A Christmas gift {two shots ,SWASAN}

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A gift for Hard and cold Sanskar Maheshwari to make his lonely Christmas Eve very much lively and happier.How ?We will know……

“No Ragini I don’t want any one here for me ,please go and enjoy your Christmas holiday.”I told my CCO another time ,well snapped her.And why not she is being feeling horrible to spend her Christmas holiday with her boyfriend Laksh and leave me.And to say she so much looking forward to this holiday past two weeks it’s understantement.

Ragini glare to me and again try to convince me “But boss you are not even having any girl to spend least you are not going to states to meet your family!Who can enjoy Christmas alone !”

Oh Now she is really getting on my nerves,I snapped coldly”Out Ragini ! Don’t tempt me to cut off your salary.”

Ragini stumped her foot and muttered “Stubborn ass”and walk out.

“I heard it !”I shouted .

“Good for you!”Ragini shouted back and then I know she is gone.

I again concentrate on my current project.Being CEO of MAHESHWARI Construction bussiness is not easy and the fact when you are not even blood of Maheshwari Richest Family.

The Sanskar Maheswari,that’s what I am for everyone.Every Man despise me and crave to get what I have.Every women wants to just even spend one night with me.And I am not even proud of it except I work my ass off.I watch clock telling it’s time to wrapped work beside my Chief security Laksh Singh would be also cursing me off for making him away from his girlfriend and CCO of my family Ragini Khanna.They both have been eye f**king each other in past one years then out of nowhere I walked in my cabin to witness the very precious moment of their life which I don’t give shit.Laksh Singh on his knees proposing Ragini Khanna to be his wife. I mean nothing inbetween them,if Ragini is all fire anger queen then Laksh is cold water.What made them to even look at each other in other sense.Absouletly attraction and lust. I thought first only to realise six months later that they call everything between is “Love “. I am not Man to hate love or any feelings but in my point of view they are for weak people.

I walked out of my cabin and then stepped in elevator.Counting seconds when will I reach down and get back to my penthouse.And have myself engrossed in work again before any type of f**king emotions hit me.especially Loneliness.

I reached to ground floor and moved out of my building. I saw Laksh standing Beside my car and having busy himself on call.From what I can make it from his expression he looked scared ,I smirk oh I know I am sure my CCO would be all over him .After I have rejected her ,she is trying to Laksh to convince me.How smart !

I didn’t wait anymore and was about to go when I saw someone lying on my office stairs .f**k!How many times I told guards to be careful.How can they let crowd to make MY OFFICE as their home shelter.But gazing my eyes around I can see those morons Guards Have escape for Christmas.What is it with Christmas!

“Mr Maheshwari ..that girl is looking very exhausted and worn out.I didn’t say anything.If you want I can ask her to go,Sir.”Laksh voice came from behind me.I heard everything what he say.I let my gaze went on girl.I don’t know why would I feel somewhat strange to find not any beggars man but a girl lying on my office stairs.I bent down and could know from behind Laksh is all worked up.He know my way to get through women.One night stand that’s all they can get or even some kinky shit for one week if I get more attracted to them otherwise nothing. I held her arms carefully and turn her to face me .My breathe stopped.

f**k!is she for real ?

I saw her close eyes fluttered and next I am staring in most beautiful deep eyes I ever laid or I know they damn unique.That sea colored blue eyes staring me.And something in me made to open my mouth,I felt my jaw is dropped.Ridiculous how can My dropped just the sight if nymph with sea colored f**king eyes on lying infront of me on my office stairs.It should be ridiculous.

‘Err..Girl…did you lost your way ?”I finally snapped out of my thoughts hearing my Chief Security.

She shook her head look guilty and ashamed towards me and Laksh.then she tried to sign something.

“Oh..that’s ok ,but you can go now.”Laksh said like understanding what said.

What the f**k is actually happening ?I turned to Laksh with cold gaze pinning him to explain which he did gulping down fear.

