A DESIRED CONFESSION-SHIVIKA

Heeeyyyy hheeellooo fellaaassss this is NILASH back again with a short os. My exams are not over yet but then also decided to write a small os as it will minimize a bit of my exam pressure. How are you all?? Did anyone miss me but peeppss I missed you all a lottt….. now enough of my boring lecture let’s get started please don’t bash me if anybody feels it to be boring please  ;););)
Shivika’s room…….
Anika is sitting beside shivay. Anika’s head was lying on shivay’s shoulder and shivay is brushing his hand on anika’s hairs. It has been one week that shivay returned after that kidnapping case. Anika is playing with the fingers of shivay.
Shivay: anikaa..
Anika: hmmmm
Shivay: kuch nhi
(nothing)

Anika: kuch kehna hai to kahiye na
(if you want to say something then please say it)

Shivay: hum kitne din baad aise baithe hai
(after so long we are sitting together like this)

Anika: haan….. pata hai jab mujhe pata laga tha ki wo wala shivay duplicate hai to…
(yes… do you know when I got to know about that duplicate shivay then…)

Shivay puts his finger on anika’s lips, anika looks straight into his eyes that has so many emotions in it
Shivay: bhul jao unn baato ko let’s have a restart
(forget about that let’s have a restart)

Anika: theek hai billu ji mai ab kabhi bhi iss mamle me baat nahi karungi
(ok billu ji I will never try to discuss again on this topic)

Shivay nods his head in yes and caresses anika’s cheeks
Anika: wayse shivay ek baat puchoon?
(shivay can I ask you something??)

Shivay: haan pucho
(yes ask)

Anika: apne mujhe, family ko and omru ko miss kiya jab aap humse itne dur the?
(did you miss me, your family and omru when you were far away from us?)

Shivay: nahin….
(no…)
Anika: aap na SSO ho mr. Stone Singh Oberoi, kanji aankhon wale bhagadd billee..
(you are SSO Mr. Stone Singh Oberoi, a cat eyed bad man)

Anika get’s up to go but shivay pulls her down and made her to sit again beside him
Shivay (with his tadibaaz attitude): are meri puri baat complete nahin hui hai aur tum jaa rahi ho?
(my words are not complete yet and you are going?)

Anika: aap se mujhe baat hi nahin karni
(I don’t want to talk to you)

Shivay: pata hai anika miss unhe kiya jaataa hai jo aapse bahut dur ho par meri family and omru to hamesha mere dil par rahte hai to mai unhe miss kaise kar sakta hun
( anika do you know whom do we miss?? We miss those people who are far away from us but my family and omru were always there in my heart so how can I miss them?)

Anika: aur mai??…
(and me??..)

After asking the question anika felt the irrelevancy of the question and felt sad deep inside that shivay did not take her name… but shivay was still not finished yet..
Shivay: tummm??… hmmmm waise mai kahna nahin chahta par tumko mai bilkul miss nahin kiya pata hai kyun?
(yooouu….. hmmmm I don’t want to say but I never missed you do you know why??)

Anika looked up with so many question marks in her brain… but did not utter a single word from her mouth
Shivay: kyunki mai tumse kabhi alag hua hi nahin tum mere dimaag me dil me aur zubaan par aise basi hui ho ki mai tumhe miss kar hi nahin payaa
(because you were always there with me every time in my head, in my heart as well as in my emotions so I got no chance to miss you)

Anika’s eyes were sparkling with joy but she controlled her emotions
Anika: chaliye shivay bahut raat ho gayi haai so jaate hai
(let’s go shivay let’s go to sleep)

Shivay: aaj nahin sote hai na anika please
(anika let’s not sleep today na please)

Anika gives a confused look to shivay
Anika: kyun apko kya karne ka irada hai?
(why what intentions are there in your mind huh?)

Shivay smiles naughtily and answers her question
Shivay: wayse bahut kuch karne ka iradaa hai par aaj nahin kabhi aur kar lenge….
(hmm.. many intentions are there in my mind but today let’s not do anything we will do it letter)

Anika blushes hard and runs towards the pool side window… and stands smiling looking at the pool. Shivay come close to her and blow air that passes through her cheeks. She closes her eyes in happiness.
Shivay: I mean ki mujhe aaj raat baat karne kaa iradaa hai tumhare saath
(I mean I want to talk to you today)

Anika opens her eyes and turns her face towards shivay
Anika: ohh..hh to pahle bolna chahiye than na
(ohh..hh then say na what do you want to say)

Shivay: kyun tumhe kya laga?
(why what did you think?)

