Always On My Mind….. Sidmin os (twinj)

Hii guys koi nahi janta kaun hun kya hun? So let me introduce myself first. I am a girl studying in class 12 with science math. 2018 mein exam hai board. Bas itna kafi hai guess. Jyada bakbak karti hun main kya? Ok ok so wait i love you all i read all the ff and os on tei tu and till now a silent reader. So i thought to try for once. I know its boring but ignoring that i want you to read that.

The first ever piece of writing by me.

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No he can’t do that. He can’t leave me alone in this world. I will not be able to live without him. Please Kunj please come back to me for once. I promise sab kuch theek kar dungi main. Kabhi koi siyappa nahi karegi tumhari ye siyappa queen. Said a voice and now the camera shifts towards that person who is none other than twinkle. She is wearing saree and is seen crying. And her eyes are getting red because of it.

Twinkle…… twinkle behave yourself. You know he never loved you and I know you also never did. So why all this. What’s the need for this all. You always loved Yuvraj and everyone knows that. So stop doing this dramas and all. Said a voice from back. The shifts towards her and she is none other than Leela.

Twinkle: Maa meri baat ko samjho maine uss waqt usse (uv) pyar kiya jab main apne aap se nahi mili aur sayad tab main pyar ka matlab bhi nahi janti thi. Tab pyar kiya jab kunj mera nahi aur main uski nahi thi. Aur ye aap bhi janti ho wo pyar nahi tha kyunki pyar waisa nahi hota jaisa main Uv se karti thi balki pyar to wo tha jo kunj mera kunj mujhse karta tha. Aap usse kabhi nahi samajh payi aur mujhe bhi bahut waqt laga usse janne mein ki ab mera kunj ab mere saath nahi hai. Maine usse hamesha ke liye kho diya pata nahi wo kaha hoga…

Cut said a voice…

So for now pack up. Jasmin and Sidhant you both come to my cabin. I need to talk with you both.

Sidmin together: what happened? is everything ok? You called us there.

Director: Tumhe nahi lagta ki tum dono aaj kal kuch jyada hi ignore kar rahe ek dushre ko. Yaad toh hai na ki tum donno ki jodi tumhari friendship aur understanding ki wajah se hit hui hai. So please don’t let you ego come in between. It will destroy you both.

Sidmin left the cabin and went to their respective vanity.

I’m booking myself a one way flight
I gotta see the color in your eyes
I’m telling myself I’m gonna be alright
Without you baby is a waste of time…

They both reminisce the day when they meet for the very first time.
In the selection for the show when they both were selected. And without knowing each other they hugged each other.

Yeah, our first date, girl, the seasons changed
Got washed away in a summer rain
You can’t undo a fall like this
‘Cause love don’t know what distance is
Yeah, I know it’s crazy

Jasmin to meet sid officially for first time. For the very first time when director introduced both of them to each other. They met their hands and feel spark in their bodies but ignored that.

But I don’t want good and I don’t want good enough
I want can’t sleep, can’t breathe without your love
Front porch and one more kiss, it doesn’t make sense to anybody else
Who cares if you’re all I think about,
I’ve searched the world and I know now,
It ain’t right if you ain’t lost your mind
Yea I don’t want easy, I want crazy
Are you with me baby? Let’s be crazy, yeah

The first day first shoot of both of them. And everything is flashing in their mind. Till now everything either it was their media conference, serial shoots and their real life bonding.

I wanna be scared, don’t wanna know why
Wanna feel good, don’t have to be right
The world makes all kinds of rules for love
I say you gotta let it do what it does

Jas p.o.v
Yeah that’s true that day i met him for first time officially but i have met him before infact i have hugged him.
Kya ho gaya tha mujhe uss dinn ye to mujhe bhi nhi pata bas itna janti hun ki main usse mili to aisa laga ki haan yahi hai wo jo mera hai aur main uski. Par usne bhi Mujhe uss dinn gaale lagaya tha. Kya wo bhi wahi feel kar raha hai..
Uss dinn usse milne ke baad Maine khud ko usme kho diya. Isiliye abhi usse duri bana rahi hun. Janti hun wo show se bahar nahi jaa raha lekin mujhe darr hai kahi usse meri baaton ka pata chal gaya toh kya hoga.  Kya hoga jab usse pata chalega ki main real life mein uski hun. Sirf uski. And she blushed. Camera shifts to sid..

I don’t want just another hug and a kiss goodnight
Catchin’ up calls and a date sometimes
A love that revels and we still believe
We’re the kind of crazy people wish that they could be, yeah

Oh, I know we’re crazy, yeah

Sid p.o.v.
Chalo serial mein hi sahi lekin twinkle ne bola to ki usse pata hai mere aur mere pyar ke baare mein. Jab jab wo shoots pe bhi mere kareeb aati hai tab bhi Mujhe sirf wahi dikhti hai. Jab kal humne wo swimming pool scene shoot kiya to main hi janta hun kaisa sambhala tha khud ko. Kya pata usse kahi meri serial chodne wale real reason ka pata to nahi chal gaya. Waise sahi song tha kal shoot pe main jo jee raha hun wajah tum ho. Haan sirf tum ho. Sirf aur sirf tum…

But I don’t want good and I don’t want good enough
I want can’t sleep, can’t breathe without your love
Front porch and one more kiss, it doesn’t make sense to anybody else
Who cares if you’re all I think about,
I’ve searched the world and I know now,
It ain’t right if you ain’t lost your mind
Yea I don’t want easy, I want crazy
You with me baby? Let’s be crazy

Sidmin p.o.v together.

Sid: lekin kal main chala jaunga. Kya pata phir kab mulakat ho. Aur jab se usse meri jane wali baat pata chali hai wo to bas mujhe hi ignore kar rahi hai?

