DECEIVED IN LOVE TWINJ SS SHOT 12

Shot:12

The episode starts from Raza went and leave kunj in deep shocked each and everyone was damn shocked after get to know raza had feelings for twinkle he loving her now whatever he just said to kunj impossible..

Everyone looking at Kunj who sitting in side Bowing his head down on his knees and crying..

Whatever raza did today wrong naman said..
Kunj gets up and Run outside twinkle went behind kunj.

Kunj please stop she said and held his hand.
Leave me alone kunj said.
I can’t kunj let’s go home he said and took him home didn’t let him drink she itself drink don’t want more drama which hurt him more and more..

They come back to sarna mansion kunj run inside in full anger twinkle went behind..
No one was in the living room.

Kunj holds his head raza each words killing kunj he never excepted this from Raza he break their friendship..

Kunj throws all things in anger here and there all come outside.
Kunj leave twinkle said and try to stop kunj.

Go away from me kunj shouted Right now his anger out of the control he drenched in sweat..

What happened to him usha asked she went near Kunj who throwing the things.

Maa leave me alone kunj screamed.

You all will not leave me alone I will go from here kunj said and went in his room. All looking at twinkle who didn’t say anything went behind.

Kunj even throwing things in room twinkle come and didn’t stop him let him do after doing this if he feels better than okay..

Now will you stop kunj in this you will hurt yourself twinkle said.
You go I don’t want to talk you and anyone what he said I snatched you from this really what I did in this all Haan Kunj said.

Haan you didn’t snatch me from anyone and Raza because I’m yours he isn’t in his sense twinkle said went near him.

Listen me kunj trust me I don’t know about this raza had feelings for me I even can’t imagine this in my life something like this raza loves me Twinkle said..

Because of him we separated Kunj if he wants he can tell everything that time only and because of that message he thought I love him and played with his feelings completely wrong I have no idea about this twinkle said.

What I will do in this even I don’t know he loving you I know he loved someone but I never thought girl will be you twinkle whom I love even raza also love twinkle shit now what he said I did everything he kicked out our friendship too kunj said..

Let it be kunj cool down twinkle said and patting on his shoulder.
How I calm down he loves you twinkle I saw his pain I don’t know this pain was for you Kya karu he thought I snatched his love from him because you leave him for me you love me not raza I have no idea about this kunj said and sat on the bed tears escaping from his eyes he even called my friendship fake he said.. he didn’t tell me about that night because of this chiii kunj added..

Why you crying for everyone haan kyun you giving so much importance to all people twinkle said..

Kunj held twinkle shoulder and pinned her against the wall looking at her with anger eyes..

you both hurt me like no one you called me cheater my love fake today raza called me and my friendship I cheat him I snatched his love kunj said..

Why I will do this what I will get he said and leave her.. helplessly kunj sat twinkle comes and sits beside him..

mene kuch nahi kiya hai twinkle I don’t know about this he loves you if I know why I will come between you two like everyone he also said I’m fake and cheater .

You saying I deceived you in love and he said I deceived him in friendship what about me look at me truth is you both deceived me I’m not he said and twinkle can’t see Kunj she pulled him in a hug kunj cuddles her tightly…
twinkle caressing his nape hairs shh kunj I

know you are absolutely right everywhere you never cheat me and Raza too he thinking completely wrong about you I’m sorry whatever I did for each word I never wanted I lost in my pain that I can’t see your pain as well which I’m giving
same like in my over possessiveness I can’t see your goodness and truth how innocent you are I hurt you with my words still you never said me anything I hurt you every time I give you tears but you always wiped my tears she added..

He blamed me kunj said.
Shh he blaming you na let him he can’t change truth is he knows I love you and you love me too twinkle said and break the hug twinkle cupped his face..

3 years the na why he didn’t find you and tell you he loves you. You already leave me and hate me as well now he saying I snatched you impossible kunj added..
yes he don’t know what he doing today he will regret kunj like me you don’t cry she said and wiped Kunj tears..

You both hurt me both important people of my life why why kunj said… after seeing Kunj twinkle feeling so bad and she knows somewhere she is also responsible not somewhere how hard for him right now he loved raza and twinkle so much both break his heart fully…

::scene::
Raza comes to his home with heartbreak whatever he said to kunj it’s not easy for him he went and sat on the floor and screamed Mrs Shaikh come there avanti as well.

Raza she called him..
avanti kya hua she asked her?

Today raza will answer you I’m shocked Raza you love twinkle really what about me I don’t know that girl is twinkle seriously she said and went from there..

Maa I break Kunj heart finally today fully made myself villain he said and banging his hand on the floor Mrs Shaikh went and stop him

Means? What you said to him?? She asked.
I break our friendship maa tell him so much he said and tell his mother each and everything she was shocked..
what you said this all word to kunj your best friend how can you do this raza you aren’t in your sense what he feels you know kunj she said.

I did I’m in my sense what I will do maa what I did with Kunj I can’t face him I cheat him I m feeling so bad that I do something when I said him this all things I can see what he feeling and me too I don’t want to do but I don’t have any way to left maa I hurt him he get to know I hide from him I can’t explain why I did he will run his life behind me better hai na aaj mene kisha hi katam kar diya because maa I don’t want kunj hurt more jo nahi bolna tha woh bhi boliya so he leave me and stay happy in the life he said and hugged his mother.

Why you did this raza you know kunj kitna pyaar karta hai woh tujhse she said.
Haan when I telling him still he was like I’m saying just for show off why he is so nice and I break his heart just for my sake maa you know na I never wanted to hide anything from Kunj in this years I try many time but I scared to lose him twinkle told him about that incident I never wanted to separate them why I will do I know pyaar na Milne ka kya dard hota hai maa I can’t explain myself and my emotions I lost kunj I betrayed him he said..

No raza you can’t betray anyone kunj ko never explain him at least you know na raza he will understand you definitely she said raza nodding in no..

Kunj resting his head on twinkle lap tears escaping from his eyes he closed his eyes and whatever happened at Aditi place flashing in front of kunj eyes twinkle caressing his hairs…

I never thought raza will take my friendship in this way that I loving him twinkle think.. then looking at Kunj who completely break down nothing left in him..

Twinkle kissed on Kunj head didn’t leave him alone.she sleeps in this position only same Kunj as well.

While Raza was finding with himself cursing today lot whatever he said to kunj..

At morning::
Twinkle woke up and see Kunj she smiled and kissed on his forehead. Due to twinkle touch Kunj woke up and look at her.

Good morning kunj she said and give him smile try to be normal.Kunj gets up and stands in the side.
If you wanna sleep kunj you sleep more I will get something for you she said and went in washroom Kunj looking at all his and Raza photos he touching them.

Why you did raza break our friendship I hate I will not forgive see I will not cry for anyone you all think na I will cry for you but this time kunj will not kunj said and Wiping his tears consoling himself and convincing as well he will not cry but still he was crying twinkle come out of the washroom and see Kunj.

Babaji gives kunj strength I don’t know how he will overcome with this all things she said and feel sad get ready went downstairs..

Twinkle went down and see already everyone having their breakfast she surprised.
Mummy ji you make breakfast sorry I get late she said.
It’s okay beta come you also eat and Kunj?? What happened last night? She asked.
Haan he is okay just little angry they friends fight she said and went in the kitchen.

She makes coffee for Kunj and toast bread she took and went in their room. Kunj getting ready for office twinkle surprise.

Kunj where are you going? She asked.
office he said..
but why you rest na I know she said.
I don’t want anyone love he said and get ready and took his office bag and went for office.Kunj you running why raza you not did good by hurting Kunj she murmured..

The whole day passed away kunj working fully try to make himself busy so he will not think about Raza but it’s quite impossible his mind just thinking about Raza and Raza only…

Twinkle and avni talked about last night whatever.
Never thought raza love you?? Avni said.
Same avni I just see with friend eyes pyaar kabhi nahi twinkle said.
True where is Kunj? She asked..

He went office pata nahi kesa hoga we all hurt him very much now raza completely whatever he said to kunj was wrong what he did in this all twinkle said.

Right twinkle handle Kunj right now he needs someone she said.
Hmm I’m here she said and they talked for while..

At evening kunj come back home and sat in living room alone.. usha and twinkle come there twinkle gestured usha.
Kunj chal I made your favourite snacks she said kunj didn’t say anything she sits beside him.

Kunj kuch hua hai na bhul ja leave everything just live your life she said and Kunj looking at his mother.
How maa how I leave I can’t he is not a thing so I can leave he is my best friend maa you know raza break our friendship he blaming me that I hurt him aap ko lagta hai I can hurt raza nahi na maa he said and hugged usha.

