Flash back:
Ragini recalls the moments in MM when she came there to meet Sanskar after his Kashmir trip.
His face lightened when he saw me in door step.
“Hey kiddo come in”.I entered his room.
“This is ur jewellery box from Kashmir.”
Ragini: “It’s beautiful”.
Sanskar:”Not much as you”.Hearing this unknwly I blushed.
Sanskar:”r u blushing..?”.
He raised his eye brows look at me questionably.
“Me ? No am not”. I try to hide it ..am also unknown to this and cover it with another topic.
“Tmw is Didi’s birthday and u know this Laksh is going to mad day by day. How many surprises left for tomorrow. Today he filled her room with teddies.I really wonder what will happen next if it’s a trailer.
Sanskar: “My Bhai is like that , he is the best ro know how to surprise someone with gift.”
Ragini: “yah u r rite he is the best and also for my di and by d way Mr.Maheshwari you must learn something from ur brother.Everytime u only gives roses from your garden…you r a big miser but my Di she always happy seeing those like she got diamond from u…pagal”
Sanskar:”ohh kiddo am Sanskar Maheshwari a struggling photographer, but he is Laksh Maheshwari young business tycoon if he wish to do something he can gift moon from the sky..”
Ragini: “ha ha i know See this iPad Laksh gifted to her after his proposal”.
Sanskar: “nice, but what this doing in ur hand”.
Ragini:”You know everything in Di ‘s is also mine, I can use them”.
“Oh no there is a correction everything in di’s is mine except u, she allowed me to use everything except the thing which u gifted her.even if its hair clip she didn’t allowed me to touch it”.
He smiled at me.
“Sometimes I really wonder why she keep that old stuffs in her box like a treasure..clips , scattered bangles, chocolates cover , name slips, earnings, pencil, eraser..etc Every silly thing that u gifted her.Don’t dare throw eggs on me again..sometime I really surprised why didn’t u fall in love with my di..which type of friendship is this”.A vase broked from his bag.
“What was that u r very careless Sanskar”.
“Oh no I brought it from Kashmir for Mom”.
“Oh then what will do?”
“No I have another gift for her”. He showed some accessories.
“Wow these all r for maa”.
“No, not all”. He pick a beautiful silver anklet from there .
“This is for shona her birthday gift and bangles and kasmiri showl are for uttara and sumi aunty”
“Oh this much purchasing unbelievable, so Mr.Maheshwari u r try to impressing all the women’s in MM and Gagodia family.. Smell something fishy is any hidden intentions behind this? “.
He chuckled.
“I always purchase something for them when I got a chance in b/w my journey. This is not a new thing for me”.
“What…u never brought anything for me.This is not fair “.
“Actually we r always fighting and u didn’t like the things which i brought for u.But this time I have something”.
“What ” he give her a small box.she hurriedly opened
“Saffron from Kashmir”.I didn’t expect this ,in excitement I hugged him.we parted he looked at me with disturbed face.
“Am going bye. “But he hold my hand.
“I want to talk to u”.
“Why did u applied this kajal Ragu”. I fumbled and bite my tongue.
“Don’t tell this to di,she will kill me that I used her’s which u gifted .”
Sanskar: “am not asking that, u never applied kajal before and u r looking different today”.
She didn’t answer.
Sanskar :”Ragini , maa told anything to u”.
She said hesitately .” you need some time for marriage “.
Sanskar: “oh no maa bhi na..she misunderstood me”. He put his hand on his head. Then lowered his head.
Sanskar: “I can’t marry anyone in this life”. I looked at him questionably.
“I didn’t told this to maa bz she will worried for me, that’s y asked her for sometime to marriage.I already told her that u r younger than my uttara , then how can I..?.U r only my kiddo and I..”. He searching for words.
Ragini: “who told u that am not ur kiddo.When maa talk about our match, didn’t take it seriously”.
He sighed .”Now I got relief “.
Ragini: “am not going to leave u easily Sanskar, u always excuse from marriage proposal and now dont want to marry anyone why? .I know there is a reason behind this”. He turned back look outside through the window. There is a seep silence in b/w them .she stand near to him.
Ragini: ” I know u deeply in love with someone, anyone can guess after reading that diary .But bit confused about the person mentioned indirectly in ur words .
