Changes in my life (swaragini) OS by pavani

Hiii darlings pavani hear actually it is not a love story it is the pov of a girl from birth nd how she changes to a matured women
.u can assume it who ever you want it can be rag or swara nd pair was also ur wish it can be raglak ,ragsan,swasan nd swalak

Hear we goo
Rag’s pov
I was born in a middle class family so I was habituated to adjust for every thing .I used to be happy with what I have .my father is farmer he studied bsc but he just like farming but he made us study well my mother is a house wife she cared a lot .nd I have a brother who is my best friend .ours is a small nd happy family nd I was little reserved type .I enjoyed my chaildhood a lot with wt I have .I love the emotional bonding in my family as a girl I used to listen to my parents I never restricted them as I trust them as they can never take any wrong decisions about mee .
But after schooling I really saw what world is nd from then my life started changing

Change 1:my college life
I too hoped a lot about college days by seeing in movies .I was very anxious to find new friends nd at my first day of college I was attracted to a guy (u can say it a crush) .I have changed a lot in college I came to know how to face the world nd y u should be strong really the atmosphere changes everything I enjoyed it.one fine day I came to know that my crush loves mee u know wt first thing I did was not happy bit I cried (silly naa).I cried as I used to hate love and all stuf (I told u she is reserved type girl nd her family will not allow these things) so I rejected him as I know I can’t dare to fight for wt I want .many of u can say I was coward yes may be iam because I don’t believe in my judgement nd not ready to face the consequences .nd the main reason was I was not matured enough to take my lifes main decision I don’t want to be hurry in this age we can be attracted to everyone
This is my lifes first lesson don’t take any decisions when u r nott confident on the result nd really I took a right decision (atlest I think)

Change2:engagement
I completed my education .my parents asked me about an allience they brought for me I know they will think twice for taking any decision so I agreed altough there is a lot of age difference .I too started dreaming about future nd my hus we used to talk long nights (like lovers )it was a new feeling which I was enjoying .really girls like if a person gives more time in the same way I too enjoyed talking

Change 3:marriage
This was the most confusing change in my life .really I don’t know what’s happening .I don’t know y my parents crying .I went happily .I don’t know anything like cooking ,washing I was afraid first that how will I manage them .I don’t know how will be the relationship btwn hus nd wife really my hus was very understanding he explained me every thing nd my mother in law made me learn cooking now iam not a fab cook but not a worst cook .I used to cry because I was afraid as these things were new to mee but I managed to learn everything slowly with the help of in laws

Change4:pregnency
That was really a very happy feeling.don’t know may be its god magic when I came to know I was pregnent that min I was like proud nd have a feeling that I have everything .this period was the golden period

Change5:struggling
After children I was really irritated to tally them it was very difficult to handle children .then the first person I remembered was my momm how she ststrugleduring my time .I was not able to give proper time to my hus due to this there were many misunderstandings nd many arguments I was very depressed but my son brought me back from depression his smile brings life to us .that was most strugling period but we were not that much immeture to get seperated for those silly reasons I used to take out some time to spend some time with my hus .he too bacame busy in job he started working hard as now he has responsibility of our son too we started understanding each others problems nd then we realised wt is real meaning of love .

Then after also we used to fight but again we unite actually this is life .ohh I forget to tell u about my hus name naa he is sanskar

END
I KNOW many of them feel it silly or may bee boaring this was my own experience life is to move onn .ego should not come In love .I don’t know how many of them like my view at least I have a satisfaction that I kept my point .understand ur spouge then no one can seperate u