened in my absence and why Anika is saying how I step in to that room ? She’s gone to …..

GAYA-  crying yes Dadi Anika di step in to ” Maa” room

Devi g- stumbles, what?

Gauri- pov the whole incident

Devi g- crying

Dadi- devi g stop crying

Om- chanda why it’s so that Anika bhabi didn’t  remember

Chanda- shouted because Anika is suffering from ” Amnesia”

Rudy- what’s that?

 Chanda- Anterograde amnesics  is a disease that show difficulty in the remebering, learning  and retention of information encountered after brain damage.
And in Anika case after getting headache and panic attacks she forgets

And Dr  Shanaya said that Anika need proper sleep and she has to keep her brain relax no stress and importantly make Anika  cry out her emotions because if she won’t cry.  Then there are chances of “brain tumour”  and she can die

Shivay- kneely down and crying

Dadi  – shivavy puttar your one single mistake and see what Anika has done to herself just to be away from ur memories she stress herself that much that now she’s….

Rudy- bhaiya why r u crying please don’t cry? But tell me are these tears of sadness or happiness. I’m sure these tears are of happiness

Om- Rudy

Rudy- crying why always u ask me to stay quite today i won’t stay quite my Anika bhabi has pushed herself in “well of death” just because of SSO.

Shivay- how can I Rudy I know u r hurt but I’m too?

Rudy- No u r not u always peek for the chance to prick Anika bhabi as much as u can. But u all r not at fault alone ” it was all just because of  my foolish prank that I ask Anika bhabi to stand infront of u as ” Bride” I didn’t knew that it will shape into “Deathly Reality”.

And u know Anika bhabi didn’t came back for your ” Alimony” she came back for ur sake to give us back are old SSO notting else she needs.

Rudy- hug O, why we stop her it was good that she was leaving Mumbai forever but we stop her for SSO I was so selfish

Om- Rudy chup kar jaa Anika bhabi don’t like tears in our eyes

Rudy- yes O bhabi don’t like this see I’m not crying

 “Rajput Mansion became River of tears ”

Rudy ran to Anika room.  Anika bhabi sorry u don’t like this na and so as I . So from now onwards I’m going to call u Anika di but please talk to me. Have u forgotten ur Rudy I know u r angry with me because I didn’t that prank

Om- Rudy don’t blame urself and again u r crying and come Anika bhabi need rest see she’s sleeping and if she again got conscious than she won’t sleep again and what chanda said she need rest

Rudy- Anika di don’t worry I’m here with u and nothing will happen to u and Rudy kissed on Anika cheek. Good nite ?

Om- Anika bhabi I angry with u I didn’t knew that u r so weak that just because of  single person u can kill urself. I always adore u to be my bhabi because I felt that u can be only the right choice for SSO and can change him but. “U changed urself”. Rudy said correct we r also responsible for the this I’m sorry.

Bhavay- Gauri di please can we all sleep in Anika bhabi room please

Gauri- Bhavay, di need rest

Om- Gauri please we won’t sound but let us and one by one we can check her too. I know none will sleep but still

Rudy- haan aur may floor par layt jaou ga aur ab say koi prank bhi nahe karu ga  paka promise O

Gauri- di got temperature

Gaya aur omru having flashback of Anika masti

Behati Hawa Sa Tha Woh, Udati Patang Sa Tha Woh
Kahaan Gaya Use Dhundon
Hmm Hamako Toh Raahein Thi Chalaati
Woh Khud Apani Raah Banaata
Girata Sambhalata Masti Mein Chalata Tha Woh
Hamako Kal Ki Fikar Sataati, Woh Bas Aaj Ka Jashn Manaata
Har Lamahe Ko Khulake Jita Tha Woh
Kahaan Se Aaya Tha Woh, Chhuke Hamaare Dil Ko
Kahaan Gaya Use Dhundon

Pinky aunty- OMM yeh devi g ka pushtani mandir to bohat shoob raha i didn’t knew that my prayer will be listen by bhagwan so soon. Finally today I’ll get good sleep
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Next morning

Anika- woke up and was shocked to see all Gaya and omru sleep in her room

Bhavay to her left sleeping with hugging Anika , Gauri to her right side and omru laying on floor

Anika how come they all r sleeping in my room and how they entered in. Bhavay unlocked the room after all she’s cop. But why they are sleeping in my room. What’s the time it’s      7:00 am. I’m late today i’hv meeting with Gupta’s. But Bhavay is sleeping on me like kids

What to do if I move they all will get distrube but I’m getting late too.

Anika somehow managed and took her clothes and opened the door but was shocked to see Shivay sleeping with wall support.

What they all are doing in and outside my room. Anika was slowly stepping down and was about to leave when she saw Rajput Mansion door was locked.
Anika how come door is locked I’m getting late let me go from back door. What’s this it’s locked too. Who did that?

Gauri- Bhavay, omkara g and Rudy bhiaya get up Anika di is not in room and all rushed out

Shivay too woke up.

Anika- was struggling with doors who locked on the doors

Devi g- Ur Dadi, Devi Singh Rajput did it

Anika- but why Dadi now give me the keys I’m already late

Devi g- for what? Any meeting

Anika- yup

Devi g- but all ur meetings are cancelled and for next full week no more work

Anika- what? Sneezing aachuu, aachuu

Rudy- laughing now “tigeress is caged” and he start dancing.

Gauri- omkara g now tigeress will roar

Bhavay- No Gauri di, tigeress became mouse infront of Dadi. Hahaha

Devi g- now go to ur room and get fresh today  I’hv prepared breakfast so go. Anika u too and I don’t have the habit of listening ” No”

All cupped their mouths

Shivay- ab Anika ki OMM honaye wali hai

Anika- frown Shivay and step back to her room

Chanda- I hope Anika gets fine soon

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Percape  Dev entery in Rajput Mansion
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