Beyhadh 29th June 2017 Written Episode, Written Update on TellyUpdates.com
Vandana gets afraid seeing her bed box open. She turns and is shocked to see Maya, asks what is she doing. Maya says she came to take revenge for killing her Bandar, he/she was the bond between her and Arjun. She pushes Vadnana into cupboard box. Vandana pleads to get her out. Maya continues that Bandar was the bond between her and Arjun and she broke it, she became pregnant for the first and lost her child. Vandana asks if she acted as pregnant first time. Maya nods yes. Vandana asks if she thinks her child will come back if she kills her. Maya says her child is alone there and needs grandmother’s company. Vandana says Arjun will know her truth and will not spare her. Maya says she is already dead and Arjun cannot kill her again. She closed box and Vandana pleads to open the box.
Saanjh calls Arjun, but he repeatedly disconnects and throws mobile. Ayan gets out of coma and thinks of informing Saanjh. He calls her and throws something down. Saanjh rushes to him. He says Maya tried to kill him, her killing spree has started and she should call police before something happens to him. Saanjh says nothing will happen to him, now Maya’s game is finished. He asks where is maa. She says she went home. Ayan says Maya lost her child and will kill maa, she should rush home and save maa. Saanjh runs.
Maya sleeps on Vandana’s bed and cries that her Bandar is gone. Vandana gasps for air and loses consciousness. Maya says she did come to kill her, she came to show howmuch pain she is in and knocks bed. Saanjh travels towards home and gets worried that Vandana is not picking calls at all. Maya continues her schizophrenia and says she wanted just love and wanted to become mother, but Vandana being a mother killed her child. She wanted Arjun’s love and nobody to come between them. This world is against them and did not leave space for love. Her psychopathic gestures continue and she says may God give peace to Vandana’s soul and walks to god’s photo and says she left her, but why did she leave her being a god.
Arjun heavily inebriated confronts god that he is fired, god’s duty is to take care of us, but he did not do that. Already there were so many people to trouble, even god troubled him, so god is fired. Maya on the other side prays god that god left her side, but should not leave Arjun. Arjun loved his mother a lot, a mother who did not let her become mother who did something that is irreparable. Arjun holds a puppy and asks if Maya trained him, even he is trained by Maya. Now he does not have anybody, only they both. Maya holds Arjun and Vadana’s photo and apologizes Arjun, prays god again not to leave her Arjun as he needs courage now, Arjun himself told she can take happiness wherever she can, she is alone without happiness and even Arjun will be alone.
Precap: Saanjh calls Arjun and says Vandana is dead. Arjun takes oath on Vandana’s head that he will not spare Maya.
Update Credit to: MA
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KS u ppl r insane like Maya not me I can’t support a killer, better u go to a jail n try to make all of the criminals to come out ,they will say many stories like Maya their insecurities bla bla
Kiddo.. you too stop your bla bla..you are insane&blind maya hater,who asked you to support maya.im feeling pity on your mentality even you didn’t leave jail peoples for fiction.? stay safe lamoa.
I think you are an idiot even if it is s serial what is being shown is people can do wrong and kill because they love someone and get no punishment. This serial is nothing but shit. And successful because people like you with no brains watch it.
Oh same to you idiot..why are you watching shit.stop watch.
Don’t you worry remya. There are a lot of rehabilitation programmes for prisoners who repents their crimes and want to start a new life. The government and other NGOs will take care of that. You don’t need to worry. Anyway nice to hear your concerns about them.
pls people dont write too long comments rather u guys can write in parts its very difficult to read nd very boring too…….
Nd pls i dont understand why u guys always blaming ks if she supports maya whts wrong in that nd she has answer for evry nonsense question respect her. At one time i was also against her but i tried to understand ks nd maya now i fully support ks (not maya sorry ks) pls understand her comments nd respect evryone this forum is for giving opinions not for fighting most the time we r fighting over ks not maya. This is not rite that someone who is supporting some character is like that only. Thanku nd pls dont get offended.
