avneil ff: kyun main jaagoon (Episode 12)

chapter 12

This is my ff, hope you like it.

The lines in black is for what author is saying or describing, ( ) for translation. = = for neel’s pov.

# # for avni

As requested I have done the night’s pov, I am very sorry, I couldn’t write the whole night in their individual pov, but I in between added their thoughts.

Requests are welcomed, give suggestion please. Thank you.

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Author’s POV

****FLASHBACK****

2 night after her truth has come out in front of neel, when she has herself has told him.

Avni is in the room arranging clothes in the cupboard.

# When will neel be back from his friend’s bachelor’s night. It is already 1 am. I am getting worried now, hope he is fine, and come home soon. Stupid avni, why are you thinking so much about neel, you never cared about anyone this much, maybe because he is my husband, but only for few days until we avenge dayawanti Mehta, or maybe because he has became a very good friend of mine. #

She hears a knock on the door which disturbs her thoughts.

# Who will it be at this time, maybe neel, finally he is back. I am so relieved. #

She goes to open the door and finds his father in law supporting neel on his feet, while neel is looking totally drunk with a bottle in his hand

# Neel has came home drunk, I cant believe this. Tomorrow he will get a good lecture from me.#

She helps her father in law and supports neel and makes him lie on the bed.

Prakash says “take care of him”, she nods in reply and then prakash goes from their room.

Avni turns and gives neel angry looks, while neel gives innocent looks.

# Uff this man, what should I do with him, here I am giving him angry looks and he is staring me. First I should get him some fresh clothes so that he can change those alcohol smelling clothes.#

= She is looking so beautifully, so dangerously hot in her silk nighty, and her angry looks are cherry on top, so cutie, words are less to describe how she is looking right now. I cant even stop looking at her. Her curves are making me crazy for her. Why don’t I feel like this daily maybe because maybe I am in my control and prevent having such thoughts about her. I think I should go to her and help her or maybe take help. =

She again turns and goes toward cupboard to take out some fresh clothes for neel, meanwhile neel gets up and stumbles towards avni with the bottle still in his hand. He stands very close to avni, when avni turns she collides with him and is about to fall when he catches her by waist. Even when he is drunk he cant forget to save avni from any trouble. Neel makes her stand on her feet and walks closer to her and she takes her steps backward. Her back after few steps hits the door of her cupboard and neel pins her there.

= I cant control my feelings and actions, don’t know what will happen, this alcohol is dancing on my mind, but I can bet one thing that I wont regret what will happen.=

# What is neel doing, why is he so close to me, and why am I not feeling uncomfortable when he is standing so close to me when he has pinned me here.#

Neel’s breath is alcoholic but still intoxicating, and he says “you are looking ravishing”

# Does he really mean this that I am looking ravishing?#

Avni blushes and stammers “wh-what ne-neel”

Neel says “no more words” and he hugs her tightly and smells her nape of neck.

= Avni I wanted to do this since so long, i wanted to be very close to you, and thank you to this alcohol that my hormones have finally taken control. =
# Neel, what are you doing, why are my words not escaping from my mouth. And why I am feeling so good in his arms, so pleasured when he is kissing the nape of my neck. Why am I feeling electric shocks at neel’s touch, why am i liking it very much. Why I want him to embrace me, cuddle me more. #

She hugs him back, her hormones are cheating her today, and she is not able to control herself in neel’s arms. Neel suddenly breaks the hug, leaving avni startled. She tries to hug him back but he pushes her

= I didn’t like pushing you away, I wanna have you in my arms forever, but right now to make you drink I have too. I don’t like to stop giving pleasure to you, I just wanna give you immerse pleasure and happiness.=

# Why is he pushing me all of a sudden, what has happened, whats wrong, I wanna hug him, and be there in his arms forever, he was the one who started it and now he is pushing me away from him. #

Then he makes her drink the liquid of the alcoholic bottle. He made her drink all what was left in the bottle, which was around 25% of total. After she has drunk all that, neel again hugs her. After some minutes, avni’s head starts to spin, as she has never been drunk before that.

# Oh my god, he made me drink alcohol, I have never had a shot in my life and he had made me drink so much. My head is spinning now but I am feelin so carefree, so good. Again being in his strong arms I feel on cloud nine. #

She breaks the hug and starts to touch his face and hair, she starts to act crazy, completely in the hypnosis of alcohol and her neel.

= My miss ajooba is a ajooba, she is gone crazy, and I am loving this side of her. I wish I get to see this side of her daily.=

Neel puts the bottle down and takes avni’s hand and starts to dance without music, ballroom dance. They are enjoying their closeness; both are meanwhile busy fighting their hormones and inner desires. Neel then captures her lips, and kisses her passionately, after some seconds they broke their kiss to take some oxygen to their lungs. They are breathing heavily. Avni wants to kiss neel once more but neel wants something different, something more.

