FOR YOU? ALWAYS (part 7) An Ishqbazz FF

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PART 7
Shivay was sitting near dadi, its been a while that he hasn’t talked to dadi. It was dark, dense and gloomy outside. Today sky has a secret and today that secret was ready to be poured out on earth. Dadi was holding Shivay’s hand and with other hand she was combing his hair. In the whole world only one person was allowed to touch his hair and that person was “dadi”. For the whole world he was Shivay Singh Obiroi but in front of his dadi he was only billu. The small billu who use to run to her every time he would achieve something. “Look dadi, I came first again” He would hold his price in his small hands with proud and dadi would kiss his forehead. Life was so simple back then, and now he has a responsibility of a whole business empire in front of him, his family, his brothers and the love of his life. He wished that he could crawl back into simpler times when he use to teach abcd to Omkara and Rudra. Omkara was intelligent but Rudra was simply dumb, a sad smile crept on his face while thinking all of this.
DADI: What happen putter? (she was still combing her old hands in his hairs and he was laying in her lap like a small kid)
SHIVAY: Nothing dadi, I was just thinking about the old simpler times.
DADI: Don’t think about the old as if it was something precious, you never know what good is waiting for you in the future.
SHIVAY: Dadi! How are you intelligent? (he asked her with innocence, didi just smiled on his question)
DADI: Billu…. Just let things go, I know why you are worried. But you just need to show some faith, that’s it. Things will settle themselves, you just stay firm.
Shivay on that moment thought that now he will never question Anika about her past. She will tell him by herself if she will feel like telling him. He will never force her anymore.
DADI: What you are thinking right now is the right thing.
Shivay was shocked, how did dadi knew what he was thinking but asking her would be a stupid question because we can always listen to our love ones, even when they don’t speak.
Without knocking Rudra entered the room, “Bhaiya! Anika di called you, I have been searching you in the whole house “ (by saying this he jumped on the bed and hugged dadi).
SHIVAY: Me? but why is she calling me?
RUDRA: How would I know bhaiya! But she was looking serious so you should better go in hurry.
Shivay left the room and both Rudra and Dadi saw him leaving in hurry with worried expressions. “Dadi! Wont it be great if Anika di and bhaiya get together?” Rudra said with hopeful expressions.
DADI: I pray for the same thing putter… I pray for the same.

Anika was standing near the window when Shivay entered tha room. By crossing her arms on her chest she was facing the window and was looking at the sky who was ready to shower rain at any moment. She was wearing a white frock and cool breeze was playing with her hair. “Anika” he called her name and she turned back, Shivay looked at her face, she was looking dead serious, her eyes were a little red and Shivay was sure that she has been crying. He wanted to go and hug her tight but an unknown barrier was between them. “Shivay! I want to tell you something” while saying her lips were shivering, how long it has been that she has talked to a friend. But let the truth come out today, let it hit her, let the present rewind itself in the past, let her say everything, then she will she whatever will happen. The door to the past was starting to open now, she took some steps towards him and he was standing there confused. The sky started to pour down small tiny drops of water on the barren ground. In the dark grey night it was getting cold. “You thought that I ran away without saying a word?” she questioned him and he wanted to nod his head in yes but he just stood there. Anika was looking very different today.
ANIKA: I was so happy Shivay, so happy. I thought that I was the most luckiest girl on the earth. (She started speaking and Shivay noticed that she was looking towards him but eyes were seeing something else, something which was not present hare, something which we call past) I was dancing, singing, shouting with happiness. You remember our last day in the college?
He nodded his head in approval, how can he forget that day. That day was the worst day of his life, the day when he lost her.
ANIKA: Shivay! Remember I told you that I loved him? (Shivay again nodded in yes) I was right, I loved him but he never loved me Shivay. He never loved me….You know I am not weak but I couldn’t stop him, he was to strong for me. He was not a human Shivay, he was a beast. (And with that a huge thunder was heard, for a second the whole room was lit up and Shivay saw her standing still, not reacting to this horrible sound, probably this thunder was warning him to make her stop talking. Otherwise things will not be the same, but he let her speak and stood there like a silent listener) It was like a series of long continuous nights without any day. I use to cry, I use to shriek, I use to beg for mercy but never listened to me Shivay, but he never listened to me. He use to lock me in his house, I wasn’t allowed to go out from the room, I tried several times to escape, several times to call you but every he caught me and tortured me even more. (She was narrating everything like a story and Shivay was feeling difficult to breath at that time) Once he caught me trying to call you and that night he did every horrible thing you can ever imagine of. I cant even say that Shivay, I don’t have the courage to explain those tortures to you. (She turned back and looked at the rain) You know why I have started to hate rain? Because it was raining on that night, that night when he promised me that he will give me the biggest surprise of my life, he told me that he will introduce me to his family but there was no family…th..there was…(she stammered for a while) This rain didn’t allowed my shrieks to go out (she pointed towards the window) I hate this rain, I hate this rain. (She stopped for a while and then with she held her frock tight in her hands) I know that probably after listening to this you will throw me out of your life because I am an impure girl now, just like a used product and I remember that you never settle for seconds hand things. (Her words were hitting him like bullets, in his farthest dreams he had never thought about this, and in this situation he was standing like a daed person, his face was pale and it seems that every drop of bold has been sucked out of his body) One day I succeed in escaping from that jail, I ran and ran until my feet started to bleed and my eyes could not see anything, I was found unconscious by Mother Ria and she took me to her orphanage. Then I started working in that orphanage and I never looked back, the past always haunt me. I never tried to call and contact you because I thought that it is batter that I stay away from you, you are the worlds biggest businessman and how can accept a friend who is not more than a junk of garbage now and I ca…
Shivay went forward and placed his hand on her mouth, that’s enough, he cannot listen to any other thing, he was very strong but this was something heavier than a mountain and right know he didn’t have to courage to bear its weight. He wished that Anika should not have told him everything. This truth was the most horrible truth of his life. Anika on the other hand slowly pushed his hand down and said “Sometimes I feel Shivay that he is near me, still looking at me with his beastly eyes, I cannot sleep Shivay, its been years that I haven’t slept properly” while saying this her eyes were empty and her face was showing all the major pain she went through.