Thank you ?
Sorry aashika for posting comments without breaking it into paragraphs. I’ve only noticed it just now. Hope you’ll understand my point. Or else I’ll try to post it again. Thank you
its ok dreamyeyes its gud that u understand my point thanku………
its ok dreamyeyes its gud that u understand my point thanku……….
@Dreameyes you are definitely the most mature commenter on here by far hats off to you. I saw TDH returned yesterday I miss her too she was awesome. I too have been away just reading but not commenting. I still have nothing I wish to say about the serial because they are making maya further and further dark than what we were promised initially, but that aside I can see where she comes from despite the severity of her actions.
Hope you are well, look forward to seeing your future comments, that is if you’re willing to stay in such an environment where personal attacks are more than comments about the episode, this place used to be reasonable but since many maya lovers left and the show is turning darker so are the comments unfortunately, hope to see more people like you who can respect others’ opinions and not call them mad for not agreeing with you.
All the best everybody here, no fighting just enjoy the serial. if you hate maya or whatever other jargon just comment that and leave it, don’t antagonise those who like her, it’s unfair as people have their own reasons and preferences to like a fictional character as they please, a REAL character is a different matter for another discussion, but still I believe maya lovers who sympathise with her is still the right approach for such a person In real life too, just think about it.
Nice to see u here @ks still standing strong on #Teammaya like your commitment. If others start insulting you ignore them, it’s clear they have nothing better to come online for other than insulting people over a tv show. Such people aren’t worth it, say something constructive or non-personal please guys personal attacks are only toxic to this forum.
Many thanks
Resonance1290
Resonance1290 good to see you back and thanks for your kind words. I just wish people here try to understand what others are saying and if they don’t agree with it, politely state their reasons rather than character assassinating and calling them names. I’m not saying everyone is like this. There are people who respect others at the same time strongly disagree with them without swearing at and getting personal with them. Nice to see their mature response. Keep it up guys.
Thank you.
r u serious yaar??in 21st century u believe curse coming true thts why maya loose child???really??and i hvnt talked about post marriage break insecurity.bt the insecurity maya has whn there was no sign of vandana and saanjh in their life.and about kiss.where was tht kiss?only in ayaans video?is there any solid proof of that?vandana obviously did wrong to maya at season 1 tht she believed ashwins words.bt after tht?every mother wants her child to be safe.mayas weird behaviour make vandana believe tgt she is ill and thts why she didnt wanted arjun to marry her.bt wht was arjuns fault?he was nvr disloyal to maya.bt still maya told him lies after lies.and still arjun doesnt knw half of mayas lies bt only few.maya can do anything to kerp arjun happy bt cant tl him truth.and here arjun left everything fr her.i dont alwys blame maya,the maya in season 1was like my dream woman.bt afyer marriage she strtex chnging so drastically tht was beyond words.she ruined her total image.the maya who used to make arjun understand about rlatns,strted destroying relations.how many times can a woman do wrong?she has emotions,she understands everything thn why cant she chnge herself?
And its really not like that i like blaming maya,bt mayas deeds only worsen her character day by day.i knw u wl also agree with the fact tht smtimes u also cant tolerate this total chnge character of hers.i genuinely wanted her redeem.so tht asylum episode gave some hope tht she has become good.bt again her rage,again tht scary avatar.this was not atall tht maya we used to see in season 1.
I’ll just try to point out every wrong deed Maya has committed and how it could’ve been avoided.
1.ashwin’s murder
If ashwin didn’t try to kill arjun Maya would’ve never done this.
ashwin was making her life hell since her childhood. Despite being rich and influential Maya never tried to kill aswhin when her life was at stake. But only when he tried to shoot arjun did she decided to kill him.
2.jaanvi’s accident
If she didn’t threaten to expose Maya and instead got her medical help.
She was the one who decided ashwin has done enough damage and should be dead for her daughter’s happiness and good future. But she couldn’t do the job. And so it was Maya who finished what janvi has started. But even so how could she blame Maya for doing something she herself tried to do in the first place?
