AAJ JANY KI ZIDD NA KARO few shots (PART 4)

part 4 arjun was crying on road n sam reached in neil z house…. she was crying n shouting for neil…neil on listening samz heart wrentching shrieks rushed towards sam n held her from shoulders…………….
sam:neil ….hhhh….hhhh…eve…very thing is lost m lost my trust on arjun is broken ,even rads is such a betrayer,i want to die,aaaahhhhh……..every thing is over…overrrrrr…ahhhhhh…..my mother left me when i was young ,paa only fulfilled my financial needs, he considers only fulfilling demands is a fathers duty but i want love his affection,now arjun whom i was supposed to marry celebrated his first night with that rads,i will not forgive them,not….never….m i this much useless…..nobdy loves me……aaahhhh….m trash….
neil; shut up…how dare u han ,how dare u to call urself trash…I LO….then he was silent nd he thought to confess his love for her later as she was not in her senses she may took him wrong n consider it as his pitty… sam;why ur silent …m not trash haina? (wipping her tears)then will you accept me….i…mea…nnn….hannn….i mean will u marry me….now tell me will u? no na….nobody will marry me….i want to die…i dont want to live in this hell
neil: wat r u saying….r u in senses….u r saying this in anger later u’ll regret it…. (neil was happy but he knew it its just a decision in haste but later she will regret it) sam:now thts it…she took knife placed in a fruit tray n placed it over her wrist ….thats y i wanna die…. slappp …yeah neil slapped her n snatched knife nd hugged her tight
neil: how could you take ur life hannn ….have u forgotten jahan samundr sigh wahan uska idiot…wat will ur idiot do after u…hannn….mrs.idiot kahin ki….(he smiled a painful one n broke hug) Neil took sam to a mandir n held her in a bridal style n begin to take vows ….sam was stuuned by seeing his affection n love but was again arjunz betrayal flashed through her mind n she closed her eyes n clutched his shirt more tightly n let her tears flow down her cheeks…neil noticed it n smiled n wiped her tears n kissed her forhead gently yet pationately….n no more tears from now onwards n after completing vows he made her wear mangalsutra,n cut his thumb n filled her mang….sam was startled withhis behaviour…. she thought he loves me?may be he took pitty on me….but why he is showing such affection that toosuddenly even arjun had not shown me such love n care…he really loves me….but y he has not yet confessed n her thoughts were broken by neil…..
neil:oye samundr sigh suhaag raat yahan hi mnany ka irada hy kiya…n winked sam hit him playfully n they left from their to their home….neil stopped car n lift sam in his arms n marched to their room sam:oye mera dil toota hy pair ni…(my heart is broken not feet)…now left me i can walk my self n a loan tear escaped from her eyes…. neil:(to lighten her mood)…oye anso gas bas krdy abb wrna….. sam:wrna?? n neilproceed towards her she was on bed laying in half sitting position neil placed his hands on both sides of bed nd whispered in her ears stooping on her” suhaaag RAAT ka mtlb pta hy….mtlb….. sam z eyes widened n den she regnised his playfull tricks n smiled….n begin laughing neil:thats like my sammu singh…anso ki tanki kahi ki….now go n change wrna meri neeyat na badal jaye…..
sam knew it that neil is trying to lighten his mood…but his eyes were wet…having some mystery…yeah painful mistery ….she changed her dress n lay on bed …thinking all happenings she slowly drifted to sleep…. on the other hand neil changed his clothes n was observing his face in mirror while he was in deep thoughts eyes were deep red thinking how helpless he is sam his love….now his wife…but he has not confesssed his love for her….he wants to say her how much he loves her as loud as he could but lips were rebelling….his heart was confessing her mind was reasoning how he could be so selfish…she is in love with some one else how he could claim her his….LOVE is to sacrifice for her happiness….but no his heart was not ready to accept it….he could not leave her for someone else ….sam is his only his…..now his wife his better half…but………i cant be selfish…no no.nnooooooooo….ahhhhhh..he hold his head n shouted n broke the mirror in front of her with punches…his hand was bruised n blood flowing uncontrolable ….but this was of no speed compared as campaired to his tears….pain was nothing infront of his heart ache……..he could no longer hold that fake smile in front of her….one day she will leave him after clearing misunderstandings with arjun…her love…so called love…………… ~~ ” MANA K TAGHAFILL NA KARO GY LAIKIN KHAAK HOJAIN GY HUM TMKO KHABAR HONY TAK ” ~~ Here radhika after listening sam n arjun z convo felt dejected a panoti in others z life….no space for her in this photo frame ..even her own family disowned her with out listening once i wanted to be proud daughter of my family but m a spot on their dignity ….she wipped her tears….even my friends dont consider me trustworthy….n arjun my love…whom i love unconditionally loves sam n its just a mistake for him but for me its beautifull night of my life which i owed at cost of my dignity..it was not my fault…”ISHQ KUCH SHAY (CHEEZ) HE AISI….AANDHI…DUNIYA KI RASSAM HAR QAID SY AZAD…AIK BAARD HOJAYE TO AASHIQ KAHIN KA NAHI REHTA BAS APNNY MEHBOOB KA HI HOKAR REH JATA HY” ~~ ISHQ KA AIK HI WIRDD HY AASHIQ MEHBOOB K GIRD HY~~ …but yes m faulty in the eyes of people.but love is demandless n selfless…yeah i’ll love you till my last breath…but dont want to be a hurdle in ur love life….she took a pen n scribbled some thing on it and handed it to security gaurd of arjun z home n asked him:if arjun baba inquires about me give this to him nd left in a haste….keeping all pain within herself ~~ ISHQ PAR ZOR NHI YA WO AATISH GHALIB JO LGAYE NA LGY AUR BHUJHAYE NA BUJHY~~ ______________________________________________________________________________________ that it hope u like it dont forget to comment….tata