I believe you you can’t hurt raza kunj give time maybe something else is there and you also know how much raza love you she said and cupped his face wipes Kunj tears.
Mera kunj hasta hua acha lagta hai aisa nahi rota hua kunj so smile be strong I’m sorry I make you like this usha said.

Nahi maa why you saying sorry it’s my fault that I get so emotional now I will not he said give usha smile.
Yes be strong now eat she said and twinkle gives to usha she feed Kunj with her hands Kunj eat for his mother happiness.

Nobody is wrong kunj it’s just circumstances make the person and situation wrong and my kunj is very matured and I know this usha said kunj blinked his eyes.

2 days passed away kunj try to become strong but deep down he suffering lot twinkle see him how he crying when he is alone in nights she didn’t say because now he needs to fight with his pain and emotions.

At night@
Kunj was sitting and crying when he thought about him and Raza twinkle entered in the room and see Kunj he immediately wiped his tears she went near him.

Again crying why?? She said.
No I’m not something went in my eyes now I stop wasting my tears for who don’t care about me he said.
Ho really she said and cupped Kunj face.
I can see in your eyes you can’t lie kunj sorry I’m really sorry forgive me punish me she did and hugged Kunj tightly and crying badly..

I know kunj you hiding your tears for me today I’m responsible for you this pain and tears I should go from your life you are so happy today I break your and raza friendship also I didn’t play kunj with raza feelings I have no idea he loves me she said kunj hugged her back tightly.

Shh twinkle I know you didn’t hurt raza but me kya karu this pain I can’t bear I’m trying to be strong but I can’t I want raza he can’t leave me kunj said who also crying..

I love you kunj just I love you she said.
I love you too chasmishhh I’m helpless what I will do he said.
Leave everything kunj she said and both hugging each other like there is no tomorrow don’t want to lose each other..

They break the hug and looking at each other.
Why babaji did this with us kunj she said kunj cupped her face and wiped twinkle tears..
maybe this written in our destiny Kunj added.
Sorry for doubting on you she said.
It’s okay situation hi aisi hi thi kunj added twinkle smiled.
Why you are so nice twinkle said.
Bas hu kunj said both giggles tearfully..
Both looking into each other eyes just..

Twinkle pecked at Kunj lips I love you sadu sarna feelings so good to say this after long she said.
Same feeling hell it’s like my ears dying to hear this from your mouth I love you too twinkle Kunj said she smiled both going closer to each other face twinkle closed her eyes and Kunj removes her specs.. and grab her lips she shivered both started kissing each other passionately..

They falls down on the bed and didn’t break the kiss still kunj bite twinkle lower lips while she too. They break the kiss and breathing heavily both looking at each other.
Twinkle cupped Kunj face life play with us kunj we wasted everything in our stupidity I’m sorry again don’t leave me I just love you I can’t live without you she said and smiled.
Even I can’t live without you chasmish he said and cuddles her.
Missed you sadu she added..

Kunj nuzzles his face in her neck she closed her eyes kunj started giving her wet kisses while twinkle caressing Kunj nape hairs feelings so good they both just longing for this being in each other embrace was the best place and soothing every pain.Soon their clothes throw in the corner.

I love you kunj she said and feeling kunj touch it’s so magical his every single touch soothing her all pain.. twinkle caressing Kunj back kunj give her love bite and she moaned his name
Kunjj she moaned.while Kunj giving her more sweet torture..
you are just my twinkle Kunj said with all jealousy twinkle sense this and smiled. Yes I’m just yours kunj she added..Kunj linked their fingers tightly and they make the love finally ❤️…

After sometimes later they both leave each other twinkle resting her head on Kunj arms while Kunj looking at the ceiling.

I’m so happy kunj I got you back we are together she said.While Kunj thinking about avi.

Kunj what you thinking now haan she asked.. kunj stay quiet then he looks at twinkle.
He comes above her pulled the blanket on them and again they lost in their love world.

At morning::
Twinkle and Kunj sleeping peacefully in each other embrace sunlight coming on their face which disturbed their sleep both woke up at the same time and twinkle open her eyes and remember last night moment her and Kunj she smiled get so happy she looks at Kunj and cuddles him tightly.
Good morning kunj I love you she said..
leave all things kunj now we will start our new fresh life together with a smile she said and Kunj side her and composed twinkle.

What happened kunj she asked and composed herself too.. Kunj looking at twinkle with anger?
Are you okay! She asked..

I want avi kunj said and shocked twinkle.
What kunj avii kya bol rahe ho she said and went near him.
Jo tune suna woh hi I want my son back kunj said.

It’s impossible kunj you know what you saying you know haan twinkle said.
I know everything twinkle why it’s impossible he is my son and I’m his father I have all damn right on him kunj shouted.

Haan you are his father I know this twinkle said.
Haan I’m his father so I want my son beta mera hai toh mera pass hone chahiye woh yaha mere ghar me mere saath kunj said.

Kunj this can’t happen she said.
Why go and bring my son back I want my son back he is my baby you can’t give her without me how can you take the decision Kunj said in anger.

Kunj you know the situation I can’t bring him back you know I told you in what circumstance I take that decision I can’t change Kunj now I can’t bring avi back it’s wrong he is bhai and Bhabhi everything she said.

Why I will think he is my baby that’s all I know I want him back at any cost you go bring my son I will tell everyone about this avi is my and your son not abeer and Meher he said and shocked twinkle.

You will tell haan about avi to everyone you know what will happen kunj everyone will get to know about us twinkle said.

So what I don’t care pata chalne de mujhe kya I want my son that’s it go twinkle bring avi kunj added.
I can’t do this kunj and you know what will happen after everyone get to know about us and avi kabhi socha kya bologe sab kya sochenge hUmhare bare mein especially mere bare mein that I get pregnant with my boyfriend child now who is my husband Kunj it’s wrong they will abuse us twinkle said.

Karne de koi crime nahi kiya hai we loved each other bas I will make everyone understand kunj said.

So causally you said you will make everyone understand kya kya understand karoge kunj what about my parents I didn’t tell them about this I get pregnant before marriage haan please kunj don’t do understand me at least and I can’t bring avi back kunj think about bhai and Bhabhi I did so I can rectify my mistake today their baby wasn’t in this world because of me please twinkle added..

I don’t want to listen anything why I will listen haan why I will think about everyone and others happiness now I will not I did lot kya mila mujhe sab tum logo ne kiya us raza ne or tune ab I will not I will do what my heart wanted I want my son that’s it kunj said.

From where avi come in this haan kunj I hurt you raza you avi not he is small baby twinkle said.

Haan even I’m not bringing avi I just want my son he is my babyyy he screamed.

Haan he is your baby Kunj I know this when I’m saying he is not your baby you wanna punish me you can kunj but avi not please my bhai and Bhabhi all happiness now connected with avi only..

She cupped Kunj face look at me see we can become parents again but they aren’t Kunj please now they just have avi in their life I can’t snatch their happiness again they loved avi so much understand this twinkle begged..

It’s your mistake not my every time I pay for all mistakes which I haven’t done now not I want my baby back and I will bring avi I will see how will stop me kunj said and went in washroom twinkle shocked..

:: twinkle and Kunj get freshen up twinkle looking at Kunj.
Please kunj listen to me na twinkle said.
Now I will not listen anyone you go and bring avi that’s it I will not say anything to you kunj said.

I can’t do this twinkle said and take steps in backwards.
You can’t but I can I’m going and bring my baby to me you just see he said and shocked twinkle.
You will not go anywhere kunj twinkle screamed.

I’m going because now I don’t want to come in anyone good books I will do this only Kunj said and went from there.

Noo kunj listen to me she screamed but kunj already went..

Twinkle scared if kunj will do this what she will say all truth comes out in front of all family members she tries to calling Kunj but he not taking her call which scaring twinkle fully..

Don’t kunj please take my call one time listen to me you will destroy everything today avi not kunj she said and crying..

Finally she called meher she takes her call.
Hi bhabhi twinkle speaks.
Yes twinkle how’s you and Kunj Meher asked.

I’m fine and he too where is avi she asked.
Avi playing with maa and papa she replied.
Bhai kunj come there? She asked.
Nahi toh kyun aane wala tha kya twinkle she asked back.
Hmm he told me okay bye I’ have work she said and ended the call.

Avi toh ghar pe hi hai where is kunj if he didn’t went to there..

Kunj phone coming off later twinkle call to the office and asked his pa about Kunj he said kunj sir didn’t come office which makes worried twinkle lot.

If Kunj didn’t went to Taneja mansion even not office than where he can go hope he is fine he is very angry already not do anything with himself.

Babaji why you doing this haan how I will make him understand that I can’t bring avi back she said and crying and wiped her tears twinkle went in the balcony and stay alone. Later on night kunj come home in messy condition sad face expressionless.