3. Separating arjun from his family.
If vandana accepted Maya as her daughter and gave her a chance to prove herself.
Vandana, without even having any proof was always accusing her as paagal and evil when Maya was trying her damn best to be a good bahu. But try as she might, vandana was hell-bent in separating Maya and arjun. So Maya being Maya took the game one step ahead and tried to separate vandana from arjun. In this process ayaan also got separated from his bhai. But it was never Maya’s intention since ayaan was always supporting her through all these hardships.
4. Separating saanjh and arjun.
If arjun tried to understand Maya’s insecurities and saanjh took Maya’s feelings into consideration.
At the early days of marriage when vandana was bad towards Maya saanjh supported her. A genuine friendship was forming between them. But even then Maya couldn’t stand another woman being close to arjun. And saanjh was never careful around this couple. She was acting like arjun was still her unmarried best friend whom she loves. Even after knowing it was the day the doctor has announced Maya’s (fake) pregnancy saanjh invited arjun to dinner that night. She should’ve thought they are a young married couple and might want to celebrate this good news alone spending time with each other. She didn’t think about that and arjun came anyway but decided to get wasted forgetting his promise to never drink again. Maya witnessed all these from a nearby table and even heard arjun confessing his love for saanjh. Maya became scared that arjun will leave her for saanjh and decided to separate saanjh and arjun.
5. Maya becoming a controlling wife.
If arjun talked with her freely and got her medical help for her mental problems.
Arjun knew Maya loves him very much and will do anything he asks. After spending more time with her he should’ve known that Maya might be suffering from some mental problems. He should’ve taken her to a psychiatrist to get help. He should’ve used his love to cure her. But instead Maya’s condition became worse and she became more and more controlling thereby making arjun more and more desperate to get out of this marriage.
6. Trapping ayaan in rape case.
If ayaan tried to knock open the door instead of attacking Maya.
Maya locked the door and kept the key inside her dress. But what was the need for ayaan to attack Maya? He should’ve stopped atleast when Maya’s dress got torn. But he again went after her. That was why Maya got enough proof of ayaan chasing her in the CCTVs.
7. Asking help from Samay to trap ayaan.
If ayaan never attacked Maya but tried to knock down the door Maya wouldn’t be getting the idea of rape.
If arjun talked with her freely and be honest with her regarding his feelings and his wishes to reunite with his family.
When arjun lied to her about meeting his family Maya got scared that just like 3 years before they’ll try to separate arjun from her. So she tried tI’ll just try to point out every wrong deed Maya has committed and how it should’ve been avoided.
1.ashwin’s murder
If ashwin didn’t try to kill arjun Maya would’ve never done this.
ashwin was making her life hell since her childhood. Despite being rich and influential Maya never tried to kill aswhin when her life was at stake. But only when he tried to shoot arjun did she decided to kill him.
2.jaanvi’s accident
If she didn’t threaten to expose Maya and instead got her medical help.
She was the one who decided ashwin has done enough damage and should be dead for her daughter’s happiness and good future. But she couldn’t do the job. And so it was Maya who finished what janvi has started. But even so how could she blame Maya for doing something she herself tried to do in the first place?
3. Separating arjun from his family.
If vandana accepted Maya as her daughter and gave her a chance to prove herself.
Vandana, without even having any proof was always accusing her as paagal and evil when Maya was trying her damn best to be a good bahu. But try as she might, vandana was hell-bent in separating Maya and arjun. So Maya being Maya took the game one step ahead and tried to separate vandana from arjun. In this process ayaan also got separated from his bhai. But it was never Maya’s intention since ayaan was always supporting her through all these hardships.
4. Separating saanjh and arjun.
If arjun tried to understand Maya’s insecurities and saanjh took Maya’s feelings into consideration.