“Sir ,she is deaf.And trying to say That she didn’t mean to sleep here ,she accidentally slept in exhaustion and apologizing for that.”Laksh explain me.But What I can say is ‘shit’.I turned to see her still looking at me apologizing.

“Ask her name and where she live .I can drop her .”My voice is cold as it can be ,but I am damn feeling sadness for her.Only my brain turned again sadness to staring her angelic face.Dammit she is beautiful girl !

Laksh signed her ,which she smile and signed back.I really not liking the fact I can’t able to communicate with her.

“Her name is Swara and She just moving around.She will go by herself and said thank you for your generosity.”Laksh told her words which she don’t say to me.

Swara..Nice name.

I gaze at her small smile face and then my eyes staring her ,those sadness in them is not giving anything else but devasted feeling in me.I stood up ,so was she .I gaze at her dress.Which is tank top and ripped jeans.with long black jacket.they looked outdated being used so much.Reflecting her poor state .I step back not knowing what to do.
I simply order surprising my self and shocking Laksh I think ,”Leave Laksh.I would come by my own.”

After moment of hesitant,Laksh said “Sir she is not like your type..I mean she look innocent and..”

“I am not rapist Laksh.I know my limits but I need you leave before your fiance cut my throats off.”I told him , smirking.When I saw his face pale at the mentioned of long forgotten CCO Ragini Khanna.

“As you say Sir…still..She..is..”I shot my eyebrow in amusement.I never saw Laksh being so caring towards anyone before not for stranger least.

He got my message and left from their.

Suddenly I heard growling sound.And I turn to the source of sound which is coming from her stomach.She look horrified again but seeing my blank look she signed in relief.I have small smile.

I stepped forward.And said with trying hard to sign “Have dinner with me..Swara..”

Swara look confused before then I saw her staring my lips and next she shook her head.Wait did she just understand what I said.

“We can eat here in my office …or..I can buy you food..?”I tried again.And I saw her staring my lips during what I said .She again shook her head in denying.

Finally I realize she is reading my lips and next she is stubborn to hell.like me..?

I saw her waving me bye ,shit I can’t let her go .Not when I know how much Hungry she is…I have been without food in past.I know their value and understand the condition Swara is in.I stepped forward and grasped her wrist pulled to me.I could see she is little bit afraid of me.f**k what I am doing here in the middle of night !She tried to wriggle in my arms.Now I really she is stubborn hell of women.

I dragged her inside the office ,Whike she violently shaking in my arms.I ignored her winning and reached The Christmas tree Ragini have insisted to put in my office lobby.I hated it but can’t refuse knowing how much My Staff have been craving to light a tree and called it Christmas.I saw those wrapper which Ragini put it for beggars and many more food to orphanage children .They are going to give them tommorow.I pick up one wrapper and put it on tabke with Swara still wriggling in my arms.

I finally make her look at me,with glaring hard at her ,I spoke slowly but sternly knowing she “No Ragini I don’t want any one here for me ,please go and enjoy your Christmas holiday.”I told my CCO another time ,well snapped her.And why not she is being feeling horrible to spend her Christmas holiday with her boyfriend Laksh and leave me.And to say she so much looking forward to this holiday past two weeks it’s understantement.

Ragini glare to me and again try to convince me “But boss you are not even having any girl to spend least you are not going to states to meet your family!Who can enjoy Christmas alone !”

Oh Now she is really getting on my nerves,I snapped coldly”Out Ragini ! Don’t tempt me to cut off your salary.”

Ragini stumped her foot and muttered “Stubborn ass”and walk out.

“I heard it !”I shouted .

“Good for you!”Ragini shouted back and then I know she is gone.

I again concentrate on my current project.Being CEO of MAHESHWARI Construction bussiness is not easy and the fact when you are not even blood of Maheshwari Richest Family.