He went in his room twinkle come out of the balcony and see him.. both looking at each other face with pain..Kunj avoids her and sits on the bed held his head twinkle come and sit beside him.

Kaha te pure din haan didnot you went to Taneja mansion to bring avi twinkle said Kunj look at her..

I didn’t went kunj said twinkle resting her head on his arms.
Why you did went haan you said you going there and bring avi she added.
Haan socha tha but nahi gaya he said.

Office mein bhi nahi the kaha se phir pure din se she asked.
Kahi nahi bas thoda time akele raha na chahta tha bas he said:
Why you doing this kunj haan I called Bhabhi she told me you didn’t went there how you change your mind she said.

Kya karta mein in my stupidity we already lost everything now I don’t want to hurt anyone because of me I can’t do bad with anyone but everyone did with me he said.
Let tears falls down from their eyes twinkle held his hand linked their finger tightly.
Sorry kunj I can’t do this understand my problem bhut der hogi hai we lost everything I destroyed everything in my madness and misunderstanding otherwise today we are happy together with OUR BABY she said and Kunj look at her. Twinkle cupped his right cheek.

I’m sorry kunj I can’t bring avi back from bhai and Bhabhi it’s completely on you he is your baby you have all right on him twinkle said.

I’m not selfish twinkle kesi aur ko dukh de ke khud khush hounga kabhi nahi I know in what circumstances you give avi to them because of you they lost their baby you think after giving avi to them if you think your guilt lesser then I will not wasted your this sacrifice never avi will be staying with them only abeer and Meher his parents we lost our all happiness in our stupidity but not their he said..

Twinkle smiled and or galti teri hi nahi meri bhi toh hai na phir galat hum dono Hi hai jo hua woh me or hum change nahi kar sakte hai but jo hai us se nahi badlenge I know kya feel hota hai jab jisee pyaar karte ho woh aap se dur hota hai I’m bearing that pain don’t want to give anyone I lost my happiness but don’t want to scattered someone else happiness intentionally Kunj said..
that’s why I didn’t went there to bring avi he is very happy with them he added.

Twinkle nodded in yes and tears rapidly falling down from their eyes twinkle joint their forehead.
You are so good kunj who say you don’t understand the situation you understand each and everything better then everyone haan who cared about everyone happiness and their emotions we didn’t do yours sorry she said.
It’s my bad fate Kunj said..

I scared if you go there everything finished thanks again for this what shall I do kunj so I can rectify my mistake for hurting you she said.. Kunj closed his eyes.
Kuch mat kar jo hona tha woh gaya hai or waise bhi me grudges hold nahi karta hu kunj said..
Tu sab se ache ho kunj I feel today me tum jaan hi nahi pai ek haste masti karte hue kunj ke peeche ya bhi ek or side hai I’m sorry I’m very bad and unlucky thought I know fully but I’m wrong kunj me tumhe samjh hi nahi paai Twinkle said.

Koi baat nahi saath Hona ishq nahi saath dena Isha hai twinkle and I’m doing same Kunj added.

Twinkle cuddles Kunj and resting her head on his shoulder playing with his finger complete silence Kunj break the silence.

Hmm but twinkle Raza really love you I Saw him how much suffered and cried for that girl it’s you.You are lucky and you should love raza he is gem mushkil se mita hai aisa pyaar twinkle you should choose raza you both are perfect understand each other matured unlike me I’m not perfect raza is the best twinkle Kunj added.

Haan raza is best but for me you also best you aren’t perfect so what even I’m not perfect I love you the way you are kunj raza is gem haan but you aren’t less than that you also gem for me too he loves me so much right but I love you so much as well I’m even lucky I loved you as well kunj so don’t say we aren’t perfect we are messy but we loved each other like this only she said and kissed on his hand..

Life is so messy and difficult na we are so
Happy pyaar bhi hona tha toh ek hi ladki se kunj said.
Hmm hota hai dil pe kes ka zor hai raza knows kunj we love each other I love sadu raza extra acha hai Avanti ke liye fit hai i m for you chasmish she said and both chuckled..

Hmm avanti she love raza so much yaar kya feel kar rahi hogi I know raza don’t love avanti but I thought he will forget that girl but no twinkle he still live in his love kabhi nahi socha woh tu hogi Na mujhe khushi mili na use I feel bad usne mujhe galat samjha bas meri ek nahi suni pyaar karna koi galat baat nahi hoti hai mujhe bura nahi laga raza tere se pyaar karta hai it’s normal tere ko use pyaar hua koi galat nahi na mujhe hua but tu usko mili nahi uska pyaar use mila nahi dard iss baat ka hai somewhere I’m the reason issliye twinkle I hurt you even I’m not good you deserve a partner like raza he is the best twinkle he will keep you happy I’m saying go to him kunj said and looking at twinkle..

I can understand your emotions but I can’t I can leave you but I can’t become anyone else then you I just love you kunj and will do you always she said and kissed on his forehead.
Even I’m sorry raza ko mujhe se pyaar hua or humhe ek dusre se khushi toh kesi ko hi nahi mile she said..
just then twinkle phone beep she sees it’s from Meher she open and sees she send avi cute photos he getting angry on abeer kunj and twinkle see and smiled…

Eyes will come out kunj added.
True twinkle said kunj recalled his all moments with avi.
Xerox Copy kunj said and chuckled tearfully
Yes xerox copy he is your twinkle added.
Ab samjh me aagya why he is so similar to me exactly like me kunj said and look at twinkle she too.

Because he is YOUR SON she added and smiled and Kunj blinked his eyes they hugged each other.
Why we did this stupidity twinkle Kunj said.
Forget now we will not do kunj she added..

Priyanka knocked at door bhaiya and Bhabhi maa and papa calling you both for dinner she said twinkle and Kunj look at each other
Chalo let’s have something now my eyes drain she said.
Haan chasmish Kunj added and they held their hand and went down in hand to hand..

They sit with everyone and having their dinner together after many days..

After dinner twinkle doing her work while Kunj was sitting in the living room just then Mrs Shaikh come there. Kunj surprised to see her there.
Aap kunj said and went near kunj.
Hana me can’t I come to meet with my son she said.

You can you know this kunj added and she cupped Kunj face.
How’s you kunj?? She asked.
I’m good in front of your eyes only Kunj replies and hugged her.

Or Raza kesa hai finally Kunj asked?
Not well she said and they sit together holding each other hands twinkle come there..

I’m sorry kunj whatever raza did I’m extremely sorry she said.
Why you saying sorry because of him koi na if he don’t want to our friendship it’s okay ab me kya kar sakta hu zabaradasti pyaar or na dosti ki jati hai if he is happy with this okay for me time ke saath I will be fine kunj added..

He is not happy even he can’t happy kunj you too she said and Kunj cupped her face and wiped her tears.
He changed na but we will same huAmhara apna rishta hai ek don’t worry but I’m angry with him I hate him he said.
Acha you hate him she said..

You can’t hate him even he too also she said and hugged Kunj back.
Why he did this with me he said so much.
Called our friendship fake kunj added..

They break the hug and Kunj wipes his tears
Leave about this how’s you kunj asked.
I’m fine bas tujhse milne ka dil kiya so aagi she said.

Acha kiya aapne bas see raza kunj said.
Haan but he need you his best friend she said.
He only said don’t disturb me I will listen because I hurt him he thought Kunj said.
No Kunj I can’t explain you bas she said and take out raza diary Kunj looking at her.

If I have words to explain raza whatever raza did even I’m angry for that I can’t understand him the way you I hope you will understand this time also like till now she said and handover the diary to Kunj.
One more thing I forgot here is the card she said and give to kunj.

Card kes ka kunj asked?
Raza or Avanti ke nikaah ka she said.
What they really kunj Asked with sudden surprise.
Yes now right time Tu aayega na Kunj she said.

Haan kyun nahi aaunga kunj said,

Ab me chalti hu you both stay happy she said and looking at twinkle.She went from there immediately Kunj didn’t get it.

Sone chale she said.
Hmm Kunj hummed and they went in their room..
Both changed their clothes and laid down kunj caressing twinkle hairs while she telling him about avi when he was born while Kunj just humming he thinking about Raza.
Why you listening me sadu twinkle called Kunj out of his thoughts..

Haan I’m soja you must be tired kunj said.
You too she said and cuddles him kunj kissed on twinkle forehead and twinkle sleep so fast kunj covered her with the blanket sat to drink water his eyes went on the table most on raza diary..

Kunj get up and went to the study table and looking at the raza diary.. Kunj sat on the chair.He take deep breathe and open the diary SECRET KEEPER WRITTEN ON DIARY TOP..Kunj hands shivering He finally do the courage and open first page of the diary..

