Part 9 Plan in action
Meharbaan kadardaan, sitting on not in paan ki dukaan , haazir ahi Richa ki dukaan ke alsi pakwaan…….
Bhare jo aap me jaan ACLS, hero ke nazariye se hazzir hai , meri jaan, WeLl meharbaan …. Kadardann……. Sahebann………………….
“Some people are like clouds. When they go away, it’s a brighter day.”
Well those flees gathered , around the sweet, and there some ways to protect the sweet…….
No.1 shoo them off….. Naa they were required for the plan…….
No.2 . Whack them with the fly bat or bug flapper or zap them up with a bug zapper I don’t mean Principal I mean her and her anger……
A hefty task and I hate , hardwork …….
No .3 Poison the sweet …… Naa too rude…….
No 4. Cover the sweet………….
No .5 Eat it yourself………
Well I like the sweet Jalebi and this sweet thing was just round like……
The next was , PLAN BROUGHT TO ACTION…….
I happily talked to her friends , and they all were just to themselves and my talk,
As she couldn’t stand for long time as for her problem , and the crowd pushing and chaos also a , sort of posing threat to her…….
She at first stood alone behind the crowd, but when someone from the crowd pushed her and she, banged with the end/ corner of ………
AW MAN!!! It was painful even to see that,
As she hit the protruding end of the water , pipe , it almost………..
I – I –It almost just……………
She was in great pain ………….
I couldn’t even…. Couldn’t even reach her…….. that clumsy crowd….. that ………….
They didn’t even bother to check her…
She somehow pulled herself up, and rested herself, to the wall ,
And her dress, her beautiful dress all spoiled, at that damp place…….
If I leave that, she got hurt, S-S-SHE GOT HURT BECAUSE OF ME!!!!!
Damn it , just damn it………
To hell go my smartness my popularity, when I can’t even……..
I really , really couldn’t do anything, and all my fault , I should have thought about her and her prob……. Her safety………. HER………………
BEFORE I THOUGHT OF THE PLAN…….
Well that plan was a BIG fail…….. and my disgusting planning , gave her pain…..
Don’t care whether she realized the fact about her company or not, just know that she was hurt because of me ………..
I just shooed off those flees somehow, and went to her and said sorry for……
She asked me sorry for what?? And looked down ……. Looked she was just hiding her face ….
But why?? She looked down and said ….
“ Hey, it isn’t your mistake at all , neither their all my fault…….despite of knowing my drawback, I mean after knowing all, that I couldn’t , withstand, I couldn’t do that I still thought I could equal them , I am nor….”
“what?? What are you saying??” I just cut short her talk …….
Nothing is wrong with you!!You are perfect, you are just like the others …….”
With teary eyes we looked at each other and had our first unnoticed eyelock,
She pulled herself up and began to move towards the classroom……..
Oh!! No need to do that you are not at fault… its none of your…….
She exclaimed…….
I just stood there like a stood, didn’t even realize that……. But I realized that she was very good at heart and couldn’t badmouth anyone, even when the other was wrong and she has a reason to do so….
A tear flowed down my cheek , as she turned back , and I felt really guilty , I was guilty at heart ,
For not …..
ARGHHH!!!!! Why just why…..
And I punched the wall hard …………
OUCH!!!! OUCH!!!!
AHHHH!!!!! AAOOOOWOOOO!!!
Well these things looked good when someone else do it and they really hurt bad when you do it…..
But that guilt, that feeling to repent ate all that pain ……. And I understood her pain was greater than mine…..as she went through those series of painful incidents everyday……………
But she tried to give the best to others no matter how rude were they to her…….
I saw that pain in her eyes…… but she never expressed,
Now I know why she sat alone……
Why she was sometimes irritating…… why she behaved as a clown ……….. just to seek attention……………..
Just to have someone to talk to………… just to eliminate that loneliness……….. just to have someone to be called a friend just to………………
Now I knew why she wept silently…………..
She was different, yeah she was…………
Not in that sense……………. But to her kindness……………
Her way of facing things………….. the worse………….. she wasn’t so weak like me……….
She just smiled away or remained normal…… but never did bad to anyone….
Because ………………. She know what is………………
and yes who know the worse , are the worse but she was something different , she knew the worse , she’d the worse…………… but never had been the worse………………..
That was something I lost my heart to…….
And I promised myself that I would never let her frown………….
I thought that “I’d rather be alone than surrounded by people who pretend to care”
And she thought that she ‘ rather be with people who don’t care, don’t even pretend to……. just know their true side ‘
This gave less chances of being more hurt, regrets, trauma, as you already know them well and don’t have any expectations…………..
As…………………..
Expectations , are the cause of……………
Expectations can…………………
They are sore………………..
If fulfilled they make feel like heaven………….
If not then………………
Well you already know what to fill into those incomplete sentences………….
“Love is like two people holding a rubber band,
we pull,
then when one person let’s go,
it’s The Person Who Held On That Gets Hurt!!!!”
THANK U-
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Well my dearies Ruby, nish, krish, manha ,minnal, and sweet Dia nd silent readers guysss I won’t give excuses as zu alredyzzz knows themzz, just wanna say here is the update read and review and comment late hai toh kyaa aayi toh sahi na update LOL
Soooo ENJOYYYY……………… dimaag ka dahi naa karna na late hone ke poaaste daantna behnooo kyunki slow tortoise aka turtle won the rase not the fast rabbit 😛 padhte rahiye , bakiyon ko bhi zabardasti padahte rahenge links bhejte rahenge par aap commenbt b karte rahen varnaa mirrrrchi waaala sher… yaad hai naa yaaa practically… 😛
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Credit to: Richa