The Sanskar Maheswari,that’s what I am for everyone.Every Man despise me and crave to get what I have.Every women wants to just even spend one night with me.And I am not even proud of it except I work my ass off.I watch clock telling it’s time to wrapped work beside my Chief security Laksh Singh would be also cursing me off for making him away from his girlfriend and CCO of my family Ragini Khanna.They both have been eye f**king each other in past one years then out of nowhere I walked in my cabin to witness the very precious moment of their life which I don’t give shit.Laksh Singh on his knees proposing Ragini Khanna to be his wife. I mean nothing inbetween them,if Ragini is all fire anger queen then Laksh is cold water.What made them to even look at each other in other sense.Absouletly attraction and lust. I thought first only to realise six months later that they call everything between is “Love “. I am not Man to hate love or any feelings but in my point of view they are for weak people.

I walked out of my cabin and then stepped in elevator.Counting seconds when will I reach down and get back to my penthouse.And have myself engrossed in work again before any type of f**king emotions hit me.especially Loneliness.

I reached to ground floor and moved out of my building. I saw Laksh standing Beside my car and having busy himself on call.From what I can make it from his expression he looked scared ,I smirk oh I know I am sure my CCO would be all over him .After I have rejected her ,she is trying to Laksh to convince me.How smart !

I didn’t wait anymore and was about to go when I saw someone lying on my office stairs .f**k!How many times I told guards to be careful.How can they let crowd to make MY OFFICE as their home shelter.But gazing my eyes around I can see those morons Guards Have escape for Christmas.What is it with Christmas!

“Mr Maheshwari ..that girl is looking very exhausted and worn out.I didn’t say anything.If you want I can ask her to go,Sir.”Laksh voice came from behind me.I heard everything what he say.I let my gaze went on girl.I don’t know why would I feel somewhat strange to find not any beggars man but a girl lying on my office stairs.I bent down and could know from behind Laksh is all worked up.He know my way to get through women.One night stand that’s all they can get or even some kinky shit for one week if I get more attracted to them otherwise nothing. I held her arms carefully and turn her to face me .My breathe stopped.

f**k!is she for real ?

I saw her close eyes fluttered and next I am staring in most beautiful deep eyes I ever laid or I know they damn unique.That sea colored blue eyes staring me.And something in me made to open my mouth,I felt my jaw is dropped.Ridiculous how can My dropped just the sight if nymph with sea colored f**king eyes on lying infront of me on my office stairs.It should be ridiculous.

‘Err..Girl…did you lost your way ?”I finally snapped out of my thoughts hearing my Chief Security.

She shook her head look guilty and ashamed towards me and Laksh.then she tried to sign something.

“Oh..that’s ok ,but you can go now.”Laksh said like understanding what said.

What the f**k is actually happening ?I turned to Laksh with cold gaze pinning him to explain which he did gulping down fear.

“Sir ,she is deaf.And trying to say That she didn’t mean to sleep here ,she accidentally slept in exhaustion and apologizing for that.”Laksh explain me.But What I can say is ‘shit’.I turned to see her still looking at me apologizing.

“Ask her name and where she live .I can drop her .”My voice is cold as it can be ,but I am damn feeling sadness for her.Only my brain turned again sadness to staring her angelic face.Dammit she is beautiful girl !

Laksh signed her ,which she smile and signed back.I really not liking the fact I can’t able to communicate with her.

“Her name is Swara and She just moving around.She will go by herself and said thank you for your generosity.”Laksh told her words which she don’t say to me.

Swara..Nice name.

I gaze at her small smile face and then my eyes staring her ,those sadness in them is not giving anything else but devasted feeling in me.I stood up ,so was she .I gaze at her dress.Which is tank top and ripped jeans.with long black jacket.they looked outdated being used so much.Reflecting her poor state .I step back not knowing what to do.
I simply order surprising my self and shocking Laksh I think ,”Leave Laksh.I would come by my own.”

After moment of hesitant,Laksh said “Sir she is not like your type..I mean she look innocent and..”

“I am not rapist Laksh.I know my limits but I need you leave before your fiance cut my throats off.”I told him , smirking.When I saw his face pale at the mentioned of long forgotten CCO Ragini Khanna.

“As you say Sir…still..She..is..”I shot my eyebrow in amusement.I never saw Laksh being so caring towards anyone before not for stranger least.