At the early days of marriage when vandana was bad towards Maya saanjh supported her. A genuine friendship was forming between them. But even then Maya couldn’t stand another woman being close to arjun. And saanjh was never careful around this couple. She was acting like arjun was still her unmarried best friend whom she loves. Knowing it was the day doctor announced her (fake) pregnancy saanjh invited arjun to dinner that night. She should’ve thought they are a young married couple and might want to celebrate this good news alone spending time with each other. She didn’t think about that and arjun came but decided to get wasted differing his promise to never drink again. Maya witnessed all these from a nearby table and even heard arjun confessing his love for saanjh. Maya became scared that arjun will leave her for saanjh and decided to separate saanjh and arjun.
5. Maya becoming a controlling wife.
If arjun talked with her freely and got her medical help for her mental problems.
Arjun knew Maya loves him very much and will do anything he asks. After spending more time with her he should’ve known that Maya might be suffering from some mental problems. He should’ve taken her to a psychiatrist to get help. He should’ve used his love to cure her. But instead Maya’s condition became worse and she became more and more controlling thereby making arjun more and more desperate to get out of this marriage.
6. Trapping ayaan in take case.
If ayaan tried to knock open the door instead of attacking Maya.
Maya locked the door and kept the key inside her dress. But what was the need for ayaan to attack Maya? He should’ve stopped atleast when Maya’s dress got torn. But he again went after her. That was why Maya got enough proof of ayaan chasing her in the CCTVs.
7. Asking help from Samay to trap ayaan.
If ayaan never attacked Maya but tried to knock down the door Maya wouldn’t be getting the idea of rape.
If arjun talked with her freely and be honest with her regarding his feelings and his wishes to reunite with his family.
When arjun lied to her about meeting his family Maya got scared that just like 3 years before they’ll try to separate arjun from her. So she tried to go to any extreme to prevent that from happening. To have strong proof against ayaan Maya sought the help of Samay.
8. Punishing vandana
If vandana believed Maya and treat her like a daughter when Maya was a newlywed.
Maya suffered a lot of pain during those early days. She was always good to vandana but vandana tried to find fault with everything related to Maya.3 years after when vandana was at the mercy of Maya she took her revenge on her.
o go to any extreme to prevent that from happening. To have strong proof against ayaan Maya sought the help of Samay.
8. Punishing vandana
If vandana believed Maya and treat her like a daughter when Maya was a newlywed.
Maya suffered a lot of pain during those early days. She was always good to vandana but vandana tried to find fault with everything related to Maya.3 years later when vandana was at the mercy of Maya she took her revenge on her.
9.Prem’s death.
If saanjh’s kept quiet about that video and only disclosed it in the court.
Also she could’ve taken Maya by surprise in the court.Atleast she should’ve tried to not disclose the names of the people she’s sent this video to.If she truly believes Maya is dangerous why would she do that?It’ll make those people in danger.
Also Maya asked Samay to destroy that video.She never said anything about killing prem.
Samay could’ve distracted prem and delete the video without his knowledge. But in his extreme desire to please Maya he opted for killing and thought of no other solution.
10. Trying to kill jaanvi.
If arjun tried to understand Maya’s feelings and reassured her that he’s going to saanjh only as her best friend to console her.
According to arjun his friendship maybe very precious. But this was so not the time to talk about it. Without igniting her jealousy and insecurities arjun should’ve convinced Maya that after making sure saanjh’s alright he’ll come back to her and is not leaving her for good. Again getting scared that arjun will leave her for saanjh, Maya tried to kill jaanvi thinking that arjun will feel sympathy for her and will come back.
11. Samay’s murder.
Even though Maya very much wanted to kill Samay, this was not a planned murder. He was threatening to jump with her into the water and as a way to save herself she was forced to kill him. Anyway in this death arjun was also equally responsible.
12.ayaan’s accident.
If ayaan never tried to provoke her with the video. He could’ve given it to arjun without her knowledge and taken Maya by surprise. But even after knowing her,ayaan taunted her with this video. He didn’t even think about the baby, that a mother’s mental condition will affect the baby’s health also. Maya was under extreme stress in these situations.