Jas: Ignore nahi karun to aur kya karun baith kar tamasha dekhun ki wo yaha se jhalak aur phir kisi dushri ladki ke saath koi shoot karein aur main uski co actor kahlaun. Aur wo to mujhse puch bhi nahi raha ki kya tum ab uss naman ke saath kaam kar rahi ho. Kya usse koi phadk nahi padta.

Sid: Phadk nahi Pata kya tujhe aisa lagta hai? Tujhe lagta hai main bahut khush hun to tum galat ho meri jaan he said banging his hand in the wall which makes pool of blood to start flowing.

No! I don’t want good and I don’t want good enough
I want can’t sleep, can’t breathe without your love
Front porch and one more kiss, it doesn’t make sense to anybody else
Who cares if you’re all I think about,
I’ve searched the world and I know now,
It ain’t right if you ain’t lost your mind
Yea I don’t want easy, I want crazy

Jasmin is seen running. She reached to sid vanity and opened the door with a bang while sid hides his hand in the back.

Yeah, look at us baby, tonight the midnight rules are breaking
There’s no such thing as wild enough, maybe we just think too much
Who needs to play it safe in love
Let’s be crazy!

Jasmin runs to him and hugged him. He hugged her back with one hand ignoring his pain. She was crying and he is making her everything is alright.

She opened her eyes because she feeled he is in pain. She moves back when she saw his hand which makes clear it wasn’t a dream. She quickly held his hand and saw his eyes which is red because of crying. She feeled his pain and she took the first aid box. And started to that when sid stopped her , back off his hand.

Who cares if we’re crazy, we gotta be crazy
I know that we’re crazy, so let’s be crazy
Yeah…..

Jas: What’s this. Let me do your aid then i will go. Sid give me your hand.

Sid: (didn’t answered )

Jas: Ok. Don’t give.

She moved towards the gate and stopped after a little steps banged her head in the wall.

Sid: (shocked)  Jasmin what you have done? He started to panic.

she didn’t stopped and is still banging her head against wall. When sid came to her and pulled her towards him due to which she lost her balance and falls on his chest.

They both were crying so hardly.

Sid: Pagal ho gayi ho. Ye kya tha……

Jas: Main kuch bhi karoon tumhe kya…
Its my life and i can do what i want to.

Sid: stop it. Jasmin. Ye stunt karne se pehle ek baar bhi soncha mera kya hoga. Bas jo aaya kar diya bina kuch sonche samjhe…….and he started  doing nonstop bakbak.

Jasmin moved back and composed herself. Then she made Sid to help her to reach up and then kissed him while he was busy in fighting.

He was shocked at first. Jasmin moved back when Sid stopped her and they both deeper the kiss as lomg as then can. While kissing sid hold jas through her waist. And slide down her top from shoulder. And made her stand as her back in front of her. He feeled the warmth of her body and moved her hair to one side. He start kissing her back , then kissed her at her shoulder. He moved back after sometime as he realized what he was doing. Jasmin who was enjoying the touch also come out of dream world.

Sid: sorry Jasmin i am sorry. Nahi pata kya ho gaya tha Mujhe. Control nahi raha khud pe.
Saying this he starts to go when jasmin back hugged her.

Jas: Kuch galat kiya hai tumne. Bas wahi kiya jo Maine karne diya. Kya tumhe lagta hai ki main iss layak bhi nahi hoon ki tum mujhe apni baahon mein ls sako. Ki tum mujhe apna bana sako. Kya…..and she started crying…

Sid: (Made her to face him ) Dekho i am sorry really sorry. I should have controlled my emotions that time.

Jas was out of her control now. She just hugged him and in the emotions he hugged her back. She opened 3 buttons of his shirt and then she pushed him on the couch and lies beside him and start to kissed him there while he was busy in enjoying her touch. He pushed her down and then starts to give her wet kisses. Now sid went out of his control and he start to kiss her at every part of her face and shoulder. While Jasmin was just busy in gesturing him and moaning his name in pain. He was about to open the strip of her top when he looked at her. And once again he left her and wake up from there. His eyes get moist in the guilt that he repeated the same once again.

Jasmin understood his situation and hugged him once again.

Jas: Kya pata kabse Kahan se kyun kaise tum sirf tumko mere dil ne chaha hai
Jab se sab se tab se sayad jab dil ne pyaar ko chaha hai
Tumse humko tabse ek dor se usne milaya hai
Aur mere dil ko ab jakar ye samajh aaya hai…..

Sid nahi Pata kaise samjhaun ki main sirf tumhari hun aab. Agar tum mujhse pyar nahi karte tab bhi please mujhe tumse pyar karne do. Ab aur nahi rakh sakti main khud ko tumse durr. Aaj ye jisse tum galti samajh rahe ho mere liye to ye wo gift hai jiske baad main marne ko taiyar hun….
Sid cutted her off.

Sid: Tum pagal ho jasmin. Ek baar bol kar to dekhti ki tum kya feel karti ho. Ek baar trust kiya hota. Aur aaj bhi ye bol rahi ho ki mujhe tum par pura haq hai lekin tumhe mujhe nahi. Kya Tumhe lagta hai ki main kisi bhi ladki ke saath itna duub jaunga ki khud ko bhool jaunga. Nshi twinkle sirf Tumhe hi dekh kar main control nahi kar pata. I love you. Bahut pyar karta hun khud se bhi jyada. Ye baad yaad rakhna hamesha ke liye ki tum sirf meri ho. To phir ye marne ki baat Kahan se aa gayi…..

He hugged her so tightly while she whispered i love you more….

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