Hi friends, I m sorry for late. I m sorry again that I couldn’t inform you that I would not post my ffs. Actually, my cousin met with an accident so I was there.
Again, I m sorry for not posting YOU MADE ME LIVE AGAIN. I will be posting soon. I m sorry for that.
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Chapter 10 –
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Twinkle’s POV
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I ran towards the washroom and slammed the door. I locked myself in the washroom and stood under the shower. I opened the shower tap and let myself drenched. I was not able to believe what had happened. I don’t want to see the truth, but that was the reality. I wished that it would be a dream but my bad fortune. My tears were flowing, they don’t want to stop. I was feeling ashamed of myself for the first time. I deceived my parents. I lost my virginity.
I closed my eyes and let them flow. I was fully drenched in the water. I sat down under the shower and hugged my legs. The last night flashed in front of my eyes and I quickly opened my eyes. Why God, why me? You snatched everything from me. How would I face my parents? I was their pride. Maa and Papa’s head would be bowed down because of me. You snatched everything from me? My everything? My happiness. Why God why? Why you do this to me? Can’t you see me happy? I was so happy that finally I would become a singer, but you snatched my happiness. You snatched everything from me? If Maa and Papa got to know about this, they would be shattered. I don’t know why, why this happens to me only? I know its not Kunj’s fault. I trust him. Huhhh God? You can’t see me happy that’s why you snatched everything from me.
Sometimes, I think that all the pains in this world are made for me, or I exist only to bear the pains. I never asked this question from you god. First you snatched my Sid from me, my happiness lies in him, you snatched him, then my parents, they feel so proud to say me as their daughter and now you did this. I never asked this question, I bear all the pains from childhood till now, but I never asked this question. But today I m forced to ask this that WHY ONLY ME? WHY ONLY ME?
You can’t see me happy so, why the hell on earth I m alive. I should have died long back. I should have died before my birth.
I should have died in my mother’s womb. I m sad because I lost my virginity but I m more sad for deceiving my Sid. I betrayed him. I promised him that I will wait for him if it takes lifetime, but I betrayed him. I just wish he come back to me so I can explain him everything.
After sometime I felt relieved. I got up and turned of the shower tap and then unlocked the door of washroom. I came out of the washroom. I saw Kunj sitting on the bed. As soon as he saw me, he quickly got up and hugged me tight. I wanted this only, someone’s embrace to cry. I started crying. He was rubbing my back. “Twinkle, why are you punishing yourself? Its not your fault. We will find out some solution.” He said, his words were enough for me.
“Kunj, why only me?” I said in between tears. “Twinkle, please sambhalo khud ko. This is not the way. I will think something.” “KUNJ I TRUST YOU BLINDLY.”
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Kunj’s POV
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“KUNJ I TRUST YOU BLINDLY” She said making me feel bad. Twinkle don’t trust me too much because this will only hurt you. “I know Twinkle.” Suddenly, I felt something heavy. I looked at her, her eyes closed. She was fainted. I panicked seeing her like that. I was feeling bad for her, don’t know why. I cupped her face and started shaking her. “Twinkle, twinkle, open your eyes. Twinkle.” I shouted. I took her in my arms and placed her on the bed. I called my P.A and started shouting at her. “Send the doctor at my house, soon.” “Ok Sir.” I cut the call. I was so much tensed. I can’t see her like that. My heart was saying to me that I did wrong but my mind jumped in between my heart’s and mine conversation. You did what you saw was right. My mind said. I looked at her. She is so innocent. Her face was ashen. I m sorry Twinkle, but I couldn’t control myself. Why am I saying sorry, no Kunj Sarna can never be sorry. What I did was right. My vision got blurred. I rubbed my eyes and was shocked to know that they were filled with tears. What? The great Kunj Sarna is crying for a girl which he used. No, I m not crying something went into my eyes.
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