Page1. 📔
….hi me raza Shaikh giving myself introduction like a big man kidding 😅..

Hmm why I’m writing this well don’t know just feel like to portrayed myself before though I never need to express myself and my emotions because I have my best friend can’t describe our love and bond it’s like indescribable that’s why I always shared my each and everything with my kunj who is my life?
Ab kunj kaun?? What I will say about him?

The first page of my diary and he is the first and last important thing in my life:

Well, kunj is my childhood buddy we met in our school we are so small still remember whenever Usha aunty his mom come to drop him school he always crying like a small baby ( still he is baby😂) sorry he will kill me if I will say this..

Yup, where I’m haan kunj he used to cry and I’m always seeing him maa also come to drop me then I went to him and asked why he crying he said he don’t like to come to school..

And I said even me too but we have to come na Chalo now we will sit together I said to small kunj he smiled me back.

Okay, what’s your name kunj asked me?
Ab naam kya batana I said raza Shaikh my name is and yours asked him back.

I’m kunj sarna suna toh hoga he said yes that small Kunj literally said this I giggles whenever I remember.

Nice name I said..
yup then let’s go that dirty teacher waiting for us kunj said.
Haan I added and we both hold each other hand and went to our classroom.

Today we sit together on the same chair and the whole day we enjoyed Lot play together in the break then share each other food I told him very tasty food.
He said yes my maa is the best cook

(no doubt in this Usha aunty is world best cook Kunj se dosti na ek ya bhi benefits tha getting tasty tasty food daily )

We do lot masti in school teachers always scold us and made stand out of the class happily we stand though I never disobey teachers because maa told me to respect everyone but with Kunj even I also getting enjoy yes me too laughing we just waiting when the teacher will send us out of the class and we can roam in the whole school when principal come we hide behind the pillars ..

In a very short time me and kunj become a best friend.
Today is friendship day kunj said to me.
Haan then let’s tied the band I told him.
We both tied the band to each other and celebrate our first friendship day.
You will not leave me na kunj asked me.
Yes we will stay together raza and Kunj I added and we hugged and even written our name on the bench( kuza) short form of our name /:

Then humhari story ek do bandar come.
rohan and Aditi come and become our friend we four of them Disturbed whole class more Aditi and rohan or Kunj..

Rohan and Kunj are impossible I can’t describe about their masti (allah miya)..

We become one group stick together always but for me kunj is my best friend and for him me as well…

Remember PtM meetings whenever our mothers or Kunj father come teacher complaint about us we just praying babaji save us…

In front teachers we all promised now we will not do any masti lol 😆 next day we are same rascals😈…..

With time our bond and masti increased spoiled Bart we are proudly 😎..:

After kunj my life becomes so beautiful before I was all alone just maa and me but kunj give me so many things his family becomes my family and he becomes my mother 2 son..

I was good in study and my fellows not because they didn’t open the book even in school nor at home..
in exams, I have to show my answers like this they passed and I’m happy 😃…
because never numbers matters for us no grade we are same..

School life ended very fast now college life
We grown-up but our masti still same though I never do any masti or pranks because of my fellows I have to get punished 😩KYa karta hum ek hai..

I just enjoying their all prank how they teased teachers from side next moment they caught and get punished happily they take the punishment too impossible trio Aditi and Kunj or rohan

Teachers used to telling me why I’m with them? But our friendship is like this we are different from each other’s but one perfect friendship we share and 4 imperfect we are I m very studious but this three monkeys nope they know how to live the life in real matter

After meeting with kunj he changed my way to see the life he is so happy person who just smiling and laughing all the time and after him I also..

We both understand each other like no one we sit together not speak just sit talked with each other lot even without speaking because we understand each other unspoken words as well so we never depend on any word.

Manohar uncle was very strict he always behind kunj he just wants kunj become a good and successful person in his life that all father want!

I don’t have papa I lost him when I was very small whenever see kunj and with uncle missed my papa he Maybe where ever he loves you papa but I have maa and Kunj now complete I’m 😊..:

Kunj gives me immense happiness thanks God for sending him in my life..

Sorry maa call me I have to go now new friend my secret keeper diary .. 🖊..

Kunj read and smiled He remembers his and Raza old days…

Again I’m back I’m getting bored so socha write something maybe my diary missing me hehe no Chalo koi na.:

Yes, Manohar uncle wanted to send kunj out of India for his higher studies he doesn’t want to go? He just wants to live his life..

When he told us we all get sad me most how I will stay without him but I didn’t say him I told him to go kunj and do your best I want that only..

Uncle thoughts after sending Kunj from here kunj become responsible and take his future seriously but who knows what cooking in our kunj khurafati dimag 😈…

He told rohan who told his papa about this he wanna go also for his higher studies his father get ready thankfully then me and Aditi left and I was ready whenever my kunj will go his Raza will with him😊…

Manohar uncle plan failed 😂now we all friends going together for studies lol if we four together never study 👅poor uncle Kunj rock😎 mr Manohar sarna great judge of Amritsar always lose with his son Kunj…

We are so happy finally going and do masti there no rok tok..

Uff we are in New York our new campus
I was happy I will do my best and achieved something for my maa. But till when these three monsters in my life achievement kam punishment jada😂..

Missing maa lot but meri ek another maa with me kunj..
I thought after coming here in New York may be my fellows will study they will not take here teachers lightly my misconceptions they are same here too didn’t let any student study why are like this..

My kunj toh even don’t know how many subjects we have because he never attends class I have to make his notes so he didn’t get scolded by teachers..

He and rohan roaming in campus when whole campus students busy in their lectures this hostel life is amazing truly..

Then naman and dev along with their girlfriend join our group they are too same like my monsters still i m one and only sanskaari boy in this group😛..

My favourite place in the whole campus is the library because I love my books

My 3idiot life mantra and about study
kheloge kudoge banoge nawab

Or padhoge likhoge honge kharab 😂totally opposite they are… Bache hai pure ke pure life for them is party and making fun of teachers enjoying every bit of it they are right …

Yah kunj or avni hehe who is avni she is our classmate Kunj enemy both fighting whole day Bichari twinkle she stuck kunj and avni impossible their fight it’s like fun to watch 😝…
Aaj ke liye itna hi 2 page ended..

Kunj smiled how beautifully raza penned he smiled and turned the page..

After many days because I was busy in my notes and assignments kya karu do do karna padta hai..

Today I’m very happy I wanna tell you about someone… don’t know how I should tell Chalo bata bhi deta hu itna kya suspense 😝…

Hmm, twinkle yes I wanna tell you about twinkle she is my classmate my good friend she is we both spend time mostly in the library she is also like me, studious girl, I saw her and notice she is so simple and different from all girls till now I see..

She is like me somewhere no drama nothing do her study and went back to her hostel…

She sometimes complains me about my bestie why he is like because kunj teased even twinkle.. hehe Twinkle nope for him CHASMISH he called her with this name kunj or uske naamkaran ajeeb hi hai..

But twinkle looks so cute with her specs I’m must say after seeing twinkle I can’t look anything..

Before I never talk any girl except then Aditi twinkle talk to me first
I little shy … I admit this..

Me and twinkle sit together in lectures because my friends busy out of the class…

Avni and twinkle also become part of our group we eat and roam together..
We all get tired with Kunj and avni..
twinkle stop avni and I kunj both impossible they just waiting how they will fight..

Daayan and devil their names 😂yes both called each other with these names..

I can’t say kunj anything he teased avni for fun sometimes I scold him but kaha meri sunta hai woh mischievous boy he is.::

Kunj prank with avni amazing hehe Bichari avni bhi na kaha stuck hogi she must be thinking but she is also not less instigate Kunj..

Today I’m happy why?? I feel so good when I’m with twinkle just want to listen her nonstop talks really fully chatterbox she is… but dil ki bhut achi hai itni matured hai not like nowadays girls..

I started liking her ya I’m 🙈.. I don’t know whether she like me or not she called me her special friend..

I wanna share today incident twinkle give me flower…
fb..
Raza was sitting in library Twinkle was finding raza she tired finally see him.
O mr perfect you are here I’m finding you everywhere she said.

Why I asked?
Thanks for your notes twinkle said and hugged me I was shocked I hugged her back my hands shivering literary..

I asked her? What happened twinkle?
Arey bas thanks you save me from fatshit Brain twinkle said.

Hehe I laugh someone speaking kunj words I teased her..
yes twinkle added..

I have something?? Twinkle said?
What I asked?
She forward flower to me?? This flower for me I said.
Yes for my special friend twinkle added and I get happy she gives me and I take from her she went fast because avni called her..

I just look at those flowers which twinkle gave me I smell and smiled..