He got my message and left from their.

Suddenly I heard growling sound.And I turn to the source of sound which is coming from her stomach.She look horrified again but seeing my blank look she signed in relief.I have small smile.

I stepped forward.And said with trying hard to sign “Have dinner with me..Swara..”

Swara look confused before then I saw her staring my lips and next she shook her head.Wait did she just understand what I said.

“We can eat here in my office …or..I can buy you food..?”I tried again.And I saw her staring my lips during what I said .She again shook her head in denying.

Finally I realize she is reading my lips and next she is stubborn to hell.like me..?

I saw her waving me bye ,shit I can’t let her go .Not when I know how much Hungry she is…I have been without food in past.I know their value and understand the condition Swara is in.I stepped forward and grasped her wrist pulled to me.I could see she is little bit afraid of me.f**k what I am doing here in the middle of night !She tried to wriggle in my arms.Now I really she is stubborn hell of women.

I dragged her inside the office ,Whike she violently shaking in my arms.I ignored her winning and reached The Christmas tree Ragini have insisted to put in my office lobby.I hated it but can’t refuse knowing how much My Staff have been craving to light a tree and called it Christmas.I saw those wrapper which Ragini put it for beggars and many more food to orphanage children .They are going to give them tommorow.I pick up one wrapper and put it on tabke with Swara still wriggling in my arms.

I finally make her look at me,with glaring hard at her ,I spoke slowly but sternly knowing she wouldn’t hear still I can’t refuse to be angry on her stubborn behavior.”You need to eat before you faint or anything happened to you which is worse !”

She stopped struggling after reading my lips.and then look at me with confused look She tried to sign something which I don’t understand at all.I make her sit on wooden bench kept near Christmas tree and sat beside her.She is still trying make me understand what is saying hard and then I open the wrapped and that have some sweets and soft drinks.It can do.I pushed them infront of Swara and spoke “Eat.”

Swara pouted now ,long stopped struggling with me. hear still I can’t refuse to be angry on her stubborn behavior.”You need to eat before you faint or anything happened to you which is worse !”

She stopped struggling after reading my lips.and then look at me with confused look She tried to sign something which I don’t understand at all.I make her sit on wooden bench kept near Christmas tree and sat beside her.She is still trying make me understand what is saying hard and then I open the wrapped and that have some sweets and soft drinks.It can do.I pushed them infront of Swara and spoke “Eat.”

Swara pouted now ,long stopped struggling with me.and then took one chocolate sweet and eat.Soon enough she didn’t hesistate and eaten off what I can offer her now.I saw few fibre box on tabke and took them close to me.Open then their are chips which look chocolate,I keep it close to Swara.She is too engrossed in attacking everything filling herself I nearly caught my self to chuckle.She look damn gorgeous Whike eating not the type of women who become coy when it comes to food. I could understand she is hungry from morning if I am not wrong.I felt something near my lips I saw her lifting her one chocolate sweet towards me offering me to eat with sweet , innocent smile of her. I stared her stunned no one have ever ask me for eat not feed me.But here the girl whom I just a moment before is trying to feed me. I swallowed tears and lean forward and open my mouth .She happily fed me and herself.Soon we both were done And I saw her looking here their .

“Come I will drop you..”I told her for which she look starlted.and scare. I added “I wouldn’t hurt I promise.Swara.”

Swara shook her and tried to sign something.I utterly confused now.

“I know you don’t trust me but I can call your to come and get you.”I advised. I don’t know what is seriously wrong with me.Not being jerk which I usually I am ,here I all trying to get her feed and drop her home safe.And my heart scream to me to stay.

Finally she looked frustrated now. I think I am readily crossing limits.And I said”Ok you do what you see is good. I leave you alone.”why I am feeling suddenly pang of hurt knowing she didn’t trust me a bit.

“I don’t have any place to go.”I look at her stunned hearding her voice.Did she really talk.I mean I did illustrate right.

