” Caught In Love Embrace Of A Wild Beast – Twinj ff !!”…..shot 12

” Caught In Love Embrace Of A Wild Beast – Twinj Ff!!”……

Hello everyone…. I’m so sorry for posting the ff late… I told to post it yesterday but I didn’t posted it…. So sorry but what to do hectic schedule at office then moreover studies…. Hope u all forgive me……

Thanks to everyone for commenting on my last episode… I hope u all went through my replies….

Nd for the cover pic of the ff credit goes to my Twinjsidmin ( Vasu Aapi)….. Love u so much for the pic… ??

Zain dear thank u so much for acknowledging me back that now u don’t have any doubt… Don’t be sorry as I know u were just confused… I’m happy that finally all confusion is sorted out…. Thanks for being so kind nd humble…

Maanu jaan sorry I didn’t revert back to ur comment….. But I loved ur comment so much… It left a big wali smile on my face…. Love u ???

Again my Afflalo urf Affo… That day I didn’t replied back to u r comment… But trust me U made me blushed… I’m out of words to thank you yrr…. Those lines means a lot to me… I literally cried reading at that time.. .. I send the screen shot of ur comment to all my frnds nd they all were jealous of me ??…. Love u yrr for gifting me with a frnd like u ??…I told u so many times the same thing to u but still I will say that u r the best thing happened in my life… What position u owe in my heart that even I don’t have idea….. ??….

Let’s start with the episode..
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Episode starts on kunj’s tensed face… He screams…..
K- “Twinkle please don’t lose ur hope…. U love me na so for the sake of our love u have to be strong…. I know u r my tigress u will not lose this death life battle….. I’m their with u ; we both will fight…. I promise u to bring u back from Babaji.. Open ur eye’s… Don’t worry I’m taking u to hospital… “…

He sprinkles water on her face to make her conscious…. He lifts her up nd proceeds towards car……
He then makes her lie on the back seat of car nd sits at the driver’s seat….

Tears are gushing from his eye’s… He tries to start the car but his hands are shaking due to which he is not able to start it….

K-” Kunj calm down… Relax…. Why u getting tensed… If u will behave like this then how will support Twinkle…. She is fighting from death nd this time u have to act her strength… Nothing will happen to my Twinkle…. “….

He turns around nd sees Twinkle condition is getting worsened…… He somehow manages to start the car….

Through the whole way his tears were not stopping.. He is just murmuring….
” Babaji don’t punish her…. For all this I’m responsible… Last night we became one nd u can’t snatch her away from me… U already know that my soul is entangled with her soul… What will happen if she is not with me…. This mere thought is sending a disastrous shivering to my heart…..
I promise u that I will let her know the reality behind my beast behaviour but plz make her fine….. I will give her so much love that this life will be less for it… I will act as her shield no pain will come near her….. Just give me my life back… If u want then take away my breath but in return of that make her fine…
Though I know that I don’t deserve her…. But still u made my destiny attached to her… Our relation was decided by u…. Then how can u take her away from me…. “….

He sobs harder…. While on the other side Twinkle is lying half conscious….

Pain of a person u love is always felt by u…. No matter whether he / she speaks about it but still the invisible chords of hearts connection made u realise the many unspoken words….

Though Twinkle is in her worst condition but still she acknowledges Kunj’s sobbing…
She speaks with much difficulty..

T-” Kunj don’t cry… I can’t see tears in ur eye’s… Kunj stop the car don’t take me to hospital as I know I won’t be live for long… Angel of death is waiting for me I have to go but plz come to me…. I wanted to live my last breathe in ur lap… I wanted to die peacefully in the love embrace of wild beast… “……

Kunj feels immense pain nd guilt listening her word’s…
Kunj thinks” I need to make her awake… To divert her mind…. “..

He clears her tears nd gives a fake smile…

K-” Twinkle what r u saying that Angel of death is waiting for ur arrival… Hahaha….he knows that u r so stubborn nd a siyappa Queen… He can’t handle ur tantrums… The thought to taking u with him will shake his soul coz no one has right to snatch my love from me … Only I’m the one who can manage to handle u…
Till now u also saw Kunj as a beast for u but now this whole sky… Universe… Heaven will witness my passion for u….. I don’t give permission to take my life away from me….. If I means for u then plz for me don’t close ur eye’s… Try to be awake… Keep staring at my face u eye’s will feel warmth nd will not allow u to close it…. “…

After sometime they finally reached hospital…. Kunj takes her on stretcher along with other doctors to ICU…..
Twinkle is holding kunj’s hand tightly as if a child holds her parents hands when she is scared of darkness..

Fear of losing eo is clearly visible in their eye’s….. Their constant eye lock is depicting the pain… Kunj’s tears defines his care for Twinkle nd her importance in his life…
While Twinkle tears defines her pain seeing kunj in grief…. Her sacredness to imagine that what will happen with kunj after she is not their with him…. He will again skipped himself to darkness…..he will again stop living his life…. Though his heart will pump but still he will live like a lifeless body….