Sanskar: “yah i admit.. there is Someone in my heart ..in my every breath. Don’t ask me who’s that, would nt able to tell u about her”.
Ragini:”so my assumptions r rite she is the same girl u wrote about in ur poems and stories.But where is she..? Why can’t u marry her?”.
Sanskar:”Now she is away from me, I can’t be reach there “.
Ragini: “But why..? If she lives in abroad we can reach there na..I didn’t understand what is bothering u, if u have no address we will find out her at any cost I will help u”,he smiled sadly.
Sanskar:”No Ragu, she is 1000 and 1000 miles away from me, its impossible to reach there. May be next life..hmm it’s my bad luck may be she can’t be mine for next life also..but I can’t cheat any other girl by a marriage.”
Ragini:”Are u going to become a devadas..I believe in this life Sanskar…we can’t assure there is another life after death, its a foolish thing to think like that, I want to live this moment. If u can’t manage things in present we will lost it in future also. I think u didn’t try to get back her”.
Sanskar:”Yes u r right.. am a fool who waited for the right time to fix everything, but when it came I lost her.”He fisted his palm.
Ragini:”You know Sanskar if u really want something in ur life with true heart whole universe conspires in helping u to achieve it”.
He sighed.Looked through the window with wet eyes.
First time I saw him like that and am still surprised the possibility of anyone in his life other than my Di bz from his words I can understand the pain and love towards that unknown girl. When he himself admit then it’s true.i dont know Di knows about this, these two people are impossible for me to crack.
I hate the person who has no value in his words .Wedding day I slapped him bz I knew that he loved someone then how can he cheat my Di and Laksh.I tried many times to contact with Laksh, but he is avoiding me, may be he is hurt I really doubt his strange behaviour on wedding day.why Sanskar marry my Di , if she is the same girl who he loves unconditionally , then why didn’t he tell anyone about this.Why he create this much drama.when Baba is searching alliance for didi Laksh proposal arrived.we all agreed with this.Many questions arise my mind. Now Di also accept this relation.. Only bz he is her best friend.. Then what about Laksh.God knows what’s going on these two people, they r impossible. I know the person who can give all answer is Sanskar and I didn’t give him a chance to explain his version.I have to meet him.
She reached his office.He quiet surprised when saw Ragini at reception. They moved to the visitors sitting area.
Ragini looked at him said straightly.
“I want ur explanation”.
Sanskar “For what..?”.
Ragini: “About ur marriage”.
Sanskar: “I already told about this in mandap”.
Ragini:”Then what about that girl whom u loved”.
Sanskar: “She is Swara..”.
Ragini: “Di ..r u kidding.. Then why u create this much of drama .u can said it straightly na.When I ask about this Everytime u denied.u r disgusting Sanskar ..u cheated ur brother and family and ur best friend and every single person.”
Sanskar: “I never said that ..the girl I loved is not Swara.what would i say when she become my brother fiancée “.
Ragini:” But still u marry her by cheating everyone .
Sanskar: “Enough , I don’t think so its required to give u any further clarifications on this matter”
Ragini:”You may succeeded in convincing Laksh and everyone .But I can’t forgive u never ever ,u r a cheap and selfish person Sanskar Maheshwari ,I hate u”. she is shivering with anger.Stamped her foot on the floor and left from there.He freezd there with pain.”we can’t satisfy everyone feelings Ragu..may be situations make people helpless. I can’t give u any explanation now may be u could nt able to understand. ”
His phone rang.
“Hello Sikhar how many times I called u and ur phone is switch off. Do u get any information “.
On the other hand
“Yes am following her for 2 week.But didn’t find anything unusal”.
Sanskar: “oh shit..I can’t give up easily.You keep eye on her”.
“Don’t worry thats my duty.What about my payments”.
Sanskar: “oky then come to meet me at park road today evening”.
“No today is not possible , will meet u a day after tomorrow.May be I can give u some good news.”
Sanskar: “oky then bye”.
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Hi guys thank u for your extreme support and thank u my silent readers.Typed in hurry.Now I am in my father’s house can’t use my phone there Everytime. I will reply ur comments on prev epi Dr..sure..so little bcy catch u all later.
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