It was a hot day . I was sweating from head to toe. Big tear drops came out of my eyes. I recalled what happened. Recalled what made me cry.
I don’t know why god made him my father. Many children love their father because their fathers are good people. But I can’t say exactly whether I love my father or not. I know he’s my father and I must respect him but I couldn’t at the same time. I don’t want anyone to know that I don’t like him but the truth is I really don’t like him.
I used to love him until I realize the truth. I don’t blame anyone for anything now. I can’t live like this. None likes to get blamed by his or her own father. So am I. I haven’t done anything wrong ! Then why does he blame me ?
Just because I couldn’t open the door exactly when my elder sister came back from school! I had fallen asleep without my acknowledge. Because of that , my elder sister had had to wait for 30 minutes outside. I didn’t hear her steps or anything. As soon as I woke up , I rushed to open the door but I’m really unfortunate. 30 minutes had passed without knowing.
I got a huge blaming from her. She had even called the grandmother of the next house. Even she blamed me and the final act was very disgusting. My own father blamed me as I wasn’t his daughter. I know I did a mistake. For that I was blamed in front of everyone, like you are a one who is born to be blamed.
At this very moment , I remembered how my father talked with me the previous day as one of my close friends. I was surprised of his change. I helped him to do all his work just the day before! For a split second , I wondered whether he was so friendly with me just to make me do his work.
Then I got some memories of my past days. I remembered another incident..
” What is your place in English class ? ”
I didn’t understand what he meant .
” Place? ”
” Of your test ”
” 3 rd ”
He laughed mockingly.
” Weren’t you 1 st in the previous test? ”
” Yes. I got this place because I deserve it. There are other people who is more intelligent than me ”
” Don’t talk with your father in that tone ” he grumbled. I looked down .
” What should we tell someone when they ask your place ? They will surely say you have cheated in the previous tests ”
I came back to the present situation. I couldn’t stop my tears. Why are these things happening in this way ? Have I done so much sins in my early lives ?
” It’s better to keep away from everyone . Specially from father. At least it will make my mind better.” I don’t know whether my thoughts were right or wrong but I couldn’t help.
THE END
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