13. The stillbirth.
It was actually neither Maya’s nor vandana’s fault. If anyone is to blame it’s saanjh.
If saanjh had any concern about vandana she should’ve kept her mouth shut. By informing vandana about her suspicion she was actually endangering her life. She should’ve known this. After all she’s a lawyer right? I’m not telling that saanjh should’ve never informed vandana about ayaan’s accident. She shouldn’t have shared her suspicions regarding Maya trying to kill ayaan. Then vandana wouldn’t have gotten into a fight with Maya that ultimately lead to the stillbirth.
14.vandana’s murder.
If saanjh didn’t force vandana to go back to sharma house all alone.
Even though she felt like someone is following them, even though vandana refused to enter the house saanjh still asked vandana to go inside.saanjh is always trying to prove Maya is mad and dangerous. Then why didn’t she think about the possibility of Maya following them and trying to hurt vandana as she believes vandana is responsible for this accident? Even ayaan who recovered from the coma thought about this possibility. But saanjh, the criminal lawyer didn’t.saanjh should’ve invited vandana to her own house for her safety.
In this post I was never trying to justify Maya’s mistakes. But I feel like they could’ve avoided every one of these incidents.
By ur comments its clearly seen that u r justifying mayas mistakes….. anywys aapke hisaab se maya ki tw galti h hi nhi all mistakes r of saanjh nd vandy maya tw bohot innocent h. I disagree wid u wid 10 pt trying to kill jhanvi 2nd time u wrote many lines but i vl justify her actions in very small words maya tried to kill her mother just becoz she wanted to gain sympathy frm arjun as at that time saanjhs father got expired nd arjun showed more sympathy towards saanjh at that point maya felt insecure as to why arjun is going to sanjh
Ok i vl take ur pt u r saying that arjun shud rather say that he is going to dusky as a frnd but tab bhi maya us par shakk karti woh uska kaam h becoz jahaan pyar hota h wahan shakk nhi hota par maya tw arjun se sirf obsessed thi aur kuch nhi…..so i wud rather suggest u that stop justifying mayas mistakes
Sorry Aashika if you feel like I was justifying Maya. As I said before I posted this because I believe each and every one of Maya’s mistakes could’ve been avoided if the other characters have been a little more careful towards her and her feelings. But yes, that doesn’t make what she did right. All I’m saying is if Maya is to be blamed then so are the others. I’m NOT saying Maya is completely innocent and all mistakes are vandana’s and saanjh’s.They are all equally responsible for her actions along with Maya.
And I don’t think if she was normal i.e. if she was mentally sound, she’d do any of the above mentioned. So even after knowing her mental condition if people are provoking her into doing something, they should also be held responsible. Because every character at one time or other acknowledges that Maya is mental. But not once they tried to get her medical help. They’re always acting like whatever mental problems she has its her fault. Like Maya bought the illness from some shop by paying good money. So I’ll say without providing treatment to a mental patient at the right time they were doing a bigger crime; to Maya and to the society. You can agree or disagree but I firmly believe they’re at fault.vandana was accusing her as mad after marriage but she never once said anything about treatment. Instead she advised her son to leave his wife because she is a patent. Is that a right thing to do as a mother or as a mother-in-law? Forget it, is that a right thing to do as a responsible human being? The husband and wife take vow to love each other in sickness and in health. And mental problems are a sickness. So here is a mother who is advising her son to leave his wife because she has sickness. Now what do you think.
Saanjh also never left a single chance to accuse Maya as mental. And she also acts as if being mentally ill is a crime not a disease.
And then there’s arjun. He clearly knew his wife is not normal in these 3 years. And did he do anything regarding that? No. And by denying medical treatment he was also doing a crime.
It was because of these reasons that I was saying Maya is not the only one to be blamed. Others are also equally responsible. I think I’ve made myself clear. Thank you.
