” Caught In Love Embrace Of A Wild Beast – Twinj Ff.!!”…….
Hello everyone…. First of all thank you…. Thank you so much for all the love u guy’s shower on me…. When I started with this ff ; I thought it to be of 4-5 shots but when I realised that u all r liking it ; then I tried my best to stretch the story as far I can do it…. Nd see today I’m posting the 11 shot of this ff….. But only 2-3 shots r left for this ff to end….
Love u all for supporting me till now…. Hope u all support me like this only.. As this will end but still my first ff.. ” I Can’t Stop Loving U – Twinj Love”…. Will be continued… Keep supporting my ff…
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But still thank u for saying ur point so calmly…. U really proved that u r so kind nd mature one…. ??… Keep smiling…
Let’s start with the episode…. ( Guys do bear with the shot…. Being emotional one it will bore u all but still do read it.)…
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NEXT MORNING AFTER CONSUMMATION…
It’s a cloudy Morning… The golden sky is surrounding the whole earth in a distant haze. The sun and morning haze had started to churn and mix together…. The serenity nd stillness of nature acted as a messenger for the union of two soul…… The rays of sun shine is basking through the blinds leaving rows of sungarden on Tiwnj bed… While our beautiful love birds are sleeping peacefully in each other’s clasped… Their face is lit up with a contention……. Contention of love…. After much hurdles nd struggle their love got a name…. For them there is no better comfort in this world to wake up in eo beloved’s arm…..
Their sleeping posture reveals how much elated r they to complete each other’s soul..
One of the kunj’s hand’s fingers are entangled with Twinkle’s fingers while his other hand is encircled around Twinkle’s waist…It seems none of them want to leave eo…. They wanted to enjoy their new beginning to the fullest.. They wanted to
just soak in the moment….
Sunlight falls on kunj’s face…. He slowly opens his eye’s….. His head is paining due to post alcoholic effect on him…
K-” Ahhh!!… My head… Why it’s paining….. Had I returned home being in a drunkard state…… Did I consumed alcohol in excess last night… Isn’t so?… Let me first drink lemonade juice so that the effect of the drink get lessened “….
He is about to move but failed as his hands were holding Twinkle..
His vision falls on Twinkle’s face…. He smiles seeing her…. The very next moment he finds their fingers twined nd hugging posture……. Nd both of them covered with bedsheets…
He realised how close they were…. This made him shocked…..
K-” I nd Twinkle sleeping together so close with eo…. How come…. How I nd she slept on same bed.. I used to sleep on couch…. Oh no kunj again u did what u shouldn’t have done….
Why I’m not able to recall what happened last night between us…… ”
He tries to reminisce but every time he fails in his attempt to do so….
K-” What the f**king mind is mine…. Why I’m not able to judge about the happenings of last night… How we came pretty close to each other… Did I again tried to force myself on her….?…
How… How I can do this… When I promised her that I never do anything against her will… . But still I did it….What will happen when she will be awake….
After so much difficulty she adjusted herself to live with a beast like me but today again she will hate me like she used to hate me earlier…now I can’t tolerate her hatred for me… I can’t see her questioning look… “…
Within a quick glance…. He removes his hands from her body with jerk due to which Twinkle’s sleep is disturbed….
She opens her eyes nd finds kunj standing in front of her… He is having tears in his eye’s…..
T-” Kunj…. U waked up….. “… She is about to speak further but before that kunj left the place nd went to washroom…
Twinkle didn’t noticed his tears…. She looks at herself covered with bedsheet…. She remembers their consummation night nd blushes…
T-” I think Kunj is feeling shy thinking about our beautiful memories of last night ; that’s why he left without uttering a word… Or is their is something from which he is trying to run away.. Isn’t so?….
Offoo Twinkle don’t think negative… Get up nd freshen up soon as today ur new journey of life is starting…. Before Kunj comes out of have to get ready….today I have to ask him the reason behind all his doings till now… I know he will surely answer to my queries… “…. She smiles…
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Twinkle is getting ready… She is overwhelmed ; her happiness is over flowing in form of her tears…. While on other side kunj is crying badly standing under shower…..
He recalls his memories nd time spend with Twinkle….
