Feeling his love…..
Abhi, this is not as easy I had thought….I know I have expressed to her that I am missing her badly but why am I seeing her everywhere and the worse thing is I am imagining her as if she is feeding me while Dadi is around….Dadi is always looking at me…No! staring at me for my weird reactions! How can I tell her that I miss Pragya when I had told her there is nothing between us! What can I do now? And now when I want to talk to her, she is not picking up my call! This is getting worse! Why do I feel so painful at every moment when she is not with me! I have to control my feelings….
Tu hi hai song plays at the background which expresses his feelings of love…..
Neekosame nenantu unnadhi
Neekosame naa praanam unnadhi
Neekosame Neekosame
Ee kshanam nuvve yeduraithe adhantha nijame aipothe nenu gundaagi pothaanu le..!!
It’s like I exist only for you
It’s like I survive only for you
Just for you.!
Say you confront me this second and if that becomes reality my heart would stop(with surprise and happiness)
Tu hi hai Mere Dil me tu hi hai
Tu hi hai Mere Dil me tu hi hai
Nuvvele nuvvele naa gundello nuvvele
Nuvvele Nuvvele naa manasantha Nuvvele.
It is you, who is there in my heart
It is you, who is there in my heart
It is you, who is there in my heart
It is you who occupied my whole heart.
Neekosame | Repeat |
Theliyani maikam la nuvve kammesthunnaave
Oh Cheliya, Saanwariya nanu raakshinchave
Yedhuruga evarunna nuvve anukuntunnaane kanabadava
kanabadava cheli karuninchava!
Theliyaledhu premante nuvve undaga
Theera thelsukunnaaka nuvve levu ga!
Munchesaave Nee premalo!
Like some unknown magic/intoxication you’re shadowing me
Oh my dear, beautiful and beloved Save me!
I’m seeing you in everyone ,
Kindly come and appear
When I had you , I was not aware what actually love is
But when I know now what it is, You’re not there (with me)
I completely lost myself in your love.
Tu hi hai | Repeat |
Okate manasundhi evariki ivvodhanukuntu
Dhaachesa dhaachesa cheli innaalluga
Premante ento ardham nede thelisindhi appudepudo thelisunte baagundedhi ga
Nuvvu leka kshanamaina yemi thochadhe
Idhi prema antaara yemo theliyadhe
Nuvvu leni manasendhuke?
As I’ve got only heart, I saved it without losing to anyone till now
Now I know what love is, it would’ve been nice if I knew this earlier
Without even a second would make me restless
Don’t know what they named it as
What’s the point in having a heart without you?
Tu hi hai | Repeat |
Abhi, No! Whatever it is I have to control my feelings of love and complete my responsibilities first! I have to seek her help for it too! Hope she will help me control my feelings! But why is she still not picking up my call? I can’t wait any longer! I shall just go to her house now!
Abhi rushed to her house and after reaching there….Now what do I tell Auntyji? What reason shall I tell her? I can’t tell her that I am here to see Pragya! Abhi! Just go and u will manage whatever happens! Abhi pressed the door bell and Pragya opened the door. Pragya “You?” Abhi “ Ya it’s me!” Sarla ma “ Who is that Pragya?” Pragya “It’s Abhi!” Sarla ma “ What?”
Sarla ma “ Come in Abhi!” Pragya was shocked by his sudden arrival. Pragya, why is here now all of a sudden? I hope he is not going to give me heart attack!
Abhi “ Auntyji! I am just here to talk to Pragya for a while. Can I talk to her?” Sarla ma “ Sure no problem! Let me bring something for you to drink!” Sarla ma went to the kitchen and Pragya sat opposite to Abhi. Pragya whispered “ Why are you here?” Abhi “ I called you so many times and you never picked up my call!” Pragya “ You also do that! Anyways the phone’s battery was low and that’s why I was unable to pick up your call! For that you are here?” Abhi “ Just stop it Pragya! I am already with so much of worry and your bak baks is just increasing it!” Pragya “ Ok fine! Ma is coming and we shall talk about this later!” Sarla ma passed a glass of juice to Abhi. Abhi “ The same glass!” Pragya was frustrated hearing that and Sarla ma “ What same glass Abhi?” Abhi “ Nothing Auntyji, I also have this same kind of glass at home!” Sarla ma “ So what’s the matter?
“ Abhi “ I was just asking her how was the story that she is writing is moving on…and she asked me for some help again for that!” Sarla ma “ Pragya! What help did u ask for?” Pragya was stumbled as she never asked any help and was lost! Abhi “ She is shy Auntyji! I will tell you…She actually want to see my concert and take notes on how rock band performances are!” Sarla ma “ What is there to be shy about? Nowadays even aunties like me go for rock band concerts!” Abhigya laughed at Sarla ma’s response and Abhi “ So can I bring her for that?” Sarla ma “ I have trust in you Abhi! She had been living at your house for so long and after all this is just a concert….but I am wondering why u never bring her when she was living in your house?” Abhi “At that time, there were no concerts happening….it was just my practice sessions!” Sarla ma “Oh I see! Ok can and I have to leave now to the market!” Abhi “I am also leaving and I can drop you at market!” Sarla ma “Abhi! Its very near only and I can manage myself!” Abhi “ No Auntyji! It’s my request and please come with me!” Sarla ma “ Ok fine! Let’s go! Pragya take care of yourself !”
Pragya gave a weak smile and Abhi grinned widely….Both Sarla ma and Abhi left….Pragya, what is all this? Both of them are talking like as if they know each other for many years! They just ignored me! And Ma she is so fond of Abhi! She has trust in him? Then it means she did not have trust in me to let me stay at his house? This Abhi just cook up a story that I need his help when he is the one who is in need of help to meet me! I really wonder how can he easily come with a story and make others believe! He should better change his profession to novel writer and I should become a musician!
Abhi called her “ Hey Pragya! I have something to tell you! Listen carefully!” Pragya “ Ok!” Abhi “ Actually I need your help and that’s why I said like that to Auntyji that u need my help!” Pragya “ Hmm I l know that!” Abhi “ So will u help me?” Pragya “ Sure but what is it?” Abhi explained to her everything…..Pragya “ I am lost!” Abhi “ It’s so clear and there is nothing to be lost about!” Pragya “Then why not you do it?” Abhi “It’s too clear and only clear minded people like you can do it!” Pragya “ I won’t do it!” Abhi “ Please Pragya! I am requesting you!” Pragya “ How can I do that? I am just a writer not a detective!”
Abhi “ Really? You had been a detective last time when you were following me! Did you forget that?” Pragya “ But that is past! Now I can’t!” Abhi “ Hey I am with you and I just need your help to start and the rest will happen by itself!” Pragya “ Give me some time to think about what u have told!” Abhi “Take your time but tell my by end of today that u agree to this! Bye! I got to go now!”
Pragya, What do now? I don’t have a choice to say no to this!
What he want her to do? Please wait for the next update to know that….
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The song I used in the update is again a Telugu song, Tu hi hai from Heart attack movie….I really don’t know why I am using back to back telugu songs in this ff! I just find the lyrics expressing what I want to convey and that’s about it!
I don’t know why but I feel that i should end this ff soon it’s just my feelings….. i know some of u will scold me for this but it’s just my feelings….
By the way Thank u once again for all the lovely comments! It was really overwhelming and for that only I am trying my best to update as regular as possible.