Destined to be together (two shots) – b
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Once both swasan were moving around a forest. They were having fun and Sanskar was sitting on a branch of a tree. He was a little distance from the Swara..,
Swara asked the Sanskar..,
Swara : if I asked you to jump down from that tree will you do it?
Sanskar : Yes I will do it.
Swara: Why you will put your life in peril?
Sanskar: Because I know you will catch my hand and pull me up….
Swara : If I don’t then?
Sanskar: I will die with the belief that you try your best and couldn’t save me.
Swara knew he mean for it and that’s why she trusted him.
Swara gave flying kiss to him..,
Swara: I Love you so much. Please get down from the tree.
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Once at valentine day..,
Swara : I love you.
Sanskar: I Love you too.
Swara : Prove it. Scream it to the world.
Sanskar : (whispers in her ear)I love you more!!!
Swara : Why’d you whisper it to me?
Sanskar : Because you are my world.
Swara : I know but you know.
Sanskar : What?
Swara : You are my universe.
They collected many memories with together…,
However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems..,
Their life started became difficult.
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to drift away their dreams and love for each
Other..,
Both were began to have quarrels and each quarrel became make their relation more worst..,
After about a year and a half, things started to get a bit rocky.
One day, after the quarrel..,
Swara shouted, “You don’t love me…!”
Sanskar at some point was hated her childishness and out of impulse, said..,
Sanskar : “May be, it was a mistake for us to be together..! You were never da missing
part of my……!!!!”
he was about to complete his sentence but suddenly stopped when his eyes caught Swara’s innocency for which he always used to forgot himself totally..,
and he stopped for accomplishing his sentence..,
But Swara understood dat wat he was going to saying..,
Suddenly she turned quiet and stood there for a long
While..,
Sanskar regretted what he said but words spoken
Can’t be taken back.
Without saying anything with tears filled eyes, she
went home..,
Before leaving she replied to him..,
Swara : (painful voice)“If I’m really not da missing
part of ur love or your HEART, let me go then.., and search for someone who is………….
take pause of one min…
Swara : (crying voice) It is less painful this way… let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..,
But after days somehow Sanskar convinced Swara and Swara also forgave him just coz she was truly in love with him..
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One day, swasan walking on a beach and they began to
Talk while holding each others hands..,
Sanskar reminiscing their fight of that day and he remembered what he was going to say to Swara dat she is not a missing part of his heart but he knew very well that actually she is……
and he accepted that he told all that just in anger only but now he was wriggling for rectifying his mistake,
so he said to Swara..,
Sanskar: i want you to know something.
Swara : okay..
Sanskar: i love u with all my heart, no matter what i say in casual way or in an anger or through my actions but i promise to you that we will be together forever..,
And again continues after planting kiss on Swara’s hand..,
Sanskar : and i want you to know that i promise to protect you with all my power.
Swara : how it mean u must give ur life?
Sanskar : like i said.., i will protect you no matter what.. i would give my life for yours only..,
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But again things go changed Sanskar cheated on Swara twice,
But told her about it, and after a while, Swara again forgave him for his deeds and took him back. they would fight, break up on and off, and it just wasn’t the same.
There were a lot of things going on in both of their lives at the time.
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On New Year’s Evening going..,
They went to a party at their friend’s house that means at Sahil’s house..,
Sahil had already crush on Swara, he had been flirting with Swara relentlessly for months when Sanskar and Swara were on the rocks was there.
The night went on, and as they were getting ready to leave, Sahil pulled Swara off to the side to talk.
They were hanging out, and suddenly Sanskar came into the room as Swara was adjusting the top that she was wearing (it didn’t fit right and kept riding up), and immediately thought something else was going on, which it wasn’t.
And Sanskar was aware abt Sahil’s feelings towards Swara that’s why he misunderstood situation..,
Sanskar left Swara there, with her purse still in his car.