First flowers I get from twinkle I’m blushing yes I’m.::

Kunj smiled after reading this and caressing the page..

Kunj turned and look at twinkle who sleeping peacefully..

Kunj Hummed clear his throat.

Back to diary)

In class I can’t pay attention just my eyes fixed on twinkle why babaji? Now I understand I love her wanna tell her but I’m scared if she doesn’t love me no I can’t lost friend like her..

Twinkle asked me for coffee? Should I go I said yes quickly I’m Waiting before I go kunj come and take me sad ☹️ I’m..

But no worries I told twinkle I’m sorry I can’t deny Kunj because he is my life..

We both are like two body one soul?? Many times everyone doubts me and kunj that we are straight na😂yeah I told them yes we are straight..
It’s not their mistake we stay like that only..
a girl and boyfriend kind of??
Jitan heer ne Ranjha se pyaar nahi kiya us
Se jada me and kunj love each other.

That’s why our fellows called us by SHAHA JAHAN AND MUMTAZ 😂I’m kunj haan lol kya karte hai but true he is my jaan only..

We share each and everything not our feeling even our clothes haan same clothes many times our mother get confused… now they also used too..

We want each and everything same to same hopes girls bhi mile same to same twins sisterrrr 😂🤣joke of the day even I think in my friends company I also become mad….

{Yes my jaan raza you are kunj murmured while reading}

Xyz..day..

How should I start I fell in love with twinkle yes I’m madly in love with her I realised now I can’t live without her she also maybe he has feelings for me..

I will tell you I didn’t get time to tell what happened during these days..

On this valentine day college kept a party we all went and I saw twinkle she looking so beautiful Omg why she is so cute and beautiful.:.

In her red saree every girls looking nothing In front of her her simplicity catch me always I fall for her simplicity..

I see all girls and boys giving each other red roses I also want to tell twinkle but how? She will be okay after this ahah why I’m so confused my sums easy then this..

Kunj was busy with girls yes girlss😳.. ladkiyan ki kaMi nahi hai de kunj sarna ki life mein… after all itna hot dashing hai.. ladkiya bhi pagal.. for kunj this all time pass and I’m searching my true love and lady as well that I can see in twinkle..

I went to twinkle?
Looking pretty I said?
Thanks Raza when you too hot she said and correct my collar omg I was on cloud 9..

Rose I said.
Ho roSe my first roze she added immediately took it..
happy valentine day… twinkle I said In shivering voice.
You too same raza she added and we all dancing twinkle asked me for dance today I get everything we dancing and laughing I just lost in her laughs…

(Narrator: twinkle just normally with Raza as a friend but raza had feelings for her he always takes her small gestures in love way raza sure he love twinkle now he just wants to know what twinkle feeling for him
He thought she also feeling for him let’s read))👇..

This valentine day was best I can’t tell
Twinkle on this day how much I love her koi na next valentine day I will celebrate with her..

After a lot of courage, I thought I will propose twinkle yes finally I don’t want to waste my time? This courage I get after that she toh tell me unknowingly she love me yes twinkle said this??

Me and twinkle working on the same project she is not well so she can’t do much work I told her I will do fully she don’t worry and I did best and our project selected she is so happy…

We went for treat yes I take her this time I order her favourite pastry she loves Oreo Ice cream kunj always snatched from her that’s why something else today with me.

We both sit and enjoying our pastry..
you are the best raza twinkle said and peck at my cheeks..
I like you she added I was freeze and looking at her before I react she gets the call and went and was sad..

Hehe at least wait for my reply she like me I’m so happy..

🙁Narrator as a friend twinkle like raza and said this she like raza and Raza already planned so much in his bubble world)

Last thing:: we all were sitting in the canteen all girls telling what type of partner they want?
Twinkle tell about yourself Asha asked her? I wanna know that’s why my mind and heart just on her only..

Hmm well I want a boy like the same raza he is perfect not like this sadu twinkle said I laugh and was hell happy I’m getting all hints from her then why don’t I propose she is a girl I should first I’m a man…

(Narrator:: actual was like this kunj already started teasing twinkle and both started feeling for each other and they talk in eyes and eyes lot she said this while looking at Kunj she teased him that Kunj know)

Page ended…🖊

(Kunj see the time and remember the scene
Fb.. 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀
all my friends were sitting in the canteen
I don’t want this type of man avanti added.

Acha Avanti what you will get dev said.
Better than you Asha said all laughs out.
Kunj come there?

What’s going on?? He asked?

Avanti telling about what type of man she wants dev added..

Ho find on Jeevan saathi. Com babes Kunj said all laughs.
Whatever avanti said.Kunj winked at twinkle who make faces..

You tell twinkle about yourself Asha asked twinkle? Kunj looking at twinkle she too. She looking here and there and smirked.

Well I want same like raza he is perfect in every manner not like this sadu twinkle added.

See rohan said.
Even I don’t want a girl like chasmish Kunj Said.
Good twinkle replies she was going from there Kunj passed her flying kiss and she blushed went from there..:: )

Raza again misunderstood twinkle Kunj murmured and he drinks water..

And the next page…
Bas now I will propose twinkle but how not getting any idea asked kunj nahi mardega I wanna tell him first before I asked twinkle..

I took my phone and hi I messaged to twinkle..
I didn’t get a reply back? Then finally after lot finally
I LOVE YOU TWINKLE I PINGED HER..

I was waiting for her reply she didn’t reply to me back even I didn’t message her back and asked her in classes I thought maybe she teasing me..

So I will wait for my answer…

Prom night I was with avanti she took me I wanna go with twinkle when twinkle entered with Kunj fire she looking yaar

She and Kunj dancing together I’m jealous yes I’m before I was never with Kunj but this love wali feeling made me jealous with my bestie 👅..

I’m dancing with avanti but my gazed fixed upon twinkle like as always.. she give a smile then lucky our partners got exchange and I get her we both dance magical moment she is in my embrace that time also I thought let’s asked her once about my message reply but I don’t want to rush…

We all friends enjoy in prom party very next day I got a call from mom she is not well and I get worried about her she is all alone in Amritsar I told kunj and we decided I should go to her..

I was all set to go India thought I will miss twinkle lot I will talk to her after coming back right now Mind not on the place and I left for the airport and done with my security checking..

I sat in aircraft and take my phone scrolling the messages just then I open twinkle and smiled my eyes went on the text.. and shocked.
I love you too from twinkle yes she messaged me this I was shocked first kissed on my phone why didn’t tell me that time now what I will do I’m here in aircraft she is in college not good twinkle I’m so happy she loves me god back even I love you like infinity I added..

{ narrator:: raza saw the message from twinkle what she sends him he didn’t check the timing he thought finally today she reply him back of his message but it’s wrong she reply back of kunj I love you not raza I love you}

Tear escaping from Kunj eyes while reading this I love you for me raza not for you I messaged her again confusion Kunj murmured..

Continue reading further..
I back India mom was really ill I did good to come here I started taking care of her and she gets fine and I used to miss kunj and twinkle.
Me and kunj talk daily told him about my feelings for her a girl. We are on the call.

Tell me her name bro who she is kunj asked?
I will tell her you know raza said.
Saale you are so fast acha I’m happy raza come soon even I wanna tell you about something special kunj said

(who talking about twinkle and same raza as well but they don’t know about this)

Finally I’m going back New York in this days I didn’t talk to twinkle I wanna see her first and talk face to face..

I brought a ring for her and flowers which I take from the airport she loves flowers..

I meet each and everyone and see twinkle feels so good kunj took me in the room.. we talked meeting after long if I will not give him the time he will sad even I want to spend time with him.

::: I’m shocked page finished..
Kunj knows what coming next kunj hold the table and turned the page..

I’m shocked tears escaping from my eyes still too( word smudged fully) due to raza tears kunj can see and feel already how much he have cried..

Already kunj having tears in his eyes before reading..

He takes deep breathe it’s not going to easy for him..

Yes, I’m shocked In canteen What rohan said..

Raza something for you rohan said.
What i asked.
Meet with our new couple of the college rohan said me get confused.Kunj pulled twinkle.

Me and twinkle Raza Kunj said.
What ? I was shocked .
I was telling you na on call I wanna tell you about something really important haan she is twinkle my love kunj said.Raza looking at twinkle who hugging Kunj.

I was completely shocked when seeing twinkle and Kunj together and they love together I didn’t show that time
I’m shocked in front of them my heartbeat stop when seeing twinkle hugging Kunj and they were so happy..

She said I love you kunj that word echoing in my ears still..

I was like what is this what about me she love me how can she love kunj and how can she is with me when she said she loved me..

I can’t react that much that time control on my anger and pain that moment gulps all pain because of my best friend in front of my eyes who was so happy with twinkle.