Pal do pal ki hi kyun hai zindagi
Is pyaar ko hai sadiyaan kaafi nahi
to khuda se maang loon
Mohalat main ik nayi
Rehna hai bas yahaan
Ab door tujhse jaana nahi
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
(Why is the life just a moment or two,
for this love, centuries aren’t enough..
So let me ask God
for some more time, anew,
I have to live just here,
I have not to go away from you..
Now that you are there to share my pain,
Now that you share my pain,
Every pain is beautiful,
Now that you share my pain..)
He kneels down…. “I hate myself… Again I showed that I’m a beast.. Even beast is far better from me… I don’t deserve to call a human also…….. She don’t even understand the reason behind my weird behaviour . But my mere understanding does not chase away the hurt.
Plz Babaji take my breath now only.. Let me die so that I can’t face guilt again…. How helpless I’m ; I wanted to kill myself now but I can’t do it… If I do so then
what will happen with Twinkle after me.. Not only her what will happen with my….”.. He is about to speak when Twinkle knocks at the door of washroom… “..
T-“Kunj come out… How much more time u will take to get ready… Come fast”… .
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NEXT SCENE…….
Twinkle reaches to room nd finds kunj ready….
Twinkle eye’s him adorably….
T-” Kunj…… “…..
Kunj looks at her with sad face…. Due to his embarrassment he is not able to see Twinkle joyful face…..
Twinkle runs towards him nd hugs him tightly…..she speaks while hugging him…” Kunj thank u so much for completing me…. Finally today I attained my woman hood…. In all respect I will be called as Mrs Twinkle Kunj Sarna…. “…
Kunj is confused to see her action…… He didn’t responded back to the hug….. Twinkle is not make out why he is not hugging her back….. She breaks the hug
T-” Kunj what happened…..why r u behaving so weird…. Why r u not taking me in ur embrace… I thought that after what happened last night between us u would kiss me… U would love me but u r not doing so… Tell me why r u acting like this “….
Kunj is baffled to see Twinkle behaving so calmly…..
K-” Twinkle ; look I’m sorry for what happened between us…. I don’t know how I did that again with u… Though I promised u that u will never come close to u but I disregarded it…. That alcoholic effect made me do all that… I even don’t remember what all I did with u…. Plz I beg you forgive me plz…….”…
T-” Kunj what r u saying…. Why r u seeking forgiveness from me nd that too when u didn’t anything wrong.. Kunj yesterday we both completed ourselves…. We both became one…. U neither forced u upon me nor u did disregarded ur promise… As I allowed u… I gave u right to come close to me…. Infact I made u to do all that.. U were not ready for it but I requested u….. “…
K-” U allowed me…. How come!!… How can u forget the tortures I did on u…. Last night act is a mistake we did….”…..
T-“Mistake…. R u serious… U call the most beautiful moment of our life as a mistake….. No Mr kunj Sarna it wasn’t a mistake infact it was the confession of the feelings we both carry for us…. I know u love me… U confessed it to me….
If u don’t remember so let me remind u that I love u too…….. “…
She narrates the whole happenings of last night…. How kunj came back home drunked… About divorce paper…. Their confrontation….. Their confessing nd finally how they made love with eo…..
Kunj is not able to believe that Twinkle loves him… He thinks…
” No I can’t let her fall in love with me.. I have to do something before its too late. “..
He pretends to laugh devilishly….
K-” Finally a fish is trapped in my net….. Today my revenge is finally reaches its end mark…. U think that I love u…. Haahaa.. How stupid u r….
U think that I’m not a beast…. I’m changed… Aww u silly girl…. I’m still a beast only…. I promised u not to come close to u so that u can start to trust on me.. So that I can make u fall in love with me… Nd see I got successful in doing it….
Now for ur whole life u won’t be able to trust nor love anyone else….. I ruined ur life completely… For me u r a used napkin now which I want to throw out of my life very soon…… Poor Twinkle….”…. He is speaking all this keeping a stone on his heart..not making eye contact with her..
Twinkle is shocked to listen his harsh words… Her whole world turns up nd down…though her mind believe on his rude words nd betrayal but her heart knows that how much he love her…
She holds him by his collar nd questions him…
T-” Kunj look into my eye’s nd then again speak what u have just spoked now….
U think I’m a fool that I’m able to judge that u r speaking lie to me……uhhhh!!!!!….
I know u r saying all this purposely but how much hard u try to break my faith on u ; u will always fail in it coz now I know how much u love me…. I can see the love u carry for me in ur eye’s….. U r not a culprit….
