Is this called love? Episode 10

Silence of love…..
Pragya, I will have to come up with some idea to make him go through the same irritation that I had yesterday. But what can I do? I don’t want him to get angry on me too and at the same time, I want to irritate him! But how?
Pragya was keep on thinking on and finally had an idea! As for Abhi, he was upset for what he had done and he wanted to apologise to Pragya for that. Abhi, I don’t know whether she is still angry on me…but I feel I should say sorry to her!
Abhi went to her room and knocked the door. Pragya, So he is here now! Pragya you should be very careful and have confidence in yourself that you can do this! She went to open the door and saw him there. Abhi “I am sorry for yesterday! Pragya, I really didn’t do it purposely!” Pragya remained silent and didn’t reply anything. Abhi “Why are you not speaking? Just tell whether you can forgive me or not!” She remained silent and signed to him that she is sleepy. Abhi “You can tell this right? Ok you go and sleep! I shall talk to you later!” With that he left from there to his room.
Pragya, not bad you have made him go off! Okay now I have to send him a message and make him irritate!
Abhi, It’s very strange…she don’t usually feel sleepy in the morning and why is she behaving like this? At that time, he received her message. Abhi read the message….Silence is the best language that a girl can express her feelings…
Abhi, Huh? What does she mean by this message? And does this mean she is going to be silent from now onwards??
Before he could reply to her message, she texted him again…Sorry! The previous message was not supposed to be sent to you! Just ignore it! You won’t understand the meaning too…so once again just ignore it!
Abhi, What does she mean I won’t understand? She is just making me confused! I will ask her why she told that way!!
Abhi texted her: What do you mean I can’t understand? I can understand everything and how can you judge that I won’t understand!
Pragya: Really? Then think about the moments that I was silent and what I had expressed all that time…..
Abhi saw that message and was trying to recall the moments that she was silent with him……
Abhi, she was always silent and especially when we first met, she was silent and that silence expressed her love for me…..and after that our first date, where she was silently dancing with me and that expressed her happiness being with me…..Then there was our first hug where she cried silently….that silence expressed her belonging towards me….and our last meeting where I kissed her very harshly….she was even silent after that and there was silence in her eyes….it made me felt that she will miss me…..
Wait! All these silence also tells that she loved me at different moments……And just now she was angry with me that is so clear from her silence…..So she always expressed her feelings through silence.
Abhi closed his eyes and sat on his bed. He imagined that she was with him just like in the past……with the song Khamoshiyan gungunaane lagi playing in the background…..

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
silences have commenced humming
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
solitudes have commenced smiling

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi

sargoshi kare hawa, chupke se mujhe kaha
wind is telling me in a secretive whisper
dil ka haal bata, dilbar se, na chhupa
tell your beloved the state of your heart, don’t hide it
sun ke baat ye sharm se meri aankhen jhuk jaane lagi
listening to this, due to shyness, my eyes commenced to stoop

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
sargoshi kare hawa, chupke se mujhe kaha
dil ka haal bata, dilbar se na chhupa
sun ke baat ye sharm se meri aankhen jhuk jaane lagi

jaag utha hai sapna kiska meri in aankhon mein
dream about whom has awoken in my eyes
ek nayi zindagi shaamil ho rahi saanson mein
a new life is getting combined with my breaths
kisi ki aati hai sadaa hawaaon mein
someone’s calling voice is appearing in the winds
kisi ki baatein hain dabi si honthon meni
someone’s talks are sort of hidden in my lips
raat din meri aankhon mein koi parchhaaee lahraane lagi
night and day, some shadow has started lingering in my eyes

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi

dil ka ye karwaan yun hi tha rawaan rawaan
this caravan of heart was somehow drifting along just like that
manzil na hamsafar lekin naye meharbaan
without any destination or companion. but, o new merciful friend
teri wo ek nazar kar gayi asar duniya sanvar jaane lagi
that one glance of yours has caused such an effect that my world has
commenced to become orderly and decorated

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi

sharm-o-haya se keh do khuda hafiz o meri jaanaa
bid farewell to your shyness, o my life
hai ghadi milan ki khudaaraa laut ke naa aanaa
also tell your shyness that this is the moment of our meeting, hence,
for god sake, do not return
raat ka pardaa hamaari hi khaatir
the dark curtain of night has been spread just for our sake
saje hain hum bhi to tumhaari hi khaatir
i also have got adorned just for your sake
jaise jaise tum paas aate ho saansey ruk jaane lagi
as you approach nearer to me, my breaths are beginning to halt