I’m not shocked Kunj love twinkle.. I’m shocked twinkle love him then why she said to me she loves me why she replies to me
Back of my message..

Kunj kissed on twinkle cheeks I was seeing them and I somehow manage and congratulate them with a fake smile( sorry kunj)

Later I went into my room kunj was with twinkle it’s perfect time I’m alone I can now cry as much as I want.. I locked the door if I keep the door open if kunj comes and see me what I will answer him right now I’m not in sense…

I looking at those flowers which I bring for twinkle feeling wasted take those flowers and tore all the flowers with my hands showing my anger on them last that ring which I bring for twinkle thought I will make her wear but now what I will do with this ring twinkle already becomes Kunj..

I throw the ring in corner of the room still don’t know where that ring went even I didn’t try to find?? Because jiss ke liya laya tha woh hi nahi rahi meri..

I sat down on the floor and cuddles my knees and crying like never today.. she cheat me I’m feeling like that how can twinkle do this with me when she doesn’t love me she loves kunj then what’s the need of this all things that message I opened and checking that message not believing on myself maybe I read wrong but I’m not wrong she really I LOVE YOU TOO REPLIED ME..😭😭😭..

She plays with my feelings she loved kunj and Kunj love her I heard kunj footstep immediately I composed myself before he questioning me..

Kunj cupped his face and wiped his tears. Turned the page without wasting the time..

I handle myself no I can’t handle myself
I’m seeing twinkle and Kunj together in front of my eyes.. Kunj ki khushi itni I can’t even describe I m happy he really loved twinkle lot that I can see in his eyes I even asked him it’s for time pass or else really serious he said he is very serious for twinkle I get happy..

Whenever I see twinkle and Kunj together feel sometimes jealous with Kunj first time ever in my life it just because of twinkle?

I don’t have the courage to go and asked twinkle why she did with me she talking with me so normally me I was like that innocent girl who looks so sweet but she is so smart she is also like other girls koi na she choose kunj who have everything but I have just kunj that’s why I leave everything there only killed my feelings and pain because of my best friend love..

I asked her yelled if she was with someone else life is so cruel my best friend fall for that girl whom I loved so much now I hating her yes I hating twinkle not because she loves kunj because why she plays with my emotions..

I can’t share my pain with Kunj also if I will tell him about this he will even destroy his happiness which I don’t want he get the happiness he has all right to stay happy now his happiness connected with twinkle and my with his always..

My pain is nothing in front of my bestie happiness..

Kunj give so much I can’t thanks him enough that’s why never talk about that and when he asked me about my love told him that aisa kuch nahi hai but he knows me so well I can’t lied with him.

He asked me again and again then I told that girl leave me for someone kunj get sad for me and told me that girl is unlucky you don’t worry about her I will get a girl like twinkle jaise he gets I was thinking in my heart don’t wished Kunj like this please ..

I pretend I’m normal but I wasn’t normal before me and twinkle used to sit together in the library now she and Kunj both yes. My bestie who never know library way today he sitting in the library with his lady love pyaar bhi kya cheez hehe I laugh..

I try to concentrate on my books but I can’t my eyes just looking at them.. both of them expressing their love openly the whole campus now talking about twinkle and Kunj I heard when I passing..

I try to become rude with twinkle but I can’t like before I give her same response why she doing this why she is so normal like she don’t know anything pyaar nahi karna tha woh theek tha but khel kyun nahi hai ab woh..

You must be thinking why I didn’t tell kunj
About this..
Kunj saying now me and twinkle his life I’m his heart and she is his beat itna pyaar he giving me I don’t know how much kunj important for twinkle but for me he is my life I can give my life for him then pyaar or dard kya cheez hai I will not say kunj snatched my love nope it’s wrong if I say this

My kunj is very innocent who can do prank and do masti he will never hurt anyone I know na kesa hai woh apne raza ka toh kabhi bhi nahi for him I’m his everything he not says this but I’m really his everything and I don’t need proofs..

Apne woh nahi jo tasvir me saath ho apne woh hote hai jo har takleef or khushi me saath ho Meri takleef me kunj always with me and now I will too in his happiness..

Every heart has a pain only the way of expressing is different
Fools hide it in eyes while brilliant hide it in their smile and I did same hide my all pain and tears behind my smile so my bestie can’t see yes I did for kunj..

I remember that day when I went to the hostel and about to enter in my room but stop heard twinkle and Kunj voice I stop and take my steps in backwards shocked and surprised I got I can’t write..

Twinkle and Kunj come this much closer I knocked the door and Kunj open and my eyes went on twinkle she went from there and Kunj tells me she wanted I just said be careful and went in washroom and cried in washroom lot asking my self why I’m feeling so bad now she left me along back.

Itna pyaar kunj se phir mere saath aisa kyu. I’m getting anger on twinkle when she said this I’m her special friend who hurt her friend haan like this.. mujhe kya I thought.. I love her if she was happy with Kunj I will not pray she not stay happy in her life nope pyaar kiya hai mene never want her bad now she is my kunj happiness still prayed I didn’t get my love they stay happy always just meri bhi nazar na lage undono ko..

Because my kunj changed who didn’t change till now for his family for this girl twinkle he changed a lot I’m impressed and think if uncle and aunty see him they get happy so much I’m toh very much reason koi bhi not care..

Kunj proposed twinkle in front of the whole college that moment you know what I feeling that third person in triangle love story one side love I started feeling that heroine went with the hero and leave her friend m I that character of this story noo I shouted ..

But in the background, this song echoing should tell you why not now I have you only I can express my pain with you diary..

{Tum Na Huye Mere Toh Kya
Hmm Tum Na Huye Mere Toh Kya
Main Tumhara, Main Tumhara
Main Tumhara Raha
Mere Chanda Main Tumhara Sitara Raha}

I didn’t turn my pain and feelings in a negative way nope I can’t do this feels like run away from this college but I can’t I’m just praying when will exams started and over so I can go now I can’t bear this pain day by day increasing after seeing twinkle and Kunj so closer I’m scared if I did something which I don’t want which break kunj heart dar bas is baat ka hai or kesi ka nahi…

We get a holiday I had no mood to go anywhere but I can’t deny Kunj we all went and enjoyed a lot.

I remember kunj tell me to click his and twinkle photo I can’t deny him..

They both standing and I all set with the camera hands shivering..
and I clicked their photos they were so happy in the picture..

The same song playing in my ears..
(Rishta Raha Bas Ret Ka
Aye Samandar Main Tumhara Kinara Raha
Main Tumhara, Main Tumhara, Tumhara Raha
Tum Na Huye Mere Toh Kyaaaa😭😭…

I make myself understand.Aksar naseeb ke haathon majboor ho kar dil ko samjhana padta hai hai.

Sports started in our college we all take the part..
The race was going on me and kunj in front of each other before I never took part much because every time kunj win the trophy I feel I won because humhare dard or khushi hi humhari nahi hai even our achievement when I get some trophy in the study he happily wears and clicked the photo bacha hai pura pyaar jo hai itna hUmhare beech mein…

All student cheering up in whole ground one voice on the top its twinkle who hooting Kunj name I can see who excited she is never before. Her voice echoing in my eyes and I want she cheer up for me
Too like raza raza but it’s impossible Lame
Why I’m still thinking this raza don’t it’s impossible..

I don’t want to win the race but suddenly I want to win the race and I finally won the race but me jeet ke bhi haar gaya and kunj haar ke bhi jeet haya twinkle hugged him and dancing with him and my best friend get happy for my victory she also congratulates 😏..
🖊…

Kunj wiped his tears and remember that time..
fb..🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀
Sport going on everyone was hell excited they take in different-different games and doing their best completing with other colleges also..

Raza and Kunj running together and twinkle hooting.
Kunjj kunjjj kunj sees her smiled.

Bas bhi and Avni said.
Why huh see sadu will win twinkle said..

But kunj see raza who running like anything he feel strange and smiled slow his speed and Raza won the race and Kunj smiled and went to twinkle who come and hugged him.

Why you lose haan bujh ke twinkle said.
Pagal hai tu I get tired yaar Kunj said.
I know you sadu she said and wiped his sweat beat I love you twinkle added and peck at Kunj lips.
Love you too see raza he won and meri jeet uski jeet me hi hai samji aaj pehli usko dekha jeena or how can I do this so I didn’t run kunj said.
He is very lucky Chalo let’s celebrate raza victory twinkle said and they all celebrate raza victory happily.. fb ends..

Hana raza tu jeet gaya kunj added and turned the next page..

I’m not happy with the trophy huh My best friend is so happy for me like he won the race haan jeet humhari dono ki hi hai..

