HELLO EVERYONE , I’M BACK WITH NEW OS WHICH IS BASED ON MINE STORY , YESTERDAY I AGAIN REMEMBERED MY PAST AND JUST THOUGHT TO SHARE WITH YOU , I WILL SIMPLY TELL THE INCIDENTS WHICH HAPPENED WITH ME AND MY FAMILY .
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RIDDHIMA’S POV
Hello everyone myself riddhima , i’m 14 yrs old , today i’m going to tell you my past . We are 3 siblings me , my elder sis , my little brother . My father was not happy when i was born , they tried to kill me when i was born but god saved me (when i got to know this i felt god gifted me another birth) . When i got to know he tried to kill me , i was shattered , broken , devastated , i was feeling disgusted on my own father , he came at home and starts destroying everything my great grand father scolded him a lot . After my brother’s birth , our life turned upside-downside , our own neighbors manipulated our father in wrong path , our one neighbor taught a girl to go my father’s garage and make him behind her . From that my father was behind her , she was just behind our money , my father starts consuming drugs , he use to stay at her place but they never had physical relation . When he starts consuming drugs , we was debted too much that we use to think everyday ‘can we have food today ?’ . Time like this passed , my family losses the hope that their son will not return now , they asked my mother to go to her maternal home (maika) but she denied . Everyone was losing their hopes but god never left anyone helpless , our family force fully sends my father Dubai , where we got a new hope , our father returned India after 2 yrs getting recovered , he stopped consuming drugs , thinking that he has a family . We thanked god for returning our father to us because who ever starts using drugs , never returned , the only way is death , death is the last option for them . (Now telling some incidents happened in my life) when i was LKG , i was playing at my home , while playing i collided with the brick and fell on my weight , coz of that my bone broke ( i still remember how i fell 😆) , in 3rd standard i fought with my male classmate and beaten him , in 4th standard , i was playing with desks , holding each desks edge i was playing and i fell , my head hits the cement floor coz of which it start bleeding , i didn’t notice that time , i quickly headed to my seat without making any noice (i didn’t cry coz there was boys also , if i cry they will laugh) and then a placed my hand on my head and saw that blood was continuously oozing , they took me to nurse room and called my parents , after my parents took me to hospital . (It was my mistake 😆 ) , in 5th standard i got my bestie , in 6th we shared our lots my secrets , she is very understanding , caring , pagal also but no one has the right to call her pagal except me . In 6th class our whole class celebrated raksha bandhan , i tied rakhi on kabir’s wrist , i was doubting that he loves me , so i make him brother but in 7th standard he proposed , i was hell shocked , numb , i didn’t told this to my parents because i know they will surely blame me especially my elder sister , I stopped talking with him , when my bestie use take holidays i use to stay quit in school coz of my weird behavior some close teachers of mine , asked me ‘ why are you not talking , anything happened is your heath okay , any family matter , if , you can share with me ’ because i was chirpy girl with teachers also. some classmates got to know that he proposed , they starts making rumors (i still remember what they said 😡 ) , i talked with my teacher , she scolded them and once i tried to commit suicide , my elders scolds me for something that i didn’t did , i came in kitchen and held the knife at my wrist but…..i stopped 😔. My elder sister never understands me , everytime i feel very shattered coz of her behavior , she scolds me without anything😖 . My nana died in 2010 but never felt like he is not there but when my nani left me (2020) I was broken too much , I use to cry in washroom still , I can’t share my feelings except with my bestie . But someone has said ‘let bygones be bygones’ 🙂
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SORRY IF A BORED YOU BUT THESE INCIDENTS REALLY HURTS , YESTERDAY I CRIED REMEMBERING THES INCIDENTS , THIS WAS JUST A PART OF MY LIFE MANY MORRE THINKS HAPPENED . BYE TAKE AND CARE