# Neel just kissed me, I am so happy. My first kiss is stolen by neel. I wanna kiss him more, it feels so good while kissing him.#

= I have kissed her finally, I wanted to taste her lips since so long, now I have finally tasted it.=

Neel stops dancing and looks in avni’s eyes, they had long eyelock. Their eyes were talking as if neel’s eyes were saying ‘may I’ , to which avni’s eyes replies, ‘yes’.

= Even avni has said yes now, so no regrets, and now we can finally take our relationship to next level. And this means that she has also accepted this relationship and will never leave me. Finally. =

# But about what neel was asking me, he has kissed me without permission so what does he wants. I feel like my nighty is lifting, oh my god now I got it about what neel was asking. But why am I not stopping him. Why do I want him to continue. #

Neel then pulls off her nightgown, and then stares her beauty. Avni feels shy and tries to hide herself but neel doesn’t let her, also her hormones takes her shyness away. Avni gets lost in neel’s eyes, and her whole control is now in hands of her hidden desires and hormones. Then avni takes off his shirt, in spark of the moment she does that, but now again she feel shy and then hugs him. Neel smiles seeing her act and hugs her, but breaks it soon, to continue the work he has left. Again their hormones gains the control of their bodies and in the heat of moment they get rid of their clothes and then they goes to the bed.

# I want him#

= I want her =

Neel kisses her everywhere and avni says his name in pleasure. And after sometime they melts in each other’s arms and becomes one. {Author’s note: here is the role of your imagination, also no pov in this paragraph because they couldnt think about anything else except for enjoying and being in the moment.}

****END OF FLASHBACK****

(You have read this portion in previous chapter, I have added this to nott break the continuation)

Neel asks “I have one more question”

Avni says “ask” and drinks her juice.

Neel asks “why did you lie to me the next morning that I was not wearing anything because my clothes were immersed with alcohol, and dad has changed my clothes and that you were sleeping on couch?”

Avni chocks on her juice and neel worries and rubs her back, then gives her water and makes her drink a little.

Neel says “be careful”

Avni says “neel actually at that time, I thought that this marriage is just a deal and after dayawanti Mehta gets the punishment for the sins she has done, then I will leave you and wont force this marriage on you, the marriage I have done by cheat. And if you get to know about that night then you will think that now you have taken my virginity without my consent, you cant leave me alone, being a good man that you are, will keep this marriage. Unwillingly you have to keep this marriage, and I couldn’t have done that neel. For me that was the best memory of my life, and I have thought to love with that throughtout my life. So I cant let that memory became the worst one of your life.

Neel says “I am sorry that I made you think like that”

Avni says “don’t be sorry, its not your fault”

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Neel takes the glass from her hand and puts it on the side table, then he hugs and she hugs him back. They breaks their hug and avni puts her head on his shoulder and his puts his head on her head with their hands intertwined with each other’s.

Avni breaks the silence and says “Neel, we will be becoming parents soon”

Neel smiles and says “Yeah”

Avni asks “So you are happy?”

Neel gets confused that why is she asking it but replies “Very”

Avni asks “Really?”

Neel says “Of course, why would I not be”

Avni says “Because with babies we won’t get time to spend together alone, we would have so much work of taking care of them, you won’t get time for me. And we wont get time for ourselves also”

Neel says “I think someone is getting jealous of her own babies and also who said I am getting alone time” and he smirks

Avni says “I am not getting jealous and what do you mean”

Neel says “You are a kid, I have your responsibility, and by taking care of you anyone will find handling kids easy because they are mature than you are, plus with babies they will find more time in life”

Neela comes after knocking the door thinking that she just give warning to them before disturbing their privacy but when she enters she finds a different view, avni pouting and looking elsewhere, and neel is laughing and she says “what are you both talking about”

Avni pouts and complains “ma see, neel is making fun of me, he says that even kids are mature than me”

Neel laughs loudly, avni pouts more and says “ma”

Neela smiles seeing avni, but goes and pulls neel’s ear and says “don’t tease her neel”

Neel says “sorry ma, I won’t do that again”

Neela says “promise”

Neel says “yes promise and please leave it”, hearing neel neela leaves his ear.

Aru comes in the room and says “because only I can do that” and after saying this he lightly pulls her cheeks to which avni smiles.

Avni demands “Aru I want to eat pasta”

Aru asks in disbelieve “Chasni right now?”

She nods three times, like kids do

Neela says “ok fine, aru go and make, and no buts”

Aru says “ok” and goes outside.

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This is my avneil ff. Hope you guys like this, if yes don’t forget to hit the like and comment down below please. Hope you like the surprise.

Sorry for any grammatical error or any other error.

Thank you for reading

Love you all

Mehak