After sports get ended and immediately our annual function preparation started me and kunj or rohan had one song performance live after all our band is so famous in the whole college..
twinkle and Kunj couple dance they both practising together I went with Kunj and just seeing them..

Me and avanti also had one dance performance.
Annual day-night come whoever take part they come and performed me and Aditi as well then our song performance comes we trio sing so well all clapping for us kunj bring twinkle on the stage and dance with her sing for her she blushed so much I adore her blush when she blushed for Kunj so cute admitted.. No hard feelings than

last performance of the night it’s twinkle and Kunj dance performance we all sat on our respective chairs..

Lights went off they both standing and spotlight on them both looking together best..
they dancing so beautifully in every move of their dance showing how much they love each other I just lost in the dance and Kunj once again proposed twinkle in front of each and everyone we all shocked even twinkle as well I can sense with her expression they didn’t leave any single moment not show their love.. Romeo or Juliet se kam nahi hai unka pyaar..

Suddenly don’t know what happened to twinkle I know she is very possessive for Kunj extremely omg 😮 my poor boy who never scared of his parents he scared of his girlfriend lol 😂…

She didn’t leave him alone just with him everywhere she doubted girls they will not steal her Kunj from her hehe.. it’s not I’m saying it’s true everyone knows in the whole campus how Twinkle spying on Kunj..
Kunj deserves this sorry bhai you get perfect girl..

Me and Kunj were sitting alone in garden Today we are alone after long yaar his girlfriend didn’t leave him I told him same he giggles.
Hana very clingy chasmish bol Mat dena saale teri toh sidekick hai Kunj said this we both laugh out.

Kunj even laughs while reading when recalled the scene…

Twinkle message comes to kunj.
Calling you!? I asked.
Nahi arey bas goodnight-message kunj added.
Acha you both each other I said.

Haan lot Kunj said.
Kab hua itna pyaar yaar kunj I said.

Ho gaya bas she was beautiful but not like those girls in the magazines she was beautiful for the way she thought. She was beautiful for that sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful for her ability to make other people smile even if she was sad no she wasn’t beautiful for something as temporary as her looks she was beautiful deep down to her soul kunj added

Waha pyaar me toh mera dost shayar ban agay I said kunj laughs out.
Hehe acha, when I said this in front of she, will be like using someone else line on her kaha se itni possessive ladki mili hai mujhe..

We are sleepy and come in our room and sleep back..

I was selecting my clothes kunj who already get ready.
wear same Kunj said and went i look at T-shirt same to same like Kunj we buy same things when go for shopping.

I remember how many times twinkle misunderstood me kunj with our same clothes she hugged me one day and said I love you sorry she didn’t see me I’m raza not kunj very painful for me.. galti se hi sahi she said she loves me..

Akhir kaise chor du tumse mohabbat karna tum kismat me na sahi par dil me toh ho..

She betrayed me raza cried while reading.
Kunj wiped his tears.

Everything is going fine but don’t know what happened between Twinkle and kunj they fought used to twinkle is over we all know kunj controlling his anger he loved her.

She used to plan the date for them kunj get late slip from his mind and he went late and she gets sad and sometimes okay he does things for her but when it’s become to much twinkle started fighting with him.

I remember that painful and horrible that how much Twinkle and Kunj fight its shocking for us.

Fb:🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀
Avni he didn’t come see twinkle said.
I told you na twinkle this boy like this only you didn’t listen to me ek baar kama khatam they are like this only use and throw avni added.

Avni kunj now don’t love me haan twinkle said who crying so badly..

Twinkle fight lot and cry kunj done with this he made her understand lot but she is out of her mind.. she is not possessive she is over and over-possessive girlfriend for her he almost leaves his life the way he lives before no much Parties if he did she go with him everywhere twinkle become like this she will not even let go kunj alone in the washroom 😂 sometimes funny but headache.. it’s a disease man..

At evening::
Twinkle sorry na kunj said they all friends standing in the side.
What sorry kunj haan you are late always now I’m done with you you never loved me everything is fake your all promises everything she shouted.

No twinkle trust me yaar I love you so much don’t say I didn’t love you kunj added.

Yes it’s true you don’t love me you never love kunj sarna it’s just it’s your lust for me not your love for me twinkle said and all shocked.

What did you say haan lust haan no love are you gone mad kunj shouted after her words he lost his sense.
Yes I’m saying right ab tumhara ban bhar gaya hi mujhse twinkle added who crying so badly.

Listen everyone what she saying haan lust twinkle I love you yaar trust me kunj said.
I don’t want you you never loved if you love me then you never hurt me Twinkle said whatever comes in twinkle mouth she said so much kunj who didn’t say anything.

Okay fine you wanna break this relationship haan I’m ready better we get apart you crying unnecessarily because of me let’s do BREAKUP Kunj said with difficulties.

Haan you want this only let’s breakup it’s good kunj I hate you twinkle said and went from there and leave kunj to cry..

(Narrator  you all know rest things how twinkle went to Aman who and her understand:: In her stupidity twinkle said so much kunj while Kunj)

Why you did rohan asked.
It’s better na yaar because of me she becomes mad haan now she at least not crying I just want she stays happy now what she said break me completely she called my LOVE LUST. Both lost their sense in their stupidity they ended up like this..

After kunj went to the pub and drinking there he can’t bear twinkle and he breaks up.
Alisha see Kunj she went near him.

Hi kunj?? Heart break she said and taunting Kunj and went closer to him.
Leave me alone don’t say anything about my twinkle Kunj said.

That behanji chasmish huh alisha said.

Twinkle was crying and Aman come to her she told him everything.

See twinkle whatever I understand with your talks you are extra possessive for Kunj if I’m in kunj place I will also do this if my love was crying for me unnecessarily twinkle he is not your toy who will play when you want he is human you love him that’s good he too we all see in campus how much he loved you.. understand twinkle leave this stupidity in your over possessiveness you will destroy everything go and save Aman said.

I’m sorry Aman I can’t live without kunj twinkle said.
Haan I know so go back my girl to your love back Aman added.
Okay I’m sorry thanks for making me understand
( avni also behaving like twinkle she should stop her but she is also agreeing with twinkle in yes and no she lost her sense but avni not still)

Twinkle finding Kunj everywhere then she went out of the college at night she thinking where he can go at this time then her eyes went on raza..

Raza where is kunj?? Twinkle asked:.

Kunj pub mein raza said and immediately went there and about to go ahead and shocked to see Kunj with alisha completely break down she took her steps in backwards and Raza sees twinkle before raza say anything twinkle run from there..

While kunj pushed Alisha finally.
Stay away from me samjhi kunj said and went out of pub who about to falls down raza held him on time.
Kunj careful Raza said.
I want twinkle Raza please kunj said not in his sense totally under hangover he is..

Kunj no we will go but right now you aren’t in your sense raza said and took kunj to hostel back.

After seeing Kunj with Alisha twinkle feeling so bad why she loved this man and she was right it’s his lust not love..

Next day kunj went to twinkle but she didn’t open the door when he try to talk to her in campus also.

Listen to me twinkle Kunj said.
Don’t follow me kunj sarna i hate you and don’t ever DISTURB ME twinkle said and went from there with Aman.

Kunj seeing her and crying so badly okay it’s my promise I will not disturb you twinkle.
Like this they didn’t talk again their exams started and soon exams get over till now they become totally lifeless body and after exams Twinkle went from the college
Rest wait till their convocation and then they also went to India back finished fb..
.🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

Kunj recalled that painful moments he closed the diary and went in washroom and come after drink water and again sit back and open the diary.

Kunj opens the new page.

Biggest shocked twinkle and kunj breakup yes they did I don’t know how this happened I can’t do anything kunj said this is best for them..

Where is kunj I was finding him hope he is fine I went and see him in the pub and went in the side there twinkle come to me and asked me about Kunj and I said kunj in the pub she went and see Kunj with Alisha before I speak twinkle went from there and Kunj come out of the pub who totally under Hangover I told him and take him back to the hostel he demanding to go to twinkle but I stop him right now not good:.

I asked kunj after days what happened he didn’t talk to twinkle he said she told him don’t disturb her and now he will not do..

Our exams ended I finding twinkle I wanna tell her about that night she misunderstood maybe kunj I feel this because the way she went from there I asked Prachi she said twinkle went london I was shocked now where I will find and I see kunj who crying so badly for twinkle I was feeling so bad I even can’t clear twinkle misunderstanding I asked avni she didn’t tell me as well I try to call her but her phone coming off then after we come india back in this days I try to tell kunj about this..

Shitt what happened to kunj he lost his sense I never see kunj like this though I know he is a very emotional person but this much after seeing Kunj like I feeling so bad and cursing myself should I tell kunj about that night no I can’t lost him I have to find twinkle..

