She was not sure of what it would feel like for others but for her it was like something unbearable. Her heart was paining or hurting or aching. All the words seemed suitable in the position. The reminiscence of the thoughts of her past was like a needle going through without much effort.
She couldn’t carry on explaining to herself what were her feelings and emotions at that time. Her heart was quite sure that she would burst in to tears in this moment for her eyes were like covered with red threads. But for one thing or the other she didn’t. Maybe because she didn’t forget where she is. Or because of thinking of others who are around her.
How could you forget me? She felt like asking from him. But the effort will be in vain because he didn’t even know what relationship she has with him. How unusual? I’m pretty sure that no one in this whole world ever did have a problem like this in their whole life. She felt a tug at heart remembering her little girl.
I made him remember our daughter but who will make him remember his wife? That was a fare question after all. None will be able to make him remember for all of them were not so close to him. At that moment she felt that her heart was too heavy to carry on through life. What kind of a life I’m spending. She reflected.
I should go somewhere else in this world and try to live without any interference. But what would happen to her family ? Looks like there is no other way than to live in this by somehow. What do I worth if I were to run away from this ? That was a good question in fact as it made her heart little light. Without thinking further she got up from the green bench where she was sitting till dawn and headed to her home as they were waiting for Ishitha.
The End
HI Everyone! I thought of writing this because I felt sorry for what is happening to Ishu in YHM these days. Really what a life is that ha? And I hope you like this little effort. If there are any mistakes I hope you would help me to correct it by commenting it below. And All the positive and negative comments are welcomed. Thank you so much for reading this.
8 Comments
Really dear poor ishu l also felt same view for ishu
Yes ? thank you so much for your comment
superb , . well written , loved the way u wrote ishitas feeling , feelign sad for ishita . u used to write a ff on ishra right . i miss that a lot .
Hi Varshuu.. thank you so much. Yeahh. Your comment means a lot???
It’s really different one from other ff’s….u described ishita’s felings so well..waiting for your next part…
Ohh I have a friend by your name ! Thank you so much for your comment. But actually I wrote this as an OS and not a FF? . Your comment means a lot.
Feeling of ishu is really fantastic what you have description and really it moved my eyes when I read
Oh God I’m so sorry ? but thank you so much for your comment