ANIKA: After listening to all this if you want me to leave than I will leave without any question, in fact I want to leave, I don’t want to be a burden on you guyz, your family is very happy I don’t want to spread my bad luck in your family..i..dont
This time again Shivay placed his hand on her mouth and came closer to her “Shsssshss! Not a word “
Anika looked at him with fear in her eyes, she felt that she should not have told anything to him, how will he react at this situation? Will he believe her?
SHIVAY: Don’t look at me with these fearful eyes Anika. I am Shivay, your friend Shivay and I will always be you’re your Shivay. How dare you to think that I will not accept you after this? Han? What made you think all of this crap? Was I not your friend? Why didn’t you called me when you ran out of his grip? Don’t you trust me? (He was deeply hurt, how can she think of him like this) I know that the past was a horrible experience and I cannot change it but I hare promise you one thing Anika “I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU” and will also never let you leave me. I want you to came out of the past, I want you to relive your life. Be happy Anika, now no one can touch you, no one can come close to you because between you and danger Shivay Singh Oboroi will stand like a mountain. (he cupped her face in his hands and he was looking straight in her eyes, her eyes were beginning to water and Shivay with him thumb collected the small drop of tear from her cheek) NO.. not another tear, what happened was past and i want you to live in present. Here is your present (He stepped back and opened his hands wide while saying this) Your future is me, your future is this family, in fact you’re a part of this family. Do you understand? its your family. I am still angry at you for not contacting me in these years and for not trusting me but as I said the past is past. I want you to be strong, you understand I want you to be strong. Ok?
Anika was looking at him with tearful eyes, she thought that he will kick her out of his life after knowing her truth but he was welcoming her in his life. What kind of person he was? “I said ok ANIKA?” He asked her again and she nodded her head in yes and now tears were flowing down her eyes and she felt so weak on her knees. How lucky she was to have a friend like him. Shivay came close to her and gently wrapped his hands around her. she shivered on his touch but after a long time she sensed someone so close to her who was not going to hurt her. After that incident she was afraid of every touch but right now in his embrace she was feeling safe and secure. His cold hands were holding her tight and she started crying even louder. Shivay tighten his grip on her to console her. her cries were mixed with breathless sobs. She was so afraid to tell him the truth, she was so afraid that he will never see her face again but hare he was trying to comfort her. “Don’t ever try to tell anything to that Shivay! He will never believe you and also you know that he accepts everything which has class and you have no class now” she remembered Daksh’s words. She held his shirt tight and cried out even more. After half an hour they both were in the same position when Shivay told her “Anika you should rest now, remember what the doctor said?” Anika came out of his embrace and Shivay directed her towards the bed and after giving her the medicines and he stepped back and looked at her “ Don’t you worry now Anika! you have me. TUMHAIN KUCH HO ISSEY PEHLAY SHIVAY SINGH OBOROI KI JAN JAYE GI AUR SHIVAY SINGH OBOROI KI JAN ITTNI ASANI SEY NAHI JATI” Anika saw a thin layer of water in his eyes when he said this line but medicines were to strong that she fell asleep and after that Shivay left the room silently. It was getting so hard to breath, he was feeling a sharp pain in his chest, he needed his medicines otherwise he thought that he will die. Almost falling he went towards Om’s room where his medicines were kept from past few days.

When he entered the room he was dragging himself, the sharp pain was not allowing him to walk properly. He went to the drawer and with trembling hands he took out his medicines and gulped them. A wave of relief captured him in few minutes as he sat down on the couch. There was so much going in his mind. He was so shocked. he acted powerful in front of Anika but in reality he was deeply wounded by her truth. How can this happen to her love. She was her Anika. she was Shivay Singh OBoroi’s love, how can this happen to her. His mind was racing very fast and he was sweeting. He took out his mobile and dialed a number “Hello commissioner! This is Shivay Singh Oboroi, I want a person, live or dead. His name is..his name is Daksh Khurana. (Shivay felt his mouth getting bitter when he said his name) And I want him as soon as possible. You understand? “ without even listening to the answer he disconnected the call. He felt his chest burning with rage. With his full power he threw his phone on the floor and the pieces flew in every direction. “SHIVAY” he turned back and saw Om looking at him with amazement.
“I will kill him Om. If I will find him I will kill him with my own hands”
His eyes were blood shot and Om has never seen his brother this much angry. He understood that Shivay know the truth and that is what he was afraid of.
OMKARA: Shivay relax! You don’t seem okay, please sit down relax.
Om went near him but he was in a whole other world, he went near the mirror and punched it hard. The pieces flew and his hand was now colored in red. Om came running towards him and he dragged him towards the bed where he was applying ointment on his injure hand while Shivay was continuously saying the same thing “ I will find him and I will kill him”

PRECAP
Oboroi family on a picnic. Shivay, Rudra, Omkara and Gauri trying to make Anika laugh.

So hare Is todays episode, it took me so long to write this part, I write it and then I found it less expressive so I rewrite it. Hope you guyz like it. Please if you like this part then do comment and also if you don’t like this part then tell me in the comment section. Waiting for your response.
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