I try to call her but her phone coming off and even try to find her on social media but there also no reply back from twinkle.

Kunj went to the hospital he admitted suffering from desperation I blaming me and cursing as well this all happened because of me if that night I said kunj about twinkle but don’t know what happened to me I totally Lost…

Where are you twinkle come please..

Kunj gets fine after so much hard work me and usha aunty made him understand our happy kunj lost his smile..

I even thought to tell kunj about that even tell maa about this yeah I told
Maa everything before I share everything with Kunj but after get to know he
Love twinkle i stop sharing these things.

Even maa said me yes but I scared if kunj
Will not understand me Ek choti si galatafehemi mein itna zevar bhara hota hai ki ye hUmhare salo purane rishte ko todne ke liye Kafi hai jaane anjaan mein tujhse se ya hogaya hai can’t afford to lose kunj no no I can’t he is my everything after so much struggles he handle himself don’t want to see him back.
I betrayed my friend I feeling this. I deceived him no I was fighting with my thoughts daily I’m very bad.

That’s why I started keeping my self away from Kunj I know this hurt him this is my punishment my inner soul cursing me
Lot what I did with my buddy.
This line suit with me {Hum bewafa hargiz na the Par hum wafa kar naa sake}

How I rectify my mistake I break kunj heart today kunj is this condition because of me he calling me for the party I deny him.
Sorry kunjjj I have no strength to face you whenever I see your face I m guilty…

Kunj thinking I’m lost in my love but I lost in my guilt haan I miss twinkle still..

3 years passed away many things changed I went to my hometown avanti?
Yes avanti she proposed me I didn’t deny I said her that I had no such feelings but she had then I respect and even I like her a friend very much with time fall for her too we are now girlfriend and boyfriend kunj fav avanti is… we are happy bas…

I get kunj call he going to marry I’m
Happy for him finally he moving on in his life shukar hai..
I can’t attend his wedding my bestie wedding huh big day for me still I m late because train issues huh..

But tonight is his reception then see you soon after…

I m shattered and stunned after See yes I see twinkle Kunj introduce her as his wife kunj marry to twinkle I’m shocked fully party was going on I don’t know how to believe and react but happy at least they are together don’t know how but my guilt maybe lesser now..

I didn’t hide anything from Kunj just one thing now I should delete this from my mind they are together true lover..🌺..

They made for each other
Two boys for one girl
One gets the girl
One gets her in his writings lol same with me she is just in my writing and memories..

Twinkle talk to me very nicely me too as well after long man.she become more pretty… old Kunj returns back I’m so happy.

We all used to hang out like before…

Whatever avni said to kunj it’s wrong again kunj hurt i should now tell if they saying because of that but I don’t know why twinkle leaves kunj I can’t even talk to her like before ek hesitation hai.. woh mere dosti ki biwi hai ab..

Life again become happy kunj really happy with twinkle with time they will hell like before how they used to love each other openly…

Page ended.::

Raza itna sab I never thought Kunj said and yawning it’s almost midnight..

Kunj turned the page..

I m scattered down what I thought and scared woh hi hua kunj yes kunj called me and asked me suddenly about that night incident I can see his condition now what should I tell him.. he just asking me I don’t have anything to say…

When he asked me I was there and I know about this finally I have to say eyes which shocked him as expected because I know if he will get to know about this his reaction will be like this. But how I will explain him..:

Kunj did not listen to me once and went from there I was crying after long eyes:.

Then I get up and finding Kunj everywhere it’s the biggest shock for him.. I went to home and maa was awake when she see me and shocked she asked me as well about Kunj..
All I can say I break my buddy heart today whom I promised I will never hurt him but I did 😭😭😭😭… I lock my self in the room I’m very worried about Kunj? Hope he is fine.,,

At morning avanti come and what I heard I was stunned Kunj meet with an accident I’m immediately went out of the room asked her and she told whole Kunj wasn’t at home I understand I wanna go and see you kunj but I don’t have the courage to go and face you that’s why tell avanti go and do video call because I wanna see how’s you she went and do a video call when seeing your condition wish mere jaisa dost kesi ko na de that’s why I hide this truth from you kunj I scared jo mujhe dar tha wohi hua maa asked me I told her few things she slaps me and said if something happened to her son she will never forgive 😭😭me…..

I even break maa heart as well I itself get ill I leave everything food not even taking medicine stay alone it’s my punishment I know how you suffering then how can I stay happy no I can’t today your In this condition because of meeee blo*dyy feeling like kill myself 😭😭.:..

I just get to about you kunj from avanti how are you.. how emotional you are I know this after me you may completely break forgive me I have no intention to hide anything about you.

If you think I did because I love twinkle in my pain I did this no I never wanted to separate you both I blaming myself I’m responsible for your and twinkle separation because if I want I can stop her and you today both happily together…

At Aditi place when see kunj I didn’t look at him because Himmat hi nahi thi so I went towards the bar and started drinking and Kunj come and stop he knows I can’t handle dost jo hai mera 😅….

The most painful thing is for me that after doing this much I not hating me whyyy I m not deserving his love. I don’t want anything happened in front of rest so they called me a cheater no I’m not a cheater.:::

Our argument increased and I put the stone on my heart kunj still believing me after this all this also he can’t stay happy till when I’m with kunj that’s why I told so much to him,.
Ho that message kunj did from my phone to twinkle and that reply I understand twinkle mera I love you ka reply kiya hai but not my bad fate she replied to kunj and I misunderstood each and everything and blaming her too in this years sorry again I was so lost in love that I can’t see the love is from my side twinkle just love kunj how can she will love me….

I know my words working on Kunj heart like a knife and I break even our friendship and called fake sorry kunj you aren’t fake friend it’s me mere bhai 😭😭😭I hurt you already very much thoda or kardu so Tu mujhe hate toh karega why he is like god after saying so many harsh words he still smiling and saying I m just saying why he understands me this much why he love me this..

I took this decision I will go away from Kunj life so he can stay happy with twinkle yes I need to take this decision today when I’m in kunj life he can’t see anything and what pain I have given to him he can’t bear better this issliye Yeh dosti hum nahin todenge Todenge dam magar tera saatha na chhodenge😭😭😭😭..

Humhari dosti unbreakable hai kunj na kabhi tootegi bhul jana mujhe ek bure sapne ki tarah yaad karna bas achi teri meri yaadon mein I’m sorry yes I DECEIVED YOU IN FRIENDSHIP.
Kin lafzo mein bayaan karu mein apne dard ko sunne wale toh bohat hai lekin samajhnewala koi nahi 💔……

No my kunj understands me lot but this time I m wrong so I will not say woh mujhe samajh nahi saka he still understands me like no one can…

Shadi karne ja Rahu Avanti se finally ab bas bhut hua I even hurt her somewhere but loving avanti was like

Jiss tum chaho agar woh na chahe toh uske ho jao jo tumhe chahta hai😇..

After this I will went away from here bas
Sorry kunj forgive and me forget me as well😇…🖊

Tears escaping from Kunj eyes like anything kunj can see how much raza cried when he writing because all words smuggled fully Kunj closed the book

Yeh dosti hum nahi todenge kunj murmured and cupped his face:…

Kya kar diya mene I m sorry raza I understand you still you are my best friend not fake you can’t deceived me never ever

Even I didn’t deceived twinkle in love nor you deceived me in friendship it just time or circumstance and our stupidity DECEIVED US NOT WE kunj added and wiped his tears and keep the diary back..

And see the time almost early morning he went to the bed and see twinkle who sleeping peacefully Kunj smiled how beautifully raza portrayed twinkle aww he said and kissed on twinkle forehead and cuddles her back…

Just a small puff of miscommunication creates a big storm of misunderstandings wreaking havoc in a smooth relationship.
___________________________________________
Phewweww man 😮😮😮I’m done finally yaar I don’t know kesa hai likh diya after lot hard work hehe not easy takes lot time and dimaag Ka dahi😳…

Thanks for your comments thanks lot..

Here I come with the shot,, everything is here do read haan please don’t get confused in diary and fb I try to give balance together but don’t know kesa so read carefully I’m not so good 🙈so leave if not perfect. Yes nobody is wrong no one deceived each other purposely it just miscommunication and misunderstanding now maybe you understand raza he is not bad friend galti ho jati hai sometimes we get selfish jab take realises hota hai jab tak it’s too late….

Yes Kunj is innocent in this all things he is immature and irresponsible for everyone today he is show his maturity then rest.. ❤️😎….

So story almost finished whatever reason is behind now in front of you all👇…

No proof reading well I’m not well issliye write in hustle so leave any errors.. my hands paining now😤😤😤…

To read and tell me fast..
bye love you all
Allahafize
Milte hai last mein 😈😎