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
dil ka ye karwaan yun hi tha rawaan rawaan
manzil na hamsafar lekin naye meharbaan
teri wo ek nazar kar gayi asar duniya sanvar jaane lagi

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi (x4)
sargoshi kare hawa, chupke se mujhe kaha
dil ka haal bata, dilbar se na chhupa
sun ke baat ye sharm se meri aankhen jhuk jaane lagi

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
sargoshi kare hawa, chupke se mujhe kaha
dil ka haal bata, dilbar se na chhupa
sun ke baat ye sharm se meri aankhen jhuk jaane lagi
jaag utha hai sapna kiska meri in aankhon mein
ek nayi zindagi shaamil ho rahi saanson mein
kisi ki aati hai sadaa hawaaon mein
kisi ki baatein hain dabi si honthon meni
raat din meri aankhon mein koi parchhaaee lahraane lagi

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
dil ka ye karwaan yun hi tha rawaan rawaan
manzil na hamsafar lekin naye meharbaan
teri wo ek nazar kar gayi asar duniya sanvar jaane lagi

bekhayaali mein bhi aata hai khayaal tera
in a state of thoughtlessness also, thoughts of yours appear in my mind
beqaraari meri karti hai sawaal tera
my restlessness asks me questions about you
teri wafaaon ki ummeed hai mujhko
i am expecting you to trust me
teri nigaahon ki panaah de mujhko
please grant me shelter in your eyes
sun ai humnashee aas ye teri mujhko tadpaane lagi
please listen, o companion, this expection about you has
commenced to torture me

khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi
dil ka ye karwaan yun hi tha rawaan rawaan
manzil na hamsafar lekin naye meharbaan
teri wo ek nazar kar gayi asar duniya sanvar jaane lagi
khamoshiyaan gungunane lagi
tanhaeyaan muskuraane lagi

Abhi, if her silence can express so many things to me then why I am not being able to understand all this while….And why does she never understand my silence? Why she never understand my loneliness without her?
While Pragya sent the message to irritate him but it actually made him think more about her…

Abhi, Did I really deserve to be in the way that I am treating her? May be not but if I suddenly change then what will she think about me?
Pragya, Why is he not replying? Is he really angry with me now? Oh my god! I just wanted to irritate him and what I have done again!
Abhi, If she still has feelings for me, then I am ready to forget even the mistake she had done but still….how can I be normal with her? I know! Her family is coming here today! So I will try to be very friendly and jovial with them….And of course this can impress her!

Pragya, Ok I shall just wait and see how he behaves during lunch before just jumping into conclusion that he is angry!

Abhi, This is very special to me Pragya especially remembering the moments of silence that we spent together. I have to thank you for this realization. I know we love each other but I am not sure whether it will be everlasting….But for now I want it to happen as I only feel love from you whenever you are with me……

Indeed silence is the best language that expresses lot of emotions and even human languages fail to do that…..

If Abhi feels that she can get love from her then why is he not able to think it as everlasting? What makes him to think like this? To know all about that you all have to wait for the upcoming updates….
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This is my humble dedication to the silent readers of this ff….I hope you all like it!
Ok don’t think that I have just made the update longer by writing the song lyrics…I am a song lover so I just placed the whole song in this update! Songs are also another way to express what I want to convey…. Songs are also the best solace for me and I can’t avoid them! That’s about it. Hope u all like it! Surbhi finally I used Juhi’s song!

I have replied you all in the previous update and I am really glad at least you all enjoyed it as I wrote that in a super rush. So here is the link for that episode-9. Check that out when you all are free. Thank you!

For the intro of the ff Abhigya: Destiny and its new games….Yes it’s a continuation from my prev ff. Same characters but there will be a lot of twist and turns. It is based on twist and turns with some real stories that I have heard of…..So let’s see how it works out! It won’t come out for now…I don’t have the time to write that now….I have replied all those who supported the intro and here is the link for that too: https://www.tellyupdates.com/abhigya-destiny-new-games-episode-1/ Thank u again for all your support!