Doc takes stretcher to ICU room… But Twinj are not ready to leave their hand….
Doc-” Please let us go.. Its already very late nd if we won’t operate her soon then we can’t save her…. Her condition is very critical… “….

Kunj moves closer to Twinkle… He murmurs in her ears….” Go Twinkle…. Ur Kunj is always with u ; nothing will happen to u.. Our love is not so weak that it will be broken so easily… We passed so much hurdles in our life but still we r together…. Then this is very small in front of our love… I LOVE U….. MY LOVE IS UR POWER….. “….
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( Guys I know many of us don’t read song lyrics but I request u all to read the lyrics for once as these lyrics will help u to imagine Twinj condition at that time)

lag ja gale ki phir ye hasin raat ho na ho
(Hug or Embrace me because this beautiful night may or may not come again in our lifetime)

shaayad phir is janam men mulaaqaat ho na ho
(May be in this life time we may or may not meet each other again)

lag ja gale ki phir ye hasin raat ho na ho
(Hug or Embrace me because this beautiful night may or may not come again in our lifetime)

shaayad phir is janam men mulaaqaat ho na ho
(May be in this life time we may or may not meet each other again)

He kisses her forehead….. Stretcher start to move ahead…. Twinj hands grip is loosening….. Tears r falling from their eyes… Twinkle eyes is having the fear that she might be seeing kunj for last time….. While kunj eye’s is having the fear that Twinkle is seeing him with innocence for last time….

Hum ko mili hain aaj, ye ghadiyaan nasib se
(because of destiny today we got these moments)

ji bhar ke dekh lijiye ham ko qarib se
(see me closely until you are fully satisfied)

phir aap ke nasib men ye baat ho na ho
(who knows in your destiny these moments may or may not come again
who knows in future you may or may not get this chance)

shaayad phir is janam men mulaaqaat ho na ho
(May be in this life time we may or may not meet each other again)
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NEXT SCENE….. CHINKI’S HOSPITAL WARD…

It is seen Chinki hands r moving….. Her fingers are showing sensation in them… Her face is covered with sweat all around….
Suddenly she wakes up with a jerk nd shouts Twinkle…….

Chinki tries to speak but stammers… ” Nooooo….”….

She cries but nurse tries to calm her down….
N-” Mam don’t shout.. Plz be quite… Just now only u recovered from coma nd taking stress is not right for ur health… “…

C-” Plz leave me… I gave to go or else YUVRAJ LUTHRA will destroy my Twinkle’s life… Just for his blo*dy revenge he will ruined her life….. Not only his but he will ruin Twinkle ; kunj nd Mahi’s life….. I need to blurt out the truth before its too late…. “…..

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Next scene….

Kunj kneels down nd cries while Twinkle is operated….
He folds his hands nd prays….” Plz Babaji don’t make our love fall to the trap of a person cheap tactics… U know I didn’t did all that purposely…. Each nd every moment I suffer seeing her in pain but still I was helpless… Har pal main ek nayi maaut marta tha( every moment I was dying a new death)…..
.. That blo*dy bastard Yuvraj compelled me to do that….. If anything happens to my Twinkle I swear I won’t fall weak to kill him……”…
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For now these lines fit with kunj’s condition…

You want to do everything, but you feel like you can do nothing. You know they’re hurting and it cuts you into a million pieces.
You hate that they feel trapped inside their own heads, and you want to scream “I’m here! I’m right here! I won’t let you drown.” But you hear their monotone voice and you feel like everything you say passes through them. In one ear and out the other.. And all you can think about is how to get ur love one back.

Watching someone you love suffer is not just painful. It takes everything out of you. You’re so distraught over their suffering that you actually feel physical side effects. It makes you feel nauseous and lightheaded and completely out of whack with your own body.

Whatever the cause of their pain is, it hurts you more than you could have ever expected.
It can often be a shock – how deeply you feel their pain and how much their sadness and grief seems to be echoed inside of you. It can even be a bit alarming…
The hardest part of watching someone you love go through pain is that you’re reminded of exactly how helpless love can make you feel. Love takes away your logic and your composure and your power and your rationality..
“The deeper the love, the deeper the pain.”
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TO BE CONTINUED…..

Guy’s now he finally came to know who is behind all this…. Its Yuvraj Luthra only….. Think why he wants to take revenge from Twinkle…..why he used kunj to fulfil his revenge?…..

I’m soooo sorry… I wanted to show to more scene’s.. But I’m not able write more now….

While writing any episode’s of my both ff’s I never felt so hurt nd pained but I don’t know why for the first time I was crying while writing today’s episode…. I was feeling wrecked to write it…….

Believe I’m still crying….. May be this episode depicted the feelings of loss of ur loved one’s nd I also suffered with this loss in my life…. A very big loss…. That’s why I became so emotional….
I never shared my personal life to this much extent with u all but today I don’t know why I shared it with u all…… How much happy I try to pretend but somewhere my heart is still not able to overcome the loss I suffered….

I’m soooo sorry for making u all bore with my words…..
At the end I just want to say… ” Laakh duniya kahe tum yahi hoo….”…

LOVE U ALL… KEEP SUPPORTING….