Look in my eyes nd speak…. Tell me that I don’t matter for u…. For u last night is a mistake u did.. U all did it for a revenge… U don’t love me “..
Kunj with lot of pain looks in her eyes nd speaks in one go…
” Yes…..yes I don’t love me…. All I did was for the revenge… I don’t give a shit to last night…. Not only this ; I don’t u my wife also…. So its better u leave me alone.. Get out from my life as soon as possible… “…
Twinkle is not able to bear his words anymore… She cries nd leaves him….
Kunj turned around to move out of room…. Tears are constantly gushing from his eye’s
Twinkle moves towards drawer nd takes out a poison bottle….
T-” Wait kunj just answer my last question…
Did my presence don’t matters to u…. U really wanted me to go away from ur life…. For u I being so close to u doesn’t effect u.. If I die then also it won’t affect u.. ”
Kunj’s words are choked in his throat… His pain is not allowing him to speak further…. But still he speaks..
” No…. U don’t matter to me…. Do the hell with u nd ur life… Whether u die or stay alive I don’t care….. I never loved u.. Never…. Coming close to u was the thirst of my lust which I fulfilled now… I’m bored with u… U can go now….For God sake take ur gloomy face away from my life… I can’t tolerate u for a single second. “….
She opens the bottle nd in one gulp she drinks the whole liquid filled in it….
Her eyes turns to blo*dy red…..
T-” OK kunj I will try to fulfil ur wish… Though u love or not but I love u nd I can’t ignore ur plead….
I promise u I will never show my face to u again…. I will go very far away from u… If u will scream to call me back then also I will not hear ur voice…..
For a girl who loves his husband deeply but she don’t get the expected love in return from him.. Then what’s the need for her to live alive…. Its better for me to die being named as ur wife…. Its my luck that I will die peacefully in ur lap…..
When I will not be their in ur life nd if u will miss me …then just look at the sky ; I will always be with you in form of the brightest star….. Give me one last promise that u will stay happy throughout ur whole life…. Promise me that u will always remain a beast for ur Twinkle only…… “….
Kunj is not able to make out why she is saying all this…. But her each word is perching his heart like a sharp bow….
Twinkle is about to speak further but poison starts to effect on her…. Her body sweats badly…. She felt dizzy nd falls down..
Kunj hears the thud of falling her nd turns back…. He finds Twinkle lying on floor… Blood is oozing from her mouth….
He runs towards her…
K-” Twinkle….. Twinkle open ur eye’s…. “.. He looks at the poison bottle in her hand… His heart collapsed seeing her suffering…
K-” What u did… Why… Twinkle talk to me.. See ur kunj is here only…. I love u dammit.. I love u more than my life…. What I said was false.. “…….
He pats on her cheeks to make her stay conscious but her condition starts to deteriorate…
Twinkle stammers…” Kuuu…. nnjjj…. I’m going far away from u….plz take care of yourself… Don’t miss me but always love me…. “…
She keeps her hand on his heart nd speaks…” Ur Twinkle reside in ur heart…I will always be with u..Though not physically I will be present before u but my love will be beside u till ur last breath… ….I love u Kunj….Bye… “…..
Kunj breaks down….. He cries bitterly….
” No Twinkle u can’t leave me… How can u break the vow we took during our marriage… Don’t leave my hand…. I can’t risks to lose u….. U r my light in the intense darkness… U can’t leave my hand…. My heart beats with ur name…. If ur breathe is stopped then my one will also stops as my life is connected with ur life… Without Twinkle this Kunj is nothing…. “…….
Teri dhadkanon se hai zindagi meri
Khwaahishein teri ab duaayein meri
Kitna anokhaa bandhan hai ye
Teri meri jaan jo ek hui
Lautoonga yahaan tere paas main haan
Vaada hai mera mar bhi jaaun kahin
(My life is from your heartbeats,
your wishes are my prayers now..
what a unique bond it is,
that your and my life have become one..
I’ll come back to you only..
It’s my promise, even if I die..)
Twinkle eye’s get closed……. Kunj gets shocked…. He hugs nd screams..” TWINKLE NO…. NO….. “…
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TO BE CONTINUED….
PRECAP – Twinkle in hospital nd Chinki to come out of coma…
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