DREAMYEYES.. NO ITS NOT CORRECT TO TREAT A MENTAL PATIENT IN THE SAME WAY AS A NORMAL PERSON… MYBE THAT THE REASON THE COURT IS MORE FLEXIBLE IN THEIR CASES WEN IT COMES TO GRANTING PUNISHMENTS… BUT AS A PPD SURVIOUR MYSEFL LET ME TELL U THIS…. ITS NOT LIKE U FEEL WAT U FEEL SECOND.. THERE ARE MOMENTS WEN U GET BACK TO THE NORMAL SELF WHICH IS MOST OF THE TIME AND U CAN THINK CALMLY ..AND THEN THERE ARE THOSE MOMENTS THAT TRIGGER U TO COMPLETELY LOOSE IT…
SO WEN U ARE CALM U ANALYZE WAT CAN BE DONE N HOW TO DEAL N OVERCOME UR BAD THOUGHTS… U TAKE MEDICATIONS U TAKE TREATMENT AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OF THEM ALL U WALK OUT OF THAT SITUATION WEN U FEEL UR GONNA LOOSE UR STATE OF MIND.. N WALK REALLY FAR…N MAYBE DIVERT UR MIND…. THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES IF U DO A WRONG ACTION N THINK OF HOE BEAUTIFUL UR LIFE CAN BE IF U CONTROL THAT ONE ACTION OF
URS…
BUT MY QUESTION IS HAS MAYA EVEN TRIED…….?? HAS SHE TRIED IT FOR HER LOVE ARJUN? I DON EVEN SEE THAT SPIRIT IN HER TO TRY… THATS Y SHE IS A LOOSER IN MY EYES…..
Sorry guys the text got mixed up while typing and got posted. Anyway hope you’ll understand my point.
everyone had a reason to commit crimes dreamyeyes.. ill give u an example its like how men justify commiting rape.. if the girl didn’t provoke me by wearing such a dress then id not have commited such a crime…. no matter wat ever a person faces its how they deal with it.. choice is theirs if they wanna become evil or wanna nullify evil with goodness… I was suffering with severe post natal depression after my sons birth id feel like trashing him at times wen ever he kept crying.. the feeling was natural… but actions is something I could control if not thoughts.. coz I couldn’t afford to loose my child who I actually love immensely otherwise, just for a spur of moment of impulsiveness… nothing justifies mayas actions trust me……
Dreamyeyes,you penetrated deeply into the characters and has written a Nice comment.really yaar,glad to have u here.and yes some are easily asking why Maya hasn’t changed her mentality and simply saying she doesn’t want to change coz of her evilness.just imagine yaar,she is a girl who lost the love of parents(and now husband)and has completed most of her life in a single dark room.It’s easy to say but how hard it would be!!but I’m thinking these incidents are not enough to kill a person.in season one,we saw a Maya who doesn’t love anyone in the world.but after started loving Arjun,she has started pouring all of her love on him.may be that’s called as obsession,but according to mental,that’s the beyhadh pyar.I agree,the reason for cctv installation is not only Arjun but also her beyhadh pyar.but as u said,he might have talked about that to her.but here the most unstable person here is Arjun.I think trying to kiss a another woman is enough to doubt a husband.It’s clearly seen u are not justifying maya’s actions but simply point outed the society’s role in these incidents.nothing and noone is normal here.then how can we expect a naturally abnormal person(maya)to behave in a normal manner!!!!
Yes I totally agree with you diehardbeyhadhfan. If a person want to commit a crime they’ll try to come up with trivial reasons to justify themselves just like saying provocative clothing was what led to rape. And I’m also with you when you say actions are something we can control, provided we are normal and mentally sound.