Swara held my hand which made my heart flip and said assuring smile “Thank you Sir ,for giving me food.Even I thought otherwise of you and. I don’t have any place to live that’s why I can’t have you drop me somewhere.”

Her voice is so musical.The once which forgotten.My passion my music.But reality crashed to me she don’t have place to live.

“Why you didn’t talk until now..if you can speak ?”I ask softly.instead of asking her personal problem.Oh well one call to my Manager and I will het background check by tommorow.U would see what’s wrong with her.

Swara smile vanished replacing and came broken look,she hardly composes herself which I figure it out.And replied “It’s look weird to not listen your own voice. I don’t how I am sounding in this moment and it’s make me remind of my incapability to hear anything.its been ten years I spoke.Sir”

I stared her not knowing what to say.Being in shoes of f**ked up life is not easy.Then I could understand from her confident that she hated sympathy or any pity.I nodded and then ask out of blue “Why did talk with me ?”

She shrugged looking herself utterly confused with sudden change of events.She then look out of night breeze of New York.And then said “I should leave Sir.Thank you and nice to meet you.Merry Christmas Sir.”She turn to walkaway from me.

Then out of nowhere I walked beside her which her stunned.I just smile and said looking at her “Where were you going if you don’t have any place?”

Swara smile sadly and said “Orphanage..they can keep me thier.for tonight then I will tommorow where I have to go.”

I really like her voice and the fact I am the only one having privileged to hear her voice is surely making me happier.And then I ask “Will you let me drop you to Orphanage ?Swara ?”

She frown and then after sometime when we reached to my car.She nodded and I open my car passenger door for her.

Nearly five orphanage later We both are sure that no one is going to let her stay for one night.Even if I wanted I can make her stay in hotel but I damn selfish bastard and I want her to come with me not as any for s*x ,I would have but I also want her to be safe and My penthouse is best place for her.

“No one is going to let me stay.I am sorry for making you struggle in all my problem.”Swara told me ,her eyes having tears . I wiped them off and ask making her look at my lips carefully”Come with me.And trust me.”

In that moment she look so fragile and innocent.Not able to understand what to do.And then she uttered which made my heart flip again.”I trust you.Sir.”

I smile ,really smile genuinly for the first time in all this Christmas fiasco. I wheeled around my car and took her to directly at my penthouse.

Soon enough we reach at my place.I walk out and open her side door.I laid my hands out which she took it.We both make our way inside my penthouse.Opening the door I let het in.She look quite with all sudden happening anyone can be in her place like her.I squeeze her hand assuring her and made her look relaxed. I pulled her with until we reached guest room.I open it and look at her “Here you can stay and feel free to make it home.Anything you want I will be upstairs first room at right .And don’t be panic.”I instructed her carefully not to make overwhelmed or anything else matter.

She nodded having smile and look of gratitude towards me.She then turned to the guest room.I step back and greeted her “Good night.”

Which she smile and said”Thank you Sir and Good night.”

I stepped forward and stared her deeply then said “Call me Sanskar Swara.”

She became tongue tied then out of nowhere she utter my name “Sanskar..”slowly and sensually.

I left her before I take her right their and then.
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I realize I couldn’t sleep any time soon ,being tossing and turning like a idiot. I slipped out of my in just my pajamas with no shirts or t shirt on. I feel comfortable to sleep half bare but today looks more hot then anything less to summer temperature in middle of December for New York. I walked downstairs to the reason of my sleepless night.And feeling quite hesistant for a second then pushed guest room door open. I stopped at dead track .She is sitting Thier on bed with wet hair and only my shirt on.The desire,the list and something much more hit me hard. I started moving inside forgotting every damn thing in world. I stopped when I know I reach quite close her and stood beside her.

She knew I am here.And didn’t refused or oppose. I sat beside her trembling with need.

“I couldn’t sleep.”I heard her and my head snapped to her in shock.And next she is staring me so lovingly.

I touch her hand with me and caress her cheek.

She smiled affectionately towards me.Trusting me all I say.
“I am sorry.. I just .”I couldn’t say Thier anything else knowing what a*sh*le I am…