I tossed and turned in my bed willing myself to sleep but I couldn’t.I t was too hard after he went.He left me all alone and went after his career.Obviously I wanted him to do good but he just left,when I asked him for a reason he just went mum.After I returned from work was a note on the fridge “Dinner is in the fridge.Eat it and rest”.That is all he said nothing else,no goodbye or Im Sorry just an order EAT.Well if he left then what am I doing here.I looked under my bed and looked through the box.…