Swara was devastated..,
A few days later, Swara got her purse back..,
Swara go to Sanskar’s apartment and get it from his room-mates, Sanskar refused to talk to Swara and with this they broke up, they were no more in relationship..,
Swara was beyond depressed. she couldn’t eat, sleep, or function in everyday society was just going through the motions until she graduated.
Later that summer, they actually started speaking again. They ended up hooking up of two separate occasions,
just before Swara left for college, and she thought that there was some hope there. Swara somehow tried to stayed in contact with Sanskar via social sites or phone.
Swara asked him to drive down to see her (she was about 4 hours away from home), and he said he would try.
About a week went by, and when Swara called Sanskar again, he said that he had started dating someone else.
Again, Swara was devastated, but for some reason couldn’t stop loving Sanskar.
she found out 3 months later through a friend that Sanskar was getting married. Swara couldn’t believe it.
They were together for the better part of two years, and Sanskar knew this chic for three months. Swara went home for Diwali break and saw him a few times while she was there (Swara was staying at a Ragini’s house that Sanskar was moving out of).
Swara wanted to tell him that he was making a mistake and that THEY were supposed to be together, but she wanted to respect him, so she didn’t.
Swara later found out that he wanted her to say those things.
Sanskar’s friends tried to talk him out of it, but he’s stubborn and wouldn’t listen. He was lonely and didn’t want to do the long distance thing, and admits to this day that it was the biggest mistake of his life.
Swara even had two of his closest friends and himself tell her that the day before he got married, the three of them went hiking, and Sanskar said “Well, I’m going to marry Swara tomorrow”. They fumbled n stopped for a while and said “Dude, you mean Kavita na???” and he said “Oh yeah I was.. it was just slip of tongue…., that’s what I meant”.
So years went by, they would email each other about twice a year to see how the other was doing.
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Sanskar ended up having a son in that time and Swara also marry to Laksh but Laksh was going terribly,he was a heavy drinker, and Sanskar’s relationship was failing as well, as Kavita cheated on him.
While Swara was pregnant,Swara emailed Sanskar asking parenting advice, since he had a son.
Sanskar came by her work on several occasions to talk and give Swara things like books and such.
After Swara’s daughter was born, Sanskar came by to drop it off, and Swara showed him her daughter.
Sanskar got within 5 feet of her and then said congratulations and immediately left.
Sanskar later said it was because he imagined that, that was their baby, and that he left because he didn’t want to cry in front of Swara.
Months went by and Laksh and Swara had just gotten into a HUGE fight. Swara was crying on the floor,
and she said “God, I know this isn’t who I’m meant to be with, please, send me someone who will make me happy.”
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A few days later, Sanskar emailed Swara and asked if she would like to go out for coffee one day after work.
Swara went, and the their feelings for each other were still there, though they didn’t tell each other, but they both knew what the other was thinking.
they danced around it as the weeks went by, but they both knew that they were brought back together for a reason.
Eventually Sanskar said that he couldn’t stand it anymore, he just had to tell Swara how he felt, that he loved her, he always did, even during the 5 years that he was married.
Now Sanskar was a few months away from divorce at this point, towards the end of the separation period with Kavita.
But Sanskar wasn’t asking Swara to leave Laksh, but he just wanted to let Swara know how he felt.
Of course Swara felt the same way, and she talked to her Laksh about it and he was actually fine with it.
they both knew that they were at the end of the rope anyway, so Laksh said “Well, if you still love him, you should be with him”
so with this Sanskar with Kavita n Swara with Laksh divorce done with all formalities..,
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Now both swasan got back together with new year’s arrival….,
Swara was wanted to take a trip with him for New Year’s, but wasn’t sure if her mother would watch her daughter for her.
Sanskar told Swara that he would ask Swara’s mom for it, and did so at Swara’s family’s new year party.
Sanskar told Swara’s mom everything abt them..,
He told to Swara’s mom that he would like to take Swara on a trip for New Year’s and ask Swara to marry him, and if that was alright and if Swara’s mom would watch Swara’s daughter uptil they come back from trip..,
Swara’s mom always liked Sanskar, and was so happy that they were back together, and Swara’s mom replied in assured tone of ‘of course’.
