Diary OS- I MAY FIND MY PRINCE BUT MY DAD WILL ALWAYS BE MY KING

Happy Father’s Day to all fathers of the world.As u know today is Father’s Day so all just pray for him from heart.So here it’s a diary written by a cute lovely daughter somo about her father n one character from IB will be there.to know read more.

Note to somo

Somo I could not give a birthday gift but this idea popped up n I thought to make u the daughter.hope u like it.

I MAY FIND MY PRINCE BUT MY DAD WILL ALWAYS BE MY KING

Somo opened her diary n write DAD I MAY FIND MY PRINCE BUT U WILL ALWAYS BE MY KING.
Dad I have always felt that u r not my dream dad.i dream my dad to be lovable playing with me but u r n was strict with me.U didn’t allow me to use social media when all in school used to do group studies in whatsapp I can’t do it .all happen in the class group they post timetables homeworks they remind things n all I always feel sad that I can’t be part of it n enjoy it but u never cared about it u always scolded me if I talk about it u get angry.i thought u r imperfect dad.

When we were going to school in bike some boys called me Hii baby.Its was my first time that some boy it was weird but I never saw his face or I gave him a reply I acted too normal the moment when u turned n gave him a death glare to him n u rided the bike in slow mode to make me feel good n to protect me I felt u r the perfect dad for me.

When u scold me for watching TV n using mobile on holidays I get angry on u like hell n the moments when u peep into phone I feel why is dad doubting me?? I feel he is not the dad I dreamed.

I even sometimes feel why God punished me with this dad I some times feel that why God just did just a sad thing with me.u r opposite to my dreams I always dreamt to become a chef but u wanted me not to do it .u want me to do it as a side course of I question u about it u say what will soceity say?? Who r those strangers who r going to judge me I am living for myself not for them.i know how u struggle to make us learn but I want to live my dreams but for all u did for me I will fulfil your wish n will take up cooking in side course.

U often say me whenever u see a child that when I was a child u use to carry me on shoulders n would take me to walk.there when I see beggars I used to see them n press your shoulder with my hand to give her something if I don’t I use to do what they do in home n get money from mom n give.u often say u were a good child when u were small I don’t know what happened now.

There was a pic where u carry me on hands n I didn’t wear a pant just a top n underwear I feel embrassed when I see it but u often take it n show me.
I really feel embrassed but u like that pic.i often feel why u do it but just today I got my answer.

U often say when I see a child I am just longing to carry them i feel like what do u mean but I leave.dad u often advise me for God sake they r tooooo boring but u never stop them.when mom scolds me u support me but when u n mom r on the same side I am dead n will get to see my angry crying version n I can see your ignorance version after some minutes.

Dad even your mom didn’t like me whom u loved to the core because I was a girl but u never hated me for that.u loved like all love their children but still I find u angry man.

I even call u hitler but u r the hitler who is lovable some time n angry most of the time.

Today u r not at home.i enjoyed using mobile TV eating shouting n all I didn’t miss u even for a second as I was happy as finally I am having one day of freedom but one just touched my heart.dad do u remeber Shakthi uncle who lives next to us whom I hate the most because she smokes n I hate smoke smell.i say an often he sees his mobile n smoke just now I got to know what was in his mobile.He was seeing the pic of his son shivaay who scolded him more n left him n went to abroad with his mom but it’s been years shivaay bhai would have never thought about his dad but he was seeing his pic daily.

Just that moment I felt how special u r to me dad n how special I am to u.when u said u liked to carry child I didn’t say I am still a small child it may be silly but I am still your small child dad.

I hated u for some thing which u do its for my good but I hated u.U know I may hate u for it u did only to make me feel sad now but I will smile If I follow in future.u know I will hate but u did it because u wanted your daughter to go in a correct path.

I MAY FIND MY PRINCE BUT MY DAD WILL ALWAYS BE MY KING

Love u dad??????

THE END

So somo u would wonder why I dedicated it to u its because I wanted to gift u I thought a story but it’s still thought process I have to make changes but when this idea came I thought my dad n your dad r not the same but all dads want his daughter to be good.thats why I dedicated to u.

U know I have mixed feeling about my dad.i love him sometime I hate him sometime I miss him some time n I don’t miss him sometime I get angry seeing sometime n I get happy seeing u sometime but still u r my king dad I love u.Its a personal letter which I want to post to my dad but I can’t say him openly just typing this gave lot of happiness to me.

It may not be a great OS but it’s an OS with feelings what I feel of my dad.

So what is your dad for u?? What do u feel about him?? Do u feel like me??i write This because however n whatever your dad is his don’t stop loving him.he may be good or bad but don’t stop loving him.if u stop then what’s the difference between u n him.its not to hurt anyone but all R not good in this world even my dad does wrong things but I just wanna say accept him n love him as much as u can.this world would be boring if all R good n disciplined.its not to hurt anyone but what u feel is the matter.Share them with me.N those who miss their fathers he is right beside u feel him how much distance he has gone he is right beside.

N sorry for the grammatical n spelling errors right now my dad is shouting that all day don’t use phone just keep but he doesn’t know I am typing about him not typing living with him n feeling his beautiful presence.

If u read plsss comment u can object my point also.

This is dedicated to somo n all fathers in this world n all daughters in this world.

Hope u all liked it.

With love
ARJS