Anika: kk..kk..kkucchh naahiin
(noo…oothh..hingg)

Shivay: kaho naa apne pati parmeshwar se nahin kahogi?
(say na you will not say that to your husband also?)

Shivay starts to move close to anika and she starts to move back
Anika: ssa..aacch..hhii ma..aiiine ku..cch nahi socha
(I saaii..ddd naaa.. nnoothingg..)

Shivay (with a smirk in his eyes): theek se soch kar bataoo
(think deeply and then say)

Anika strikes the window and was about to fall but shivay holds her from her waist. They shared an intense, passionate, deep eyelock. They broke the eyelock after sometime and shivay makes anika stand.
Anika: haan maine kuch nahi socha aap ko mujhse baat karni thi na kahiye kyaa kehna tha aapko
( I did not think anything you wanted to say something to me then say na..)

Shivay: mai tumhe aaj raat mahsoos karna chahta hun, mai khud ko yeh ehsaas dilana chahta hun ki tum sirf meri ho sirf meri…
(I want to feel you today… I want to make my heart realize that you are mine you are only mine)

Anika again blushes hard and turns away. This time shivay back hugs her. Anika closes her eyes. Shivay kisses on her ear and took her near the couch and made her sit. He sat beside her.
Shivay: pata hai anika jab mai tumse dur tha har pal mai ye sochta tha ki mai tum tak kaise pohchun mai tumhe dekhna chahta tha par wo log mujhe tumhare pass aane nahi de rahe the. Mere liye har ek pal aisa tha maano jaise barso beet gaye tumhe dekhe huye…..
( when I was far away from from you that time I spent every moment o my life thinking about yourself, I wanted to meet you but they resisted me. For me each passing second seemed like decades….)

Anika did not allow him to complete his sentence and locked her lips into his. Shivay was stunned by this action of anika. After some time anika realized what she was doing and broke the kiss and turned her face in embarrassment. She got up and made her legs to walk faster and she sat on the bed facing her back towards shivay. Shivay got up as he was unable to control his feelings for anika. He went towards her and looked into her dark beautiful orbes wich had thin layer of water in it. He sat on his knees infront of her holding her hands..
Shivay: thank you anika mujhe iss tarah se sambhalne ke liye, thank you anika meri life me aane ke liye thank you for everything.
(thank you anika for taking care of mine like this, thank you anika for being in my life, thank you for everything)

He got up and hugged anika as tight as he could anika too reciprocated the hug. Both were having tears in their eyes. Shivay broke the hug after sometime. Anika wiped away his tears and shivay wiped away hers.
Anika: aap mere aankho me aansu nahin dekh sakte na to aaj aap ek baat aur jaan lijiye ki mai bhi aapki aankho me aansu nahi dekh sakti.
(you only say na that you cannot see tears in my eyes today I’m saying that I cannot see tears in your eyes)

After listening to this shivay again hugged her and so did anika.
Shivay: I LOVE YOU ANIKA, I love you a lot maa..ii tumhare bina ek pal nahin jee sakta I love you..
( I love you anika, I love you a lot, I cannot leave without you for a second also I love you)

Anika: I LOVE YOU TOO SHIVAY
Shivay: tum kabhi mujhe chodd kar nahin jaaoge na??
(you will never leave me na??)

Anika: kabhi naahin pinky promise…
(no never pinky promise)

Shivay breaks the hug and kisses anika’s forehead and again hugs her. They both break the hug after some time…
Shivay: anika wayse thodi der pehle tum jis kaam ko adhura choddkar aa gayi mai use complete kar du?
(the work that you left incomplete sometime befor can we complete it now??)

Anika: kaun sa kaam shivay
(which work shivay)

As soon as anika completes her sentence shivay locked his lips with her. Soon both started enjoying the moment. Their short kiss turned into a long one after some time both broke the kiss. It took no time for them to undress each other. Shivay put a blanket over them.

THE END

(pppeeeppss I don’t know what happened inside the blanket)
So this ends here. Please drop all your valuable comments and please do not bash me if I bored someone by this os. If someone felt boring they can comment that and I will surely say sorry to them. Thank you and byee… -NILASH