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Swara just thought they were going on the trip for fun.
When they got to their destination, they were walking along a dock,they were at the beach, and Sanskar handed Swara a ring box.
Swara just stood there. she opened it and there was a note inside, just a note. It was a beautiful letter, explaining Sanskar’s feelings for Swara and asking her to marry him.
Of course Swara said yes! she thought it was ironic that they ended their relationship on New Year’s Eve after 5 years ago, and then Sanskar asked Swara to marry him on New Year’s Eve 5 years later. they were married after that.
Sanskar was Swara’s first and only love. Sure, she dated other people during those 5 years, but her heart always belonged to Sanskar only, and Sanskar’s to Swara.
Swara think that maybe it was because they had a lot of growing up to do, because honestly if they had gotten married when they were start of their relationship, they probably wouldn’t be together uptil now.
they both had to really understand what love was, and even though those were the hardest 5 years of their life emotionally..,
Swara was so thankful that she have her husband now.
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After 2 years of their marriage…,
Both swasan again started their fights but not that much serious which they used to do when they were in relationship..,
But Swara took it seriously this tym,she made one decision in her childishness..,
Swara would admit that she is getting tired of all this quarrels n silly fights now..,
One day, Swara finally decided to tell Sanskar her decision, that she wanted a DIVORCE from him..,
“Why?” Sanskar asked, shocked.
“I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” Swara answered.
Sanskar kept patience this tym coz now he nt wanted to allow anything to cause their relation,he was nt ready to do any single mistake which will make suffer both badly one more tym again…,
Sanskar kept silent that whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a drink of alcohol at all times.
Swara’s feeling of disappointment was also increasing..,
And finally Sanskar asked calmly to Swara “What can I do to change your mind?”
Swara have started losing faith in him.
Looking deep into his browny eyes Swara slowly answered “Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me???”
Sanskar said “I will give you your answer tomorrow..”
Swara’s hopes just sank by listening to his response.
Swara woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes.
The letter was…..
Missing part of my heart,
“I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further..”
This first line was already breaking Swara’s heart. she continued reading..,
“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.”
“You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand.and tell you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young more beautiful face, Thus, my dear wifey Swara, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do,I could not pick that flower yet, and die.., ”
Swara’s tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting, and as she continue on reading….
“Now,if you have finished reading my answer n satisfied with it n also tired of showering your pearls on my scratchy handwriting then please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk.”
Swara rush to pull open the door, and saw her love’s anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread…,
Now Swara was very sure that no one will ever love her as much as Sanskar does, and she have decided to leave the flower alone…,
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After 1 n half year Swara was pregnant with Sanskar’s child…
Sanskar’s care n love towards Swara increased more with her every passing month…,
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During 7th month of Swara’s pregnancy…
“Ahh.. AAhmmm….AAAhhhh” Swara screamed in her sleep making Sanskar wake up and check her…,
“Swara… SwaraWhat happened???” Sanskar asked shaking her shoulders seeing her eyes closed,thinking that she might be having a nightmare.
“No..No..Nooo…its paining Sanky..” she managed to say between her painful gasps still closing her eyes and not opening them,tears sliding down the sides of her face from her eyes.
“Swara relax,calm down,is it a labour pain??? Tell me where exactly it is paining???” he asked to make it confirm as her delivery date was still far away…,
“hmm, I.. I think Sanky,your princess is kicking me” she whinned and he smiled…,
He started caressing her belly slowly to and forth untill the pain eased and she turned to face him and slept again hugging him like her life depends on him,while he smiled at her acts kissing her face thoroughly before falling back to sleep himself..,
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After some 2 months Swara delivered a little baby girl..
Sanskar was beyond happie by seeing ‘SYMBOL OF THEIR LOVE’..,
Now they were the parents of 3 children,two from their previous relationships, n ‘SARA’ who was describing togetherness of both SWASAN…,
And they were love all of their children equally..,
It was lovely n sweet family of both SWASAN…
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END OF THE STORY….