But don’t forget here we are talking about Maya who’s already mentally unstable thanks to her dad and whose condition got worse thanks to her husband. I’m blaming arjun because even after knowing her illness he was not ready to get her medical help. So now she’s truly and totally messed up. I really believe if she was normal never in a million years would she be doing these kind of acts. She tried to kill her own mother, that too twice. The same mother for whom she jumped into water without pausing a moment to think about her own safety and forgetting the fact that she can’t swim. In her life before arjun came she had only her mother. She knew her mother hadn’t done justice to her. Even after witnessing ashwin torturing her child Jaanvi believed in him. In the first episode we can see jaanvi waiting for ashwin and getting hysterical when he doesn’t show up. How would’ve Maya felt? But she didn’t raise her voice or confront jaanvi. She was always nice to her even though jaanvi didn’t deserve it.
But you know, Maya can neither forget not forgive. So when arjun went to console saanjh Maya thought he’ll pay attention to her if she also lost her mother. And I think by trying to kill jaanvi she was taking out her anger on her mother and punishing her for not being there when she needed her the most. But I don’t think she’ll do the same if she was normal. Remember even though she decided to kill jaanvi she was not strong enough to see her dying in front of her. So Maya herself took sedatives so that she doesn’t have to see her mother struggling before her death.
And diehardbeyhadhfan, good to hear that you overcame PPD and is alright now. But do you know in worst cases of PPD(Postpartum depression) or postnatal depression, even infanticides are reported?
“In rare cases, or about 1 to 2 per 1,000, the postpartum depression appears as postpartum psychosis.[5] In these, or among women with a history of previous psychiatric hospital admissions,[16] infanticide may occur. In the United States, postpartum depression is one of the leading causes of annual reported infanticide incidence rate of about 8 per 100,000 births.[2]”
This is directly taken from Wikipedia page of PPD.
So now we know sometimes due to our mental condition, we really can’t control our actions. We’ll be ready to do the things we can’t even think about, if we were perfectly normal. But that doesn’t change the fact that murder is a crime. But my question is, is it right to treat a mental patient and a perfectly normal person the same way for the same mistakes?
Anyway I hope you understand my point. Thank you.
Thank you Teju for your kind words. And I’m really happy that you understood my points.
@diehardbeyhadhfan
Yes,in PPD, there maybe times when you feel out of control and times when you feel normal. But every woman is different and there are so many risk factors too. It’ll be different for each patient. PPD is one of the leading causes of infanticide because of this reason, I think.
And don’t forget the fact that here we are not only dealing with PPD but a much worse case of mental illness. And she’s doing all these because she really believes there’s no other solution for her problems. At times when she confess her bad deeds to her mother or to herself she’s acting like there’s really no other way. After confessing she always asks to God or to her mother “what else she could’ve done?” And during these moments she’s always honest. She never lies at these times. Also if she can think straight she’d never try to kill her mother.
And you said she should’ve tried to think about the right thing to do when she was feeling normal. Tbh, I don’t think she ever felt normal. Whenever she thinks about her wrong deeds she couldn’t come up with another way as to deal with that problem.
And never say that she doesn’t try to change. She’s constantly trying to change in her own way but the fact is that not only does anyone help her to change but also they try to provoke her to lose control.
As for not taking medication I’ve already talked about that in another post. She was having hallucinations as a side effect. She got scared that if she continue to take that it’ll only make her more ill. In PTSD people try to stay away from the incidents and things which remind them of the traumatic events. That’s what she’s done. She stopped taking medicines which reminded her of her tragic past. But please don’t take it as a sign as to Maya doesn’t want to change.
And when ayaan tried to provoke her she tried her maximum to stay under control. She was under great stress that day. It was the first time in 6 months she got to stay with arjun. And she already thinks that saanjh is there to separate her from arjun but even after seeing her with arjun she didn’t misbehaved with saanjh or threatened her. She even apologized to her. And she was pregnant. We know due to hormonal imbalance mood swings are common in pregnancy. And to top it all she was already mentally unstable. Even so she tried to refrain ayan from provoking her. But ayaan really wanted to see her lose control so he continued to taunt her and videotaped her. When he threatened to show it to arjun and separate them she got scared and finally snapped. That’s why she tried to kill him. Here she really believed there was no other solution than killing him. Otherwise she won’t do that.