“Is love eternal..?” SHIVIKA FF by kanfi “Chap 14”

Yaar… i am really sry for not commentin…. i had holidays for the past few days and i was out most of the days so didn’t get time ? (kaan pakad ke sry) and u updated the last three chps pretty soon.
I am cryin right now ???… a tissue plz ?. I already miss this stry. It was just so beautiful and heart touchin and a sad reality of life. Sometimes the death of the person isn’t such a bog sorrow… the bigger sorrow is u weren’t able to meet them one last time ??…. talk to them for the last time or see their face for the last time. Atleast tht contentment is there tht u were there with them durin their last times.
The moment anika read shivay’s letter…. the flood of tears just increased and the guiltiness increased as well ☹. Sometimes our daily schedule is just so packed tht we frgt some things unknowinly which could be of great importance. Aftr readin the letter… all she wanted was to see him and fulfill his wish… she ran off to tht person with the hope tht she’ll be able to meet him…. though somewhere tht hope was shatterin inside.
The world slipped frm beneath her feet when tht person said tht SHIVAY’S NO MORE… it seemed like the world stopped therein…. all the memories with him were replayin in her head. She tried to give fake assurance to herself tht he’s perfectly fine and tht man must have had some misunderstanding. She was in a state of disbelief. But wht was killin her more was tht she wasn’t able to tell him her feelings nor was she able to fulfill his wish.
She got shivay’s video…. he understood tht she might have not got his letter caz otherwise she would have been by his side by now. He apologised for not tellin her abt his disease…. he wanted to tell her his feelings but never got the chance. He reminded her of their promises. He regretted tht he was never able to tell her how he feels… he asked her to move on in life.
Anika couldn’t control her tears at all ??… she cursed herself for not readin shivay’s letter. At least she was able to see him durin his last days through the video and she had it with her to cherish his memories. All night she cried thinkin of their moments and how she was never able to figure out wht he was hiding and how she couldnt be with him durin his last days when he needed her the most.
She decided to fulfill her shivay’s wishes which he wasn’t able to. She opened an orphanage which was well maintained…. she provided education to the kids and gave them all the facilities they need… a normal life which every kid has and orphans wish for it. She gave the wings to their dreams and supported them. She planned a drama of her and shivay’s stry givin themselves a happy ending. They waited for her to arrive but she was relivin her memories with shivay.
Anika sat at the juhu beach reminiscing their moments… their pani puri battle… their promises…. shivay’s last video ?. She couldn’t think of moving on at all… shivay was everythin for her and she couldn’t forget him ever…. he accepted her with her painful past and removed all her sorrows. She lived to fulfill his dreams with the memories she had of him.
Wht was supposed to be the happiest day of her life turned into the saddest tragedy…. when she thought of proposing him and tellin her feelings, she got to knw he was no more. He turned her life into a happy fun filled one…. erased all the painful memories of her past and created new happy ones.
I am really glad tht u kept this ff close to reality…. not every cancer patient survives ??.
Well… u made me cry so much in the past few days with the emotional chpters. Hope u strt anthr ff soon but a happy one ?… only if ur free. U gave the entrance exam or ur preparin for it ? Anyways, take care dear and love u loads ❤❤❤❤❤.